Lucky

Half of the 2013 just passed, and when I looked back, it surprised me because it was a not bad on. I went to Bangkok, Bali and Cherating. Total three Project Runaway for the first half of the year. But this post is not about travel. The best thing that happened for the first half of the 2013 is Lucky.

Yeah, let me introduce Lucky. A rescued dog. Actually  the story is like this, it was almost midnight and I am on the way back from my cousin wedding. Then pass by some housing area and out of sudden there are some thing ran into the road. I thought I hit it but luckily I was able to brake fast enough. I am think is cat but I was wrong. It was a puppy. A cute little puppy and I guess he was scared by me by sudden brake. So he just sat there and look helpless. I tried to look around for the puppy mother but it seem like he is alone at there. So that I just brought him home cos he seem like very hungry. But he was very calm when I tried to hug him and take him into the car. He just sit at there, look very blur and yet very cute.

Meet Lucky

He got the sad face all the time and he love people hugging him. Cute thing about him is when people hug him, he would fall asleep. 

Lucky and Me

Still thinking gonna keep him or not cos my place is not suitable for big size dog and I think Lucky gonna be a big size dog in the future but for now I will just take good care of him first. If anyone interested to adopt Lucky, can just give me a buzz. But he or she must be a dog lover and promise never do any harm to Lucky. Cos I already started to love this little puppy already. 

Love 

Ryan L

Happy Chinese New Year

I been away for too long and now I am back. Like serious, I missed out lot of thing during this period. The reason I been missng is because I working for the last 9 days. Included the first and second days of Chinese New Year. So yea, here I am now. Back to my normal life. And I guess that’s so much to update and I not even know where to start with.

Let’s just start with what had I do for the past 9 days. A friend of mine asked me want to join him to work as tour guide or not and without thinking much I just promised him and attended a short and and obtain the temporary licenese for 15 days. So I been worked as a part time tour guide during this CNY period. And for someone who don’t like to talk like me, it was a huge challege for me. Because this job require lot of talking and it need to introduce your country to the tourist. So this is one of the hardest part time job ever. I think I did a not bad job because my tourist like me very much and I want to thank them for giving me an unforgettable CNY eve. I think it is a good experience and I learned a lot from this job. At least I improved my communication skill and I know I need to talk more and I can do that if I want. I been travel from JB to Melacca to Port Dickson to Genting to KL. But no photo taken because I need to guide them. So yea, for one time, I travel without taking any photo. And I get to learn lot of thing of this tourism industry. And I know what to do or what not to do when I travel next time with a tour guide.

And the best part is I earned a bit of pocket money for the 9 days of non stop working. ( actually is 8.5 days). I think I just need to save a bit more to get the down payment of my own car. Actually I still thinking and calculating what car should I get for myself but I think no rushing because I just started my job and I think for this moment just save some money first before making any big plan. But I do hope to get a car for myself before the year end or the beginning of next year. I am considering between the cheapest Proton or slightly expensive Toyota. With my current salary, if I get Toyota, the commitment will be too high. But living in KL without a car is just so inconvenience. Because everywhere is so far and actually I don’t like to ask people to fetch although I know some of them won’t mind but I just no like it. So getting a car is the plan and now the question is should I save longer for a better car or should get the cheapest car first and change it in future. Hmm… Let’s the time and money I have decide.

Although I worked for the past 8.5 days, I manage to get 0.5 days to gather with some friends. And I had a great time hanging out with them. This is what we called life. You need a group of friend that love the same thing with you and you feel comfortable to hang out with. I been missed lot of times for the gathering and this time finally I get to join. I was kinda happy because I do need a break after working for so many days.

And this is a special thanks to Calvin for nominated me in his GABLO. Actually fame is nothing but it feels good when you see people voted for you. And I would like to say Thank you to Calvin and my reader. I don’t have any expectation so even one vote it make me feel happy for the whole day. And yea, sometime we just need not to care about what other people said, some  might just jealous of what you having. And it really sad that some people are so childish and immature. Although I never meet Calvin before but I can feel he’s a good person and I will be on his side for this matter. Just do what you feel is right and there’s always someone try to pull us down when you are doing something good. It just because you at the position where they never will make it and all they call do is just try to pull you down and destroy you. Just be who you are and I just want to say: I’m always a fans of Calvin blog and thanks to him, my blog got few more reader. We always love you Calvin

Last but not least, Chinese New Year everyone. And I had decided to donate all my angpow money to SPCA and PAWS. It all about giving back to the society this year for me and I choose to help the homeless doggie. Ever since I have Derek in my life, it been a good life for me. So I hope to help other doggie. So yea, that’s all for the update and hopefully it wont be long for my next post.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Someone Like You

You walked by and never noticed me. I know,I really know. I am nothing to you now.  I think You already forget me. Is okay, I told myself everything gonna be okay but i guess not. The scene of you and me, flashed back like the old movie, black and white image, I try to remember the dialogue between the scene but I can't. The memory is fading, I no longer remember what you said to me, i no longer remember what you said when you holding my hand, i not remember why we hugged. I just do not remember it. But I still remember your the way you smell, I remember your smile to me when I did something stupid, and I remember the way you wish me good night. I know is sad that the one who stand next to you is other people now, but I guess that is the fate.

Adele said : Nevermind I'll find someone like you. But I wish I do not need to find it because you are the one and only I need. There will be no one as good as you, no one know me like you. Perhaps I should just let you go, and wipe off the moment we had. Let's everything go and not even the memory. How I wish I can delete you just like delete a file. Delete you and never restore back. Just like you never exist in my life.

The day I meet you I know you're the one. I love the way you talk, you always make me smile, I love the way you walk, you always lead the way. I love the way you make the decision and I no need to worry about anything. I remember the first time you hold my hand, and tell me everything gonna be fine. I remember the first time we kissed and you tell me you will never let go my hand. I promised you I won't cry, but i'm sorry i broke our promise. That's just too much for me.

I think I'm born to love you. and I really love you. I wish nothing but the best for you, so I let you go, even I love you. Who really truly wish your ex happy? I think not me. But everything gonna be fine. I must believe that everything gonna be fine.

p/s: that's not my story.  just not belong to me anymore.
p/s 2 : And This really not my story

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dog - Touching Story

Reading this make me cry non stop. Just want to share with you guys. Always appreciate the people or thing around you. Never wait till you lost it only start missing it. Don't take thing for granted cos you might regret for doing so. Everytime I watch Marley and me, I'm surely will cry non stop. I'll talk about that next time.

Hope you like the story. I love it a lot.
From Marley and me:
A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his.

 Ryan L
 The Little Lion

Letter to Little Derek

To : Little Derek

Halo. Nice to know you, little Derek. When the first time I see you, I know i will fall in love with you. You make me smile and u had stolen my heart ever since the moment we met. Oh gosh, you are so cute and adorable. I just can't stop thinking about you now. Kinda sad when the moment i say goodbye to you but I'm sure one week is very fast only. We shall meet again and i want to hug u tightly.

I promise you to be a good daddy and I will take good care of you. Never let you to be alone, hungry, scare,hurt, sick or sad. Lion daddy promise to give u the best and never disappointed you when the time u need daddy.

I miss you Little Derek and I shall see u in one week plus. If not 2 week plus.

Love you

and p/s : Met someone nice this weekend. And thanks for the night :)

From : Lion Daddy

Water For Elephants

Water For Elephants starring by Robert Pattinson and Resse Witherspoon. This is a great movie. Out of 10, i will give 8.5. But I guess not everyone gonna like this movie as Twilight. Robert Pattinson was great in this movie. Totally better performance compare to Twilight Saga. And like always, Resse is a good actress. She look gorgeous in this movie. This definitely is one of the best movie of this year. Although I not yet watch Love and Other Drugs yet, but gonna watch it later. But still, I love No String Attached the most. Maybe the story of the movie is something I want but cannot want it. Perhaps in future, Perhaps only.

Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth

I love the tag line of the movie. Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth. Yeah, that's right. What is more interesting than our own life? We are the actor, director and script writer of our life. We decide how we gonna live our life . Life is a show, some people want it to be great and fun show, some might want to be dull and sad, it your choice to put on what show. For me, I would like a simple yet adventurous show. I always want to be someone simple and have a simple life. Wish to travel the world all by myself and record it with pictures and words. Will try something I would like to try but no chance to do it.

Favorite scene of the movie is when Robert dance with Resse, and the animals moments. The dance part is good. I love to do so when I got the chance. When u get into a relationship too long, sometime u forget that a small thing can be romantic, a slow dance can be captured someone heart again. We live so long , but we forget what we lived for.

Can I dance with you?

If you not yet watch the movie, I highly recommend this movie. Is entertaining, meaningful and Robert Pattinson is much more good looking in this movie. Love the way he look in this movie. Much more mature and handsome. Ciao now, gonna watch Love and Other Drugs.

And special thanks to my silent reader. You guys make me feel warm cos never thought someone gonna read my post. Thanks a lot. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Exam is Stress

As my title already tell u the whole story. Exam is equal to stress and pressure. I Can't Focus la....

For this semester, I got lot of thing to catch up. First up is the stupid account paper that i rarely attend the lecture because the lecture is 8 am. WTF... 8am is like killing me, I most of the time can't wake up or wake up late for that lecture. So ended up, I no idea what to study. Pray pray that it will be a easy paper. Other subject I guess will be fine because memorising always not an issue for me, but i just lost some confident for it. Not really as passion as last time. I am a last min person. I always study last min but I still will get a not bad result. The reason is I need to memorise the day before the exam, if i do it early, i will forget about everything.

The exam will go on for around 2 weeks. It mean that I might not able to update my lovely bloggie. But is okay, I try my best to steal some time ( actually want to skip the study,such a lazy bum) to update it. I wish I will do well this time, so I must study hard for it.

Here come the random part : Actually I not really like to listen to that call, but no choice and I have to. I know I am still the winner. I know I am also the loser for letting that person to get you. But guess what, you are still here and I never lose anything yet. Although I know I have to let go someday, but at least you are mine before, and even now. So who cares what other thinks. I just want you to know about me. Even in the future, that person get you, I'm sure you will think of me. So yeah... nothing to sad about. I love you. and i always will.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Eat, Pray. Love

Since I missed this great movie - Eat, Pray, Love by Julia Roberts. I had decided to get myself a copy of the book before I watch the movie.

So, yeah.. the book I read now is Eat, Pray, Love. And guess what, Katy Perry is behind me. If you look closer, the lady who stand behind me wear like Katy Perry and i keep asking Lucas should I take photo with. But this photo included her in already. So happy. The heels are so high.

And one more thing is, my cutie also get the same book on the same day with me. I am so happy. We both going to read the same book together. I miss you a lot. Hope you take good care at UK. I think now is very cold. Do wear more cloth. We hang out when you back. :)

I already started to read some chapter of the book. And I notice that this is a good book. I love the way of the author describe the god. She have the same idea with me, We believe in God, but not any specific God.

" Do you believe in God"

"I believe in a Magnificent God"

This line touched my heart. And because of this line, I'm surely going to finish up the book. And I shall expect more from the book.

Actually I not really like to eat, And i do not pray. I not even know what is Love. Hope by reading this book will help me explore myself better.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Illusion

Sometime, I hope there will be someone walk with me under the rain, Sometime I wish there is someone walk with me on the silent street, someone i want someone to hold my hand suddenly, without any reason. But I guess all of this will be a dream, perhaps illusion.

There is something about love. Something special about it. That's the reason why everyone hope to be loved... But do you know that love actually can be an illusion. As I writing this post, i am listening to my fav song -Footprints in the sand by Leona Lewis. This song is about friendship. Ya.. The only love lasting is the love of friendship. Is kinda hard for me to think about other kind of love for this stage. Perhaps I am getting tired. Tired to try out, I should give myself a break, to figure out love is real or illusion.

There is always few stage of a relationship. First there was you and me, then the you and me become us.. If it do not work out, there is no more us, even worst case, no more you and me. We will be completely stranger. I dont like it, why we can't be friend? Why must become stranger? I already tired. Ya.. I am.

We always have the illusion love can last forever, actually forever is a term, a term or word that make you feel better only. When we start up a relationship, we will started to think very far. How far can the relationship go, things that we can do together, what do it feel if we staying together and etc, but who even think what will make this relationship break. I do, i will think if we break, what will be the reason. Perhaps I am the one who thinking too much

Actually I also dont know what do I want to write in this post.. All I know is I am tired... Tired of everything. I guess let's just focus on my study better. I wish I can tell you I hate you, Hate you for being so important to me, hate myself for not dare to let you know all I want is not just being a friend for you.. but is ok.. I guess i shall keep it to myself

Ryan L

The Little Lion

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Just a photo update.... :)

Quotes of The Day

Don't waste your time on someone who doesn't appreciate you they way you should be appreciated.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Moon

It is seldom to see moon from my window. but i saw it and it make me think of you

and the moon is just fascinating

Hope you are thinking me too...

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sometime

Sometime, just a sms from You can cheer up my day..

Sometime, just a call from You can make me smile whole day..

Sometime, just a reply in Facebook/Twitter from You can warm up my heart

Sometime, just a small chat in msn with You can make me laugh out loud

Sometime, when I stare into the sky.. i will miss You...

Sometime, even doing nothing, i will start to think about You

Sometime I just wish can hold Your hand and never let it go

Sometime I hope that time will be stopped and You will be stand by me

Sometime, it just sometime

And I just want to say : I Miss You

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Love

Love is all about when the right timing at the right places and meet the right person and say the right words. Just like this, I am belong to you now. I guess i am the most lucky guy in the world now. Thanks for everything. Thanks for letting me go into your world and once again let me know there is someone there for us.

Ryan L

The Little Lion