9 days

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Still counting the day to come...

Waiting,

Ryan L

10.23

Guess what I saw in the LRT... Something that make me feel excited and happy. I know what do you thinking now..Not that kind of thing, ok? The wallpaper ( or my friend said is consider as poster) in the LRT is the new serious of HTC TOUCH DIAMOND AND TOUCH PRO.. The reason I so excited is not because of at last it come out with new serious of phone and I want to get one for myself...The reason for why i so excited is simple..The answer is at the wallpaper... I took some photo of it, some people look at me weirdly..haha..I think that is because they no idea what am i doing. Just love it so much.. ok la... show you guys the picture...

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HTC Touch Diamond 2

HTC Touch Pro 2

Can you know the reason now?

If you still don't know, then is ok la..Just let me tell you the answer.
I love the 10 23...Do you know why? because that is my birthday... When i see it, i was like oh my... wonder my eyes got problem or not...how come so lucky that saw my favorite day and month in such wallpaper... Maybe you do think i am a bit sot sot.. But I do feel very excited and happy to see it.. I really love this two combination of number and not to forget, 17 also my favorite number...

Today is 11th of October de..still left 12 days is my birthday..Although this kind not really have much wishes..but i do pray for all the victims in all kind of nature disaster ... We are very lucky to born at Malaysia that don't have any nature disaster such as typhoon, earthquake... What we can do is just pray for mother nature stop angry at human and be glad what we having now...

Do pray.

Ryan L

Choices

Suddenly feel like very empty in my life, although I know that lot of thing happen around me, but sometime i will choose to ignore or don't want to know about it. I think I am such person, nothing happen better than something happen, I will always choose the best for myself, I do think everyone will do that, because that is the nature of human, no one will be excepted from that, I do believe that.

Sometime, I just hope be a kid that no need to think about anything, know about anything...just a simple minded boy that spend his day with fun and nothing to worry about or to do it... Hate making choices, I do. If the choices of this world is just simply A or B, I think would be lot of easier, but it seem like not... The choices I hated to make is when I walk into a restaurant and look at the menu, there seem like got thousand of different thing to choose from, and i have no idea about what to choose... The worst case is I can sit there and look at the menu for half an hour but do not come out with anything..I think I just bad of making this kind of choices... But for other thing, i would ask for the best.

For example, I will choose the best team for my group assignment, but for now i still no idea what to say to that member that i don't want him to join in, so the best solution is just i get my group finish early. Am I sound bad? For me, that is the best solution for my team, I just can't allow anyone to effect my result... I do it for myself but also for my team... So, now i going to get my team ready..Oh ya... Do want to know how great is my team last semester, although got people not doing the work, but we manage to get high score in every assignment..And i get FULL mark for my HE presentation, and i think i am the only one in my COURSE to get full mark...haha... Thanks to my team that working really hard, especially Kah Yee or Jyee... He really help me a lot for all the assignment, we two can make a good team together...

So, I never regret for every choices i make and i will follow my heart to choose what should choose, sometime we just can't get everything but at least we tried... Right?

* thinking of changing the way of posting my post..perhaps add one photo for each post? Will do it next post*

Cheer,

Ryan L

Birthday Celebration 1 : From Taman SEA

Just had my first celebration of my birthday for this year...This is super early..two week before my birthday...But I did enjoy it...Thanks to my friends from SMK Taman SEA...Because of STPM is coming soon, so they decided to make it early...Although just a simple dinner..but it was full of joke, laugher and fun... Kinda enjoyed the dinner...It was a great time with them... They are Sim Wuei, Siau Chein, Mun Chein, Yong Khang and Chee Kuan...And we went to the Price Cafe at ss2...

I think the dinner was started around 8 somthing and ended around 10 something..Although just 2 hours, but it still a fun dinner... We talk about lame joke, movie, study, and non-stop laughing..Actually i do know that people around that cafe looking at us, but as long we having fun, who care what they looking at...I think this is just another great experience for me....Hmm..what to write somemore? The detail i just lazy to type out...but i am sure that it was a fun dinner....
Thanks guys...

We also took lot of photo that day, i going to post a few here, if want to see more just view my Facebook...

This is funny... The new collection of AW 09/10...Must get item...get it now

Me and Siau Chein,

I love this picture....haha...look great

This one also not bad....

All the best to you guys..hope you guys will do well in STPM and we shall meet again soon...I sure will be very soon...

Love,

Ryan L

AnyaMckey

This will a very random post I think.(duh, I only post random thing on my blog) Because I suddenly think of want a nick name for myself... I do got one name is that is Ryancross but I think that not glamor enough, so i think of AnyaMckey. A great name right? I do think so....(eiii, it so girlish) I know, because this is the name of two top model of America's Next Top Model. Anya and Mckey...I combined both of their name into one name...So, I shall use it as a nick name to spam all of the blog's chatbox...Hehe.. I think that's all for today....

Oh ya, my class going to start soon, so want to say bye bye to long and bored holiday...I think gonna be a busy semester ahead, so I already ready to deal with it

And guess what? ( what) I love OCTOBER... OH ya... I do love October very much...My
Favorite month of the year..... And hopefully this October will be very very good....

See ya,

AnyaMckey ( Ryan L)

Great song : I Didn't know my own strength

I Didn't know my own strength

A great song by Whitney Houston...Love it so much, so i just want to share it with everyone about this song...I listen to it everyday, my sms ringtone also this song...so it just cant get out from my head...Enjoy

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,
I found the light to life
My way out of the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight
I thought I would break


I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Enjoy the song,

Ryan L

All The Best

All the best to you at Singapore...wish you do well and take care

always will miss you

Love ya

Ryan L

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Holiday

Yeah Yeah..

Holiday mode is on now..

But no idea where to go...

I think I will ended up with just stay at home..

For me, nothing new about it..

Hopefully go Pangkor....

Pangkor or Penang...

Just one I guess...

Choose one bro...Just one and paradise is coming to you..

Joke man..

see ya

Ryan L

Ryan's point of view

I want to slowly walk into the dark, get away from all the spotlight, leaving this colourful world. Just hoping to see the dawn when I get into the deepest of the darkness, get a hand when I fall down, when the world going to end, just a hope you and me is each other want.

Think the other way always is the best way of convict yourself not to believe some truth. The fact is everything in this world will gone, nothing is eternal. I need to see how much I can do before my day ending....Do think in this way: We never know what will happen tomorrow, so we should assume that today is out last day and do all the best in today. Do take that tomorrow is not exists again in this world, then you will not get the reason to be sad or dull. Always think that there is not only you on this world, there are even more people is less fortune than you, but do they cried whole night just for nothing? NO....It just the way you think. Change the way you think and you will get the happiness that you always wanted. Do not say that you cannot for something you even haven try, always give your best try in everything to left no regret in this world and your life.

Great people do not born naturally, they are great because they work 1oo times harder than us, they do not take thing granted or even get a bad attitude like most of us. Do not try to deny that because all of us are the same. Bad attitude are deeply get into our blood vessels, transport it to all around our body, get though our heart and brain. Make us think that, it is nothing to be shame of with such attitude because everyone having it. That is so wrong....Is damn freaking wrong. Discover yourself and get rid of the bad attitude and someday you also will be the great person.

Think as a leader, act like a leader. Do not become a follower or not your life will be ruined and what can I say is you will get nothing at all when the time you needed to close your eyes and sleep eternally because you just a follower, you done nothing for yourself but to doing thing other people was doing it. It is so pathetic that to think that we don't have any achievement in our life.

Just always think that, if someday I die, will anyone cry for me? will anyone will miss me? will anyone will remember me?

Ryan L

It feel bad

when got nothing to do......want to find something to do.....

After long time......

I know, i know...I looooooooooooooooong time never come to bloggie. What can I say, I put all my blame to facebook. Because I just too addicted to Facebook. Somehow i even thought that I can survive without facebook. A typical facebookholic. But now I am BACK. Let see what can i write after long time never blogging.

First of all, i think most of my friends knew that i am not longer at form 6 but now I am persuading my study at college now. What can i say about college life, Not bad, kinda fun and tired. Get to know some friends. then staying at kl also fun. With a group of friendly housemate, my life is not too boring.

Then, before i started my college, I been working as a telemarketer at Teledirect Telecommerce. It was a great experience that i gain from there. Lot of fun stuff and bad time had gone through with my fun colleague. And i know how to handle this kind of call if in the future i own a credit card. But it was not too bad as it think because still a lot of people believe in telemarketing, so this job is kinda easy if you talk to the right customer. I enjoyed to talk to some nice customer and even chit-chat with them.

that's all for now.....i going to get some picture to post on in my next post....

Ryan L