Someone Like Me

Hi, My name is Ryan. Do you know me? Just want to write something about myself today. First of all, I do not take this as a blog, because this is just a place where I can write whatever I want. I not really my blog got no reader because this is just my life, I guess no one is interested with my life. But I also know that there are few people will read it, thanks guys. and I gonna show you why there are no one like me.

 I'm short and shy. But there are no connection between short and shy.Just being random all the time. I don't mind people forget me, but I do mind people called my name wrong. I would correct anyone even my lecturer or superior when someone called me something else.I just simply don't like my name be called wrongly. Please do not ask what's my chinese name if you have no intention to remember it. I will be unhappy cos is bit rude for forgetting what people told you.

I love my friends. I do not need lot of friend around me. Just a few is good enough. I not good in talking, but I'll try my best to jump into the conversation. I love good music, movie and book. I listen to any music that touched my heart, from Chris Daughtry to Adele to Coldplay to Tanya Chua, I just love any nice music. And I just love to watch movie. Ask me go for a movie, I will be your best movie  buddy. Life is meaningless without music and movie. Just like having sex without kissing, I seriously can't accept that. But sex are overrated. For me, the talk after sex is what make me motivated. Opps.. gone too far for that, come back to the topic.

I love to run. Run is the only sport I good at. Since I am short, basketball is so far away from me. And I just scare of water sometime. So running is the best and easiest sport for me. I love sunset more than sunrise. Because I simply too lazy to get up early to see the sunrise. But I believe that everything eventually will come to an ending point. Even love, there will be an ending point. Just depend on when you will reach that point. Some love manage to last till the death, but some only few years, few months, few days, or few hours. That's just the nature of human, we always believe there's a better one in the future. But when we lost it, we only know that the best already been here and now is gone.

I love when I received someone call. My phone seldom will ring. Not even message. So when someone messaged me or called me, I will feel happy for the rest of the day. Last week there are three person called me. One is Hui Hock who called me because he read my whatsapp about Derek. Then the second one is Andrew also called me because of Derek,That's the surprise one. I never tot he will call me.  The third one is Ryan.This one more surprise. I was tot he called the wrong people because we never meet before, we seldom talk also. He called me and we had a long conversation because we are talking about our dog. I think I owe Derek a thank you because of him, I only get call from my friends. Believe it or not, I really appreciated those call and thanks guys for calling me.

I can sleep at anytime, anywhere and any public transport. I guess that trained since I was just a kid. I can sleep at car, bus, train, plane, lorry, ferry and name the whatever transportation. I can sleep at anywhere. I don't have sleeping problem unless when the time I think too much. Sometime I worry too much, I know is just too silly to think about someone that not even think about you.

I love small surprise. Still remember someone kissed me out of sudden during driving, That's a surprise cause i never expected that but I love it. I smiled and I feel happy and sweet. That just a memory that will always in my mind. Or someone hugged me and tell me everything gonna be okay and you are doing just good.

I am a blur person. I always need to find my keys, phone, wallet, or other stuff. And I always forget where I put those stuff. I just cannot remember it. And my sense of direction is very bad. I don't know how to differentiate right or left. I am a good secret keeper because I will forget the thing people told me if it is not important. People tell me secret because i will forget it the next day. I just don't like to gossip about people and I love to put more attention toward myself more than care about what others did.

I love photography. Not just viewing it, but also shooting it. I still learning and I hope I will be good in one day. Photo never lie (unless those portrait, photoshoped too much). There a story behind each photo, ( not the camwhore pic) and the story is depend on the viewer to interpret it. IT might be a sad story or a happy story in the same photo. And I want to be the one who write the story someday.

Everyone have different perspective about life. That's why we are breathing and living. We want to know what gonna happen next. Who don't want to be good looking, born in rich family, spoiled every moment of your life but that's only gonna happen in a few and you might not be the lucky one. But you should be grateful for who you are. You're amazing just the way you are.

Tell me, where do you find someone like me? Someone that are not good looking, not smart, not good in talking, simply not good in anything. But I still love myself no matter what others think about me cos this is my life and I living for myself.

Gonna write more next time. And I love people giving me feedback about my post. It make me feel like there are actually someone reading it. But if there are no reader, I still will continue to write it. Birthday is coming soon. Let's see anyone remember it

Ryan L
The Little Lion