Hello & Goodbye

Life is a series of hellos and goodbye. People come and people go. Some people stay, some people left, some people come and stay for a short period but yet it is the most amazing moments. The important is not the time frame, but is the moment shared together. 

Some people hurt you, some people love you, some people make you laugh, some people make you sad, the important not what they did, it is the emotion and memory they gave it you. Quote from my friend MK: Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember.

In the end, you will be thankful to everyone that ever appear in your life. Because of them, it shaped what you are today. Life is about people you meet and the things you create with them. Be nice and a smile won’t harm you or anyone. 

You can feel sad, but don’t sad for too long. You deserve to be happy. You can cry out, but remember to be strong after the tearsdrop, make it every drop worth. Promise to take good care yourself, never let anyone take control of your life.                      

Say hello to the new friend and welcome them warmly, say goodbye to old friend or the people who want to leave and wish them all the best. A hug better than any word to express the feeling. Hug is free, so do not hesitate to give it to people who need it.

  You Bite Me, I Bite You, That's called Love Bite

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Belief

I wanted to write this post long time ago. Now finally get the chance to write it. For those who don't as know anything about me, I'm a free thinker. And I do not believe in any religion in this world. People always ask : Do you believe in God? If you deny the existence of God, you will be burn in hell forever. First of all, I never say I do not believe in God. Just I choose not to involve myself into any religion. The reason is very simple, there are just one God and God cannot be defined, cannot be named. They no need our worship nor burn those paper. They are just there, and nothing else we need to do for them.They just wish human to be good and be nice to everyone. Maybe you think this is ridiculous but that's only my thought and it do not harm anyone, and I do not ask any people to quit or stop believe in their religion. Just myself choose not to have it but I still very respect every religion. and I still will join those religion activity to know more about it. Actually I'm very interest in religion because there are two thing gonna change the world and one of it is religion. The other one is culture and art. I always wonder how people live under the strong influence of religion such as people of Tibet, India, Italy or even Turkey or Arab. That's the reason why those places are my must visit destination. To understand more about their religion and culture.

For someone like me that do not have any religion, it is important to have some belief to make sure when I am down or helpless, i got something to hold on to. I got three thing or principal in my life. There are Myself, Money and Luck. I need to believe in myself a lot. I believe that no one will treat you nice, even your closest friend will have the probability to betray you one day. Life is a series of unpredictable and unfortunate event. I have the practice of never talk bad about someone, never angry when someone talked bad about you. It just life. When everyone left you, you just have yourself. So it is important to me to believe in myself. I just cannot give up on myself. and I always appreciated those people who treated me as friends and I will let it be for those who hate me. I know there are a lot of people hate me but guess what, I don't care. Life is like that, no one gonna live forever, and I no need to waste my time to care about those hater, I rather use the time to cherish those people who care for me.

Second is Money. Why money? You surely think i'm very materialistic. I will not deny I love money. If you know me for some period, you will know that I worked lot of part time before like promoter, those Pc fair, matta fair, concert crew, event crew, telemarketing, give flyer, data entry, club waiter, restaurant waiter and lot more.Actually I don't like the work, I just love the paid. I think money is just important to us. Don't ever say money is not important, you will regret for saying that when u got no money at all. There's a reason why all of us work so hard for. I think 99% is because of the money and 1% is fulfill their dream. I came from a consider poor family so I understand that earn lot of money is the main motivation for me to study and work. I think nothing wrong to admit you love money as long you earn it in a right and legal way.

Third is luck. I always believe in luck. In an old chinese saying, there are five element to be successful in life.
1. Fate - It cannot be changed. It already fixed for the moment you was born. We cannot choose our parents. We just have to accept the fate and live it.
2. Luck: - It cannot be changed too. Luck is around us. There are time we are good luck, there are time we are bad luck. We only can wish that bad luck time is short and you have longer period of good luck. Everyone will have bad luck. No need worry or complaint about that.
3. FengShui- This actually proven scientific will help us to improve our luck. and with the right feng shui, we will have a safe condition and have good fortune in our life.
4. Talent : Someone people born to sing, some born to act. Everyone have the talent and it depend on how individual to discover it and make good use of it
5. Effort - This is the most important one if you don't have the above. Hard work will be success just it take longer time than people who have these all 5 elements.
I just believe in luck is the key factor to be successful in life because you might have the right feng shui and talent and u been working so hard for everything, but the luck is not with you. You just gonna be normal for the whole life. I think my luck gonna be finished soon because I keep knowing some great people and Mr. Perfect. I think I never tell anyone, this Mr. Perfect or Mr. C is the most perfect guy I ever met. the everything about Mr. C is perfect and I think is the only person I know that are so perfect. But no need to ask me who are Mr. C. I just not gonna tell. :)

I believe that with this three thing in my life. I'm gonna be a good person. Of cos I still practice normal morale standard and won't do anything that I feel is wrong to do so.  people like me without religion also gonna be live very good and people who have religion do hold on to the religion because it do helped certain people to passed through their hard time in life. Just life is not perfect and everyone got hard time, just do your part and life will get better if you believe it will be.

p/s: I don't eat banana.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Someone Like Me

Hi, My name is Ryan. Do you know me? Just want to write something about myself today. First of all, I do not take this as a blog, because this is just a place where I can write whatever I want. I not really my blog got no reader because this is just my life, I guess no one is interested with my life. But I also know that there are few people will read it, thanks guys. and I gonna show you why there are no one like me.

 I'm short and shy. But there are no connection between short and shy.Just being random all the time. I don't mind people forget me, but I do mind people called my name wrong. I would correct anyone even my lecturer or superior when someone called me something else.I just simply don't like my name be called wrongly. Please do not ask what's my chinese name if you have no intention to remember it. I will be unhappy cos is bit rude for forgetting what people told you.

I love my friends. I do not need lot of friend around me. Just a few is good enough. I not good in talking, but I'll try my best to jump into the conversation. I love good music, movie and book. I listen to any music that touched my heart, from Chris Daughtry to Adele to Coldplay to Tanya Chua, I just love any nice music. And I just love to watch movie. Ask me go for a movie, I will be your best movie  buddy. Life is meaningless without music and movie. Just like having sex without kissing, I seriously can't accept that. But sex are overrated. For me, the talk after sex is what make me motivated. Opps.. gone too far for that, come back to the topic.

I love to run. Run is the only sport I good at. Since I am short, basketball is so far away from me. And I just scare of water sometime. So running is the best and easiest sport for me. I love sunset more than sunrise. Because I simply too lazy to get up early to see the sunrise. But I believe that everything eventually will come to an ending point. Even love, there will be an ending point. Just depend on when you will reach that point. Some love manage to last till the death, but some only few years, few months, few days, or few hours. That's just the nature of human, we always believe there's a better one in the future. But when we lost it, we only know that the best already been here and now is gone.

I love when I received someone call. My phone seldom will ring. Not even message. So when someone messaged me or called me, I will feel happy for the rest of the day. Last week there are three person called me. One is Hui Hock who called me because he read my whatsapp about Derek. Then the second one is Andrew also called me because of Derek,That's the surprise one. I never tot he will call me.  The third one is Ryan.This one more surprise. I was tot he called the wrong people because we never meet before, we seldom talk also. He called me and we had a long conversation because we are talking about our dog. I think I owe Derek a thank you because of him, I only get call from my friends. Believe it or not, I really appreciated those call and thanks guys for calling me.

I can sleep at anytime, anywhere and any public transport. I guess that trained since I was just a kid. I can sleep at car, bus, train, plane, lorry, ferry and name the whatever transportation. I can sleep at anywhere. I don't have sleeping problem unless when the time I think too much. Sometime I worry too much, I know is just too silly to think about someone that not even think about you.

I love small surprise. Still remember someone kissed me out of sudden during driving, That's a surprise cause i never expected that but I love it. I smiled and I feel happy and sweet. That just a memory that will always in my mind. Or someone hugged me and tell me everything gonna be okay and you are doing just good.

I am a blur person. I always need to find my keys, phone, wallet, or other stuff. And I always forget where I put those stuff. I just cannot remember it. And my sense of direction is very bad. I don't know how to differentiate right or left. I am a good secret keeper because I will forget the thing people told me if it is not important. People tell me secret because i will forget it the next day. I just don't like to gossip about people and I love to put more attention toward myself more than care about what others did.

I love photography. Not just viewing it, but also shooting it. I still learning and I hope I will be good in one day. Photo never lie (unless those portrait, photoshoped too much). There a story behind each photo, ( not the camwhore pic) and the story is depend on the viewer to interpret it. IT might be a sad story or a happy story in the same photo. And I want to be the one who write the story someday.

Everyone have different perspective about life. That's why we are breathing and living. We want to know what gonna happen next. Who don't want to be good looking, born in rich family, spoiled every moment of your life but that's only gonna happen in a few and you might not be the lucky one. But you should be grateful for who you are. You're amazing just the way you are.

Tell me, where do you find someone like me? Someone that are not good looking, not smart, not good in talking, simply not good in anything. But I still love myself no matter what others think about me cos this is my life and I living for myself.

Gonna write more next time. And I love people giving me feedback about my post. It make me feel like there are actually someone reading it. But if there are no reader, I still will continue to write it. Birthday is coming soon. Let's see anyone remember it

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dream Big

Why afraid to dream when it just a dream? If you want to dream, do try to dream something big and not dream of those small thing like leaving the town, get marry soon or wish to eat a piece of cake tomorrow. Dare to dream it, life is nothing without our dream. We live for our dream, and always try your best to achieve your dream. Do not left any regret behind. If you like someone,just tell that person, if you care about the person, just let the person know it, if you want to say hi to someone, just go ahead and say hi. Even you might get rejected, but at least you tried it. No regret right?

My dream is big. I wish one day I would touch the ground of New York and I want to buy a house at the highest condo of New York by having the best night view of new york. I want to become a CEO before age of 30 and by age of 40 I would have my own business and age of 50 I would retired and be somewhere of the world. Oh well, It just a dream, it might not come true forever but at least I dreamed about it. Don't take it too serious. You can dream anything you want. Unlock your imagination, let the little boy/girl out and start drawing your dream, Remember this, you build your dream, not him, not her. is You, yourself.

And now back to the reality. I should get a good job, and start saving money. As advised by Andrew and MK, I should start thinking about car and insurance. Then I would like to take my degree and master because I love study, study make me feel young, and I love the stress when you having exam and you notice that you don't know anything about the subject. That kind of feeling is great cos the your adrenaline will be increasing everyday and that's a good thing. It motivate me to prove that I can do it. And not to forget, owning a house is important for a man. No matter you plan to have a family or not, for me, a man must own a house. That's make a man complete.

I always want to be a normal guy, live a normal life. Work, study, eat, sleep, hang out with friend, walk my dog. That's the perfect life for me. Perhaps I still young, so that is just what I asking for now. I guess few years later when I read this post, I will think how naive I am back there, but for now I think that is more than enough. I love my life, nothing to complaint about, Good life, Good friend, Good music. I enjoying my life, and I know if i want something, I have to fight for it. Perhaps I should be more initiative to ask people.

I always say : We are young and we are here, why not we do something crazy and runaway. NEVER look back and never regret. Once you look back, you will see the police is chasing you.. (LAME...) I mean if you have the chance to make mistake, this is the moment where you can make all the mistake you want, and you'll learn from the mistake. Dont afraid to fall down, this is the time you should fall down and learn to get up by yourself. Try to imagine this, you are 30 years old now and your life before is just smooth and easy. Nothing big happen and you always live in the fairy tale life, but one day... everything you own is gone, serious. everything, your friend betrayed you, one of your family member passed away, you get fired or your business going down and your wife is gonna give birth to your third son. That's the time you are all alone and no one gonna help you for that. You will find yourself so helpless and useless. It also hard for you to get up again because you already 30 and you got nothing, who can help? But if you fall down when you are young, all you have is time. Learn from the mistake and move on. No commitment, no regret. Do you believe that I got no regret till today. Yea, I no regret for everything I did or said.

( and age of 30 is still young, old should only be used for above 45)

So dream big while you are young, make mistake while you are young, do something crazy when you are young, That's what we called life.

Everyone should listen to One and Only by Adele. It is my fav song and it is meaningful

Ryan L

The Little Lion

First Impression

First impression is important. It set the attitude of the people. Not only that, if the first impression is not good, perhaps can say bye bye to that person. So I always wonder what's other people think about me, the first impression about me. The few comments I always get is :

1. You do look short as you said.

2. So young already so many white hair, think a lot huh?

3. You look exactly same as your photo.

4. You do not look like 21, do not think like 21, do not act like 21 ( I take that as compliment)

And the top comment is :

You so quiet. Do you like to talk?

Yes. That's is my weakness. I know that. I hardly can stand out myself from a group conversation. That's just me. I just don't like to interrupt people when they are talking, I also dont like people interrupt my talk. There are always one philosophy in mind : What you want people do to you, you just do it to people; what you dont want people do it to you, you just dont do it. Sound like an excuses for myself huh?

People who know me I would say only my classmates or a very very few friends. I can be talk a lot. But when I with someone i dont know, or someone I just know, I just can't talk well. Perhaps that's just me. Many people missed the chance to know me more because I kinda protective and I not usually share my thought with people I barely know, not even my family, not my friends or my dog. oh gosh, I like to keep everything to myself. And I enjoyed to do so. For the people who dont know me, they might think I am selfish, arrogant, hard to be with, but actually I am like that. Just it take more time for me to accept a new people, a new friend. Too many bad experience and too many bad friend out there. So I have to protect myself and do not let anyone come closer and have any chance to hurt me. I hurt enough. There are enough wound and scar in my heart. So you no need come to add some new wound and scar to it. thanks

I dont mind to be alone. In the matter of fact, I always alone. I used to be alone. From a kids, I go school alone, I come back from school alone, I took the bus alone, I eat alone, till now I also eat alone. I read alone, I play alone. And I dont have child mates, I dont have neighbors friend, I not even have a friend can share my secret. But is okay. I told myself everything will be fine and I just need to love myself.

Suddenly this moment, saw a tweet and messaged a people. I hope he is okay. I know he will be fine.

Perhaps I need some changes. Start from learning how to join in a conversation, learn how to interactive with people and smile. When someone are smiling, the world become better. When I see someone smile, my mood become better. I am a pretender but I never fake my smile. I might fake my words, my act but never my smile.

Just want to say I am one of the most lucky person in the world for knowing some great friends. And I will try my best to play to role of a friend. I used to be a not so good friend and I promised myself I will change. Sometime I do need a friend. I just know I need it.

Playlist is playing : If I die Young. I wonder if I die young, will there be anyone come to my funeral? Will anyone will cry for me? Will anyone will hate me forever? Perhaps I just need to let it be..what will be will be ....

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Afraid of Losing

Do you ever imagine to losing someone close or precious to you? I can't because I just not ready for it yet. Just heard a sad news from a friend. If you had read my previous post, I had mentioned that my friend's friend mother was sick. And sadly she passed away. I just no like sad or bad news. It make me feel sad and emo. I am keep thinking what to say to my friend, any words to comfort him, but suddenly my mind went blank and there is just nothing i can do for him.

Everyone is afraid of losing. I guess no one is exception. Don't think you are strong enough to take it, when the time is come, you will lose all your pride, confident, or what makes you proud. and the sadness will overcome you in just a second. Do appreciate people around you. You might losing them in another minutes. Love your parents and family. Love your beloved and your friends. Love the strangers and your pet. Love everything that are alive in this earth. Most important, remember to love yourself.

Life is too short. Now i gonna do what I need to do. never regret in your life

Hope my friend and his friend will be fine.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Question, Answer

We always looking for answer, but do we asked the right question before looking for the answer? Most of the time, we just wish to listen or to get the answer that we desired, not the answer beyond the expectation. Ask yourself, is that true? I believe that is the human nature. I do that sometime. I just want to get the answer I want to listen. I hope for it. I pray for it, I even demand for it.

Few days back, a friend asked me a question. What would u say to a friend when his/her mother going to pass away soon. It make me think. and go blank for quite a long time. I just can't take it. I always tot I am very strong, but when come to my family. I just a little boy. I love my mother, father and my brothers. They are part of my life. I can't imagine someone going to lose their family. I'm sure that hurt a lot. And I no idea at all what to say if this happen to my friend. And I certainly do not wish that to happen to me. The question make me start think, how would I react if I am the one who going to lose any member of my family. I just could't take it. I guess I am too fragile in this matter.

We live, we died. It is the part of the life. We can't skip any part of it. But we can learn to deal with it. Not everyone live, but everyone do die. It is an important line to be remembered. Cos it help to bring us through the rough time when u need it.

Stop looking for the answer, just live your life and you shall get your answer. That's is so true. Don't be too easy to upset, cos sometime you will find that it not worth at all to waste all your time in such small matter. Be happy and optimistic.

Lately serious addicted to Heroes. There is one line I heart it so much.

‎"Death is the one thing that connects us all. Reminds us that what's really important is who we've touched, and... you know, how much we've given. Makes us realize that... we have to be good to one another."

Death is not scary, it just the matter of how do we deal with it and what we think about it. Enjoy your life while you are still breathing. And do not do thing you will regret because life is short, there is no time for u to live in regret.

*Pray hard for my friend's friend mother. Hope she shall be okay. As long you believe, there are always a miracle around you. Who knows?

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Inspiration

This is my Inspiration I hope you like it.

This is Your Life, Do what you LOVE, and do it Often.

If you Dont Like something, Change it

If you Dont like your job, QUIT

If you Dont have enough time, Stop Watching Tv

If you are looking for the one of your life, STOP!! They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.

Stop over anaylzing, all emotion is beautiful

When you eat, appreciate every last bite

Life is Simple. Open your mind, arms and heart to new things

And people, We are united in our differences

Ask the next person what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them.

Travel often, Getting lost will help you find yourself.

Some opportunities only come once, seize it.

Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them. So going out and start creating

Life is short. So live your dream and share your passion

I read it everyday and I love it.It helped me live my life. I hope it help people that are in lost mind now. Do remember : always love yourself and treat yourself better. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Respect

You Don't Get Respect Because You Want it; You Get Respect Because You Earn It

Now is 5.40 am. Is almost morning. Most of the people are snoring now or have a great adventure in the dreamland. For me is a sleepless night. Just do not feel like sleeping at all. Perhaps lots of thing bother in my mind. Result releasing soon and I think I not really do so well so kinda nervous for it. And the important decision I need to make. Lots of pressure from certain people who not really support me for it. I think I just should keep all to myself first before I make any decision. Listen Nicki Minaj and Beyonce make me more awake. I love Nicki's Super Bass and Beyonce's Why Don't You Love Me. Plus some Glee song. Big glee fans here. You can call me Gleek.

If you never listen to that two song before, you can give a try. Both are addictive and once you love it, you just can't stop listen to it. Gonna download it and one of the song in my Ipod.

As the title of this post is about Respect. Would like to write about something about religion. What make me feel like writing about it? Is cos of just watched a video about religion and respect, I think is a good topic to discuss. I am a free thinker. But I kinda special. Because I believe in God. I just do not define my God. I believe there are only one God. But non of the existing God in this world is my God. Hope I do not offence anyone. It just my personal point of view and something that I believe in. I do not deny the existent of other God, it just I choose to believe my own God. Plus I am not so religious person, So religion not really playing big part in my life. Mostly I choose to believe in People, Money, Power. These three thing is the thing I believe in the most.

I do not choose any religion does not mean I anti them. I do respect every religion. I respect some people need to pray before eating, I respect some might can't eat beef. I respect we need to take off shoes before walk into a temple. Actually all of this is so easy to be done, but why still people can't do it. Mostly is because of Ego. People are proud of their own religion and think other religion is silly or useless. This shall bring conflict among people. One of the reason I choose to become a free thinker is because I read some article when I was small kid and it about war caused by religion. Although not so understand in that time, but I decided not to choose any religion for my life. Religion suppose to make people feel safe, comfortable and have something to hold on when they are helpless, something to be the guidance when they need one. And religion is not an excuse to start a war or any fight or any bad activity. I hate that a lot. I hate people using religion to get what they want. I just don't like it.

Learn to respect is important. Even they are holding different perspective for living with you, but is their choice. Do respect it. Everyone have the right to live their live in their own way, no one can judge or say anything about it. I learn to respect by accepting it. Never judge someone you don't know. Besides religion, it is important to respect people who are different from you such as disability people, homosexual, transgender and etc. Respect any race no matter black or white or asian or others. They are born this way and there are nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you can start listen to Lady Gaga - Born This Way.

Respect play the important role in our life, once you learn how to respect, your life will be much more better. Trust me on that. I respect people so that people will respect me. Bow when you need to bow, say sorry when you need to say sorry. Keep quiet when it need to be quiet. Life will be much more better when you know how to respect people, religion, race, sexuality and even animals.

One word - RESPECT.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

To Mr Ryan L ( 31 years old)

This is a letter to Mr.31 Years old Ryan L. What makes me feel like writing this, the reason is simple. just want myself to look back to back all the time.

Dear Mr. 31 years old Ryan,

Now, you must be a very successful guys. I wish you were a successful or not you will be someone who in the middle age with nothing and living in misery and complaint about everything everyday. I would imagine you as amazing as Mr J.O. Someone who are amazing in person. You will be more charming, manly, handsome and attractive now. No longer have the childlike look and grown up to be a real man. Having the strong arm you always wanted, height can't be change but at least you look great in your height. At least reached your ideal weight and no tummy please, please do not have any tummy. It surely look ugly on you. NO NO NO NO.

By the time you are 31, you are in the peak of your career, you very busy everyday. OT everyday, sometime weekend also need to work. Either u working in a big company or you already started your own company. The job selection is something you like and you wont regret you had choosen it. Do you remember your own quote of the life. I'm sure you do, because that's the way we both live the life. Never let go of the line, : NEVER REGRET NO MATTER WHAT. Your life will all about working and success. Other element must not in it. This time, there should be no one ever dare to down look on you again, no one will say anything bad thing behind you now.

You do know right? You dont need to be rich to gain any respect from people. You just need to prove yourself is the best. that's more than enough. You need to stand on the highest point but is okay to fall down. People fall, most of the time they stand back and be proud again. Is okay to be failed because we only learn from the mistake so dont cry for nothing, always do hold for something.

You should driving your dream car when you are 31 because your dream car is sooooooooooooooo achievable. Or u already passed your dream car stage and moved to the next higher level. You should already have your own condo and getting ready to buy the second one which is land house. that's important because owning three houses is your dream. make it work no matter what. but don't rob. okay?

Your fashion taste should still the same should moved to higher level and better taste. You love yourself more than ever. And that's the most important. Love part? Let the fate decided for me. I never plan for my love. that's stupid for planning it.

That's all for now.

Good luck to you Mr. 21 years old Ryan. 10 years for you to work on that.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Relax Movie Day

So yeah, Finished one paper and lazy-ing around and reluctant to start my study for the next paper and headed for movie at Pavilion. Wednesday always is my movie day. I such a movie freak cause I love movie alooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot. I watch any good, bad, chinese, english even got one time watched a malay movie before and still enjoyed it.I'm such a Crazy movie fans. I can live without night activity but for hell not without movie. So, the best tool to ask me out is to ask me go for a movie. And yeah, mostly 9 out of 10 I promise to go out.

The day was like usual. Dinner, walk around then movie. The dating routine never change and nothing to change also. I enjoyed that way. Usually will buy ticket online then do the collection when I reach there. After that, walked awhile with date and dinner time. We walked to Fahrenheit 88 for sushi. OMG la.. Sushi again. I know right. Always sushi....... but any better suggestion for dinner? I just not too fancy about food, anything that are eatable is ok for me. Basically not willing to spend much money for food. Typical kiamsiap(stingy) guy. KEsian my date, always need to take photo for me. Cos I just love to record down the precious moment with photo. But I'm sure my date is ok one. No worry.

Nice Sushi @ Sushi Zanmai

Posing with the menu.. LAME!

The guy behind so sampat laaaaa... Is all about me okay? Just kidding.

Yesterday was watched Men suddenly in love. Typical Hong Kong comedy movie. Nothing so special about it. Hmm.. worth to watch on wednesday, Not recommended for weekend movie. For me, weekend movie should be something like Sucker Punch, Inception or Rango is good.

Don't Go Breaking My heart is strongly recommended for Chinese romantic comedy. I simply love that movie. Who would u choose? Daniel Wu? Louise Koo? The storyline is good. We are always loving someone and there always someone who love us. It depend on us to choose the love who love us or the one we love? I know that the one I love will not love me, the I should go for the one who loved me. I guess if I am that girl, I also will make the same decision as her. So who had she choosen? Watch it yourself. :) Each of us will have different perspective for love. Some might want a love that last forever, some might want dont wish to settle down and be playful. Actually no one is right or wrong. it depend on what in your mindset. As long you think that is okay to do it, then just go ahead and do it. I do not know love well as I consider myself still a young one and one day I shall know what love mean to me, and for now I will just be myself and do whatever I want. Love? something I don't know and wish to know her. So hell yeah, I always a love supporter. :)

So, that's all for today updates. I shall update more since I got a dinner for friday. See ya, Ciao. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

On The Top

I cannot post it at my Facebook, so I write it here. Actually I am damn freaking happy to get the highest mark for the test in my class. If i wrote that at my fb, surely they will said I am showing off. but i do feel very happy. Long time do not get the highest mark already. It do feel good to be on the top. Actually for that test, actually is all about common sense, I not even study for it. When the day of test, I only read the note like 1 hours. Plus before the test, there are some tips for it but i not even bother to read the tips because I do not believe in tips and luckily i do not read it because none of it out. For others who only study the tips, it will be a hard time. So I always said you can follow the tips but also read other part, because no one know the tips is true or not. No need to put yourself on risk.

Everyone is living with different philosophy. We are holding different believe and thinking to live through our life. No need to judge other because they having different thinking with you, your not necessary right and them are not necessary wrong. There are no right or wrong for it. Just do whatever you want to do, as long it do not harm others and it is legal, then just do it. No need to worry so much, Life is short, if you keep think this and that, in the end, you will be ended your life with regret. If people want to talk bad about you, perhaps you just need to let them talk, because the reason they talk about you is because they are not good as you or they are jealous. As a wise man, there are no need to reply this kind of thing, because it will only waste your time and energy. That is my philosophy of life, what's yours?

Remember that, we only lived once. No matter do there got next life or not, do enjoy the life now. Don't do the thing you will be regretted after, Do do the thing you wanted to do. Love the people you love, as least you let him/her know you loved him/her.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random # 3

'Do you know hard work do not mean success? Do you know you might not get any pay back even you work so hard?'

'Yeah, I know. I know. But the problem is with all these expectation, it crash me down after know I can't get it.'

It happen to everyone. Included me. Life is a movie, you just need to play your own character well. you are always the leading role actor in your movie. Don't care about what others said, you are the best and no one going to bring you down.

Note to myself, love myself more, more my friends even more. Even there is no hand for me to hold, but there is always a shoulder to be borrowed. I know I will get it when I need it.

I hope I can go a trip alone.. go to some place that i dont know at all, take some nice picture and experience the different culture. I want to run away ...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Lion

The Perfect Life

Yesterday watched a great movie - Life as we know. Yeah, life as we know is always regulate in fixed cycle. We always hope it go as what we hoped it to be. But life is a surprise, it will give us unexpected event, for example, in the movie, they never expect their best friends will passed away and left the baby and the house to them. But the only choice they have is just accept it and live with it. Sometime, when we think from the other side, it actually not so bad when we facing unlucky thing or event, at least it teach us something, something that only we get to learn during this kind of thing happen. This is a great movie, highly recommended to watch it.

Life as we know, there is no perfect life. There is always something. Something missing from our life. But my perfect life is very simple. I just wanted a few thing in my life. And I think it is not hard to achieve it. First thing in my life, I want a stable career. I just hope I will get a high pay career to allow me to buy anything I want, to spend the money without worrying and there is always some extra money to donate it out. A career that I no need to worry about resign or get fired. I dont mind to work till very late or need to wake up early, cause my passion in my life is earning money. As now I am study hard for it, and making sure this will come true.

Second, I wish to buy a house. A big house. And it must be designed as I wanted. Actually I already got the plan for my house design. Even how the room looks like. I want a big closet like in the Sex and The City, The room is full with all my cloths and shoes and other collection. It is one of my dream to get such closet. and it got the yard I want, and the interior design must be modern one I dont mind spending money on it, so that's why I want to have a stable carrer first.

Third, A car. It is a norm for every guy having a car. I not really into those fancy sport car. I just want a car that are usable and look great. For now, not really having any car I want, but i guess i will get my car as time goes by. :)

Fourth, I want a dog. I am a dog person. And i heart big size dog. Since I am kinda small in size, i mean my height, so a big dog will make me feel more secure and safe. Sometime, when i lonely, i can hug him and he will lick my face. At least there is something to give me a hug when I need it. And the name of the doggie will be Derek. A name that I loved so much that if I not called Ryan, then I will be Derek. But I want to save Derek for my future doggie. My great companion.

Last but not least, we all need this. A partner. No matter how rich you are, how big the house and car u own, there is pointless wihout someone to share it with you. We are human, and we need someone. At least, i will need a hand or a shoulder when I am down. And I working hard to find for the right one... Wish me the best.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Someone, Something

You got to believe in something, Something more than you can touch, taste or see. Life is too hard to go through it alone, without something to hold on to... Glee, 2010

I heart this line from Glee.. I always big fans of Glee.. The season 1 was fabulous and season 2 is even better. The song their sang always touched my heart. Although the storyline is not very special but the way they speak out though song is great. I always love this kind of movie or drama, such as Chicago, Dreamgirls, or chinese movie - Perhaps . Love.

I think i will go to hell after I die, but I guess it too early to know that. So now i will enjoy my life. But ya, we do need to believe in something or someone. Some people choose to believe Him, Some people choose to believe money ( my friend), and me choose to believe myself. Perhaps when the time I can't think well, or I am not sure about myself, I will go for my friend. I think my friend is lot more better than God. No offence for this statement, I just state out what do I think. My friends always is a great friends. Especially those who reading this post now, just want to say thank you and I love you guys. When the time I get into bottom of my life, you guys pull me up and cheer me up again. I do think friend is lot more important to me rather than any religion. I do respect all the religion and I believe there is the reason people choose religion and I respect that. Because life is too hard to go through alone, Religion make them feel better. And my friends makes me feel better. Thank you.

I miss my friend sometime. When I am alone, I feel like pick up the phone and calling someone, but something stopped me. Perhaps is my ego. I don't like my friend to see me sad. Share only good but keep the bad to myself is always me. I just do not hope to get sympathy from any people. I hate that kind of eyes sign. But a warm or surprise call from friend always makes me smile. And thanks My cutie for calling me from UK. I heart u so much. And I miss you.

If there is something important to me, I think will be movie and music. For most of my friends, they know I love movie ALOT. I just love to watch movie. No reason, simply love it. And music is the best cure for sadness. Listen to that kind of sad song, make the emotion even low, and eventually lead to more emo.

Goodbye Sadness, Hello Sunshine.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Alone

I am alone
All alone by myself...
I came to this world alone
And i left this world alone...

I believe that nothing is eternal

Eternal just a word that comfort people..

To make people believe that you can have something forever

but they were wrong..

There is no such thing

I used to be alone

I alone to class,

Back to room alone,

Breakfast alone, Dinner alone,

Dream alone, Talk alone...

I dont mind to die, but before i die,

i wish to walk half of the earth

I wish to talk to someone that are really know me

I wish to try bungy jump

I wish to see my family in good condition

When i die, I do not wish to see people cry

I hope they are smiling

because I used to be a part of their memory

A part of their life

Lonely is my best friend

and Ignorance is my new best friend

Ignorance is Bliss.

And I am too tired to know about everything

Dead is not scary, What makes people scare is how to die..

Because we can't forecast the future, we tend to avoid talking about it,

but we all know, it will come soon or later.. Everyone is the same

No exception even you are the richest man in the world or strongest man in the world

Die will come to you

Pray will help

but I choose to not bonded with anything

Eat while you can,

When u too old to eat, u will miss that feeling,

Love when you found the right one

Dont scare to take the first step

I think i gonna watch Eat, Pray, Love soon

Julia Roberts my FAV... I damn into her...

watch alone perhaps

hmm..who knows?

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Just Me

I like to Watch Sad Movie

I love The Sky

I love My mummy

I dislike Exam

I hate the word -LOL

I like my Friends (ALOT)

I love my Blog

I dislike the feeling of hungry

I hate Racism

I like SHE's song

I love Freedom

I dislike when my phone out of battery

I hate labelling people and labelled by people

I like the feeling of lonely sometime

I love to be loved by someone

I dislike Eggplant

I hate to be late

I speak Chinese, and there is nothing wrong with that.

I speak English and it is just another language.

I am trying to be good in both.. I am working hard on it.

I choose to be different from the another.

I choose to walk the path that never been discover.

I choose the way that will be hard for me.

I will face this life with myself.

I do not need to explain anything with anyone.

I will be Me.

Just me.

p/s : 10 more days Exam will finish and 11 more day is my class trip - PD.... And FREEDOM!!!!

Ryan L
The Little Lion

August

1st of August, a whole new month for me. Going to start busy. Although finished all my assignment and coursework for this semester, but exam is coming soon. No more time to relax and play around. I guess I need to study hard for this semester because I am taking one language subject that I completely no idea what is that about. In fact, I dont like non-English subject, it make my life miserable. That subject is Japaneses. I do not hate it, I just dont like it. Seeing my classmate all starting to mastering the language with writing and reading and I am behind alone with not even know how to read or write yet, I think i need to put in much more effort compare to the other.Lazy me.

Lately just feeling out of inspiration to update my blog.. but one of my friend -Winshen said to me : Do not look for inspiration, Just live your life, and inspiration will come to you. I am totally agree with him. But he is leaving Malaysia soon.. So sad. I will miss you alot buddy. but i guess we shall keep in touch with each other with MSN, Facebook, Blog and Email.

My life? Actually mostly is all about study, friends and now one more love life. I enjoying taking photo, of cos not only being a camwhore, but also snaping great memory and the view I think is great. Although do not have a good camera, but I do not let that become the my excuse to not taking a good photo. I use whatever I have and produce my own image. Although not as good as DSLR or compact camera, but my phone still can said as not bad in taking photo. I do not like to edit my photo, one of the main reason is I am lazy. Plus I do love original photo. But I guess I need to start to learn how to edit the photo to make it look better.

Here are some of the photo I snaped lately :

I love sunset, in another word - I lazy to wake up to snap sunrise...that's why still dont have sunrise in my collection. This one was taken during the time I at Wangsa Maju LRT station waiting for LRT. The colour of the sky is fascinating.. It amused me to look at it for long time. ( actually not long also.. just few minutes cos the train came after I snap this.. :p)

This is the other one sunset shot, but this one is taken from my room. The sky view from my room. This is the only part of sky I can see,small but great view. I love the purple colour. Overall it is one of my favorite shot.

Mostly when you view my photo collection, you will see that most of the photo is sky view. Yeah, I love sky view. The header of my blog, 4 different sky view, 4 different colour, 4 different feeling, was my collection. I snap all of it, and I love it. I love to look into the sky, I love different shape of cloud, I love when it is raining, now i just need a sunrise, anyone want to go see sunrise with me? Perhaps a hiking? Or beach side?

In another 84 days will be my big day. Cant wait for it. I know still early but I am nervous to turn 20....

p/s : Going to change my posting and writing style and photo posting slowly.. stay tune to know more.. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Despicable Me

Today is wednesday... My favourite day of the week. Don't know why i just in love with wednesday more than weekend or monday. I think is because lot of good thing always happen to me at wednesday and bad thing surely is before weekend. Plus, last time when I was just primary school, wednesday always is my computer day. When i was small, my family was kinda poor, that time computer is a luxury good and we cant afford it, so every wednesday is the best day for me. Because i can touch and play with the computer. Although was just using words or excel, but the satisfaction can't be described in words. I never mind that i am born at a poor family, i also never blame that i born into this kind of situation. I take it as something to inspires to me study hard to be successful in the future..that's why i am so mind about my result. I dont mind how people look down on me, as long as I give out the best of me, I am the best de. :)

Suddenly, talk about my family pula.... Always get so far from my topic...I should talk about the movie i watched today - Despicable Me.

I watched with Kevin and it was a great movie. Funny and touching. The story is about a villain trying to steal the moon but his life changed when he meet the three little cute girl. He actually not the bad person, it just it always been a dream for him to reach to the moon but he always turned down by his mum. I think it is important to go for your dream. No matter how your dream is ridiculous, silly or even impossible to achieve, but at least go for a try.. there is nothing wrong with trying it. Life without dream is meaningless and pathetic...

Go pursue your dream while you are young... Go make mistake while you are young... Go do silly thing while you are young... Go take a train and go down at an unknown place..explore the unknown in front of you... When the time u get old and you look back to your life, you won't regret the afford to pursue your dream because at least you tried it better than doing nothing, you will glad that u make the mistake when you are young because we only will learn from our mistake, you will laugh at the silly thing you did and glad that u did it... because you won't get second chance to do it again, you will be more brave to facing the life challenge and ready for everything.

( Does this sound familiar to you? I know it do because it is one of the dialogue from the movie Eclipse and i love it )

Back to the movie Despicable Me... the yellow thiggy is daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn cute...

Wish to get one to hug during the night time... Sleep alone do not feel good but already started to used to it. Hug myself to sleep for every night. If i do not love myself, who will be there to love me? So first thing before you go love other, learn to love yourself. :)

That's all for today. Go back to study for tomorrow exam. No idea of what to study at all

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Photo

Do you agree that photo is the best time capture... It capture down all of the amazing moment. Sometime we do only need one photo to do all the speaking for us. It is a powerful tool that connected people together.

I love to take photo... Although don't have a nice camera... but I still pick up my handphone and capture the moment i think worth to be kept.I like to snap snap and snap... Snap the memory and share it with everyone that cared about me. Dont mind people calling me camwhore cause i admit that i am.. :p

Photo capture the meaning of friendship :

My lovely college buddy....

And my lovely college classmate

And my secondary school buddy.... Proud to be one of the gang

sometime, it capture the naiveness of you... for example taking picture in front of Versace that not even open yet... :p

One of my fav photo now. In a city... you can actually play kite and the wind is just so relaxing

Amazing building structure...

I love sky view.. More love the cloud shape

Looking at the sky... it make me feel freedom although i dont have it

Sky, Land, Building, Sea...

Trying my best to get the best photo

when a person focus on something..that is the time he look most charming.. :)

Photo remind us about the old days we had... Seeing this four cute little boy buying junk food. it make me think back my primary... I used to be like them... run here and there

So, that's all for this post. Will try my best to capture more photo... and make it into a story to tell to all....

Bonus talk :

World Cup is finally finished... glad it did... And My world cup team GERMANY won third place.. Not bad la.. Although not first but at least they tried their best.. I love Germany

My fav team and it forever will be my No. 1 team

Ryan L

The Little Lion