Like The Movie

Describe yourself with a type of movie. My answer will be : Boring yet meaningful artistic movie. It will be nominated for Oscar but not good enough to win it. That's the only tweet I posted today. Life is a like the movie, some people like The Notebook, some people like the Sex and the City, some people like My Sister Keeper or Life as We know it. I try hard to think what movie should belong to me. I choose not to choose one. I shall create and direct my own movie. I don't know how many people watched Finding Neverland before. It is about the author of Peter Pan. How's he created Peter Pan. I think if must choose one movie to represent myself, I would go for this movie. This is one of the best movie of all times. I must be watched this movie more than 15 times. The storyline is very simple, the casting is good. I don't know why I like it but for liking something, there's no need always to have a reason to do so.

I consider myself as a very lucky boy. My family is not very wealthy but consider happy one. That's make me motivate myself to work harder, to earn more money, to get a better house for my family. It is one kind of motivation for me.Some people are very lucky to born at rich family but born at poor family do not mean you are unlucky. Poor doesn't mean the end of the world, it mean you been given the chance to create your own wealth. So now I'm gonna just work harder and save up all my money. Start to plan about my future. Actually in mind, there's a plan but I guess that plan won't work for now. Gonna come up with another one.

In term of friend, I also very lucky because I always to get know some great people. I always cherish the friendship. It not easy to build up a friendship. Hi-bye friend is everywhere but friend that really take you as friend and cherish you I think should not more than 5 to 10. I think you no need to have a lot of friends but a good one few is enough. I am super lucky to have Mr. Yap as my best friend of all time. We know each other almost 10 years. What make us such good friend? We always think alike, we always come out with the same words in the same time. It just like we can read each other mind. And our birthday just one day different so we celebrate our birthday together every year since form 1. He always support me and I always have his back for everything. Lately happened something and it show that our friendship is true and valuable. I okay with those backstab people, just not gonna waste my time to angry them. I'm appreciated what Mr. Yap did for me and if that happen to him, I'm gonna do that for him too. Besides Mr. Yap, I still got lot of friends that treat me very well and some even take me as their brother. As the eldest son, I always hope for have a brother that will take care of me and I just love that feeling when people treat me as their little brother, That's hard to get a true friend but I know I have you guys. 

And I am super lucky and grateful for my outlook. I not those very handsome or cute guy and I think if I walked by you, you will never notice me at all. But I love the way I look and I need to thanks my parents for giving me this normal appearance. I don't have the charming double lidded eyes, but I love my sepet small eyes. I am not tall but this height do bring me some advantage which I do not plan to tell. I think my ears is big but that's make me look special. I'll never be the leading role but I think I good enough to be the supporting role, which already enough for me. 

I got the storyline, the casting and the thing I need for my movie. I think this movie gonna be a great one and I'm not gonna have any regret in my life. Because I have the best people in my movie and I'm glad they in it. Thank You. 

Thanks Ricky
http://rickycarter93.blogspot.com/2011/11/there-is-place-for-us.html

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Someone Like You

You walked by and never noticed me. I know,I really know. I am nothing to you now.  I think You already forget me. Is okay, I told myself everything gonna be okay but i guess not. The scene of you and me, flashed back like the old movie, black and white image, I try to remember the dialogue between the scene but I can't. The memory is fading, I no longer remember what you said to me, i no longer remember what you said when you holding my hand, i not remember why we hugged. I just do not remember it. But I still remember your the way you smell, I remember your smile to me when I did something stupid, and I remember the way you wish me good night. I know is sad that the one who stand next to you is other people now, but I guess that is the fate.

Adele said : Nevermind I'll find someone like you. But I wish I do not need to find it because you are the one and only I need. There will be no one as good as you, no one know me like you. Perhaps I should just let you go, and wipe off the moment we had. Let's everything go and not even the memory. How I wish I can delete you just like delete a file. Delete you and never restore back. Just like you never exist in my life.

The day I meet you I know you're the one. I love the way you talk, you always make me smile, I love the way you walk, you always lead the way. I love the way you make the decision and I no need to worry about anything. I remember the first time you hold my hand, and tell me everything gonna be fine. I remember the first time we kissed and you tell me you will never let go my hand. I promised you I won't cry, but i'm sorry i broke our promise. That's just too much for me.

I think I'm born to love you. and I really love you. I wish nothing but the best for you, so I let you go, even I love you. Who really truly wish your ex happy? I think not me. But everything gonna be fine. I must believe that everything gonna be fine.

p/s: that's not my story.  just not belong to me anymore.
p/s 2 : And This really not my story

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Food and The Little Lion

I noticed that I like to take food with food. Yea, take photo with the food, not take the photo of the food. Just looked through my facebook photo album and kinda lot of photo posing with food or drink. Actually I do love to take photo when I think my look is okay, so when people ask me to take photo, usually i wont reject. Some people if u want to take photo with them, I think is harder than meet the pm. They will give u lot of excuses. But just a photo won't cost you anything right? unless you are superstar and someone will misuse your photo, if not, just stand there and say : cheeeeeese. Done... it wont take you 1 minutes. Unless you want to try out different pose, then take a few photo and pick the nicest one.

My friends like to warn me : Please do not upload those ugly photo. Because sometime I just too lazy to filter the photo and just upload it all. But now I will do filter and only upload the nice nice one. Never let people to see your ugly sides. All human are realistic one, they might dont want talk to you after seeing your ugly picture.

If next time got chance to ask me out, do take a photo with me. I love to do so but too shy to ask. Perhaps I should practice my smile more. I need to smile better for my graduation photo in future. MUST learn how to show teeth when smile.

Here is some photo I grab from my facebook album :

But I do long time no take my own picture already. Perhaps getting older make me feel like should be more mature? But still got a lot of mature guy camwhore also. So is okay la. I will take more photo of myself. But hopefully wont hurt your eyes due to my ugliness and silliness.I think I do look like a small kids in those picture. but I'm little lion ma..... so is okay . ( sorry for my bad writing :P)

And if you noticed the changes in my blog, you will see there a youtube video at the side. Yeah, I think the song is cute. The song called : The Lion sleep tonight. I think it fit the theme of the blog, and I do love the song. Something special for me

That's all for now. As promised I will upload the Orange series photo next post. :)


Ryan L
The Little Lion

Short Update

Harlo, I'm feel bad for not updating my blog. Sorry for that. Gonna just briefly go through what happened in my life for last few days. First of all, result release. And I am not so happy with it, because I know I can do better than this, but is okay, last sem is here now. Gonna work hard and give the best of me to score the best.

Second, I decided to wait for next year to interview for cabin crew. I think I must at least finish up my study first. Cos this is the last semester now. I just dont want to give up now. So yeah, gonna chase my dream next year.

Third, just life is so complicated and yet so simple. What I get is never what I want. But I'm gonna just cope with it. Waiting is a long process but i guess the thing I can do is just wait. I dont like to wait but i'm used to wait.

Fourth, sometime all you need to do is just ask. If u wanna ask me out, just ask. If u wanna get my number, just ask, If you wanna see me, just ask.

Lastly, just gonna post one of my latest picture.

And I gonna love myself more before loving others :)

With Love, Ciao

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Holiday and Weird Dream

Yeah. I wasted my holiday by doing nothing. First of all, I sick for one week. Very sick that one. I had everything you can expect for sickness. Fever, flu, headache, body ache, vomit, diarrhea, dizzy and etc. So i just on my bed for one week. That goes one week of my holiday. Went to see doctor twice and took blood for test. My first time for blood test and cucuk twice somemore. It was kinda scary because I always scare injection. But i make it.

Let's see what I did for my holiday. NOTHING. omg. I think I need to plan out something for the one week that left. Gonna think about it. But still enjoying my relaxation at home, cos long time never really sit and lazying at home.

And I had a weird dream for few days. It is about I know a stranger girl and later she bought me one child and said is my baby boy. And he is sooooooooo cute. I love him so much, and i treat him as part of my life. Everyone in my family love him so much. But I do not get his name. I wonder what's his name. I started to miss him already. Such a cute little boy and he is my baby boy. I start to think, will I have my baby boy in the future? I dream about that baby boy for few days and I am happy with it. Aiyo, I am too young to be a father la. but he is simply so cute. If he is my son, i will do anything for him. And he do look like me. An adorable boy. Who knows someday I might really have my own child?

Thats all for this post. Shall update more soon. hope I figure out what to do for my holiday.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random Me

Today had finished one of my paper- moral paper. Actually not much theory, just all about your opinion. Hope I did well on that. No expectation, No dissapointment. I learn though mistake and I stand up again. This semester I must do well. Not for other but myself. After the exam, my crazy classmates go all the way to chow kit for chicken rice. Don't know how many time we went there for lunch but the great is all about we still very good to each other. Love my classmates.

During the lunch time, we talked about my 21st birthday. Yeah, I am turning 21 soon. But not soon as like next month. Still have few months to go, and this time during my birthday, everyone don't know at where already cos we will be graduated before my birthday. But I hope so much to celebrate my birthday with them since already 2 years celebrate with them, it make me feel great when having fun and joke with my classmates. Really do not hope to graduate so fast laaaaaa.....

Next paper up for is entrepreneurship which will at next tuesday. So I still got some time to study and do my study note. So, now just gonna relax and watch How I met your mother. Thanks to my brother, I kinda addicted to this drama.

Lastly I end my post with a random photo of me. :p Exclusive for my blog reader. I just uploaded to my bloggie only. Shall update again. Ciao

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Giving Up, Let Go

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go

I will be fine. Thanks. I will be strong again for myself and get over everything.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Small Update

hey fellow, such a long time never update here. I am apologize for the late update. I do know is time to revive my lovely bloggie. Actually after chinese new year was my new sem to start. Was being busy for doing my assignment for the last 7 weeks. And it finally come to the final stage. One more presentation to go only. basically i think kinda lazy to update what happen before. And I guess i shall start with what happen now.

Now i am sitting at the Starsbucks at Berjaya Times Square and drinking my GreenTean Frappuccino without cream. Awww.. MY fav of all time at starbucks. The drink is great but the environment is bit noisy for me as everyone is talking very loud and walking here and there. I would prefer to sit at some place which are quiet and peaceful and i can enjoy my drink and sometime i will bring my book to read. But today I only bring out my lappy and so i start blogging now.

Time does files. And so fast I gonna have my finals soon and I hope i will do well for that. Last sem was not so well due to dont know what. This sem is much more easy because only 2 subject and i will excel it

That's all for now since i not really in mood of blog and so noisy here... Ciao

The Little Lion

Ryan L

Homecoming

Few more days will be Chinese New year. Excited ? hmm... Kinda la.. For what? maybe because long time stayed at outside. So back to home is really feel good. Although not far, but sometime is kinda lazy lazy to travel. But it always good to be at home. And i love it alot. Lately watched two chinese new year movie - Great day and homecoming. For me, great day was just ok ok only. Not really as good as I expected. Many people said it was touching, but for me, maybe too cold blooded, i think it just normal only. I more prefer homecoming. Dont know why. I just think it is much more better.

So this is just a short update. Sunday went out with Daren and Wilson. Had a great hang out session with them. So this is the photo of the day :

Wilson and me

Daren and me

So I gonna wish all the Chinese have a prosperous Chinese new year. And for other enjoys the Holiday season and experience the great day... Hopefully I also get get more angpow this year, although i know still will the same

Ciao, xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Procrastination

Yes.. I am Procrastinate... Damn la. I want to be focus on my study. Too many temptation. Less of determination. Too many reasons and excuses, too less of focus. Perhaps I should start thinking what will happen if I failed this paper. I need to resit again, Not only the money problem, but also the face problem. How can someone fail such easy paper!! Yeah... So I decided tomorrow morning will go to library. At home I just hardly can focus on my note. DECIDED. Library tomorrow.

Since this post nothing much to talk about, let me just share two photo with you guys.

Personally, I love this picture. This was taken using my phone apps. I love the retro feel. For me, this kind of lamp post is memorable. Although I do not live at that era, but I love the feel. The Shanghai feel. And This is only one of the picture. I shall share the other one next time...

Of cos, This is the handsome lion...( just kidding, Dont throw eggs on me). I love this pic... Although this not the latest one, but the lighting and the feeling is good. and most important, I look good... :) I am so vain.. someone please slap me

So that's all for today. Shall back to study.. thanks for reading. Although dont know anyone is reading or not...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year 2011... !! Hurray....

A whole new year for a better me and life. I Wish all my friend will have a great year ahead. You know I love you guys. Had a great countdown for the new year at One Utama. But din took much photo, but I do got food indulgence for you guys... Let's See what I had for the Last Dinner of 2010 and First Lunch of 2011.

My last dinner was at Sushi Zanmai, One Utama. I had a great night at there. Although not like other people head to club and jump around, but simple celebration is what I wanted as like this year resolution. Simple life for simple people.

yummy... That is just a part of the dinner. So, This is my Last Dinner of 2010.

This is my First Lunch of 2011. Ikea. Love the french Fries. Not really a big fans of the meatball cause I seldom eat meet.

Snowflake for my dessert... Yum yum....

So, here come the most important part - Resolution of 2011

Last year resolution, Out of 10, I achieved 8 thing I wanted to do the most... So Happy. So, let's hope this year will be better.

1. First and the most important, I want to graduate with good CGPA for my Diploma. This is important, I need put my focus into it.

2. Secondly, I hope I will be healthy. No need to be too good, but no too sick. Sometime, sick can make me think better. but please not too sick ya.

3. This one is suppose to finish in 2010, but nevermind. I bring forward to this year. To get my driving licences. I want to drive so much. Sometime is bit tired la.... to take public transport.

4. Next, I want to build a better body. This is different from the second one. I want six packs and strong arms. To wear my first singlet. Hehehe.. *evil smile.

5. I wish will get to travel to more places. No need to be other country. Perhaps just in Msia. Since I not yet been to lot of place yet. So, I hope to travel more to see further world.

6. I hope my 21 birthday bash will be a great great one. OMG... I love my birthday. Last two year was great . And I hope this year will be super great.

7. My luckily 7, I want to hope my beloved family and friends to be in good condition and always be nice to me.... I love you guys, kay?

8. I want to be bit greedy for no.8. I want Fred Perry, a bow tie, a new shoes, a new lappy, a new pants, and a new hope

9. I want to start collecting my idol album, My Tanya Chua and Chris Daughtry... Love the so much...

10. I just wish all this wish will come true.... Get to know more friends. Update my blog more, more handsome and good looking. Get richer and richer. Get loved by every of my friends. OMG, i am just too greedy.

That's all for now.. Thanks for reading.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sick

Today. I am sick. And I notice that the last time I visited doctor was few year back.. Perhaps when I was 10 years old? I never like to walk into hospital or clinic. It make me feel bad. Actually I not really want to see doctor, my friend insists of bringing me there. So I am there. The other reason I dont like to visit doctor is I scare of injection. Yeah... I know you are laughing. Seriously, everyone seem like is a good liar and keep telling people injection is not pain. Actually it do pain a lot. And I not really this kind of pain lover. You can laugh as loud as you want, but i still strongly believe that injection is pain. Luckily my fever was not so serious. So the doctor just gave me some medicine and some advise that I listened from everyone : Drink more water and rest more. Like Duh... I knew you gonna say that. But what comfort me the most, is the caring from my friend and the one I most care. As long I listened to the snoring at the night time, I will be peaceful. It like a music for me, and I appreciated it. I know I gonna be fine

I hate being sick. Everytime before fever, I surely need to go to hell first. I think hell is cold. And each time before I get into my fever, I will freeze till I cant move or talk or walk.... I don't know why, but each time that happen, I know I gonna sick. The feeling is cant be described by words. I only can tell you it is damn freaking cold even I wear the thickest cloth and off the fans. It still cold. I not a fans of coldness. So it kinda annoying me.

Lastly, I wish I get well soon. It is a good thing to sick now because I having my finals soon. So it will be worst if i sick one week later. I surely cant focus on my exam. I dont want that to be happen. So, as the pro said, always look at the positive side of each thing, For this case, the positive side is I sick now, then wont be sick for a period anymore, at least not my exam period. So Yeah.. I am gladful.

I think my Christmas was not bad. Went dinner with Alec and finally get a chance to meet with Raymond. I think both of them is super nice. And I so glad I am sick after Christmas.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random # 3

'Do you know hard work do not mean success? Do you know you might not get any pay back even you work so hard?'

'Yeah, I know. I know. But the problem is with all these expectation, it crash me down after know I can't get it.'

It happen to everyone. Included me. Life is a movie, you just need to play your own character well. you are always the leading role actor in your movie. Don't care about what others said, you are the best and no one going to bring you down.

Note to myself, love myself more, more my friends even more. Even there is no hand for me to hold, but there is always a shoulder to be borrowed. I know I will get it when I need it.

I hope I can go a trip alone.. go to some place that i dont know at all, take some nice picture and experience the different culture. I want to run away ...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Lion

Can I ?

I tried my best, can I give up now? Can I not to hold on my tear? Can I walk away just like that? The answer mostly is a NO. We are held on different kind of responsibility. As a student, to get a good result. As a son, must be good for your parents. As a friend, I do not wish to pretend but sometime a mask is necessary.

If life is a circle, eventually we all will come back to the same point. So, there is no need to feel sad about losing something or someone, because in the end, we all lost it. Because no one ever owned it before. It's like holding the string of a kite, sometime you just need to let it go, for the kite to fly higher. There is no use to keep holding on it, you only will get nothing in the end, let go sometime is a wise choice.

Life is too serious to be taken seriously. I just want to laugh when i want to laugh, Cry when i need to cry, jump when I am excited. No need to be the one that hide behind the wall and can't do anything.

I love the room without any light, just me and me. I can see clearly, think wisely, talk better. I enjoyed to talk to myself. Because the only one to know best about you is you. This will be another random post. Just feel like writing something after listen to a sad song. And I love to sit alone to watch sunset. I just into it so much...

I walk and walk, I fell down and I stand up and walk again

Ryan L

The Little Lion

De-stress

Exam coming in less than one week. And i going to be less online and blogging for from now on.

But I will try my best to update my blog when I am free. This week was not bad. Trying my best to put myself into the exam mood but the feeling is not right for now. Too playful. And need to get ready for 5 subject of exam. To make myself not so stress, i come out something that are kinda funny. I notice that i got one picture that look almost same as Kylie Minogue latest album - Aphrodite. Here are the one :

Haha.. I do think it is kinda funny.. something that help me to de-stress.

That's all of this random post. Update more soon.

p/s: They say that nobody is perfect. Then they tell you practice makes perfect. But i am nobody, so I am perfect

Ryan L

The Little Lion

August

1st of August, a whole new month for me. Going to start busy. Although finished all my assignment and coursework for this semester, but exam is coming soon. No more time to relax and play around. I guess I need to study hard for this semester because I am taking one language subject that I completely no idea what is that about. In fact, I dont like non-English subject, it make my life miserable. That subject is Japaneses. I do not hate it, I just dont like it. Seeing my classmate all starting to mastering the language with writing and reading and I am behind alone with not even know how to read or write yet, I think i need to put in much more effort compare to the other.Lazy me.

Lately just feeling out of inspiration to update my blog.. but one of my friend -Winshen said to me : Do not look for inspiration, Just live your life, and inspiration will come to you. I am totally agree with him. But he is leaving Malaysia soon.. So sad. I will miss you alot buddy. but i guess we shall keep in touch with each other with MSN, Facebook, Blog and Email.

My life? Actually mostly is all about study, friends and now one more love life. I enjoying taking photo, of cos not only being a camwhore, but also snaping great memory and the view I think is great. Although do not have a good camera, but I do not let that become the my excuse to not taking a good photo. I use whatever I have and produce my own image. Although not as good as DSLR or compact camera, but my phone still can said as not bad in taking photo. I do not like to edit my photo, one of the main reason is I am lazy. Plus I do love original photo. But I guess I need to start to learn how to edit the photo to make it look better.

Here are some of the photo I snaped lately :

I love sunset, in another word - I lazy to wake up to snap sunrise...that's why still dont have sunrise in my collection. This one was taken during the time I at Wangsa Maju LRT station waiting for LRT. The colour of the sky is fascinating.. It amused me to look at it for long time. ( actually not long also.. just few minutes cos the train came after I snap this.. :p)

This is the other one sunset shot, but this one is taken from my room. The sky view from my room. This is the only part of sky I can see,small but great view. I love the purple colour. Overall it is one of my favorite shot.

Mostly when you view my photo collection, you will see that most of the photo is sky view. Yeah, I love sky view. The header of my blog, 4 different sky view, 4 different colour, 4 different feeling, was my collection. I snap all of it, and I love it. I love to look into the sky, I love different shape of cloud, I love when it is raining, now i just need a sunrise, anyone want to go see sunrise with me? Perhaps a hiking? Or beach side?

In another 84 days will be my big day. Cant wait for it. I know still early but I am nervous to turn 20....

p/s : Going to change my posting and writing style and photo posting slowly.. stay tune to know more.. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Pain

If you do know me, You will surely know that I always get hurt, i will always get my head knocked into something. For example, i knocked my head into the wall, the door before. Dont know why lately my both leg get hurt.... M eyes dont know why will feel pain suddenly... and become reddish and watery... but now getting better

The Reddish and watery Eye
This one is i scratched myself accidently.. but no pain de
This one i really no idea how do I get it... at first it is very pain and dark in colour.. now i also dont know become what colour de.. got purple, yellow. green.. so colourful...

Hopefully dont hurt myself de...

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Myself

There is something about me. I got a pair of small eyes, but i love it. It make me look cute sometime. Then i got a pair of kinda big ears, I not really like it but it make me look special. I not those kind of handsome guy, but i do believe that i am a good person. (ini orang tak malu) but who care, I do love myself :p

Actually this one is simply a crapping post cos i no idea what to update, just put my latest picture..that is how i look like now.. :)

Ryan L

The Littly Lion

Moon

It is seldom to see moon from my window. but i saw it and it make me think of you

and the moon is just fascinating

Hope you are thinking me too...

Ryan L

The Little Lion