Song For You

我們都別哭

當葉子隨著風離開了樹 變成花的禮物
When the leaves left the trees as the wind, it turned into a gift of flowers

那只是你啟程了旅途 不是結束

It just started your journey, not ending it.

時光比預料中來得殘酷 愛得越深越匆促

Time is more brutal than expected in, Love more deeply the more hasty

教人不得不學會祝福 你先走的 那一步

Teach people to have to learn to bless, when you are the one who leaving first.

hmm~我們都別哭 傷心會浪費你的呵護

We do not cry, sadness just will wasted your caring
愛~微笑著回顧 有你那段路 短暫卻幸福

Love ~ smile recalled the brief but happy period of road

當陽光帶走了露珠 我的眼眶起了霧

When the sun dew my eyes away from the fog

看不見可是我真實感觸 你輕撫 我皮膚
The one that can't see is my real feeling when u stroking my skin

hmm~我們都別哭 傷心會浪費你的呵護

We do not cry, sadness just will wasted your caring
愛~微笑著回顧 有你那段路 短暫卻幸福

Love ~ smile recalled the brief but happy period of road

不帶一絲哀傷緬懷 比淡忘更需要勇敢

Without a trace of sadness nostalgia need more brave than the forgotten

把回憶隨身攜帶 我相信 是愛

Carry the memories along and I believe it is love

hmm~我們都別哭 你要到更好的地方居住
We do not cry, you just going to a better place to stay

愛~再見面那天 我們再散步 一整個下午
Love. When the day we meet again, we shall walk for the whole afternoon
看一個人從生命淡出 不哭因為 很愛

When seeing someone is fading out from life. we do not cry because We loved once

Sorry for the poor translation. But this is a song for everyone when you are dealing with death or someone leaving... Is a great song.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Afraid of Losing

Do you ever imagine to losing someone close or precious to you? I can't because I just not ready for it yet. Just heard a sad news from a friend. If you had read my previous post, I had mentioned that my friend's friend mother was sick. And sadly she passed away. I just no like sad or bad news. It make me feel sad and emo. I am keep thinking what to say to my friend, any words to comfort him, but suddenly my mind went blank and there is just nothing i can do for him.

Everyone is afraid of losing. I guess no one is exception. Don't think you are strong enough to take it, when the time is come, you will lose all your pride, confident, or what makes you proud. and the sadness will overcome you in just a second. Do appreciate people around you. You might losing them in another minutes. Love your parents and family. Love your beloved and your friends. Love the strangers and your pet. Love everything that are alive in this earth. Most important, remember to love yourself.

Life is too short. Now i gonna do what I need to do. never regret in your life

Hope my friend and his friend will be fine.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Question, Answer

We always looking for answer, but do we asked the right question before looking for the answer? Most of the time, we just wish to listen or to get the answer that we desired, not the answer beyond the expectation. Ask yourself, is that true? I believe that is the human nature. I do that sometime. I just want to get the answer I want to listen. I hope for it. I pray for it, I even demand for it.

Few days back, a friend asked me a question. What would u say to a friend when his/her mother going to pass away soon. It make me think. and go blank for quite a long time. I just can't take it. I always tot I am very strong, but when come to my family. I just a little boy. I love my mother, father and my brothers. They are part of my life. I can't imagine someone going to lose their family. I'm sure that hurt a lot. And I no idea at all what to say if this happen to my friend. And I certainly do not wish that to happen to me. The question make me start think, how would I react if I am the one who going to lose any member of my family. I just could't take it. I guess I am too fragile in this matter.

We live, we died. It is the part of the life. We can't skip any part of it. But we can learn to deal with it. Not everyone live, but everyone do die. It is an important line to be remembered. Cos it help to bring us through the rough time when u need it.

Stop looking for the answer, just live your life and you shall get your answer. That's is so true. Don't be too easy to upset, cos sometime you will find that it not worth at all to waste all your time in such small matter. Be happy and optimistic.

Lately serious addicted to Heroes. There is one line I heart it so much.

‎"Death is the one thing that connects us all. Reminds us that what's really important is who we've touched, and... you know, how much we've given. Makes us realize that... we have to be good to one another."

Death is not scary, it just the matter of how do we deal with it and what we think about it. Enjoy your life while you are still breathing. And do not do thing you will regret because life is short, there is no time for u to live in regret.

*Pray hard for my friend's friend mother. Hope she shall be okay. As long you believe, there are always a miracle around you. Who knows?

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Smile

Smile, important tool in our life. I always believe that any awkward moment can be resolved by just smiling. I love people smiling. And I love to smile. Sometime is abit over but yeah, that's me. What inspire me to write this post is because of my Girlfriend song - Smile. MY music player just playing that song and i repeated that song for many many times. Suddenly, tears dropped down. Don't know why, suddenly feel sad. I believe that behind every smile, there's a story. And I still no idea my story is happy or sad. I try to make it happy but dont know why sometime will feel kinda lonely for no one understand me well. Not even myself. I just don't know me well. Need some time for myself,

Just dont feel like writing much now.

If you dont know the song, you should listen to it.. Is a GREAT one . I love my Girlfriend always.

Smile

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
you don't let it go let it go with it
'cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

[Bridge]
You said "Hey,
What's your name?"
it took one look
and now I'm not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you're the one to blame

[Chorus]
Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile

Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
your name was on me and my name was on you
I will do it all over again

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[Chorus]

SHe is just Simply fabtabulous.. LOVE ALL OF HER MUSIC.

Gonna Start practicing my smile for the graduation photo.... I need to have a great smile for the great moment in my life. And I notice that, many people are good in it. I think I had told some that they having a good smile and I shall learn from them. :)

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Inspiration

This is my Inspiration I hope you like it.

This is Your Life, Do what you LOVE, and do it Often.

If you Dont Like something, Change it

If you Dont like your job, QUIT

If you Dont have enough time, Stop Watching Tv

If you are looking for the one of your life, STOP!! They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.

Stop over anaylzing, all emotion is beautiful

When you eat, appreciate every last bite

Life is Simple. Open your mind, arms and heart to new things

And people, We are united in our differences

Ask the next person what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them.

Travel often, Getting lost will help you find yourself.

Some opportunities only come once, seize it.

Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them. So going out and start creating

Life is short. So live your dream and share your passion

I read it everyday and I love it.It helped me live my life. I hope it help people that are in lost mind now. Do remember : always love yourself and treat yourself better. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Short Update

Harlo, I'm feel bad for not updating my blog. Sorry for that. Gonna just briefly go through what happened in my life for last few days. First of all, result release. And I am not so happy with it, because I know I can do better than this, but is okay, last sem is here now. Gonna work hard and give the best of me to score the best.

Second, I decided to wait for next year to interview for cabin crew. I think I must at least finish up my study first. Cos this is the last semester now. I just dont want to give up now. So yeah, gonna chase my dream next year.

Third, just life is so complicated and yet so simple. What I get is never what I want. But I'm gonna just cope with it. Waiting is a long process but i guess the thing I can do is just wait. I dont like to wait but i'm used to wait.

Fourth, sometime all you need to do is just ask. If u wanna ask me out, just ask. If u wanna get my number, just ask, If you wanna see me, just ask.

Lastly, just gonna post one of my latest picture.

And I gonna love myself more before loving others :)

With Love, Ciao

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Respect

You Don't Get Respect Because You Want it; You Get Respect Because You Earn It

Now is 5.40 am. Is almost morning. Most of the people are snoring now or have a great adventure in the dreamland. For me is a sleepless night. Just do not feel like sleeping at all. Perhaps lots of thing bother in my mind. Result releasing soon and I think I not really do so well so kinda nervous for it. And the important decision I need to make. Lots of pressure from certain people who not really support me for it. I think I just should keep all to myself first before I make any decision. Listen Nicki Minaj and Beyonce make me more awake. I love Nicki's Super Bass and Beyonce's Why Don't You Love Me. Plus some Glee song. Big glee fans here. You can call me Gleek.

If you never listen to that two song before, you can give a try. Both are addictive and once you love it, you just can't stop listen to it. Gonna download it and one of the song in my Ipod.

As the title of this post is about Respect. Would like to write about something about religion. What make me feel like writing about it? Is cos of just watched a video about religion and respect, I think is a good topic to discuss. I am a free thinker. But I kinda special. Because I believe in God. I just do not define my God. I believe there are only one God. But non of the existing God in this world is my God. Hope I do not offence anyone. It just my personal point of view and something that I believe in. I do not deny the existent of other God, it just I choose to believe my own God. Plus I am not so religious person, So religion not really playing big part in my life. Mostly I choose to believe in People, Money, Power. These three thing is the thing I believe in the most.

I do not choose any religion does not mean I anti them. I do respect every religion. I respect some people need to pray before eating, I respect some might can't eat beef. I respect we need to take off shoes before walk into a temple. Actually all of this is so easy to be done, but why still people can't do it. Mostly is because of Ego. People are proud of their own religion and think other religion is silly or useless. This shall bring conflict among people. One of the reason I choose to become a free thinker is because I read some article when I was small kid and it about war caused by religion. Although not so understand in that time, but I decided not to choose any religion for my life. Religion suppose to make people feel safe, comfortable and have something to hold on when they are helpless, something to be the guidance when they need one. And religion is not an excuse to start a war or any fight or any bad activity. I hate that a lot. I hate people using religion to get what they want. I just don't like it.

Learn to respect is important. Even they are holding different perspective for living with you, but is their choice. Do respect it. Everyone have the right to live their live in their own way, no one can judge or say anything about it. I learn to respect by accepting it. Never judge someone you don't know. Besides religion, it is important to respect people who are different from you such as disability people, homosexual, transgender and etc. Respect any race no matter black or white or asian or others. They are born this way and there are nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you can start listen to Lady Gaga - Born This Way.

Respect play the important role in our life, once you learn how to respect, your life will be much more better. Trust me on that. I respect people so that people will respect me. Bow when you need to bow, say sorry when you need to say sorry. Keep quiet when it need to be quiet. Life will be much more better when you know how to respect people, religion, race, sexuality and even animals.

One word - RESPECT.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Water For Elephants

Water For Elephants starring by Robert Pattinson and Resse Witherspoon. This is a great movie. Out of 10, i will give 8.5. But I guess not everyone gonna like this movie as Twilight. Robert Pattinson was great in this movie. Totally better performance compare to Twilight Saga. And like always, Resse is a good actress. She look gorgeous in this movie. This definitely is one of the best movie of this year. Although I not yet watch Love and Other Drugs yet, but gonna watch it later. But still, I love No String Attached the most. Maybe the story of the movie is something I want but cannot want it. Perhaps in future, Perhaps only.

Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth

I love the tag line of the movie. Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth. Yeah, that's right. What is more interesting than our own life? We are the actor, director and script writer of our life. We decide how we gonna live our life . Life is a show, some people want it to be great and fun show, some might want to be dull and sad, it your choice to put on what show. For me, I would like a simple yet adventurous show. I always want to be someone simple and have a simple life. Wish to travel the world all by myself and record it with pictures and words. Will try something I would like to try but no chance to do it.

Favorite scene of the movie is when Robert dance with Resse, and the animals moments. The dance part is good. I love to do so when I got the chance. When u get into a relationship too long, sometime u forget that a small thing can be romantic, a slow dance can be captured someone heart again. We live so long , but we forget what we lived for.

Can I dance with you?

If you not yet watch the movie, I highly recommend this movie. Is entertaining, meaningful and Robert Pattinson is much more good looking in this movie. Love the way he look in this movie. Much more mature and handsome. Ciao now, gonna watch Love and Other Drugs.

And special thanks to my silent reader. You guys make me feel warm cos never thought someone gonna read my post. Thanks a lot. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Just A Dream

Today would like to write something about my dream. Perhaps some don't know. I came from a not so rich family. I won't say is poor but just enough to survive at Kuala Lumpur. So certain thing for me is a luxury thing. For example going other place to vacation. My family never have family trip like other family. Even to Port Dickson also don't have. So, when the time I was a small kid, I quite jealous other kids can go travel with family. But I think is not important cos born in this family shaped who am I today. My friends always think I am so kiasu because I always want to take high mark for my exam, the matter of fact is I just want to get good result to make sure I got better future. And yeah, I still getting good mark and sometime will very sad if I never get the mark I want. Not because of I kiasu, is because of I used to it. I just want to compete with myself, not with others. Till now, I still try to make myself the best I can, sometime is very tired. Sometime I hope to just relax myself but hardly to do it.

Sometime we just work and work and work, till one day we stopped and ask ourself : Why must I work so hard? what for I want to suffer myself to do all of these? Actually we know it, just we already forgot. Remember the first time you walk into the company or college, you promised yourself to be the best. Somehow if that job or course not the one you like, you do it just because people asked or just for living. We forget the dream we dreamed, we no longer dare to dream because dreaming cost a lot. To survive, we need to put our dream behind and face the reality. It so pathetic. For those who can work they Favorite thing as job, they are the most lucky person in the world because most people work for work only, not work for achieve the dream they set. We no long remember the passion during the kid and defeated by the money and desire.

Opps,crap too far away. Back to the topic. I think people who know me in person know i am short. Only 165cm. So sad, sometime I wish I can still grow taller. Is that too late for 21 years old boy? I think so. The dream I dreamed is something related to my height. Is my dream job. Actually from a small kid till now, i dreamed to become a cabin crew. Yeah, I know it just a dream cos I am short. But lately I found out that MAS only required at least 165cm. So I am thinking should I go interview or not. But I missed the KL session and the last session of interview is at Penang which is two weeks later. I am wondering should I go and try it. There's nothing wrong to try i guess. I will use this week to think about it. And if I going, then I need to take good care my face and get a nice hair cut.

Cabin Crew, my dream job. To fly over the world and service people. I like doing customer service. And get compliment from customer. And I love uniform. IT look smart. And no need to think what to wear to work. I know this job wont last forever. For certain age you need to stop flying around but who cares, most important is I get to travel around the world and learn about the world culture. I always love knowing new thing and learn new language. Although not so good in language but I will try to learn and improve like my English. I will learning because I know I am not good in it. So I accept any comment or correction from my friend cos I am learning from it.

Perhaps if I can't make it this year, I can try it next year. but I think it is good for me to travel to penang because the last time I was at penang was just a kid. So I can take this chance for the interview and travel to penang again after so many years.

You see the cute small kid? Yeah, that's me. During that time u still can take photo at the penang bridge. I guess it was so long ago right? Perhaps I should visit Penang again. Will think about it.

Will the dream job only just a dream? or it gonna become real? Let's see what happen after two week.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Holiday and Weird Dream

Yeah. I wasted my holiday by doing nothing. First of all, I sick for one week. Very sick that one. I had everything you can expect for sickness. Fever, flu, headache, body ache, vomit, diarrhea, dizzy and etc. So i just on my bed for one week. That goes one week of my holiday. Went to see doctor twice and took blood for test. My first time for blood test and cucuk twice somemore. It was kinda scary because I always scare injection. But i make it.

Let's see what I did for my holiday. NOTHING. omg. I think I need to plan out something for the one week that left. Gonna think about it. But still enjoying my relaxation at home, cos long time never really sit and lazying at home.

And I had a weird dream for few days. It is about I know a stranger girl and later she bought me one child and said is my baby boy. And he is sooooooooo cute. I love him so much, and i treat him as part of my life. Everyone in my family love him so much. But I do not get his name. I wonder what's his name. I started to miss him already. Such a cute little boy and he is my baby boy. I start to think, will I have my baby boy in the future? I dream about that baby boy for few days and I am happy with it. Aiyo, I am too young to be a father la. but he is simply so cute. If he is my son, i will do anything for him. And he do look like me. An adorable boy. Who knows someday I might really have my own child?

Thats all for this post. Shall update more soon. hope I figure out what to do for my holiday.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

To Mr Ryan L ( 31 years old)

This is a letter to Mr.31 Years old Ryan L. What makes me feel like writing this, the reason is simple. just want myself to look back to back all the time.

Dear Mr. 31 years old Ryan,

Now, you must be a very successful guys. I wish you were a successful or not you will be someone who in the middle age with nothing and living in misery and complaint about everything everyday. I would imagine you as amazing as Mr J.O. Someone who are amazing in person. You will be more charming, manly, handsome and attractive now. No longer have the childlike look and grown up to be a real man. Having the strong arm you always wanted, height can't be change but at least you look great in your height. At least reached your ideal weight and no tummy please, please do not have any tummy. It surely look ugly on you. NO NO NO NO.

By the time you are 31, you are in the peak of your career, you very busy everyday. OT everyday, sometime weekend also need to work. Either u working in a big company or you already started your own company. The job selection is something you like and you wont regret you had choosen it. Do you remember your own quote of the life. I'm sure you do, because that's the way we both live the life. Never let go of the line, : NEVER REGRET NO MATTER WHAT. Your life will all about working and success. Other element must not in it. This time, there should be no one ever dare to down look on you again, no one will say anything bad thing behind you now.

You do know right? You dont need to be rich to gain any respect from people. You just need to prove yourself is the best. that's more than enough. You need to stand on the highest point but is okay to fall down. People fall, most of the time they stand back and be proud again. Is okay to be failed because we only learn from the mistake so dont cry for nothing, always do hold for something.

You should driving your dream car when you are 31 because your dream car is sooooooooooooooo achievable. Or u already passed your dream car stage and moved to the next higher level. You should already have your own condo and getting ready to buy the second one which is land house. that's important because owning three houses is your dream. make it work no matter what. but don't rob. okay?

Your fashion taste should still the same should moved to higher level and better taste. You love yourself more than ever. And that's the most important. Love part? Let the fate decided for me. I never plan for my love. that's stupid for planning it.

That's all for now.

Good luck to you Mr. 21 years old Ryan. 10 years for you to work on that.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Relax Movie Day

So yeah, Finished one paper and lazy-ing around and reluctant to start my study for the next paper and headed for movie at Pavilion. Wednesday always is my movie day. I such a movie freak cause I love movie alooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot. I watch any good, bad, chinese, english even got one time watched a malay movie before and still enjoyed it.I'm such a Crazy movie fans. I can live without night activity but for hell not without movie. So, the best tool to ask me out is to ask me go for a movie. And yeah, mostly 9 out of 10 I promise to go out.

The day was like usual. Dinner, walk around then movie. The dating routine never change and nothing to change also. I enjoyed that way. Usually will buy ticket online then do the collection when I reach there. After that, walked awhile with date and dinner time. We walked to Fahrenheit 88 for sushi. OMG la.. Sushi again. I know right. Always sushi....... but any better suggestion for dinner? I just not too fancy about food, anything that are eatable is ok for me. Basically not willing to spend much money for food. Typical kiamsiap(stingy) guy. KEsian my date, always need to take photo for me. Cos I just love to record down the precious moment with photo. But I'm sure my date is ok one. No worry.

Nice Sushi @ Sushi Zanmai

Posing with the menu.. LAME!

The guy behind so sampat laaaaa... Is all about me okay? Just kidding.

Yesterday was watched Men suddenly in love. Typical Hong Kong comedy movie. Nothing so special about it. Hmm.. worth to watch on wednesday, Not recommended for weekend movie. For me, weekend movie should be something like Sucker Punch, Inception or Rango is good.

Don't Go Breaking My heart is strongly recommended for Chinese romantic comedy. I simply love that movie. Who would u choose? Daniel Wu? Louise Koo? The storyline is good. We are always loving someone and there always someone who love us. It depend on us to choose the love who love us or the one we love? I know that the one I love will not love me, the I should go for the one who loved me. I guess if I am that girl, I also will make the same decision as her. So who had she choosen? Watch it yourself. :) Each of us will have different perspective for love. Some might want a love that last forever, some might want dont wish to settle down and be playful. Actually no one is right or wrong. it depend on what in your mindset. As long you think that is okay to do it, then just go ahead and do it. I do not know love well as I consider myself still a young one and one day I shall know what love mean to me, and for now I will just be myself and do whatever I want. Love? something I don't know and wish to know her. So hell yeah, I always a love supporter. :)

So, that's all for today updates. I shall update more since I got a dinner for friday. See ya, Ciao. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion