Like The Movie

Describe yourself with a type of movie. My answer will be : Boring yet meaningful artistic movie. It will be nominated for Oscar but not good enough to win it. That's the only tweet I posted today. Life is a like the movie, some people like The Notebook, some people like the Sex and the City, some people like My Sister Keeper or Life as We know it. I try hard to think what movie should belong to me. I choose not to choose one. I shall create and direct my own movie. I don't know how many people watched Finding Neverland before. It is about the author of Peter Pan. How's he created Peter Pan. I think if must choose one movie to represent myself, I would go for this movie. This is one of the best movie of all times. I must be watched this movie more than 15 times. The storyline is very simple, the casting is good. I don't know why I like it but for liking something, there's no need always to have a reason to do so.

I consider myself as a very lucky boy. My family is not very wealthy but consider happy one. That's make me motivate myself to work harder, to earn more money, to get a better house for my family. It is one kind of motivation for me.Some people are very lucky to born at rich family but born at poor family do not mean you are unlucky. Poor doesn't mean the end of the world, it mean you been given the chance to create your own wealth. So now I'm gonna just work harder and save up all my money. Start to plan about my future. Actually in mind, there's a plan but I guess that plan won't work for now. Gonna come up with another one.

In term of friend, I also very lucky because I always to get know some great people. I always cherish the friendship. It not easy to build up a friendship. Hi-bye friend is everywhere but friend that really take you as friend and cherish you I think should not more than 5 to 10. I think you no need to have a lot of friends but a good one few is enough. I am super lucky to have Mr. Yap as my best friend of all time. We know each other almost 10 years. What make us such good friend? We always think alike, we always come out with the same words in the same time. It just like we can read each other mind. And our birthday just one day different so we celebrate our birthday together every year since form 1. He always support me and I always have his back for everything. Lately happened something and it show that our friendship is true and valuable. I okay with those backstab people, just not gonna waste my time to angry them. I'm appreciated what Mr. Yap did for me and if that happen to him, I'm gonna do that for him too. Besides Mr. Yap, I still got lot of friends that treat me very well and some even take me as their brother. As the eldest son, I always hope for have a brother that will take care of me and I just love that feeling when people treat me as their little brother, That's hard to get a true friend but I know I have you guys. 

And I am super lucky and grateful for my outlook. I not those very handsome or cute guy and I think if I walked by you, you will never notice me at all. But I love the way I look and I need to thanks my parents for giving me this normal appearance. I don't have the charming double lidded eyes, but I love my sepet small eyes. I am not tall but this height do bring me some advantage which I do not plan to tell. I think my ears is big but that's make me look special. I'll never be the leading role but I think I good enough to be the supporting role, which already enough for me. 

I got the storyline, the casting and the thing I need for my movie. I think this movie gonna be a great one and I'm not gonna have any regret in my life. Because I have the best people in my movie and I'm glad they in it. Thank You. 

Thanks Ricky
http://rickycarter93.blogspot.com/2011/11/there-is-place-for-us.html

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Ask

Sometime what u need to do is just ask. Just do not assume anything for me. I don't like it.

If you want my number, Ask me, I usually will give my number unless u annoyed me.

If you want to go out with me, Just ask me. If i have the free time, i will go out for sure.

If you want to get something from me, all you need to do is just ask. If i can give it, i will give.

Just do not assume.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Smile

Smile, important tool in our life. I always believe that any awkward moment can be resolved by just smiling. I love people smiling. And I love to smile. Sometime is abit over but yeah, that's me. What inspire me to write this post is because of my Girlfriend song - Smile. MY music player just playing that song and i repeated that song for many many times. Suddenly, tears dropped down. Don't know why, suddenly feel sad. I believe that behind every smile, there's a story. And I still no idea my story is happy or sad. I try to make it happy but dont know why sometime will feel kinda lonely for no one understand me well. Not even myself. I just don't know me well. Need some time for myself,

Just dont feel like writing much now.

If you dont know the song, you should listen to it.. Is a GREAT one . I love my Girlfriend always.

Smile

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
you don't let it go let it go with it
'cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

[Bridge]
You said "Hey,
What's your name?"
it took one look
and now I'm not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you're the one to blame

[Chorus]
Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile

Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
your name was on me and my name was on you
I will do it all over again

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[Chorus]

SHe is just Simply fabtabulous.. LOVE ALL OF HER MUSIC.

Gonna Start practicing my smile for the graduation photo.... I need to have a great smile for the great moment in my life. And I notice that, many people are good in it. I think I had told some that they having a good smile and I shall learn from them. :)

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Short Update

Harlo, I'm feel bad for not updating my blog. Sorry for that. Gonna just briefly go through what happened in my life for last few days. First of all, result release. And I am not so happy with it, because I know I can do better than this, but is okay, last sem is here now. Gonna work hard and give the best of me to score the best.

Second, I decided to wait for next year to interview for cabin crew. I think I must at least finish up my study first. Cos this is the last semester now. I just dont want to give up now. So yeah, gonna chase my dream next year.

Third, just life is so complicated and yet so simple. What I get is never what I want. But I'm gonna just cope with it. Waiting is a long process but i guess the thing I can do is just wait. I dont like to wait but i'm used to wait.

Fourth, sometime all you need to do is just ask. If u wanna ask me out, just ask. If u wanna get my number, just ask, If you wanna see me, just ask.

Lastly, just gonna post one of my latest picture.

And I gonna love myself more before loving others :)

With Love, Ciao

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Small Update

hey fellow, such a long time never update here. I am apologize for the late update. I do know is time to revive my lovely bloggie. Actually after chinese new year was my new sem to start. Was being busy for doing my assignment for the last 7 weeks. And it finally come to the final stage. One more presentation to go only. basically i think kinda lazy to update what happen before. And I guess i shall start with what happen now.

Now i am sitting at the Starsbucks at Berjaya Times Square and drinking my GreenTean Frappuccino without cream. Awww.. MY fav of all time at starbucks. The drink is great but the environment is bit noisy for me as everyone is talking very loud and walking here and there. I would prefer to sit at some place which are quiet and peaceful and i can enjoy my drink and sometime i will bring my book to read. But today I only bring out my lappy and so i start blogging now.

Time does files. And so fast I gonna have my finals soon and I hope i will do well for that. Last sem was not so well due to dont know what. This sem is much more easy because only 2 subject and i will excel it

That's all for now since i not really in mood of blog and so noisy here... Ciao

The Little Lion

Ryan L

Procrastination

Yes.. I am Procrastinate... Damn la. I want to be focus on my study. Too many temptation. Less of determination. Too many reasons and excuses, too less of focus. Perhaps I should start thinking what will happen if I failed this paper. I need to resit again, Not only the money problem, but also the face problem. How can someone fail such easy paper!! Yeah... So I decided tomorrow morning will go to library. At home I just hardly can focus on my note. DECIDED. Library tomorrow.

Since this post nothing much to talk about, let me just share two photo with you guys.

Personally, I love this picture. This was taken using my phone apps. I love the retro feel. For me, this kind of lamp post is memorable. Although I do not live at that era, but I love the feel. The Shanghai feel. And This is only one of the picture. I shall share the other one next time...

Of cos, This is the handsome lion...( just kidding, Dont throw eggs on me). I love this pic... Although this not the latest one, but the lighting and the feeling is good. and most important, I look good... :) I am so vain.. someone please slap me

So that's all for today. Shall back to study.. thanks for reading. Although dont know anyone is reading or not...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Great Movie of 2010

Yeah... I want to write about some great movie I watched for the year 2010... It been a long year and I had a great time with my friends and myself. As you know, I am a huge movie fans. I enjoy watching movie. It feel great when siting inside cinema and watching good movie. It just a enjoyable moment.

The best movie of the year, Indeed with no doubt - Inception

It is a great movie. With great storyline, nice arranged plot, great casting. It is a brand new idea and new movie concept. Everything start with a small thought, small thought involved into idea and eventually it will change the person or even the mind. The mission is to put this small thought into the person mind. It is a excited movie, If want to rate from 1 to 10, this movie will get 9 1/2. All time fav... Would like to watch it again when got chance.

Second movie that I love so much is a chinese movie. Nowadays I very seldom to watch chinese movie at cinema because i think it is not worth to pay so much to watch in the cinema with such production, but Bruce Lee, My Brother was an exception. It was a Damn freaking good movie. I all everything about it. From the story, casting, music, and even the fashion and the colour. It is a colourful movie. I also want to dance anytime I want, cha cha all the way. The way the director direct this movie is so artisic. I love the retro and vantage style of it. It just a damn good movie.

Third one would be the 3D movie - Tron Legacy. Although many people said it not as good as expectation. But for me, it is great. The visual effect, the story is new. And it just on cinema, If you haven watch it, do find a chance to watch it, for me, this is a worth to watch movie. For you? I dont know. But just give yourself a chance for this great movie.

Fourth will be a very sensible movie. Eat, Pray, Love. This movie talk about how a lady finding herself. She lost herself in the unhappy marriage and she wish to be happy again so she decided to travel to Italy, India and Indonesia ( Bali). In Italy, she learn the language she like and eat the food with no worry about the calories and enjoyed it. In India, she found the spiritual way to peace. She learn that everything actually will be fine if you accepted it with a open heart. And she found Love at Bali. Once again, she love again. Only with love, Life is completed. This is a meaningful movie. I even bought the book to read. Kinda gaynish? Who cares?

Fifth is Step Up 3. I simply love the music, love the dance movie, love the typical love story. And the main character pursue his dream and never let go of it. It was a typical US movie but it touched my heart. And this surely will be in my list of top 5. I simply Love this movie.

Worst movie of the year ? Actually got a lot but I would choose child's Eyes and Skyline. This both movie are damn freaking stupid. Others? I not really remember it so it might not bad as this two.

So, that's all for this post. This is just my personal view. So no need to take it so serious about it..

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Internet Down

Hey peeps, sorry for the late update. My house's Internet was down for almost 5 days till today, and I have to do this post at library. Actually I was suppose to do my revision for my test tomorrow but ended up here to update my blog. But I guess this is not an excuse for not updating my blog. I had experienced the life without Internet for 5 days and guess what, I am fine with it. I think is because of I only start using the net service around age 18, and i knew it was kinda late, life before 18 is just staying at home everyday and studying and TV is my best friend of all time. I so used to that kind of life until the computer is invaded my life when I was 18. That is the time I get my own computer and the broadband. But before that, my blog already exist. My passion toward blogging never stop although last year is a downturn for my blog post, I blame it to the global economic that make me no mood to blog but I guess with the economic getting better, my mood to blog also getting much more greater.

Lots of theory to study, lots of section to memorise also.. But for somehow I love exam, exam bring me much more excitement and fun.. I love that kind of stress level and the result I get after all those stress, I am very happy to see what I get back after I work so hard for it. I always enjoy what am I doing. Even I in pain, i will enjoy the pain, because it is seldom for us to have such pain. I indulge into pain and stress but I wont put myself into that kind of situation purposely, let it come by naturually.
*Start singing :
You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby*

Hope my result of exam also good in naturally. pray pray pray

And my stupid internet connection faster back in action. I need it!!!!!!!

This is another great sunset shoot by me *blush ( tidak tau malu de boy). The colour of the sky is from black to dark blue to blue to orange to some yellowish. I love this kind of sky. The feeling is great when you looking into it and empty your mind. You will feel very peaceful and started your day dream or i should said night dream since it is sunset. :p

P/s : i failed my grammar test today. OMG..someone with the age of 20 still cant pass the grammar test. I feel ashamed. I better go back and study. Stupid me. I hate Grammar since i am stardard one till now I am 20.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

August

1st of August, a whole new month for me. Going to start busy. Although finished all my assignment and coursework for this semester, but exam is coming soon. No more time to relax and play around. I guess I need to study hard for this semester because I am taking one language subject that I completely no idea what is that about. In fact, I dont like non-English subject, it make my life miserable. That subject is Japaneses. I do not hate it, I just dont like it. Seeing my classmate all starting to mastering the language with writing and reading and I am behind alone with not even know how to read or write yet, I think i need to put in much more effort compare to the other.Lazy me.

Lately just feeling out of inspiration to update my blog.. but one of my friend -Winshen said to me : Do not look for inspiration, Just live your life, and inspiration will come to you. I am totally agree with him. But he is leaving Malaysia soon.. So sad. I will miss you alot buddy. but i guess we shall keep in touch with each other with MSN, Facebook, Blog and Email.

My life? Actually mostly is all about study, friends and now one more love life. I enjoying taking photo, of cos not only being a camwhore, but also snaping great memory and the view I think is great. Although do not have a good camera, but I do not let that become the my excuse to not taking a good photo. I use whatever I have and produce my own image. Although not as good as DSLR or compact camera, but my phone still can said as not bad in taking photo. I do not like to edit my photo, one of the main reason is I am lazy. Plus I do love original photo. But I guess I need to start to learn how to edit the photo to make it look better.

Here are some of the photo I snaped lately :

I love sunset, in another word - I lazy to wake up to snap sunrise...that's why still dont have sunrise in my collection. This one was taken during the time I at Wangsa Maju LRT station waiting for LRT. The colour of the sky is fascinating.. It amused me to look at it for long time. ( actually not long also.. just few minutes cos the train came after I snap this.. :p)

This is the other one sunset shot, but this one is taken from my room. The sky view from my room. This is the only part of sky I can see,small but great view. I love the purple colour. Overall it is one of my favorite shot.

Mostly when you view my photo collection, you will see that most of the photo is sky view. Yeah, I love sky view. The header of my blog, 4 different sky view, 4 different colour, 4 different feeling, was my collection. I snap all of it, and I love it. I love to look into the sky, I love different shape of cloud, I love when it is raining, now i just need a sunrise, anyone want to go see sunrise with me? Perhaps a hiking? Or beach side?

In another 84 days will be my big day. Cant wait for it. I know still early but I am nervous to turn 20....

p/s : Going to change my posting and writing style and photo posting slowly.. stay tune to know more.. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Myself

There is something about me. I got a pair of small eyes, but i love it. It make me look cute sometime. Then i got a pair of kinda big ears, I not really like it but it make me look special. I not those kind of handsome guy, but i do believe that i am a good person. (ini orang tak malu) but who care, I do love myself :p

Actually this one is simply a crapping post cos i no idea what to update, just put my latest picture..that is how i look like now.. :)

Ryan L

The Littly Lion

Bad Romance of My Life

First, let me define my Bad Romance... IT is not some relationship someone with me, it is the thing happen between me and my life.... My life is a bad romance, even it is bad, but i love it...

Again..It happen again... I just knew about it.. Once again, i forgot to bring my key out. Dont know happen how many times before.. Just felt abit frustrated about myself... But guess what, The "Good" news is i no need to go so early and hang out at library for the whole day. It is a good news right? But the library is damn freaking cold.. I just dont like be stay in a place that are cold... Although i wish to stay at London for the rest of my life, but i guess it will be just a dream as well... dreaming too early for only 12 noon now...

Lot of thing happen during the week i never update my blog. The Bad Romance that happen even i am not here : I was busying doing my assignment and now still i am doing it. Lots of exam on going, Presentation(yaya), Yee Seng's birthday party (picure uploaded at Facebook) , Eric's birthday party.. Movie date with Edward (my roommate), Yu Dian, Johnson.. Attended Edward's Convo, Hang out at Pavilion, Hang out with Wilson, Lost in Utar, damansara and lot more place... hahaha..guess i just not good for direction and places...worrying next time how i going to travel... but i think lost is also fun..you can see lot of different thing in different view when you are lost..

The most classic Bad Romance even happen last week is.:

I never bring my IC out for the whole week, mean if i get caught by the police, i will be in jail for being a illegal immigrant..I guess I do look like China Boy if I dont have the IC with me.. OMFG.... I really never bring my IC out for the whole week and I am damn freaking lucky that nothing happen to me... Need to thanks to Wilson for bring me to do the survey thiggy... or not i also wont realise that my IC not with me.. First i thought I lost it, damn freaking worry that time..Even planned to report police... And i have no idea where i lost it but after reach home and looked for the whole room and the damn IC was under the keyboard.. I not even know when i put there or what..Just felt relief when i found it... Thank God~~

After reading it, I'm sure the only word you can use to describe is stupid..haha.. I do know i am.. Just another random act of me..I am full of surprise if you can see...I mean Bad surprise... If you want a bad romance, should just couple with me.. I shall give you all kind of bad romance you need...See..I am crapping again.. Stress life with optimistic attitude is important..Take me as the entertainment for your life, and you shall feel much more happy to know me..Don't take me too seriously or not you will get hand cos i am HOT..(ouch..pain pain)

Getting to love reading blog more than writing it now... But I already on my way to setup my chinese blog..Hope I got enough idea to do my chinese blog and writing english blog is a insists and i will do it in the future even i got a chinese blog.. And my blog is hitting 4 years old soon.. Read back my post..Lot of memory lying on it.. And this blog will not close for sure... I can make sure you that how busy am I, I surely will update it.. Even i know that is no reader of this blog.. but i still writing it because i just write it for myself.. not for the others...

Here come some random thing :

Eh Eh Boy Boy Boy,it is a Bad Romance when you Just Dance and you Dance in the Dark with the Poker Face The Fame Monster in the Disco Heaven but the Telephone keep ringing Again and Again because there are too much Paparazzi outside...This is nothing but just a Love Game. Show them your Teeth and i am Speechless now

With all the Lady Gaga song... (not really all, cos some i not remember or dont knwo how to put in...sorry for my bad english)

*Today's Picture*

I am a scout during my secondary school and i dare to take up challege even how hard it will be

Ryan L

The Lion