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Sweet day! Thanks Su Faye!!

Today is the sweetest day in my schooling life! I never felt like this before for my 13 years schooling life! Cos never ever someonr do this to me before! It so sweet! It brighten my days and i really want to thanks Su Faye for it! OK, this is what happen! Today early in the morning i walked into class like normal and i do find out something had put on my table and it come with a note! In my schooling life, i never get something on my table not even my birthday so it is a surpise for me! On the table is a mongosteen and with a note that wrote:

Dearest Chee Leong...

Cheer up my dear friend...

Here's a mongosteen to brighten up your day! :)

SuFaye

If I do got camera now, i sure take a picture of it to prove that it is true! But too bad my handphone is stolen by people! I am damn sad when i think about it! Even now also sad! My new target is a new digital camera and my birthday is near!! aRhem Arhem!! But i haven eat the mongosteen yet! I think i will keep it for few days!

It really make my day better! And after school i thought i can go say thanks you to her but never see her! So, i going to do it tommorow! After school, i and Candy go to Kelana jaya Pos Office to pos something and take something but when we reach there, the guy said we need to go to the Pos Laju at taman paramount, then after posting her things, we took bus back to kelana jaya station and go to taman paramount, after reach to taman paramount, we been waited bus for i think half an hour then after we get there and we do lost and don't know where to go because both of us is the first time go there! after wondering around there for few minutes, we decided to ask people and yet we still don't know how to go and we do need to ask people agian! haiz! And we get there after the long time and get her things and plan to take bus back and she is too tired and we just took a cab and back to kelana jaya! On the way we do find out the pos laju is nearby the sri aman school and we do can walk there and no need to waste time waiting for bus! But i don't mind cos i do got nothing to do today!

Tomorow got chemistry test and i hope i can do ok! wish me good luck!

Sweet,sweet, sweet

X.O.X.O
Ryan L

Finishing....

Today started my day with ok ok mood! And then at the Assembly the speech given by teacher making my mood even better! Because they all are really damn funny, this is the most funny school i think in PJ area! Teacher sometime do not use their brain to think before saying out something! OK, this is just what i think, please do not spread it out and make me called to office! You do know right? Then, i sure get expel! because this school is funny! There do got many irrational rules and i do think they like to call your parents to school! The teacher keep on saying that if you not behave well or you get bad result, or you do not finish your homework, we will call your parents come to school! ok, why the teacher think our parents so free ya?? They got nothing to do ya? For sure, my parents will go to school just for i get bad result in monthly test! ok! not every parents is damn free that can do anything!

Then, today is my chemistry piratical. we suppose to do an experiment on titration! And we need to prepare our own solution! And i do something very funny! Because i am the first one to finish preparing the solution so i don't know the solution suppose to be coloured! When i saw the solution i prepare is brown colour,i straight way pour it into sink but actually it suppose to be brown colour! Do you know why i pour it away? because ya,normally the solution we used to do titration is colourless and the result is coloured! But this is different and i do like noob noob and become the most stupid in the class and i need to prepare the solution again! Haha! And then the burette i took is suck and it just one drop per drop drop into the conical flask! It take forever to finish the titration! And i want to thanks teacher for helping me to do the experiment! Or not, i sure can't get the accurate result!

After that, i walk to LRT with Su faye and also the spy that follow behind us don't know since when and i do not realise it at all! that one is Leon! And i think he is a great person but he is taller than me even he is form 3! Haiz, i am short~ But what to do? CAn't do anthing d! When you getting know someone more, it become like you can talk what ever things with that person! Am i good in keep secret? At least until now i do keep most of the secret that my friends told me. I never let anyone of that escape from my mouth! That is a promise!

Emo-ing week is almost finish, just give me few more days and i sure can be right back to the one you know!

Thanks for everything that you bring in to my life! I do know it! Sometime what i need is just a touching hand, a warm regarding and a belive in me! I need someone to ask me how do i do, i need someone ask me am i ok, and i need someone to know that i am existing in this world!

New Hair Cut

Today went to cut hair due to my hair really damn long and i think it look really nerd because i just say i want short and don't care how it look like as long as he cut faster! The result is i look nerd now! What to do? I ask for it! And than i hope tomorrow will not be laughed by the other!

Now, i do feel like i can't cope with science! because i started to hate science! I don't like it all at now! Last time i love science because it is the only subject i good in but now? Not at all! I never like to study! From small form now! I don't know the good result i get is because of i smart and talented in study or i am damn lucky! For every exam i do not study at all! but i do get a OK result! Why? Lucky? I do think so! But now, no more lucky for me and i want to die now!

Friend?I do hate them all but at the same time i do love them! Don't ask me why, cos i won't answer you! For certain things i just don't know, don't want to know and don't need to know! ok!! Sometime i just need a moment of alone so please do not blame me if i do not talk to you or not going anywhere with you!

Okla, what i need to do now is just focus more on my study and do my homework! My homework is damn a lot and i do hope i can finish all! Let say if i still can't cope with science, i going art! give myself more time!

WTFF!! I need to re-write the post cos the damn problem........
hate it man

Below zero degree Celsius

Today is saturday and i suppose to go to school for the replacement for hari raya or whatever what day it is but i din go because i go something to do! And it is really make me felt damn angry when talk about it! Okay,it was like that, friday night i get a call from my friend that said he want to meet up with me and some old friends and ask me not to go to school! At first i not really want to promise him because i don't want to miss my school but after he been persuading me one hour and at last i decided not to go to school! But today morning when i ready to go out around 10.30am, he called me and said he need to cancel the meeting because he got something to do! What The Fcuk!! I skip my school for him and he said cancel at the last minutes! It really piss me off! My other friend also same! I just too angry to think about it now!

As my last post had said that i am not in good mood for this whole week and plus today i been FFK by people, it make me like damn damn angry and emo! If i am water, last few days i was already at zero degree celsius and become ice! and i am below zero degree celsius because the water been added salt into it! I don't want to talk to anyone now! Including you! Please do not talk to me! and hate me please!

But i do feel kinda ok after i come back from sunway pyramid this afternoon! I go for a walk at there all by myself and it help me feel like much more relax cos i love shopping and if i do have a credit card in my hand, i sure shop like madness! But now i am too poor to buy anything i want now! I need a Digital Camera now! It will be my birthday present target!

Thats all for today and i hope the next post will be better post that not like full of negative things!

cheer up!



X.O.X.O

Ryan L

Ryan is a FUCKER,SUCKER,JERK AND NERD

This week is feel like damn sad! Or i should say emo! Just can't adjust my feeling rightly! Keep on scolding by teacher! And just life sucks! Maybe things just happen around me, and i been hurt from that incidence! You do know that things just happen and we can't stop it! When we thought we are ok but actually it hurt us badly! I try my best to not be to affected by it but i think i fail to do it that's why i felt so emo this few days! i am damn damn a FUCKER, SUCKER, JERK and NERD!!

Now i do need to readjust my feeling!Hopefully it will be fully ok when time passby!

I do miss my ex-school life! Because i can show that finger! it been how long i never show that finger and say bad words! i miss that! I not a good person but i can be said as a good friends!

see ya?? we do like to do it! don't know that anyone of my new school will do that with me or not!

Emo

This whole week so felt like damn emo! Whole day is damn feel like can't smile! I just don't know what happen to me! Maybe things just happen and we don't how things affecting us in undirectly way! When we thought we are ok with it but actually in deeply of our heart is been hurted so much! Things just happen and we can't stop it from happening! I try so much to hide my emo face in class or outside the class!

i miss my ex-school life! because i long time never show that finger d! Haha! I do like to show that finger! i do think i got a lot picture if it!

God??

Today never go to school for the first time of the year due to i over slept. Today mood like wired wired! Don't like it! Then, today at home like nothing to do! Actually don't like to stay at home and do nothing! Damn boring! So, i do download some song! Ya! I do found out some really nice song:

My Dirty Little Secret - All American Rejects
Eyelash Wishes - All American Rejects
Girl of my dream - All American Rejects
P.S I Love You - All American Rejects
She Mannequin- All American Rejects
Fuck it - Fergie ( Girl version)
Fuck it - Eamon
(Maybe some you heard before but now only I know the song! So out-dated right?)

The Hit song for my day:
Always Be My Baby - David Cook
This song is damn nice! The Best Song Ever!

Tomorrow going to school! Don't know why this few day so emo! Just want to overcome the problem i having now! Am I a bad person? I don't know and i don't want to know! I just want to be myself! Love always around us! It just we never see it! I am nearly divided myself into two part! And I am going crazy! My mind is too tired to know the truth behind the wall!

For me, believing in myself is important! When i started to have doubt about myself, I sure will be so sad! And now i just don't know what to do! Sometime it just too much for me! I always know i can be better and in my life, the word regret will never show up! At least until now! I never regret for a single things i done ! Even i made a mistake, i take it as a lesson and i don't feel like need to regret for making the mistake! WE are human,NOT God! Human make mistake! But, when you want to do something, make sure you do think twice before you do it, cause regret after that is definitely too late!

When you believe in something, that is a good thing! Like certain people believe in GOD! But not me! I do not believe in god! I just believe in myself! Only I can change myself! Only I can make different with me! But i do believe in the existing of god, it just like i choose to believe myself more than believe HIM! I do got some wired thinking! In this world, there are many different religion and different god! I wonder how THEY live upstairs? It like our land that they are dividing the sky into different part for different god and religion! Then, do they fight? What language they speak? Do they say hi to each other? Do they communicate? How to they place the soul for different religion? How do the heaven and hell divided? Do they share the same heaven and hell or each got different heaven and hell? If different, which heaven is the best and which hell is the worst? I got so many question!

I always like to think! If you do know me, sometime when you talk to me, i like very blur and look at far far away and seem like do not listen to you but actually i am listening and i am thinking about what you said~ I just like to empty my mind with looking into a fixed point and just look at the point! That time i am really thinking about nothing~ It help me become less stressful! I just like to sit alone and think about nothing! I am a wired people! Sometime i spend two three hours just thinking about nothing!

I need to improve my english! I do know that! I am in the learning proses now! So, i must put a dictionary beside me next time i blog!

NERD NERD NERD! I am getting more NERD! Sad.........


X.O.X.O

Ryan L

Happy Birthday

Today is my twin brother birthday! I want to wish him happy birthday! This is the second time i wish him happy birthday in my blog! that mean we already knew each other for one year! And we just meet for few times only! But i do think we almost the same! I mean the way we think! Cos lot of things he wrote in his blog, i am thinking that too but it just i do not write it down! So,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,RYAN LEM!!

The Affair(Gay+ Damn Silly and Retarded version)

This stroy is about the affair of the lonely uncle that desperate find for love due to his partner busy with working and no time for him! Before I start the story,let meet the character!

Me as The "Sexy" "Bitch"

Wai Kee as The angry Partner
Kar Tzun as The lonely uncle

oK,Here we go! First, the sexy bitch is try cook for his darling that he don't know that actually this is an affair! That mean, his darling cheated on him! Sad.....

Then,his darling is washing the toilet cos this is the thing he like to do! Cleaning is his passion! look like a toilet auntie right?

Then, when them are trying to do something intimate, the door suddenly open and they are shocked and become speechless!

The angry man was very angry and trying to use the Thing that i not really know what it call to kill them!
And the sexy "bitch" was trying to fight with the angry man! But do they look like huging more than fighting? Maybe some eyes connection make them feel something special! LolZ! Don't think too far away!
After the sexy "bitch" lose, the angry man kill his partner but he manage to catch it! then, they just calm down and have a peaceful discussion
After three hour.....

Peaceful and let take a picture together!!


World peace and please do not discriminate gay or homosexual because we are the same! It is nothing different between a homosexual and a heterosexual! I like the line wrote by one of my friend- Elwin:
Love is not about gender, it is about two souls and two hearts beating as one!

So, start from now, please do not discriminate gay even you don't like them! You can keep distance with them but please, Do Not discriminate them! Thanks! I love you all!

X.O.X.O

Ryan L

FASCINATING FACTS FROM BIOLOGY

If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months, and 6 days, you would  have
 produced enough sound energy to heat up one cup of coffee. (Hardly
 seems  worth it.)

 A pig's orgasm lasts for 30 minutes.
 (In my next life I want to be pig.)

 Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
 (Still not over that pig thing.)

 Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure.
 (Is that why Flipper is always smiling? And why isn't the pig
 included in this list?  Maybe 30 minute orgasms aren't as fun as I
 imagine...)

 On average, people fear spiders more then they do death.

 The strongest  muscle in the body is the tongue. (Hmmmmmm......)

 A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue.

 The ant can lift 50 times its own weight, can pull 30 times its own
 weight, and always falls over on its right side when  intoxicated.
 (From drinking little bottles of....? Did the gov't pay for this
 research?)

 Polar bears are left handed.
 (Who knew? Who cares? Did the gov't pay for this too?  Probably...)

 The flea can jump 350 times its body length.  That's like a human
 jumping the length of a football field.

 A cockroach will live 9 days without its head before it starves to
 death.

 The male praying mantis cannot copulate while it's head is attached
 to its body. The  female initiates sex by ripping the male's head
 off.  (Hi, honey. I'm  home. What the...?)

 Some lions mate over 50 times a day.
 (In my next life I still want to be a pig.
 Quality over quantity, you  know?)

 Butterflies taste with their feet. (Oh, jeez!)

 Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

 An ostrich's eye is bigger than its  brain.
 (I know some people like that.)

 Starfish don't have brains.
 (I  know some people like this too.)

Fat? Lame? Hang out at Pasar Seni

Fat? What is it mean? I will not know it in the rest of my life! Because it is never exist in my life! Not before,not now and i won't let it exist in my future! Because it just won't happen! My life dictionary never ever will have the word "FAT"! That is a promise to myself! If someday you see me in the size of XL,that mean i am sure crazy or i am not Ryan! Please do kill me at that time! Cause i not me anymore!

Lame? I am getting it now! Because i am surrounded by lame people! Cool is not longer in my life! Lame is the new word for my world! But i will be always be myself! I always love myself and never stop loving myself! Since now i got no one to love!

Today,morning is damn cold! And our class just got 6 people only! What the.... Really can't believe it! And today i get back my math text paper! Wah, i just got 7 out of 50! it mean 14 lo! But i do not feel anything as i hate and noob in math! But i going to try more harder to improve my math skill! After finish school, form 6 council having meeting so i just join and after that they say want to go pasar seni! I just follow only!

Me,Su Faye,Di Sern,Joselyn,Sarah,Pamela,Shaun,Elwin,Gin Nin,Chong De,Yi Cheng and one more i don't know his name! 12 people just like going to school trip,wearing school uniform walk around pasar seni! Like really lame! first we walked to Su Faye's house to put their bag at her house! Then, we take LRT to pasar seni! We all just crapping in the LRT! And i feel like eveyone is looking at us! After get there, we go to eat at somewhere that sarah said the noddles is very nice d! And we did lost and she need to call her dad to ask direction! So dramatic right? After eating! that we go to the shop that su faye said is very near only! OMG,I need to redefine their defination of near! It was like take forever to there plus it is damn hot! the sun is burning and it burn me! After buying the things they want,we went to the market i don't know what it call because they want eat ice cream! After that,we just went back! On the way back, the LRT is full of people and we need to push to get into it! and we just can't move during inside! As Pam said: We are close friend now cos we can't move" We all really are the closest friend at that moment!

Fat? Lame? Out

X.O.X.O

Ryan L

Nose Bleeding Again

My DAmn nose is bleeding agian! I can sing the bleeding love song! Since i am Cheona Leowis!
"Keep bleeding,keep keep bleeding in nose, i keep bleeding,keep keep bleeding in nose, keep bleeding,keep keep bleeding in nose...."
Don't know what the hell of problem of my nose, it just like menstrual cycle that almost come once or twice between two month! I hate it! And i don't like blood! Just don't like it! It is bloody red and like a weapon that will destroy your life when you see it holding in your hand! Ok.your won't bleeding for it just want to bleed, it sure got the reason for it to come out from your body! And i sure don't want to know why!

Initially,i am too tired for everything! It just like forcing myself into a dark hole that without any ending or destination! If you do know me, i don't like to do thing that won't give me any result or don't have final target! Just i don't like to play online game,because it just no point playing that~It's like never going to end,it just keep on level up and up and up! What a boring game! I like outdoor game like treasure hunt. I apply my Principal into all aspect of my life! I obey my own law of my life! Certain thing i don't like, i just won't like! Like i forever-ly won't eat animal's skin,leg and inner organ! It make me feel terribly disgusting! I will vomit if i eat that kind of things! This is one of my law! life is just like that, you can't make everyone love you but you can love yourself! I love myself more than i can think! I do things that i like and i hate things that i hate! If one day you see me doing something unexpected, you no need to be surpise because it is me!

Still, i haven finish the post below and i just hope i can finish it as soon as possible! It maybe nothing to you but it is everything to me! I have a question here! Can guy have a BFF?? I don't know la! It maybe sound like very gaynish! But i do hope i have a BFF! BFF stand for Best Friend forever not Boy friend forever! If i do can have a boy friend, that will be different meaning for it! At least is for me! Ok,let's go back to the Best Friend Forever! I think i do have one and he is absolutely straight guy, so it not going to happen guy's love in between us! haha! I do glad that i have him as my friend! Not going to reveal his name here!

As my english is not really as good as other, i trying so hard to improve it! So, i decided to use my other blog to write some story to make my english foundation stronger! I believe that if i keep on writing,someday i might be will be same standard as Ryan Lem now as he surely going to be reached higher standard in writing in the future! Ever since i having this blog, it make my life better! I am one of the people that love his blog so much and it just like my boyfriend now as my blog is about me! like dating with myself! i need to see him everyday,Give him something new for everyday to maintain our relationship! I just love him so much! I love you,My Blog!
You surely think i am crazy for talking to my blog and also in love with my blog! Ya! I am crazy now! I crazy in love with my blog! i think is because of the bleeding nose,my thinking is out of my mind!

My classmate and school mate are damn lame! That i speechless when talk about them! What to do? I not lame enough to be a lamer or as join their club-flame! (Fucky Lame). For me, i am nearer to cool more than lame! So, i can be silent for whole day to act cool but with this kind of lame friends. what can i do is just laugh and laugh!

For the last word of the day~ I love myself as much as i love my friends! I hope they will know although sometime i might be so emo and do not treat them as good as myself,it doesn't mean i not love them!

Bleeding, Tired, Crazy

X.O.X.O Ryan L

What Do You Think About Me?

What do you think about me? But first let me write about what do i think about myself! I do like to talk but to my friends only. I do like to take picture, with different pose! (call me poser)then, i do have extreme personality such as i can be very active or very passive! I can be very talkative or damn quiet! Then, i think i am good looking! At least i think i am! And now i heard you are laughing at me! And that all i think! Let see what my friends think abour me! ( Copy directly from my friendster profile)

Let start with my old friends:

My primary school friends:

Wai Kit:
hmm.....sometimes friendly...sometimes not.....talkative when talking to someone u know and quiet when u meet someone you don't know......have to be more socialize lah:)....

Gin nin:
Hihi,my fren that i know since primary school.hehehe..ehm,u r a good friend..sometime quite funny..is better if u can be more confident..and decisive..i dun know what else to write ler..hehe..feel glad to know u since primary school and have u as my friend..lets JIA YOU!!!:-)

My secondary school friends(SMK Kelana Jaya):

Chia Yan:
u r some time cool cool de!if u like to do something u will not care no one!you like to fight with other[mouth]!until other surrender!!hahaha!!!

Woon Siang:
emmmm....You?? Nothing to say ....hahahaha....u r a blur guy lo!!!!you are a guy like to show off lo!!!!bt dun show until others ppl nt shuang lo...actually u can do as well in everythings....i hope u can do ur best!!!!!!!dun give up oh!!!!!!!!

Poh Yi:
What I think about you ahh....hmm....Well,the 1st time I saw u was form 4..when I changed school and class to 4A...the 1st impression u gave me was a blurperson!haha..but you are friendly to me la~n the way u speak is quite interesting aswell...kakaka...hmmmm.....what else ya~?oh ya,you are a hardworking person as well..anyway~if anything happen in the future,juz let u know that..=YOU'RE MY FRIEND=Our friendship will last for eternity!

Wai Kee:
erm...make it long you say?ok la~
you
are
my
friend
~long neh? XDpai seh..one word to describe.. i like to call this guy follow me go dinner de ^^

Jia Bao:
heyy chee leong daddy !hmmm. what can i say about u ?when i first saw u , my first impression on u was u were friendly, and quite a unique person, as in quite different from other people, have your own style. Hmm, besides that, i think u're quite straight forward too. Lastly, I'm glad that i know u ! haha. take care ! (:

Gim Aun:
Erm hi friend.. wan me to describe bout u?? Okok..First of all i knew u since form 2 .. yea when i was first in KJ.. errr.. tat time i found u quite 'chuan' de actually... But as i know u r a nice guy.. treat ur frens very good... and aso Themost impressive thing bout u.. YOU ARE A VERY DETERMINE GUY.. u shud noe wat im saying... u will try very hard for the thing u wanted it to be... Overall as ur fren i gv u errrr 90 marks la... enough rite?? hehe... and thanks for all those memories... Rmmb last time.. i mean those happy things la.. forget the sad stuff k?? And dun forget to forgive me as well... ok?? So we are best buddy forever.. aren't we?? see ya!! and ya... u said wan to tk the pic.. see 1 day got chance or nt la.. ~FRIENDSHIP FOREVER~

Cheryl:
hmm..friendly
friendly
n friendly
don't know what to type..all i know is you are very friendly!

Hing Lun:
u?hmm..friendly?
very straight when saying a topic xD
clever..kind..yeng..lolz

Kar Tzun:
you ar??i don't know how to say you leh....erm....
friendly...helpful....handsome...clever....kindly. ...cool....
tat all for my describe...

Lye Heng
k lor.. here it goes..ur a responsible guy, whu always takethings seriously..most of de times.a free type of guy who doesnt like to take orders from anyone, especially from friends.. a very unique thing bout you ^^ermm.. sometimes alone around by urself..no offence but sometimes ur a bit too sensitive .no offence ya.. errm, a person who always think before u act. loves hangin out with friends.not realy talkative but consider ok ok. =)a kind and gentleman guy as well..k. tats all lor i want to write.enough??

Nicole
Erm actually i don't really know what can i describe about you.Maybe just a few words i can say la..Err, You will be very insist to get what you want and you are a nice guy but honestly sometimes you are annoying. lolz. i didnt mean to offend you.Just being honest. I think this is what you want your friends to comment about. A sincere comment. Sorry and See you. =).


SMK Taman Sea:

Michelle:
Heys. Lols. erm. I think you are a great person, helpful, willing to sacrifice your reputation by helping your class to act as a homo.
LOL..I'm sure you are a great friend as well.
You just need to be calm sometimes when you're trying to talk (:

Joselyn:
lol.. you are friendly.. kind... u caring for everyone... you always smile and never show your sad face to me before.. this makes me think that you are really a cheerful guy which able to bring alots of fun time to frens.. is nice to be ur fren... hope our friendship will last long... =)
Overall, you're good. Hehe.

Chong De:
Haha Chee Leong since u said so... I'll be honest then.
you ar brave because you dare to take on the challenge, i.e, u dare to compete with michelle for the presiedent post, dare to act as a homo on stage together with me, and I really appreciate what u have done for the class =)Sometimes when sim wuei is not around, you are quite quiet. It seems that u wont ask me even if u dont understand~ u r just quiet in class without 'Sim' card.I still need more time to know more abt u, to write more abt u. Sry if I didnt say anything polite much...Cya in sch on monday! take care ^_^

Su Faye:
chee leong is a very good friend. Hes a real nice guy with a sense of humour. right? lol. he never fails to make u smile and the best thing i like about him is that hes a very concerned friend who cares about u. i mean all his friends. He likes to go out alot as well. tsk tsk.. Hes a great guy to talk to. Very friendly. And lastly hes gay! hahaha joking =) Ure a great dude. See you at school real soon!

Jessica
here's ur testimonial, will try try to make it long k.
Got to know this guy only like mayb 2 months ago? A crazy walker man .. can keep walking and walking n walking, 30min walk to spyramid is NOT near!! Your are one GREAT ACTOR!! haha ... puting ur acting skills in class and out of class. At first I thought ur those nerdy nerdy studious type but turns out well you like to talk talk n gossip gossip hahaha. I don't know what else to say la... may we talk more? n gossip more? hee hee hee
love urself,Jessica C.

Other( ie,Work palce,online or other school friends):

Ryan Lem
To be quite frankly, I don't really know a lot of you.
But I do know you as a friendly person, one that'll help others with a genuine heart and not seek any repayment.
Other than that, I also find you simple- simple in terms of just being yourself.
I also find that you're someone who always keep your feet on the ground stay true;
one that'll keep improving yourself. =)
It's pretty amazing to me though, that you're one of the first people to ever add me here in F'ster and still keep in touch with each other. =)
Like I said, I don't know much about you.
So those are all I can, in my position, say. =)
I'm sure there are more great things about you.
Take care!

Zon(Kuan Yoong):

*HaHa*
*LoNg TiMe DiNt SeE u ReAdY LeH**
DaMn MiSs U dE LoLx**
Emm**U vErY gD aR**U vErY fRiEnDLy**
Emm**I feeL u OsO vErY LoYaLtY aNd RiGhTeOuSnEsS*
*CoZ wHeN v WoRk TaT tImE u aLwAyS hELp Me*
*U hELp mE aLoT** ^^ **I vErY tHx U LeH*
*I kNow U nOt LoNg TiMe**HaHa**
So MaYbe U gOt SuM bAd ThInG i OsO dOnO LoLx**
BuT i feeL u VeRy Gd LoLx** ^^
**ZoN zOn*

Wendy:
chee leong is a great guy.
Knew him since last year during SMKKJ's carnival i guess. :D
he's super uber nice and friendly to everyone..hmm..everyone he ok with?
haha..and then..people thought he's my bf coz i hang half a day of my hari kantin with him. =.=
and yeah..he's my senior from primary school too. :D "faith" laa..hahahaha

Zhen Yong(Nicholas):
ermmm.. u very friendly lo and a good frenz, when working that time i bully u, u also nothing.. still got wat le?? i also dunno..

(Not yet finish! going to edit it when i get the other comment)

Getting Some Words

What do you think about me? Pleases do write in into the cbox beside! I need it! Thanks! Later on i will let you know why am i doing this!

Today school got activity, So i do wake up as usual! then, go to school! This is the first scout meeting i attend because i do miss twice the meeting so i can't miss this one! The activity until 12 and i went to Yong Khang with Mun Chein! After that,2 pm we went to lunch and thre we go back! When i get back it already 4.30pm! then, i just started to get online! An ordinary day make me feel very peaceful and nice!

So, do let me know what do you think about me! ok? Thanks again!

X.O.X.O
Ryan L

If You Love Me...

Love not always the most important in our life
But it will be the one who hurt us the most!
My tears will only be dropped when you say you no longer love me!
Human not robot, we can't hold our emotion anytime,
even the strongest also will be sad!

If you love me...
I will become the one who most lucky in the world!
I just need your love.
If you do understand me,
please let me know,
my heart is waiting
for the hope that not even know if it exist!

Hoping is the only thing i can do.
pray for you to know my heart
Thinking the future we having together.
i wish i can see the day coming
to make you smile all the day when you think of me!

What can i do?
To let you know my heart,
I too scare to cross the line but i know i in love with you
tell me what to do!
To not hurt me and you!

If you love me,
let's our love story start,
let others to jealous us,
let the god to envy us,
let the sun to shine for us,
let the moon to light the road for us,

But if you not love me!
All of this is crapping talk!
One day
believe me!
one day, all of this will become the true
and i will become the one who stand beside you!


If you love me....
X.O.X.O Ryan L

Dream Big

When I was a little boy
I swore that I would change the world
when I grew up
nothing else would be enough

I see it every day
We settle for safe
And lose ourselves along the way

But if we don't Dream Big
What's the use in dreaming
If you don't have faith
there's nothing worth believing
It takes one hope
To make the stars worth reaching for
So reach out for something more

Took a while to perfect a plan
for me to finally understand
that it's not me
faith is something you can't see

I've wiped my tears away
now it's time for a change
No, I can't waste another day

(We must dream big everyday because our dream make our life much more meaningful, sometime we will wonder why we are doing all of this but do think about your dream,it do worth for us to do all of this! )

Out

X.O.X.O
Ryan L

Dramatic day

Yesterday was the drama competition and it is a dramatic day as well! Our class drama is just like the best and the worst! Getting different comment today! oh ya, if you do look at my chatbox,Jessica wrote: wooh... blog eh!! hahaha yesh, the BEST ACTOR indeed! Haha! Thanks lo! I love it! Today do many people say my act is not bad! thank you thank you! It need gut to do my character and the act i did! But i glad i do it! Yesterday was a messy day! Our class is the last one to perform and we are lucky cos we really not yet ready for it! it give us time to talk about what to do and how to do! But we never practice at all! It just depend on us to act it! Thanks god that we can do it! It is a miracle that we can do it although it is not as good as i expect! If we do practice, i think we can do lot more better!

Let talk about the story of our class drama! Oyr drama named Homo's Life! What a name? i do not like it at all! The theme of the story is about Discrimination on Homosexuals! This is something new for me to act! The narrator was Sim Wuei and i think she did a great job but just need to talk faster a bit! The Gays Couple was me and Chong De! My character name is robert because sim wuei say the name was so GAY! And Chong De name is Gary! And Gary got a girlfriend-Cindy was acted by Shu Ling.The whole story line was planned by me,sim wuei,Chong de and Shu Ling! The story was like that, i and chong de was best friends and shu ling is chong de's girlfriend. Then i fall in love with chong de and he breakup with shu ling! And we get together but disscriminated by people and i suicide at last! The suicide was my solo show and it was the most funny part of the drama! we use the song Bleeding love by leona lewis And i act it to cut my hand! I dance stupidly! In front of all the student and teacher! it is really funny! too bad no one record it for me! And they all make fun of me for that! And i am Cheona Leonis! fuuny leh!

Today Science and math club got treasure hunt and i was one of the station master! for this, i am letting to the AGM of other club that i run for the president! But i not really mind cos it is more important for me! And i fall down because try to act stupid! Then, i climb up to hall to help someone pick up the volley ball at up there! It was damn hot and it like burning my leg due to i never wear shoes! It end around 4! And i went home!

Now the messnger cant sign in agian! Don't why at night sure can't sign in! But at last,after trying for 1 hour! I can sign in! Should i laugh or wat??


Snow!! I love Snow!
Why malaysia just wont snow! If i can walk her at the snowy land and a kiss from her will warm up my heart! Sometime it just take a word!













Dramatic, fall down, Snowing

X.O.X.O Ryan L

Tech support - supposedly all true!!!

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Tech support:    What kind of computer do you have?
Female customer: A white one...


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Customer:     Hi, this is Celine. I can't get my diskette out.
Tech support: Have you tried pushing the Button?
Customer:     Yes, sure, it's really stuck.
Tech support: That doesn't sound good; I'll make a note.
Customer:     No, wait a minute... I hadn't inserted it
             yet... it's still on my desk...  sorry....


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Tech support: Click on the 'my computer' icon on to the left of
             the screen.
Customer:     Your left or my left?


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Tech support:   Good day. How may I help you?
Male customer:  Hello... I can't print.
Tech support:   Would you click on  "start" for me and...
Customer:       Listen pal; don't start getting technical on me! I'm
               not Bill Gates.


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Customer:   Hi, good afternoon, this is Martha, I can't print.
           Every time I try, it says 'Can't find printer'. I've even lifted
           the printer and placed it in front of the monitor, but the
           computer still says he can't find it...


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Customer:     I have problems printing in red...
Tech support: Do you have a color printer?
Customer:     Aaaah....................thank you.


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Tech support: What's on your monitor now, ma'am?
Customer:     A teddy bear my boyfriend bought for me at the 7-11.


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Customer:     My keyboard is not working anymore.
Tech support: Are you sure it's plugged into the computer?
Customer:     No. I can't get behind the computer.
Tech support: Pick up your keyboard and walk 10 paces back.
Customer:     OK
Tech support: Did the keyboard come with you?
Customer:     Yes
Tech support: That means the keyboard is not plugged in. Is there
             another keyboard?
Customer:     Yes, there's another one here. Ah...that one does work...


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Tech support: Your password is the small letter "a" as in apple,
             a capital letter V as n Victor, the number 7.
Customer:     Is that 7 in capital letters?


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Customer:     I can't get on the Internet.
Tech support: Are you sure you used the right password?
Customer:     Yes, I'm sure. I saw my colleague do it.
Tech support: Can you tell me what the password was?
Customer:     Five stars.


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Tech support: What anti-virus program do you use?
Customer:     Netscape.
Tech support: That's not an anti-virus program.
Customer:     Oh, sorry...Internet Explorer.


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Customer:     I have a huge problem. A friend has placed a screen
             saver on my computer, but every time I move the mouse, it
             disappears.


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Tech support: How may I help you?
Customer:     I'm writing my first e-mail.
Tech support: OK, and what seems to be the problem?
Customer:     Well, I have the letter 'a' in the address, but how do
             I get the circle around it?


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A woman customer called the Canon help desk with a problem with
her printer.

Tech support: Are you running it under windows?
Customer:    "No, my desk is next to the door, but that is a good
             point. The man sitting in the cubicle next to me is under a
             window, and his printer is working fine."


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And last but not least...

Tech support: "Okay Bob, let's press the control and escape keys
              at the same time. That brings up a task list in the middle of the
              screen. Now type the letter "P" to bring up the Program Manager."
Customer:      I don't have a P.
Tech support:  On your keyboard, Bob.
Customer:      What do you mean?
Tech support: "P".....on your keyboard, Bob.
Customer:      I'M NOT GOING TO DO THAT!
 

The day cool as ice

Today early in the morning raining like cat and dog! I really hate raining at the early morning cos it make me feel like want to go to sleep and don't want to leave my bed! And ya, my class got air condition and it cold like hell! I almost freeze inside the classroom! yeah,i almost reach my freezing point and becoming ice.

Teacher change my partner seat today because she say we talk too much behind class! Ya, i do not deny that! but what to do? then,sim wuei have to go in front and i sitting behind alone. Really feel bad about it! And our class teacher keep telling other teacher don't let her sit behind because she will keep talking to her 'boyfriend'. what a joke man! But the good side is i can concentrate more on my study! we must always have positive thinking all the time to make sure we not too down! I always look blur blur because i don't like to show that i am smart or i really do not look smart!

The, after got some game having for form 6 student because it is the muet week! We play the win,lose or draw! it like someone draw and we guess what is it! It given question about fairy tales,movie,book or normal things! After that is just a minutes! I can last for 20 second! next year sure want go to semi-final! tomorrow got drama competition and our class is last minutes preparation and not even got the chance to practice! see How la tomorrow! the story line i will post it tomorrow!

Some people ask me,why do i like to ask the chinese that do not speak Chinese learn to speak chinese? because as a chinese, we must at least know how to speak our own language. i always like to learn english but i also learning chinese in the same time! just dare to speak out! i got alot of homework and i hate is to check



I like polar bear! Especially the baby polar bear! It is cute! and i love it! can i have it as my pet?












raining, changing,hoping

X.O.X.O Ryan L

Monday = Hard day

Today is Monday. Sometime I just don’t like Monday because it is the first day and I do not expect any bad things for the day! Today Monday is kinda dull. The sky is grey in colour where it supposes to be orange. Those grey clouds look ominous. I don’t like the feeling. It feel like I am having bad luck today! But I am right about the feeling. After the long boring assembly, we went back to class! The first lesson for the day is MUET . And I do not finish the homework. Why? Because I don’t like the homework. I am like that. If I don’t like the homework, I just won’t do it. And it end up with scolded by teacher. But I not really mind because not only I get scolded. Then, I do talk a lot behind the class and it piss up teacher. But when I scolded by teacher, I do have a tinge of sadness. I just don’t like the feeling. Anyway, our class drama is doom. Other class is already finish their practice and we are not yet started and the performance day is Wednesday. My math not good, so I don’t know how many days left but these of the smart people also don’t know. I really don’t know what they thinking. But it not my business because I given my best to the class. We sure get embarrass on that day! But what to do?

Later on, I have an interview for something. Just let me keep it as secret first. My friend – Mun chein said I am a good actor. I do agree about it. Although he just know me for one month,but he almost know me well. I do good in acting but not in drama is in real life. I can work with anyone because even I don’t like the one, I can work with him without letting him know I don’t like him. This is what good about me. So, many people do not really know me even know me for n years. I am hardly to let anyone to understand me. Even I do not really know sometime what I am thinking. I do feel astound sometime about what can I do.

After the interview and I just went home. form my school to my house, it take like approximate 1 hours if I do need to wait bus for long time. Malaysian public transport system is not really effective and punctual. Sometime we need to wait for almost 1 hours for the bus. The government should do something about it. They keep on asking we to use more public transport and drive less car but with this kind of transport system and the attitude, what can we do?

Then, after I get home. I open up my messenger and it just keep on disconnect and can’t sign in. when I get connected, it just last 2 or 3 second! WTF! I do very piss and even now also can’t sign in. please la…… someone help me! And my mum is stand beside me keep lecturing me!

What a terrible day!

Connect, disconnect, piss off

X.O.X.O Ryan L

X.O.X.O

Halo! Long time no see! Today at last i get my boardband and can use it to get online! But i just can't install the messenger,i don't know what problem! And i am very piss. Today i went to sunway pyramid to sign up for the maxis boardband. I wearing very simple because i thought it just taking not long time but my mum want top shopping and i need to carry the modem all the way! Thanks god that i do not meet anyone at there! but i am happy cos i am waiting for so long for this!

I changed my blog name to X.O.X.O. And i love it! Ok,let talk about my school! lately alot activity having in my school! Sport day that i having alot of fun and get a chance to hang out with friends after sport day. Hari kantin at Sri Aman is fun because meet back some old friends! Then, i meet with Ryan during at the chemistry department! And i do not get the president for form 6 council but it is okay for me!

And thats all now!

Seeking, having and drying

X.O.X.O Ryan L