New Year coming soon

New year is coming soon...oh my.... my 2008 will just finish like that. but it was a great year for me, get to know many new friends and many different thing. Working twice in one year.working at french connection was fun and i sure going to miss it when i stop working there. My 2008 was not bad and surely i going to miss it so much..oh ya, i get my new handphone - k850i. It is a great handphone, i love to use it.

One more day going to be a brand new year, i hoping everyone doing fine and have a better year ahead. I'm sure i going to have one too.

SEE ya

Ryan L

Good Night

Good night....Going to sleep

OH My.....

Forever 18, I think that is almost everyone dream. Everyone was hoping to stay at 18 years old forever. Young, fun, no worries, no burden, Nothing. Just simply the best age of our life. Next up will be forever 21. if given me a choice, i want to be forever 21 rather than 18, because 21 years old can go to any club and 18 years old just some club only. After my friend heard that answer, he straight away faint out, he said this is almost the most ridiculous answer he ever had. What to do? i just simply crazy love clubbing.

BAd news. I think I got small tummy now. OH MY GOSHHHHHH.. No way man, i going to do sit up everyday from now, i can't allow myself to got tummy. Oh MY...all the good food within my working month make me got the small tummy, i need to get rid of it before it become bigger. Shit la, I should not eat so many nice food but I just can't resists the temptation. Shit head. I hate food already. No more food for me for the rest of the days.........

ARwwwwww......I need a break..Luckily i got a off day at sunday..YEAH..Can avoid from the crowd and my stupid manager....Just feel so happy. Damn wrong the way i thinking. But i love this job, easy, fun, easy-going colleague, funny working environment. And of cos, High PAY is the main factor, Although can't compare to certain brand, But at least FCUK or i called it as French Connection is an international brand, everyone know it.

OHHHHHHHHHHHH..........Christmas is coming soooooooooon............
I already ready to receive any present..HEHE...I damn freaking terrible....
Just out of my mind, i don't give a damn of it.....Cos i going to work on that day
so no celebration for me.....SAd? Not really.....Cos there are no Christmas for me for three years already.

Try to update my blog more when the time going, the main reason that i can't update my blog is
i am busy opps sorry i should say lazy..Cos when i online, i just facebook, facebook, and facebook...or not msn msn and msn.......But now going to give some time to my blog...need to make it alive.......

Oh my......What am i doing?
Ryan L

Holiday

I need a holiday now. Too long never enjoy my holiday. Ever since that i reached my working ages, i keep on working for every school holiday. Although never deny that i am a working freak, now sometime do feel like want to quit the job and enjoy my December. I long time never celebrate Christmas with my friends cos every Christmas I be sure working because that day will be double pay and New year also same. Missed last time the time when i can go countdown till 1 or 2 am in the midnight.

Now seem to be like everyday working working and working. But my working life not bad. Going everywhere to eat. From SS2 Murni to seapark, then mid valley and garden. I keep on eating at different places. Then lately also always in out cinema. This kind of life seem to be like not bad.

Next Thrusday going to MOS. Who intersted just let me know. Will try to drink less. But alcoholic like me sure wont to it.

Okla, i just stop here. Update next time. Going to update some "hot" picture soon.

Holiday mood gone
Ryan L

Alcohol Drinking

Yup, at last, i had my alcohol drinking. Friday, my friendv had a invitation to a private funtion at star hill KL. Wow, i am first time going to star hill, felt so excited about it. After finish my work at 8pm, my friend came and fetch me and we reached there around 9pm.

When i get there, and just don't know what to do. It seem like the youngest there is me. And all are work at big company. Then i get bored at there. the only thing i can do is just go to the bar or wait the waiter to bring out the food. First of all, still thinking wonder want to drink alcohol or not, then just decided drink it.

Let see what had i drink:
martini, vodka, margarita, rum, beer, wine, i think that's all. The least i drink i think is the martini, cos i not really love the martini he made, and rum got a weird taste on it, beer is always not my favorite, then vodka is good and the best is the margarita, i don't know how many cup did i drank that. Then the strongest alcohol is the wine. When i drank the second cup of the red wine, i felt drunk already. And i not acting normal, keep laughing and talking rubbish, (this is what my friend said) Luckily din do anything that will embarrass my friend, or not how he going to social with people again.

Then, here come the consequence of drinking too much, my body can't take it and become whole red and damn itchy. It just like i just walk out from the oven, it damn red, the whole body, when u see it, you will be scared. I not kidding, too bad i never take any picture of it. But it was damn itchy and hot.
After seeing doctor, it is better now

But guess what, i don't give a damn of it, i will still drinking no matter what happen, because i fall in love with alcohol......YEAH..i am crazy already... i know that, i will try not to drink so much, at least not until drunk

Drinking is fun
Ryan L

Movie Fever

I just back from The Garden GSC Premeier...OMG...There are super duper high class. per person is RM20 and it is all in couple seat...and the seat are big..of cos u can't compair it to the gold class but if compair with normal class, it was big and more comfortable..I love it. Plus i do not need to pay it, so all i need to do is just sit back and enjoy the show. Last week i watched Quantum Of Solace and just now was madagascar. Both also a damn nice show..love it so much..When is the last time i watched movie I also forgot edi, but this time is both show also watched, damn good..

Today i also went to KL to take my paycheque. Oh my DAMN gosh, it was lot of money, i do not expect to be so much, It just beyond my expectation, YEAH, more money to clubbing soon. Love it so much, but also must spend it wisely or not i just can finish it by one day.

More movie?

Ryan L

Random

Again, i want to write something random. Lately nothing special happen in my life. It just study, working and online. Nothing more. So, my life is almost like no life now. I need a life. At least life that can make me feel happy. Tired is the feeling i got everyday, but oh ya, today i eat at kim gary. This is the second time i eat at kim gary, because i don't like to go hong kong restaurant, every time is wasting my time because i will look at the menu for half an hour due to don't know what to eat. I am funny right? Ya, i really don't know what to eat, at last my friend help me to random pick one and take order because he is damn hungry. Many people hate to eat with me because i just don't know what to eat, i got no idea at all. So, if you don't know what to eat or you are very hungry, please do not eat with me. I will just look at the menu for long long time.

ARRRGGGGG....I want a camera. How long that i do not take picture already. I need some picture to put in here. But nevermind, i think i know how can i get a camera already. Just need to work hard a bit. I miss my old phone. Come back please, i miss you....

Then, tomorrow sure going to school, i don't want to skip class again. Haiz, sick of it. plus i need to get my birthday card from Joselyn and Sue Lyn. Hehe...Thank you so much la...Although i still don't know how it look like, but i think i will like it. This year birthday is not bad, but i think next year will be very worst because don't feel like celebrate it next year, but see how it going next year. Hope the mood will be different from now.

I am a blur person. Actually everyone is saying that to me. I very easy to lose focus on people when i am talking. Because for certain reason, my mind just will gone blank when i talking in half way, and i become very blur look. What to do? Can't change it so you have to take it. Life is just like that, you cannot expect people change for you, you must change to survive in that environment.

Today Internet connection damn FREAKING SLOW. My google chrome still cannot download after 3 hours. Then my messenger also can't sign in. Then, even i want to blog this, i also need to wait for 10 minutes to load this page. Then facebook also the same. Hotmail is a bit batter, at least i still can read mail. Today is suck, but never mind la, i going to sleep soon. After finish this super random post, i going to off my computer and sleep.

Write until here i don't know what am i writing, must find a new direction for my blog so that i know what to write, life without a camera to take picture is suck, or not i can post my entry based on my picture.

Take care people, going to update it again tomorrow, maybe it going to be another random entry again. Sorry for wasting your time. i read this from my friend- Ada
LIVE like there's no tomoro, LAUGH like u mean it, LOVE like u'll never love again.

I need a camera
Ryan L

Just...

Lately i just fall in love with Leona Lewis AGAIN. Keep listen to her song only. Why? Because she simply just the best singer of all. And i sick again. Haiz, need to stay at home and do nothing. What to do? Just listen to leona lewis song. I love Yesterday the most. Ok, when i died, i want this song to be played in my federal. Really love the song.

And I need Feedback, oh ya, just some feedback...oh sexy sexy.....Very boring that i listen all the song in my playlist and when the song till the feedback, i remember last time i love this song till everyday must listen to it at least one time.

Then, now it is playing Bleeding love. This is my theme song. I love this song SO MUCH. Sometime i will tear down when i listen to this song because it just matched my feeling that time that are so so emo. My heart is just like keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love. No one care about me but duh, i also don't care about anyone. I just want to live in my own world for as long as i can.

Now is sober. A song that introduce by my bro here. I damn love this love. Kelly clarkon is one of my favorite singer of all time. She is simply great. This song is giving me lot of memory. Everytime listen to it also will have different feeling.

Chris daughtry, a singer i can't live without him. I love his song. ALL of his song...

That's all for this post....

I just can't believe you gone....
Ryan L

Wow, really long time never post a blog entry by writing something. I think it is because i am too busy lazy to do it. Because of everyday need to do so many thing. No really complaining here because i do know it just all i asked for, so i can't blame others for it. Let me start with my daily life. I wake up and go to school. I love school but in the same time i hate school. Because school is one of the stage of our life. We can't skip it so we have to love it. Make it as a part of our sweet memory better than make is as a suffering memory. I love sweet more than bitter. Perhaps I not that kind of person that like to work so hard to get something. I always like that. Hopeless. I know i am. Don't ever want to fight me about it. I know myself the best. ( Learned from Kenny) hehe..if he see this, he sure kill me for copy his words.

Then, i also working now. Actually i am very tired of working. Sometime was thinking what do i want to work. Then, OH YA..because of money. I wan MONEY. I need MONEY. So, working is the legal way to earn money. For sure, if i want to get many, i got not only working to get it, there are always ILLEGAL way to do it, it just depend do we want to do it or not. Then, actually i just tired of just working. now just feel like want to relax and enjoy my life. Too young to say that right? I do know that. but i got the old folk mind now. And wondering when is my retired day is coming......but before that, i want to work till i will vomit when i heard the word WORKING.

Then, go back to my study. My finals exam is SUCK. I fail 3 subjects out of 5. It mean i am STUPID. I never deny i am stupid but it just once again proven by scientific way - exam result. but i not really feel sad about it. Because i can't do anything to change the result anymore, now what can i do is just want study harder and make a better result next year and hopefully i can get some tuition next time. I no mood in tuition. It make me sound like i am stupid so i go to tuition. Because what i can say is i hate tuition and it make me look stupid if i go tuition. I do not mean those people who go for tuition is stupid, is just me, RYAN if go tuition, it mean he is stupid. it is a RYAN's statement, please do not feel offended.

Then, i want to go back to work again. Sometime working do bring me alot of fun. meeting different person with different character is challenging. We don't know what kind of person we meeting everyday. We need to use different attitude to handle them. Working, is just one of the way for u to not to depend your parents too much. You learn how to face the problem all by yourself and i think if you can work, you already able to survive.

Tired, is the word I using now for everyday. i don't know la. I eat my dinner at 1 am and now 2.30am and I am blogging. What life do i having here? HAhaha..Just want to laugh it out loud.
Going to do more post.

Tired and Tired
Ryan L

My Sexy 18

My sexy 18 is FABULOUS. I love it. Although this year not really celebrate with big big. But still i going to remember my 18 years old birthday for a long time. Thank you guys for making my birthday so nice. Actually i do got a thank you list to make.

First of all, I want to thanks myself for reached 18 years old at all. Get ATM card now. 21st i want to get my credits card. Hehehe.....

Next up, i would like to thanks Justin for the first present i get for my birthday. I love it. It was a teddy bear. I named it Little Justin or Little Jus. Love it so much. Thank you Justin.

Then, my second present is from Su Faye. The card was so nice. I am so touched with the writing. The card are so nice and it do got a picture of us taken at Genting's cable car. Wow, never thought she print it out. Thank you Su Faye. Love it so much.

Nevertheless, all KJ friends. Thank you for the USB thingy. Love it.Although still no idea how to use it yet...

Then, thank you Candy for the card and the member card...hehee..not to forget my TS friends for the cake. I LOVE the cake. it taste so good.

How do i celebrate my birthady:

First round: Dinner with Kelvin. I had a great dinner with Kelvin but something happen in between the dinner.

Second round: Lunch with Joshua at mid valley's Pizza Hut. Thank you for the lunch.

Third round: My birthday dinner at Pavilion"s Wong Kok. Although most of the people just suddenly say don't want to come even is already promise but still got at least some the friends that are really care about me came. I am touched and thank you guys. YOu all making my birthday great. I also got received some SMS to apologize and Hui Xian even call to wish me birthday and say sorry. Actually i also touched by that.

Then, thank you for the wishes that you all given me. In this blog, i can see Taira,Ryan, Pam, Michelle. If i missed out anyone, just say it. then cheryl, dont be sorry for can't go for the dinner, i do understand.
Facebook got many but wished me lot of time is Woof wong. Thank you so much. YOu such a nice guy.
Friendster also got alot...then sms also get lot. Even i also get two call to wish me happy birthday.
Love you guys.

The white cake actually is the next table given to me cos he also celebrating his birthday. We exchanged our cake....Damn happy with it...

Some picture of that day:
(if you want to see more, please visit my friendster or facebook)





HAppy SEXY 18
Ryan L

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday!!

25th Of October

My birthday dinner:

Place : Pavilion's Wong kok
Time: 7 pm start
Activity : Not really know........
Contact : 0169494021
Dress code : For girl -> Shorter and Lower, Make it hot girl
For Guy -> Simply hot and sexy....wear your best shirt...

Please do let me know if you going..
thank you

*If you do got camera, please do bring it along with you.....Cos i don't have camera*

Exam...

Exam ia coming soon, so i not going to online for the next week, perhaps just checking my mail only if i do online, need to study hard for all subject. Cause i just don't know what to do. I like not even know what am i doing now. Hopefully just pass all subject for this time *praying hard*....

I hope my math and chemistry can at least get a pass grade. And other just hope not too bad. so i going to miss my blog so much and going to update about my birthday dinner at next friday. I going to post the time, place at herel. The date surely will be 25th of october. Just hope everything will be fine soon...

Exam fever,
Ryan L

Sadness October

This October seem to be very sad for me. Too much of tears, too much of pressure, too much of stress...Lately post also seem to be like sad. But I going to post something that really make me happy soon. I think i will post it around end of this week cos still got something not done yet. Exam coming soon but i not yet study at all. But who cares, i just no more energy to care about it anymore. Just too much sadness. Hopefully will got something good happen soon...

I Thought I was...

I thought i was strong enough to accept anything thing but it seem to be not like that. Lately i keep on tearing. For certain reason, i think i become more sensitive. More easy to get touched. Life ain't easy for me, but i still not feel any sad about it. Relationship do not work for me i also not really mind. Although do feel sad about it but i still can take it.

Just now, my tear drop down again. This time is for Keith's Grandpa. His grandpa had passed away today. When heard that, my tear just drop out like that only. I just can't stop it. Keith actually is my facebook friend only. We do not know each other for so long but we do can talk. I enjoyed talking to him. He is a nice guy. I think around last week his grandpa went into hospital and it is not really doing well for his grandpa. I can feel that he is really worry about his grandpa. He do got tell me about his relationship of him and his grandpa. I can feel it like his grandpa loved him so much, and he also loved his grandpa so much. His grandpa taking care of him when he small. That time he was damn worry about his grandpa. What i can do i just pray for his grandpa to be fine.

Until just now, i asked Woof, also my facebook friend about how he doing, i only found out that his grandpa had passed away, my tear just brust out like...Can't even stop it. I think it is because i know how much keith love his grandpa, how was the feeling of losing someone we love or love us. I do experience that before, so i know the feeling.

Even i not knowing keith in real person but i already take him as my friend and i do hope he will be fine and be strong. May his grandpa will rest in peace. God bless...

I thought i was strong enough to take any death but seem to be not now. I even cried when my hamster was died because of too old. That time i cried for 4 hours. Non-stop. I am the one who not really easy to pop out my tears just like that. I can accept separation of friends but not death.
Now i know what do i can't accept in my life.

Lastly, i hope keith will be doing fine and be strong. And i shall stop my tears now( still crying when i type till here). But i do can't stop it. Hopefully later will...
What i want to say is just appreciate the one you love and the one who love you. No one will know what will happen tomorrow.

Holding yesterday for remember yesterday. the memories that wehad , Living today for you must live at today, NOT yesterday, NOT tomorrow but is TODAY! Do not do something that you will be regret. Expecting tomorrow for always hoped that tomorrow will be better than today and we will always got tomorrow.

Holding yesterday, Living today, Expecting tomorrow
Ryan L

Happy Birthday to Myself 1

Today is my birthday, even I also don't know about that. Cos i not really want to remember my lunar birthday. For me, 23th of october is just enough for me so i do not celebrate it too late. Plus now only i know is my birthday today. Now already 11.25pm. Few more minutes the day will be finish. So, just want to write something here to wish my birthday happy birthday. Although i do not celebrate it, but i still on born on today.

My lunar birthday is kinda simple only. My mummy sure want me to eat two boiled eggs. Every year also the same, so today i ate two eggs. Although not really love to eat it but still is a must to eat it. If today is my lunar birthday, then yesterday is pat lin's lunar birthday. I also want to wish him happy lunar birthday. Wish him always happy and this year we going to celebrate our birthday again. Pat lin, my BEST BEST friend in secondary. Without him, my life will be so bored and i will be died now. Plus our birthday is just one day different. So it just make us better friend.

I going to love myself more from now....You also can love me more too...

Happy Lunar Birthday~~
Ryan L

Child like or Childish?

Child like and childish, what is the different about that? I don't know, for me it is almost the same because i just too "child like" or childish too differentiate it. Sometime, i just hope i can forever be a boy, so that i no need to think so much in my life. Certain thing is just like too complicated for me even I am turning 18 in 20 days more. It not like i not able to know it, but i just don't want to know it. For me, i am the blur king but it does not mean i am really in blur, it just certain i don't want to get involved for some reason. It just like when two of my best friends is in arguing. I will just act blur and act like i don't know anything at all but in fact both of them do tell me what is going on between them. What can I do? Both also my best friend and i do care about both of them. I just can't help one of them and hurt one of them. So i do need to act blur and don't know anything but do help them to solve it. I do know you sure saying i am chicken and just no friend enough. But what can i do? Join the the fight and get what in the end? it just scar and pain in left, tear and sorrow in there. I don't want that to happen in my life. My life already pathetic enough, that do will make it more pathetic if i do that.

Some people do say i got the child look. It mean i am damn kid. I look like a can't grow kid all the time. People thought i am still 15 years old while i am 18 years old now. How pathetic is that.... I am short but who to blame? Blame the tall gene that not in my DNA? I do not mind i am short because i born with it but i am small is like what? It just like i forever ever just can reach 50kg even how much i eat. Just see how pathetic am i! other people want to lose weight but i want to gain weight but can't gain it.

Lately just feel tired, not in physical but in my mind. Somehow everything just too much to put it in my mind. I need to empty up my mind now. Everything seem to be so messy now. I need to get over from many thing and need to be clearly thinking now. I just don't want my life to be messed up again and agian, until i just forgot who am i and just die beside unknown bedsides. It just like i need someone to wake me up from the dream i having it with you now. But i not willing to wake up and back into the real world. Cause it is just like damn hurt.

I just want to be a boy now. Not a man. I want to be childish and silly. I don't want to act like i know everything and i must take care of everything, For once, i hope that got someone take care of me, asking me do i eat my lunch or dinner, how do i feel today. how was my day, give some nagging to me. All of that i been doing it all the time, for somehow, i just hope got someone who do back the same thing to me. Asking me this and that. Asking me how i doing, asking me am i happy.......All of this is just too much for me? Am i asking too much? I do think i am asking too much now. I just do not deserve for people to treat me like this i guess. I am too bad for someone to care about. I am a terrible person that only hated by people with no reason. As my friend always said - is your face problem. You just look damn terrible.. Naive and innocent? Can it use it on me? Can, wait for other 10000000000000000 thousand years. So, the conclusion is Ryan is a terrible person and he do not deserve people to care about him. NO OBJECTION PLEASE!! I know ME the best. But i still going to care about my friend like Kelvin, Kenny and other..

No matter i am child like or childish, i am still Ryan that are always hated by people but in the same time he don't mind that hated by people and still will take them as his friend. I am very easy to take over something, so do not worry that i will be sad for so long.

Chlid like or Childish?
Ryan L

Outting With Candy and Boon

Today is tuesday and I got Off day today..Yeah..After one long week working and without resting, today is my resting day. But i do not rest at but i went out with candy and boon to sungai wang.

Today woke up at around 9 and get ready for the outing. Early in the morning boon called me and ask me what is the time..I thought already told me but he still keep saying 11am. but i did told him is 12pm. Haha..Luckily he called me or not he need to wait there alone. Then, candy at her home town will straight away come to KL central by KTM. I also taking KTM to KL Central and Boon taking LRT to KL Central but we three are like totally different direction going to there,i from seri setia, candy from nilai and boon is taman melati. Three different place going to KL Central together. I go out from house around 11.30am. I thought i will be late but it do not seem to like that. While waiting for the KTM, candy smsed me and said she will be late for around 1 hours. Then, when i reach there, that boon also not yet there and also late for 20 minutes. Then we two just waited candy at there by walking around and had some chat with him. We two like long time never talk already since i stop working. So we just chit-chat till candy arrived.

After that, we go to sungai wang and first of all we find something to eat first.we eat at the enquried kitchen that the food are not really nice..Oily,small, And we waited forever for it, taste not really nice plus service not really good. I don't think i will go there again. Black listed that one. HEHE... After eating, we just went to green box for ktv session. The room we booked is 4 pm but we reached there about 3 pm so we decided to go take picture at the japaness photo machines. Chinese is called da tou tie. Hehe..Going to show it later on when candy post it cos i dont have scaner...Sad... I love it so much , this is my first time o..Love the picture so much.

After 4 Hours of singing, screaming, rocking at the ktv room, we walked out of the room and walked to Pavilion and take a look at Pavilion's Wong Kok that going to have my birthday dinner there..it is kinda nice place . and we order some drink and have a short chat at there. Enjoy the night view of KL and just relax at there.

After that, home lo....

Life - part 2

Life was not so easy for me lately. Having many obstacles and just some thing to bother me. I just don't like people do something behind me as i take them as my friend. I just somehow cannot understand what it is all about. Maybe i just too stupid to understand what is happening now. But do i care? I not really care cos i am that kind of person that very easy to over my feeling. Mean that i will not affected to this kind of feeling for so long. Some time, do feel like fed up with them for not really want to talk to them at all..But what to do? When it become a part in your life, you just can't think that way. I now dont know what am i crapping now..haha..Sorry for wasting your time reading it..

Just want to say life can't happen as what you want.

One more thing....
I still haven open up the present that given by justin because i want to wait till my birthday only open it up... But i sure i going to love it..
This is the first time i get my birthday present one month early...Thank you dear..You such a great person..(i called justin dear because he like my brother and we do call each other as dear, Dont think another side). He always being so nice to me....Hehe..Thank you lo justin.... appreciate what you done

Holding yesterday,living today,expecting tomorrow
Ryan L

Three day working at FCUK..

Today is been three days i worked in FCUK...For me, it is kind of good experience because can work in such branded shop..I crazy about branded thing..Almost all my friends know that, if you don't know, now you know. I am just love the most expensive thing..but the problem is i don't have money to buy it.Just can see it from outside only. Sad..Now since i work at FCUK... only a word can describe me now...Fuck.... I never thought of the price would be so expensive. It is more expensive than topman. Even if i get 30% discount, it still damn fucking expensive..Hehe,since i working at FCUK, i can use the word FUCK! I am not a bad boy, ok~~ I just a good boy who like to talk bad word.

Today, i found out that i can wear damn freaking small shirt and it show that my arms are damn freaking thin and like bamboo. It just FREAKING thin..I just scare to look at my arms. I want to GAIN WEIGHT...To make my body look at least ok..now is totally underweight, and damn freaking scaring people... Can't wear tight cloth because will expose i look like skeleton walking at the street, at night will scare off people.

Today i also smell like FCUK, because i played with the fragrant at there. And just spreed it on my body..It do smell ok, but not as good as the one i smell before, i dont know what it called again but that one is the nicest smell of among all i tried now. I miss the smell...Don't when i can smell it again..

Exam coming soon, i going to die as just i am drying now..everyday damn tired and not mood to study..Plus always flirt around and can't really focus on doing my revision. Just see how pathetic i am. I just like that......Someone that not so smart but still want to stay at the science class and hate math so much but still want to take math~ All of this is because of what? Pride? I dont know la..i just pathetic and hopeless...

Start from today, my birthday dinner will be counted down into one month. Mr Not So Popular birthday dinner just expect at least got one people show up for it..I doing my best now to plan it now. Plus now i work at FCUK, i think i do got enough money for the dinner to treat one or two person. But do you guys suposed to treat me right? haha..Don't care la, just hoped got someone to show up on that day.Thank you so much.

That all for today, i am tired now. Going to sleep and tomorrow get back my sim card..yeah..

Life of the Lifeless? I see it seem to be now
Ryan L

FCUK.....

I started my part time job at French Connection as know as FCUK.... Kinda tired now..update tomorrow... But i do want to remind that 25th of october is my birthday dinner. If you do feel like want to eat dinner with this always not the Mr. Popular man, can let me know... oh ya..i cant use my hand phone for three days because sim card is confiscated by teacher.. bad luck..

Today get my first birthday present for this year..Thank you Justin...

Happy
Ryan L

Tag x2

1.The last person to tag you ?
Do not remember...It been forever i never to tag

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
If i don't know, how i know the relationship? but i sure he or she is my friends only i will do the tag

3.Your first impression towards him/her?
Same answer as question 2..........

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
Same answer as question 3

5.The most memorable word that he/she has say to you?
Same answer as question 4

6.If he/she becomes your lover,you will...
Same answer as question 5

7.If he/she becomes your enemy,you will...
Same answer as question 6

8.If he/she becomes your lover,he/she has to improve on...
Same answer as question 7

9.If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason is...
Same answer as question 8

10.The most desirable thing to do for he/she is?
Same answer as question 9

11.The overall impression to he/she is....
Same answer as question 10

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
At last, i can answer this question.... I do think people will either love me nor hate..hehehe
because i just handsome, bitcy, crazy and cool...

13.The character you like of yourself is?
Myself??

14.On contrary,the character you hate of yourself is?
Not brave enough

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Me,myself and I

16.For the person who cares and likes you,say something about them.
I love you all

17.Ten people to tag
i)Cheryl
ii)Jia Bao
iii)Taira
iv)Gim Aun
v)Afie
vi)Wendy
vii)Anyone
viii)Anyone
ix)Anyone
x)Anyone

18.Who is number 2 having relationship with?
No idea

19.Is number 3 a female or male?
Dont know, She is my part time gf, you say leh?

20.If number 7 and 10 be together would it be a good thing?
No idea

21.How about number 5 and 8?
No idea

22.What is number 1 studying about?
Form 3

23.When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Lately??

24.Is number 4 a single?
Nope..

25.Talk something about 6
She is just a nice girl lo..


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3 Golden Rules. state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. The people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.. No tag backs!

::. Love myself very much

::.Day dream for five hour just looking at the sky

::. Can non-stop reading a book for whole day

::. Cried when Cyndi died..........My hamster lo

::. Hate math so much until want to drop math

::. Hate myself that not handsome

::.Messenger make me say bad word cos always cant sign in

::. i crazy in love with my blog

::. I love all my friends....

::. Can online from morning to midnight

::. never get angry easily

I TAGGGGGGGG.....

Marcus
Taira
Afie
and who want to do la...............

New Hair Cut and Look Good Now

Hehe...Today just get a new hair cut. It also one of the most expensive hair cut i ever had. But do it worth it? We will see it. hehe... Today just feel kinda tired and just want to rest for awhile. i want to thank Candy for go with me to cut hair. I think i had wasted her time, sorry o....next time i will go anywhere you want to go with you..hehehe...

Birthday coming soon. I am planing my birthday dinner now and i do hope can make it. But it is Thursday, so i dont know should i change it to Friday or Saturday. Going to get the invitation list ready before October 15, set the place and making sure who will attend before october 20.

This is my sexy 18. So i do want something special this year.

Something special?
Ryan L

One Month And Six Days to Go.....

One month and six days to go...

The world sudden turn silent and the word are not longer be heard.....

Make a wish and hope him will be happy....

Love him and just hope he will be happy,

Just hope he will always take care himself,

And don't be so stupid and put so much expectation on something

The result only will be like that.......

This year he just hope will be himself,

The world will turn silent and left him there alone,

This is what he asking for only...

Just need some silent moment,
Ryan L

Wall.E

He staring at his computer, looking at the word that appear on the screen, he started to think. His mind was going to blank when he is reading the words. Somehow the words like a spear that pass over his heart and left a hole in the middle of the heart. He got an empty hole inside his heart now.He hardly can breath, not even feel his heartbeat. He know this is the feeling. The feeling that are really making him to being the bad person. He never think of by throwing a rubbish just like that will cause all of this. ( to be contiuned..............)

Lately just watched Wall.E. And it make me think about a lot of stuff. It is a great story and I almost cried when watching it. I love the moment where Eve find out that Wall.E done so many thing for her and still be with her every moment even she is unactivated. This is really touched my heart. How many people willing to do that? I dare to say not much, because most of the human are selfish and self-center. They just care about themself, and never think about the others. Not even sometime lover also do that to the one they love. We can't blame them because it is the nature of human. From the ancient we see wars, million of thousand of wars. Most of the wars actually is can be avoided but because of selfish and their own pride, wars is he way to show it how strong and good they are. I hate to watch war movie because i think war not suppose to exist in this world, it take away life and lives. It take away everything about happiness. Don't tell me you do enjoy involving in war. if i heard that kind of answer, I am the first one who kick you.
Wow, just crapping again. Go back to Wall.E.

Recycle is one of the message in the movie. In real life, how many of us do recycle? I think not much. Because for them recycle is just like something that nothing to do with them and it is a wasting time and energy to do it. You do think about it before you throwing something, is that too wasting time, if i want to throw something, i just throw la, why must think so much. You are wrong. We must know the important of recycle, even you do not recycle, please do not throwing the rubbish anywhere. For me, i do practice recycle. People who know me know i seldom use tissue cause i think tissue is just something that only reducing the amout of tree. Then, i try to not use so much plastic bag when i go shopping. Sometime i even bring my shopping bag to shopping like an auntie, Hehehe..I don't care about what people think,i just want to do something to help our enviroment. You can do something too, even a small thing can change everything. Don't force yourself to do it. Make it a habit and practice it everyday.

The love that Wall.E to Eve is just great. I hope got someone like Wall.E that love me so much. Hehe. Love is all about caring and accepting. You do learn to care about the one you love and accept everything of your love one. Accept his/her good or bad, advantages or weaknesses, and make it become a part of you. Not only that, love can change someone, like Eve that don't know how important to hold hand, but after knowing Wall.E, she started to change, she start to have her own thinking, own way to do thing.Love do got the power, it is depend on you how to use the power.

I do love Wall.E. It is the great movie and i think one of the best movie of all time. Love it.

Wall.E thinking way
Ryan L

The 200th post

This is my 200th post of this blog. After all the babbling, crapping, ridiculous,boring, anger, love, touching and lot more emotion of the post of my past, now it reached the number 200. What a great number. But i took 2 years to reached 200 post. It is kind of slow compare to others. Since this is a meaningful post, i just want to write out what do i think about blogging.

Lot of people ask me why do you blog, what so fun about blogging? Actually blogging is nothing fun because you just put your words or picture in a web page that belonged to you. i feel so great about reading my own post in my own blog, In blog, you can write about anything and everything. Just like me, I write about my life, my feeling, when someone birthday, i make a post for them, when i addicted to a song, i will post out the lyrics, when i feel bad, angry, disappointed or terrible, i will write a post about that. I ever scold a teacher before in my blog. HEHE.... I know that is not good but that time i am really damn freaking angry of that teacher. Sometime you will see some bad word in my post, i won't because of scare people hate and not to write that bad words here, cos in reality sometime i do speak bad word but most of the time i am a good student.

Camwhore freak should get yourself a photoblog cause it just will make you feel better when everyone is commented about your picture no matter ulgy or pretty, you dare to show it and we dare to see it. In this blog, i got many memory here, happy nor sad, good nor bad, it just always will be me. And i just love blogging.

What is the advantage of blogging? I think it help me in my essay writing. Now i can write an essay with easily and not really facing any problem to write an essay but it is all about my grammar and spelling mistake only. I need to learn from the begining and i do love when people correcting my mistake.

And i do love read blog, first of all, the MUST read blog for me is Ryan Lem's blog. I love his blog cause it is simply a great blog. It make me think. Think about many thing. Sometime what he wrote is just what am i thinking. hehe..My all time favourite blog. If you got time, do read it and you will get what i meant. Some Flamer blog do cheer up my day. They are just so lame and FLAME. Don't get what i mean? Just go Elvin, Rachel and Pamela's blog take a view and you will know what the crapping i am talking now. Then certain blog just like won't update forever. I just hate that kind of blogger, just close ur blog ok? No need me go there view to see got update or not. In my old school, it just me so crazy about blogging, the others is prefer gaming, dota-ing more. so when i write something bad about them, they wont know.hehe... After that, i do read some chinese blog but mostly is Candy's blog.

THE PAST
the post i love it so much:
My first post => Monday, April 30, 2007 ~ Friends
A post that talk about how do i feel when i be with them, that time really can't cope with them.(kinda emo post for the first post)

Monday, June 25, 2007 ~Walk back into the past to see the future! I'm lost in the time travel
This is my first poem i ever wrote. I think it kinda silly but i think it is a good try for me. Worth to read it cos i got edited version later on.
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/06/walk-back-into-past-to-see-future-im.html

Sunday,July 1, 2007 ~ Everybody's Dream Handphone.
Is a Must REad Post. Go and read NOW........
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/06/handphones-nowadays-are-getting-more.html

Sunday, July 8,2007 ~777 - A long Day
This is a post that i mention before that i scolded a teacher in my blog...damn angry that day.

Monday,July 16, 2007 ~Camp motivation Y2Y
This camp is kinda fun and also make a lot of friends that still good friend now like Yee Keong...

Thursday,July 19,2007 ~ Walking back into the past to see the future. Lost in time travel (Edited)
This is the edited version of my first poem..hehe By my twin bro - Ryan Lem.
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/07/walking-back-into-past-to-see-future.html

Thursday,September 20,2007 ~ Looking at Far Far Away Kingdom
This is the post i think it got kinda good meaning in it...Love it
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/09/looking-at-far-far-away-kingdom_20.html

Sunday.October 21, 2007 ~ Birthday
This is how i celebrate my birthday last year.... Miss it so much now...with my best friend pat lin
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/10/birthday.html

Wednesday,December 5,2007 ~ Sick, Work and Friend Having problem
this post just got a picture that make it so nice, click and see that picture
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/12/sick-work-and-friend-having-problem.html

Hate me or love me
Another poem
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2008/01/hate-me-or-love-me.html

That all for now la.. This year d post u just go view by yourself~ heheheehe

Some post u should take a look:
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/08/excellent-poems-by-not-so-famous-poets.html
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2007/11/some-silly-shot-from-me.html
http://ryancross23.blogspot.com/2008/01/picture.html

The number 200 is included the draft because certain post i just want to keep it to myself..
hehehe.....















Happy 200~~
Ryan L

Procrastinate

New word for the day
procrastinate -

1.	postpone doing what one should be doing;
2.	postpone or delay needlessly;

For me, i really wanted to study but i keep procrastinate it for days by days. For everything i did at the past, i don't think it is enough to cover up what i need to study for until now. For certain reason i just don't want to been left out at the outside of the door this time although i thought i already used to it. but somehow i just don't know what to do with the subject that i studying now. I really don't have much interest in science compared to business. I love cooperate world. I love 9 to 5. i love to go clubbing after my work is finish and go home at 2am. Hehe..,This is the life i been after-ing now. But stay in science like nothing to with my dream.So sometime i do felt a bit fed up about what am i studying now.But however the feeling will be gone when i started to read the book. I think it is because of I do love reading, no matter what book, i just love reading. Reading make me change my perspectives on certain thing. But i do know i love cooperate world and i going into it no matter what i going to take now. Maybe i just get a degree that do with science and go back to cooperate world later on without knowing anything about it.Hehehe....

Now what i need to do is get my end-year exam ready and i hope i can get a not bad result. A not bad is enough for now. Maybe next year i will set my target higher to at least B. Hehehe....Hope i can do it.Just somehow i dont't have any confident to do it. I just need to work harder.

Lately addicted to photoshop~~hehe.. so just play with it. It is kinda fun. So i think the post in coming i will put up a picture that already been edit by me.


Hehe.....what do you think? I know nothing different.
Next up going to doing something to the face..

Just enjoying being nerdy
Ryan L

Pathetic

Pathetic is the only word that can describe me, I wanted so much to get this over but i just can't do it. It is hard to forget someone that already inside your heart. I just want the one to be happy even i not the one who stand besides it. Do i look happy when i know someone is dominating the one heart, and it is not me that it need. Sad is a will but wish the one to be happy is what i can do now.

I am a pathetic person that will happy being in your life even just for one day, Just in hope you will be happy. Promise me that you will be happy no matter what happen. You still will be a part of my life and I will remember the time we had together that now it seem it wont happen again. I appreciate every words you given me, I will keep it inside my heart and just will be inside my heart.

Thank you for the sweet words and it just will be the sweet moment in my life.........

Love not longer love
Ryan L

Part Of 6BT

Taken: Year 1685, August 27

Happy Birthday to Siau Chein

This post supposed to be post at yesterday but because i not at home yesterday so i can't do this post. Although it do a bit late, but i still want to post it now!
Yesterday 12.9.08 was Siau Chein(Candy) birthday~ Yeah~~ I want to wish her happy birthday. I know her not really long time, i think is around this year June when form 6 is started. My first impresson on her is she is a very cute girl but her name is kinda hard to remember~~ Siau Chein.. Really a bit hard for me to remember at first but now i won't forget it. She is a smart and nice girl. At first, she do not belong to my class- 6BT. but i am glad she had asked to transfer to our class and make my day in the class much more better. Now she is sit beside me. She from Sepang and she love to eat. The way she eat not like a girl. You can't imagine how much she can eat. If you don't know her, you will be scared by her.

I am lucky to have siau chein as my friend. She is pretty, nice, funny, smart, good and lot more good value.Somehow, i just feel glad that i have her as my friend~Thank you for being my friend~

We like to camwhore~ the picture below can prove that~ haha~ Thank you for willing to take picture with someone that look like a nerdy boy!! haha~ i do know how do i look like!









HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HOPE YOU CAN ALWAYS BE HAPPY AND JUST SMILE A LOT. sTAY PRETTY AND CUTE~~

Happy Birthday To Sim Wuei and Wai Kee

Today is my friends - Sim Wuei and Wai Kee's birthday. I want to wish them happy birthday and happy always~

Hope sim wuei will always look pretty as Taman Sea Rihanna, ,countiune flaming, and work harder on her study! She is a smart girl and funny girl~ Not bad as someone girl friend, i think she still single and avaible. Anyone intrested can ask me for her number~~ hahaha~ Just kidding~
So i want to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND ALWAYS PRETTY~

The Taman SEA Rihanna
This is with her best friend - Siau Chein (Long hair)
The only picture i took with her ya? I also not sure o~

She is pretty right? I am lucky to have her to be my classmate!! So, sim wuei or flamewuei, just always stay happy lo~~

My other friend - wai kee also today birthday~! Wish him happy birthday and hope he can find a girl friend soon! hhahaha!!!


The Guy
When two of us meet up, Just will be DAMN LAME~~
Hope you do got a great birthday this year~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TWO LO~~~

Happy for you two,
Ryan L

The Stages of Life

THE MALE STAGES OF LIFE
   
    AGE     DRINK
     17         Beer
     25         Bourbon
     35         Vodka
     48         Double vodka
     66         Maalox
   
    AGE     SEDUCTION LINE
     17         My parents are away for the weekend.
     25         My girlfriend is away for the weekend.
     35         My fiancee is away for the weekend.
     48         My wife is away for the weekend.
     66         My second wife is dead.
   
    AGE     FAVORITE SPORT
     17         Sex
     25         Sex
     35         Sex
     48         Sex
     66         Napping
   
    AGE     DEFINITION OF A SUCCESSFUL DATE
     17          Tongue
     25          Breakfast
     35          She didn't set back my therapy.
     48          I didn't have to meet her kids.
     66          Got home alive.
   
    AGE     FAVORITE FANTASY
     17         Getting to third
     25         Airplane sex
     35         Menage a trois
     48         Taking the company public
     66         Swiss maid/Nazi love slave
   
    AGE     WHAT'S THE IDEAL AGE TO GET MARRIED?
     17         25
     25         35
     35         48
     48         66
     66         17
   
    AGE      IDEAL DATE
     17          Triple Stephen King feature at a drive-in
     25          Split the check before we go back to my place
     35          Just come over.
     48          Just come over and cook.
     66          Sex in the company jet on the way to Vegas.
   
   
THE FEMALE STAGES OF LIFE

    AGE     DRINK
     17         Wine Coolers
     25         White wine
     35         Red wine
     48         Dom Perignon
     66         Shot of Jack with an Ensure chaser
   
    AGE     EXCUSES FOR REFUSING DATES
     17         Need to wash my hair
     25         Need to wash and condition my hair
     35         Need to color my hair
     48         Need to have Francois color my hair
     66         Need to have Francois color my wig
   
    AGE    FAVORITE SPORT
     17         Shopping
     25         Shopping
     35         Shopping
     48         Shopping
     66         Shopping
   
    AGE     DEFINITION OF A SUCCESSFUL DATE
     17          Burger King
     25          Free meal
     35          A diamond
     48          A bigger diamond
     66          Home Alone
   
    AGE      FAVORITE FANTASY
     17         Tall, dark and handsome
     25         Tall, dark and handsome with money
     35         Tall, dark and handsome with money and a brain
     48         A man with hair
     66         A man
   
    AGE     WHAT'S THE IDEAL AGE TO GET MARRIED?
     17         17
     25         25
     35         35
     48         48
     66         66
   
    AGE      IDEAL DATE
     17         He offers to pay
     25         He pays
     35         He cooks breakfast the next morning
     48         He cooks breakfast the next morning for the kids
     66         He can chew breakfast

Untitle

Love somehow is painful, we don't know what is going to happen when we are in love. Even we will get hurt, but we still want to be loved, still want to loving someone. No matter how hard we tried, we still unable to change the fact that when you get in love, you won't mind you get hurt as long as he/she love you. You can be someone that you want or be the one your lover want. No matter which one you choose, you choose it for your lover, not yourself. Just sometime thing just do not happen as what we hoped, we just expected too much. Somehow it just won't work as you want.

Picture of Chee Kuan Birthday

The cake
The condom we been searching up and down!

C'est ça l'amour

Je t'aime, Je ne pense qu'à toi. Aimer ce n'est pas se regarder l'un l'autre. C'est regarder ensemble dans la même direction (Antoine de Saint-Exupéry). Mon coeur est à toi and Tu me rends dingue. Tu es le soleil de ma vie, Je suis l'homme le plus heureux au monde now.

Je t'aime à la folie

Je vous aime plus que n'importe qui dans ce monde, ne Pas savoir pourquoi quand la première fois je vous vois, j'ai su juste que vous êtes le l'un pour moi. D'une manière ou d'une autre je suis le prodige est je rêvant ou pas, UNE personne parfaite comme vous êtes comme existe juste dans mon rêve. Vous toujours êtes mon bébé et j'espère que je peux être votre bébé aussi.

L'amour est comme l'aile, nous ne pouvons pas le voir mais nous ne pouvons pas nous sentir qu'il Aime est comme le film silencieux, nous ne pouvons pas l'entendre mais nous savons que nous nous aimons, l'Amour est comme doux, nous savons si nous mangeons trop doux, nous obtiendrons
le diabète mais nous calme veut prendre le doux, l'Amour est comme les chocolats, j'aime les chocolats et je ne soigne pas si je Le cos je l'aime vraiment, juste comme je vous aime, je veux vous aimer juste sans le soin que les autres a dit !


C'est ça l'amour
Ryan L

Love?

Love is something like silent movie. We can't hear it but we know but we know it is around us, It come without any warning, go without a trace. We will never know it ever exist in our life but we know we can feel it, we know it was there.

Love is something that we scare to touch and we want to touch. and it is just a risks game.
take a risks and make a change and just love

new word for the day: cuddle = hug!

Crucial

Crucial = Vital, important, essential.recognise

This is the new word i learn today from my bro - Ryan Lem. What is crucial for me now? I think is good result. I need to study hard now for getting a good result in my final exam. I not asking for A, i just ask for good only. I hope I can achieve it but it is kinda hard for me because I really don't understand what teacher is teaching about and what am I doing there? I need to pray for my result and hope i can get at least not bad in my final exam.

business is one of the subject i would like to take in my University in future, but it all depend on my result! If i get good result in science, then i go on with science and do something i hate it so much, that is science! I do hate science. Damn hate it man! But all the people said science is the best future! ok, i do believe that, so my future is all depending on my result now! so, i need to work hard from now. suffer for now and enjoy in the future,.

Work harder man
Ryan L

Need To Cut My Nerd Hair

I Need To Cut My Nerd Hair!!!!!!!!
I look DAMN NERD NOW!!!!
Now waiting for Candy to find out her friend when will cut guy's hair!
If got, i can get a hair cut for FREE~! Yeah! If don't have, i need to find some good place to cut A Yeng Hair Style!

I look damn damn nerd now! If you see me anywhere, please do not call me, cos i really don't want look nerd leh but no choice. i think i want to wait for it for longer for easy to cut it!













NERD NERD
Ryan L

Most Silly Outing I Ever Had- Condom Seaching

This is the story about a group of silly people that silly till do many silly thing in just one day~

Friday is my friend - Chee Kuan birthday~ Although kinda late but i still want to wish her happy birthday here.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LO, CHEE KUAN! Wish you happy always and always look as pretty as now!

Our class decided went to mid valley to celebrate her birthday! And they are skipping school at friday, just me went to school because i need to do my performance on that day! What i want to say about the performance is: WELL DONE! We are did a great job and i do proud of becoming one of the team! Happy! Yeah! This is one of the best moment of my life!

After school, Chong De come and fetch me and Chee Kuan from her house and we just went to LRT Station at Kelana Jaya! When we there, the others like Siau Chein(CAndy),Sim Wuei, Woon Wah and Shathis not yet there. Guys, next time try to come before the birthday girl/boy,because the day is all about them, If is your birthday, you can late as late as you want. haha! then, at there, I meet Marcus! Waliao, never thought so fast can meet back! but he is stay at Mayang, so it is not consider surprise la! Then we just took LRT to KL Central then KTM to mid valley.

First, we went to the cake shop to get a cake for chee kuan and then me, chee kuan and stathis went to cinema to buy ticket! We decided to watch The Strangers . It is not really good because not really understand the story line but the most scary part is the last part! Waliao A, what a great surprise from that movie! Haha!

After get our ticket, we went to eat at spaghetti grill. And we cut the cake at there, Here nothing special, just we just camwhore non-stop only! After that, we went for walk for a moment because still got some time before the movie start.

And we walk walk walk, then stop at a shop called I NEED House! I think you all sure know what shop is that right? then we just walk in, CHee kuan too shy to walk in and wooh wah, stathis went to toilet! Me, Siau Chein, Sim Wuei, Chong De walk in and do some silly thing! I think siau chein is first time get in to this kind of shop. So she look kinda blur and don't know certain thing is for what purpose. Actualy i also don't know! And there got show many different kind of condom picture. And it is damn funny the shape of the condom! We just talk crap at the about the condom and other thing! And we saw the glow in the dark condom. Sim Wuei said she want to buy it because rachel regret never buy it at johor. So ,we just think and think want to buy that condom or not! (OMG, where got people think so much before buying condom) And we come out with funny thing. They say if we going to concert, we can use the condom before it will light at the dark, we just need to put it in our finger! Haha! LOL! DAmn silly la us. Then, sim wuei decided to buy the condom, but she very shy to pay for it, Where got girl buy condom d, i think got la but not much la! And we just cant stop laughing at the cashier counter. After pay it, we all walk faster to go out from that shop because feel so shy to buy the condom! OMG~! LOL!

And we still can't stop about the topic of the condom until we get into cinema! Ather the movie, we walk chee kuan, wooh wah and chong de to the ktm because they need to go back early! Then we find out we LOST THE CONDOM! OMG! THE 10 BUCKS CONDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!! And we four just ran back to the cinema for the condom! When we get back in it, the worker already clean it up the room, so we went to the big green rubbish bin to search for the condom! This is the first time i go out need to seacrh condom at the rubbish bin! Really funny and the it is so so so digustiing and we keep laughting during search the rubbish bag and the UNKNOWN water of the rubbish bag make our hand all so smelly. Siau Chein found the plastic bag of the condom but the condom had gone! WHAT!! Someone had stolen our condom! WHAt! Actually we got the video of us searhing at the rubbish but i not yet get it. post it when i get it!

And we just went to ask the worker, And we found out is the worker stolen our condom! OMG! Please la, if you want condom, just buy yourself! When we get back our condom, we once agian can't stop laughing! haha! Especially me, Because this is the most silly outing i ever had, Seacrhing condom at the rubbish side! OMG! Really silly!

Then we just went to eat again and went to maxis central awhile! And we just go back! Guess what? When we get to the ktm, chee kuan, chong de and wooh wah still there and they look so angry! Because they missed five train due to too many people and they cant get in! They taking taxi home and sim wuei followed them! Me. Siau Chein and stathis decided to take ktm! We wait for damn long too but we manage to get in it! HAHA~ And siau chein da bao KFC at kl central and we took lrt back to kelana jaya! At first i no need to go back to kelana jaya, because i can take ktm straight away get home, but no one walk siau chein to get her car that park to so far away and the road are damn dark and danger and i need to walk her to her car, so i going to kelana jaya with her! After walk her to her car, and she fetch me back to station. And i took bus and walk home!

When i get home, it already 10.30pm! What a day? HAHAHA! Just the most silly day la!

SILLY dumb dumb
Ryan L

Fyan, The Most Sexy Belly Dancer

This is Fyan, The most SEXY belly dancer! He going to show his sexy abs!
his theme song:Oh baby my sexy abs ! ya!.......(justin timberlake-sexy back become sexy abs)



He got his first fans at last after all the hard work to workout the sexy abs! And dance though thousand night in the night club!
OMG! His got two fans already! It mean he is getting more popular! look at his face, he damn happy with it! And even the crowds started to dance with him
At last, He get what he want! A Fans Club,It called - Fyan, the only male and most sexy belly dancer in malaysia! AKA Fyan United Company Kebabo.FUCK

Feel Like Joining the club?Two simple way to join! You just need to use your handphone key in:
I AM FUCKY BITHCY IDIOT and send it to 33333! Then you will get the free pass to meet Fyan! Hurry up, it just limited for 3000 people only! First come,first serve!

Lastly, Fyan wanted to wish malaysia:

Happy Independent day!

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Fyan! You Rock the stage man!!
Love you so much!
I also one of your fans!!

(The most retarded picture of all time, by Ryan L)
Copyright by Ryan L

This is my alter ego- Fyan
Crazy, Bitchy, Handsome

Damn Retarded
Ryan L

P/s: Don't ask me what is kebabo! It just a random word only.