Lucky

Half of the 2013 just passed, and when I looked back, it surprised me because it was a not bad on. I went to Bangkok, Bali and Cherating. Total three Project Runaway for the first half of the year. But this post is not about travel. The best thing that happened for the first half of the 2013 is Lucky.

Yeah, let me introduce Lucky. A rescued dog. Actually  the story is like this, it was almost midnight and I am on the way back from my cousin wedding. Then pass by some housing area and out of sudden there are some thing ran into the road. I thought I hit it but luckily I was able to brake fast enough. I am think is cat but I was wrong. It was a puppy. A cute little puppy and I guess he was scared by me by sudden brake. So he just sat there and look helpless. I tried to look around for the puppy mother but it seem like he is alone at there. So that I just brought him home cos he seem like very hungry. But he was very calm when I tried to hug him and take him into the car. He just sit at there, look very blur and yet very cute.

Meet Lucky

He got the sad face all the time and he love people hugging him. Cute thing about him is when people hug him, he would fall asleep. 

Lucky and Me

Still thinking gonna keep him or not cos my place is not suitable for big size dog and I think Lucky gonna be a big size dog in the future but for now I will just take good care of him first. If anyone interested to adopt Lucky, can just give me a buzz. But he or she must be a dog lover and promise never do any harm to Lucky. Cos I already started to love this little puppy already. 

Love 

Ryan L

Happy Chinese New Year

I been away for too long and now I am back. Like serious, I missed out lot of thing during this period. The reason I been missng is because I working for the last 9 days. Included the first and second days of Chinese New Year. So yea, here I am now. Back to my normal life. And I guess that’s so much to update and I not even know where to start with.

Let’s just start with what had I do for the past 9 days. A friend of mine asked me want to join him to work as tour guide or not and without thinking much I just promised him and attended a short and and obtain the temporary licenese for 15 days. So I been worked as a part time tour guide during this CNY period. And for someone who don’t like to talk like me, it was a huge challege for me. Because this job require lot of talking and it need to introduce your country to the tourist. So this is one of the hardest part time job ever. I think I did a not bad job because my tourist like me very much and I want to thank them for giving me an unforgettable CNY eve. I think it is a good experience and I learned a lot from this job. At least I improved my communication skill and I know I need to talk more and I can do that if I want. I been travel from JB to Melacca to Port Dickson to Genting to KL. But no photo taken because I need to guide them. So yea, for one time, I travel without taking any photo. And I get to learn lot of thing of this tourism industry. And I know what to do or what not to do when I travel next time with a tour guide.

And the best part is I earned a bit of pocket money for the 9 days of non stop working. ( actually is 8.5 days). I think I just need to save a bit more to get the down payment of my own car. Actually I still thinking and calculating what car should I get for myself but I think no rushing because I just started my job and I think for this moment just save some money first before making any big plan. But I do hope to get a car for myself before the year end or the beginning of next year. I am considering between the cheapest Proton or slightly expensive Toyota. With my current salary, if I get Toyota, the commitment will be too high. But living in KL without a car is just so inconvenience. Because everywhere is so far and actually I don’t like to ask people to fetch although I know some of them won’t mind but I just no like it. So getting a car is the plan and now the question is should I save longer for a better car or should get the cheapest car first and change it in future. Hmm… Let’s the time and money I have decide.

Although I worked for the past 8.5 days, I manage to get 0.5 days to gather with some friends. And I had a great time hanging out with them. This is what we called life. You need a group of friend that love the same thing with you and you feel comfortable to hang out with. I been missed lot of times for the gathering and this time finally I get to join. I was kinda happy because I do need a break after working for so many days.

And this is a special thanks to Calvin for nominated me in his GABLO. Actually fame is nothing but it feels good when you see people voted for you. And I would like to say Thank you to Calvin and my reader. I don’t have any expectation so even one vote it make me feel happy for the whole day. And yea, sometime we just need not to care about what other people said, some  might just jealous of what you having. And it really sad that some people are so childish and immature. Although I never meet Calvin before but I can feel he’s a good person and I will be on his side for this matter. Just do what you feel is right and there’s always someone try to pull us down when you are doing something good. It just because you at the position where they never will make it and all they call do is just try to pull you down and destroy you. Just be who you are and I just want to say: I’m always a fans of Calvin blog and thanks to him, my blog got few more reader. We always love you Calvin

Last but not least, Chinese New Year everyone. And I had decided to donate all my angpow money to SPCA and PAWS. It all about giving back to the society this year for me and I choose to help the homeless doggie. Ever since I have Derek in my life, it been a good life for me. So I hope to help other doggie. So yea, that’s all for the update and hopefully it wont be long for my next post.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

New Job

It is the final month of 2011. And this year happened lot of thing that changed me a lot. But i guess is still too early for me to write the summary of 2011,so I just gonna write something boring first. So today I started my new job. I need wake up at 5.30am and go out from the house before 6.10am. And I took one hour of LRT and change a bus to get to my workplace. Today was kinda smooth as I reached on time and there's not much traffic as now is school holiday. My manager gonna take her maternity leave in one month or less than a month and I will be abandoned to my colleague. But this job should be okay one because i like the environment, the working time, the people, the way the work and communicate. For now, I like about almost everything. Perhaps few more weeks you will see me start to complaint about everything. I guess that's the nature of human.


New job, new hope and new target. I set some target for myself to achieve with this job and hopefully I can do it.  And please do not ask what I work as. I am so lazy to explain it anymore. 8 out of 10 people don't know what I do and they do not understand my explanation. Perhaps is my problem not their. But I can assure you it is a legal and sound job. Just if people really cannot understand what I do, perhaps I should tell them I work as admin and I got lot of paper work to do. That's what I do everyday - paperwork.

One of the benefit of my job :

 Camwhore on my way to gym. Just out of suddenly want to take down the first day moment but I forgot. So yea. take this replace la..

That's all for today. Got to off to bed. Update again soon. And today received a surprise whatsapp. Never tot of it. Thanks Joe. 

Ryan L
The Little Lion

First Impression

First impression is important. It set the attitude of the people. Not only that, if the first impression is not good, perhaps can say bye bye to that person. So I always wonder what's other people think about me, the first impression about me. The few comments I always get is :

1. You do look short as you said.

2. So young already so many white hair, think a lot huh?

3. You look exactly same as your photo.

4. You do not look like 21, do not think like 21, do not act like 21 ( I take that as compliment)

And the top comment is :

You so quiet. Do you like to talk?

Yes. That's is my weakness. I know that. I hardly can stand out myself from a group conversation. That's just me. I just don't like to interrupt people when they are talking, I also dont like people interrupt my talk. There are always one philosophy in mind : What you want people do to you, you just do it to people; what you dont want people do it to you, you just dont do it. Sound like an excuses for myself huh?

People who know me I would say only my classmates or a very very few friends. I can be talk a lot. But when I with someone i dont know, or someone I just know, I just can't talk well. Perhaps that's just me. Many people missed the chance to know me more because I kinda protective and I not usually share my thought with people I barely know, not even my family, not my friends or my dog. oh gosh, I like to keep everything to myself. And I enjoyed to do so. For the people who dont know me, they might think I am selfish, arrogant, hard to be with, but actually I am like that. Just it take more time for me to accept a new people, a new friend. Too many bad experience and too many bad friend out there. So I have to protect myself and do not let anyone come closer and have any chance to hurt me. I hurt enough. There are enough wound and scar in my heart. So you no need come to add some new wound and scar to it. thanks

I dont mind to be alone. In the matter of fact, I always alone. I used to be alone. From a kids, I go school alone, I come back from school alone, I took the bus alone, I eat alone, till now I also eat alone. I read alone, I play alone. And I dont have child mates, I dont have neighbors friend, I not even have a friend can share my secret. But is okay. I told myself everything will be fine and I just need to love myself.

Suddenly this moment, saw a tweet and messaged a people. I hope he is okay. I know he will be fine.

Perhaps I need some changes. Start from learning how to join in a conversation, learn how to interactive with people and smile. When someone are smiling, the world become better. When I see someone smile, my mood become better. I am a pretender but I never fake my smile. I might fake my words, my act but never my smile.

Just want to say I am one of the most lucky person in the world for knowing some great friends. And I will try my best to play to role of a friend. I used to be a not so good friend and I promised myself I will change. Sometime I do need a friend. I just know I need it.

Playlist is playing : If I die Young. I wonder if I die young, will there be anyone come to my funeral? Will anyone will cry for me? Will anyone will hate me forever? Perhaps I just need to let it be..what will be will be ....

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Derek and Me

Finally I revealed who is Derek after one week keep asked by many people. Yes. Derek is my little boy and he is just 3 weeks old only. He such an adorable boy, but sometime is just too notti, when I try to put him to bed, he surely will make the begging and pity voice, if not he will just bark, and bark louder and louder each other. When I got no idea how to calm her down, just have to spank his small butt. Hope he learned his lesson cos I really don't like to spank his butt. Perhaps I just too spoil him. But he is just too cute and I promise will love him as long I'm here with him. I will not allow anyone or any dog to bully him.

One cute thing about him is he will follow you wherever you go, when I walk to kitchen, he will just follow, when I walk to toilet, he follow also. And the way his run is so cute, and when he walk to somewhere around the house, and you called his name, he will just run toward with a cute style. You really must see his way of running, Perhaps next time I can record some video to share on my blog.

The hard thing for me is to toilet train him. He just take the toilet as his playground and refuse to poo poo and pee pee there. But this only the first week we together, will spend more time to train the notti boy and perhaps next time can sleep together with him. Plus he not yet finish his 3 times vaccination. he only can stay home. So I will just stay home more to be with him. Or not he will be very bored when he alone.

Derek and me.. such a cute boy

The first time I hugged him and bring him home

How can you not love him? He is just my everything now .

I'm too lucky to have Derek in my life. Just hope he think that way too. I love you Derek. a

Today received company H call for interview. Means i might working soon. So must appreciate the time with Derek boy.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Song For You

我們都別哭

當葉子隨著風離開了樹 變成花的禮物
When the leaves left the trees as the wind, it turned into a gift of flowers

那只是你啟程了旅途 不是結束

It just started your journey, not ending it.

時光比預料中來得殘酷 愛得越深越匆促

Time is more brutal than expected in, Love more deeply the more hasty

教人不得不學會祝福 你先走的 那一步

Teach people to have to learn to bless, when you are the one who leaving first.

hmm~我們都別哭 傷心會浪費你的呵護

We do not cry, sadness just will wasted your caring
愛~微笑著回顧 有你那段路 短暫卻幸福

Love ~ smile recalled the brief but happy period of road

當陽光帶走了露珠 我的眼眶起了霧

When the sun dew my eyes away from the fog

看不見可是我真實感觸 你輕撫 我皮膚
The one that can't see is my real feeling when u stroking my skin

hmm~我們都別哭 傷心會浪費你的呵護

We do not cry, sadness just will wasted your caring
愛~微笑著回顧 有你那段路 短暫卻幸福

Love ~ smile recalled the brief but happy period of road

不帶一絲哀傷緬懷 比淡忘更需要勇敢

Without a trace of sadness nostalgia need more brave than the forgotten

把回憶隨身攜帶 我相信 是愛

Carry the memories along and I believe it is love

hmm~我們都別哭 你要到更好的地方居住
We do not cry, you just going to a better place to stay

愛~再見面那天 我們再散步 一整個下午
Love. When the day we meet again, we shall walk for the whole afternoon
看一個人從生命淡出 不哭因為 很愛

When seeing someone is fading out from life. we do not cry because We loved once

Sorry for the poor translation. But this is a song for everyone when you are dealing with death or someone leaving... Is a great song.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Afraid of Losing

Do you ever imagine to losing someone close or precious to you? I can't because I just not ready for it yet. Just heard a sad news from a friend. If you had read my previous post, I had mentioned that my friend's friend mother was sick. And sadly she passed away. I just no like sad or bad news. It make me feel sad and emo. I am keep thinking what to say to my friend, any words to comfort him, but suddenly my mind went blank and there is just nothing i can do for him.

Everyone is afraid of losing. I guess no one is exception. Don't think you are strong enough to take it, when the time is come, you will lose all your pride, confident, or what makes you proud. and the sadness will overcome you in just a second. Do appreciate people around you. You might losing them in another minutes. Love your parents and family. Love your beloved and your friends. Love the strangers and your pet. Love everything that are alive in this earth. Most important, remember to love yourself.

Life is too short. Now i gonna do what I need to do. never regret in your life

Hope my friend and his friend will be fine.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Respect

You Don't Get Respect Because You Want it; You Get Respect Because You Earn It

Now is 5.40 am. Is almost morning. Most of the people are snoring now or have a great adventure in the dreamland. For me is a sleepless night. Just do not feel like sleeping at all. Perhaps lots of thing bother in my mind. Result releasing soon and I think I not really do so well so kinda nervous for it. And the important decision I need to make. Lots of pressure from certain people who not really support me for it. I think I just should keep all to myself first before I make any decision. Listen Nicki Minaj and Beyonce make me more awake. I love Nicki's Super Bass and Beyonce's Why Don't You Love Me. Plus some Glee song. Big glee fans here. You can call me Gleek.

If you never listen to that two song before, you can give a try. Both are addictive and once you love it, you just can't stop listen to it. Gonna download it and one of the song in my Ipod.

As the title of this post is about Respect. Would like to write about something about religion. What make me feel like writing about it? Is cos of just watched a video about religion and respect, I think is a good topic to discuss. I am a free thinker. But I kinda special. Because I believe in God. I just do not define my God. I believe there are only one God. But non of the existing God in this world is my God. Hope I do not offence anyone. It just my personal point of view and something that I believe in. I do not deny the existent of other God, it just I choose to believe my own God. Plus I am not so religious person, So religion not really playing big part in my life. Mostly I choose to believe in People, Money, Power. These three thing is the thing I believe in the most.

I do not choose any religion does not mean I anti them. I do respect every religion. I respect some people need to pray before eating, I respect some might can't eat beef. I respect we need to take off shoes before walk into a temple. Actually all of this is so easy to be done, but why still people can't do it. Mostly is because of Ego. People are proud of their own religion and think other religion is silly or useless. This shall bring conflict among people. One of the reason I choose to become a free thinker is because I read some article when I was small kid and it about war caused by religion. Although not so understand in that time, but I decided not to choose any religion for my life. Religion suppose to make people feel safe, comfortable and have something to hold on when they are helpless, something to be the guidance when they need one. And religion is not an excuse to start a war or any fight or any bad activity. I hate that a lot. I hate people using religion to get what they want. I just don't like it.

Learn to respect is important. Even they are holding different perspective for living with you, but is their choice. Do respect it. Everyone have the right to live their live in their own way, no one can judge or say anything about it. I learn to respect by accepting it. Never judge someone you don't know. Besides religion, it is important to respect people who are different from you such as disability people, homosexual, transgender and etc. Respect any race no matter black or white or asian or others. They are born this way and there are nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you can start listen to Lady Gaga - Born This Way.

Respect play the important role in our life, once you learn how to respect, your life will be much more better. Trust me on that. I respect people so that people will respect me. Bow when you need to bow, say sorry when you need to say sorry. Keep quiet when it need to be quiet. Life will be much more better when you know how to respect people, religion, race, sexuality and even animals.

One word - RESPECT.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Just A Dream

Today would like to write something about my dream. Perhaps some don't know. I came from a not so rich family. I won't say is poor but just enough to survive at Kuala Lumpur. So certain thing for me is a luxury thing. For example going other place to vacation. My family never have family trip like other family. Even to Port Dickson also don't have. So, when the time I was a small kid, I quite jealous other kids can go travel with family. But I think is not important cos born in this family shaped who am I today. My friends always think I am so kiasu because I always want to take high mark for my exam, the matter of fact is I just want to get good result to make sure I got better future. And yeah, I still getting good mark and sometime will very sad if I never get the mark I want. Not because of I kiasu, is because of I used to it. I just want to compete with myself, not with others. Till now, I still try to make myself the best I can, sometime is very tired. Sometime I hope to just relax myself but hardly to do it.

Sometime we just work and work and work, till one day we stopped and ask ourself : Why must I work so hard? what for I want to suffer myself to do all of these? Actually we know it, just we already forgot. Remember the first time you walk into the company or college, you promised yourself to be the best. Somehow if that job or course not the one you like, you do it just because people asked or just for living. We forget the dream we dreamed, we no longer dare to dream because dreaming cost a lot. To survive, we need to put our dream behind and face the reality. It so pathetic. For those who can work they Favorite thing as job, they are the most lucky person in the world because most people work for work only, not work for achieve the dream they set. We no long remember the passion during the kid and defeated by the money and desire.

Opps,crap too far away. Back to the topic. I think people who know me in person know i am short. Only 165cm. So sad, sometime I wish I can still grow taller. Is that too late for 21 years old boy? I think so. The dream I dreamed is something related to my height. Is my dream job. Actually from a small kid till now, i dreamed to become a cabin crew. Yeah, I know it just a dream cos I am short. But lately I found out that MAS only required at least 165cm. So I am thinking should I go interview or not. But I missed the KL session and the last session of interview is at Penang which is two weeks later. I am wondering should I go and try it. There's nothing wrong to try i guess. I will use this week to think about it. And if I going, then I need to take good care my face and get a nice hair cut.

Cabin Crew, my dream job. To fly over the world and service people. I like doing customer service. And get compliment from customer. And I love uniform. IT look smart. And no need to think what to wear to work. I know this job wont last forever. For certain age you need to stop flying around but who cares, most important is I get to travel around the world and learn about the world culture. I always love knowing new thing and learn new language. Although not so good in language but I will try to learn and improve like my English. I will learning because I know I am not good in it. So I accept any comment or correction from my friend cos I am learning from it.

Perhaps if I can't make it this year, I can try it next year. but I think it is good for me to travel to penang because the last time I was at penang was just a kid. So I can take this chance for the interview and travel to penang again after so many years.

You see the cute small kid? Yeah, that's me. During that time u still can take photo at the penang bridge. I guess it was so long ago right? Perhaps I should visit Penang again. Will think about it.

Will the dream job only just a dream? or it gonna become real? Let's see what happen after two week.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

To Mr Ryan L ( 31 years old)

This is a letter to Mr.31 Years old Ryan L. What makes me feel like writing this, the reason is simple. just want myself to look back to back all the time.

Dear Mr. 31 years old Ryan,

Now, you must be a very successful guys. I wish you were a successful or not you will be someone who in the middle age with nothing and living in misery and complaint about everything everyday. I would imagine you as amazing as Mr J.O. Someone who are amazing in person. You will be more charming, manly, handsome and attractive now. No longer have the childlike look and grown up to be a real man. Having the strong arm you always wanted, height can't be change but at least you look great in your height. At least reached your ideal weight and no tummy please, please do not have any tummy. It surely look ugly on you. NO NO NO NO.

By the time you are 31, you are in the peak of your career, you very busy everyday. OT everyday, sometime weekend also need to work. Either u working in a big company or you already started your own company. The job selection is something you like and you wont regret you had choosen it. Do you remember your own quote of the life. I'm sure you do, because that's the way we both live the life. Never let go of the line, : NEVER REGRET NO MATTER WHAT. Your life will all about working and success. Other element must not in it. This time, there should be no one ever dare to down look on you again, no one will say anything bad thing behind you now.

You do know right? You dont need to be rich to gain any respect from people. You just need to prove yourself is the best. that's more than enough. You need to stand on the highest point but is okay to fall down. People fall, most of the time they stand back and be proud again. Is okay to be failed because we only learn from the mistake so dont cry for nothing, always do hold for something.

You should driving your dream car when you are 31 because your dream car is sooooooooooooooo achievable. Or u already passed your dream car stage and moved to the next higher level. You should already have your own condo and getting ready to buy the second one which is land house. that's important because owning three houses is your dream. make it work no matter what. but don't rob. okay?

Your fashion taste should still the same should moved to higher level and better taste. You love yourself more than ever. And that's the most important. Love part? Let the fate decided for me. I never plan for my love. that's stupid for planning it.

That's all for now.

Good luck to you Mr. 21 years old Ryan. 10 years for you to work on that.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Relax Movie Day

So yeah, Finished one paper and lazy-ing around and reluctant to start my study for the next paper and headed for movie at Pavilion. Wednesday always is my movie day. I such a movie freak cause I love movie alooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot. I watch any good, bad, chinese, english even got one time watched a malay movie before and still enjoyed it.I'm such a Crazy movie fans. I can live without night activity but for hell not without movie. So, the best tool to ask me out is to ask me go for a movie. And yeah, mostly 9 out of 10 I promise to go out.

The day was like usual. Dinner, walk around then movie. The dating routine never change and nothing to change also. I enjoyed that way. Usually will buy ticket online then do the collection when I reach there. After that, walked awhile with date and dinner time. We walked to Fahrenheit 88 for sushi. OMG la.. Sushi again. I know right. Always sushi....... but any better suggestion for dinner? I just not too fancy about food, anything that are eatable is ok for me. Basically not willing to spend much money for food. Typical kiamsiap(stingy) guy. KEsian my date, always need to take photo for me. Cos I just love to record down the precious moment with photo. But I'm sure my date is ok one. No worry.

Nice Sushi @ Sushi Zanmai

Posing with the menu.. LAME!

The guy behind so sampat laaaaa... Is all about me okay? Just kidding.

Yesterday was watched Men suddenly in love. Typical Hong Kong comedy movie. Nothing so special about it. Hmm.. worth to watch on wednesday, Not recommended for weekend movie. For me, weekend movie should be something like Sucker Punch, Inception or Rango is good.

Don't Go Breaking My heart is strongly recommended for Chinese romantic comedy. I simply love that movie. Who would u choose? Daniel Wu? Louise Koo? The storyline is good. We are always loving someone and there always someone who love us. It depend on us to choose the love who love us or the one we love? I know that the one I love will not love me, the I should go for the one who loved me. I guess if I am that girl, I also will make the same decision as her. So who had she choosen? Watch it yourself. :) Each of us will have different perspective for love. Some might want a love that last forever, some might want dont wish to settle down and be playful. Actually no one is right or wrong. it depend on what in your mindset. As long you think that is okay to do it, then just go ahead and do it. I do not know love well as I consider myself still a young one and one day I shall know what love mean to me, and for now I will just be myself and do whatever I want. Love? something I don't know and wish to know her. So hell yeah, I always a love supporter. :)

So, that's all for today updates. I shall update more since I got a dinner for friday. See ya, Ciao. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Giving Up, Let Go

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go

I will be fine. Thanks. I will be strong again for myself and get over everything.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

The Chemical Bond

The relationship of people is weird. We can know only for a short period, but the bonding are so strong till no one can break it. Some we know for 10 years yet there are nothing between it. We need some chemical bonding for it. The chemistry between each other is important and I'm glad my classmates and me have a good bonding. Is hard to gather a group of crazy people together and do crazy thing together. But I am soooooooo lucky to have a group of crazy and fun classmates who always stick together to do everything. I'm Lovin it..

If you dont have my facebook.. Then here is some photo for you to see how great is my classmates. I love my every moment with them. Is the great moment together.

I appreciated them a lot. And thanks for helping each other for the every assignment. Although , we got argument and fight sometime but in the end we still very close to each other. This kind of bond is already hard to break it. And I must say, the guy of DBU 7 all look great. And everyone is a good friend.

So that's all for today, and last thing to blog about is today went celebrated Lucas birthday at Sushi Zanmai and Snowflake. Happy Birthday Lucas and all the best to you. Must study hard and big boy now. One more year older now. Hope you enjoyed the dinner

The picture will be uploaded next time la

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Homecoming

Few more days will be Chinese New year. Excited ? hmm... Kinda la.. For what? maybe because long time stayed at outside. So back to home is really feel good. Although not far, but sometime is kinda lazy lazy to travel. But it always good to be at home. And i love it alot. Lately watched two chinese new year movie - Great day and homecoming. For me, great day was just ok ok only. Not really as good as I expected. Many people said it was touching, but for me, maybe too cold blooded, i think it just normal only. I more prefer homecoming. Dont know why. I just think it is much more better.

So this is just a short update. Sunday went out with Daren and Wilson. Had a great hang out session with them. So this is the photo of the day :

Wilson and me

Daren and me

So I gonna wish all the Chinese have a prosperous Chinese new year. And for other enjoys the Holiday season and experience the great day... Hopefully I also get get more angpow this year, although i know still will the same

Ciao, xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Exam Fever Again

If you are my royal reader, you will always see this title - exam fever. Yeah. This is one of it. Till today, 2 subjects was down, done badly and can't believe that I will so helpless during the exam. Actually now I am kinda emo and sad about the exam, but I need to control myself not to have that kind of feeling now because 3 more subjects to go and I need to do well for that. So, I gonna study more hard for the rest of the subjects and try to score the best. If I do not do well for it, I really will be screwed. Will be Damn sad after the exam but for now, all I need is focus,focus,focus....

Last few days was all about study. As usual, study group with my classmates at McDonald's. But this time bit different. I went to Starbucks to study. Actually I want to collect stamps for my planner. Just few more to go, I just can't quit in the middle of the way. So last 3 to go, hopefully I will get the planner I wanted so much. Trying to focus on my study but temptation are all over me, need to be strong in mind by telling myself study is much more important and A is the final target. Already did badly for that 2 subject. This time need to be better.

Last 3 to go.. Yeah...

Trying to focus on my study...

I guess I look terrible in this photo. But that is how I look like when I am studying... Ugly right? I know. :p

Wish me luck ba for the rest of the exam. I think I do need the luck now.

P/s : I had put a song playlist here, hopefully you guys will like my selection of song. But you can request to me any song you want to listen. I will take it into considerations.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year 2011... !! Hurray....

A whole new year for a better me and life. I Wish all my friend will have a great year ahead. You know I love you guys. Had a great countdown for the new year at One Utama. But din took much photo, but I do got food indulgence for you guys... Let's See what I had for the Last Dinner of 2010 and First Lunch of 2011.

My last dinner was at Sushi Zanmai, One Utama. I had a great night at there. Although not like other people head to club and jump around, but simple celebration is what I wanted as like this year resolution. Simple life for simple people.

yummy... That is just a part of the dinner. So, This is my Last Dinner of 2010.

This is my First Lunch of 2011. Ikea. Love the french Fries. Not really a big fans of the meatball cause I seldom eat meet.

Snowflake for my dessert... Yum yum....

So, here come the most important part - Resolution of 2011

Last year resolution, Out of 10, I achieved 8 thing I wanted to do the most... So Happy. So, let's hope this year will be better.

1. First and the most important, I want to graduate with good CGPA for my Diploma. This is important, I need put my focus into it.

2. Secondly, I hope I will be healthy. No need to be too good, but no too sick. Sometime, sick can make me think better. but please not too sick ya.

3. This one is suppose to finish in 2010, but nevermind. I bring forward to this year. To get my driving licences. I want to drive so much. Sometime is bit tired la.... to take public transport.

4. Next, I want to build a better body. This is different from the second one. I want six packs and strong arms. To wear my first singlet. Hehehe.. *evil smile.

5. I wish will get to travel to more places. No need to be other country. Perhaps just in Msia. Since I not yet been to lot of place yet. So, I hope to travel more to see further world.

6. I hope my 21 birthday bash will be a great great one. OMG... I love my birthday. Last two year was great . And I hope this year will be super great.

7. My luckily 7, I want to hope my beloved family and friends to be in good condition and always be nice to me.... I love you guys, kay?

8. I want to be bit greedy for no.8. I want Fred Perry, a bow tie, a new shoes, a new lappy, a new pants, and a new hope

9. I want to start collecting my idol album, My Tanya Chua and Chris Daughtry... Love the so much...

10. I just wish all this wish will come true.... Get to know more friends. Update my blog more, more handsome and good looking. Get richer and richer. Get loved by every of my friends. OMG, i am just too greedy.

That's all for now.. Thanks for reading.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sick

Today. I am sick. And I notice that the last time I visited doctor was few year back.. Perhaps when I was 10 years old? I never like to walk into hospital or clinic. It make me feel bad. Actually I not really want to see doctor, my friend insists of bringing me there. So I am there. The other reason I dont like to visit doctor is I scare of injection. Yeah... I know you are laughing. Seriously, everyone seem like is a good liar and keep telling people injection is not pain. Actually it do pain a lot. And I not really this kind of pain lover. You can laugh as loud as you want, but i still strongly believe that injection is pain. Luckily my fever was not so serious. So the doctor just gave me some medicine and some advise that I listened from everyone : Drink more water and rest more. Like Duh... I knew you gonna say that. But what comfort me the most, is the caring from my friend and the one I most care. As long I listened to the snoring at the night time, I will be peaceful. It like a music for me, and I appreciated it. I know I gonna be fine

I hate being sick. Everytime before fever, I surely need to go to hell first. I think hell is cold. And each time before I get into my fever, I will freeze till I cant move or talk or walk.... I don't know why, but each time that happen, I know I gonna sick. The feeling is cant be described by words. I only can tell you it is damn freaking cold even I wear the thickest cloth and off the fans. It still cold. I not a fans of coldness. So it kinda annoying me.

Lastly, I wish I get well soon. It is a good thing to sick now because I having my finals soon. So it will be worst if i sick one week later. I surely cant focus on my exam. I dont want that to be happen. So, as the pro said, always look at the positive side of each thing, For this case, the positive side is I sick now, then wont be sick for a period anymore, at least not my exam period. So Yeah.. I am gladful.

I think my Christmas was not bad. Went dinner with Alec and finally get a chance to meet with Raymond. I think both of them is super nice. And I so glad I am sick after Christmas.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Summary of 2010 Part 1

I think is time for a short summary for my 2010. Overall, it was a great year. I love everything happened during this year. Although do got some sad thing happen but it still a great great year for me. Let see how much can I remember, I will put some photo and briefly see what have I done for past one year. Part 1 is college and Secondary school Buddy.

College Part :

We went to Langkawi as our first sem break trip

Genting for the second sem break trip

Port Dickson as our third sem break trip

This was at Seremban

Mr. Lee birthday

This was taken when Nic and Chris birthday

My birthday

With the pretty lady

Broga Hill

We make it to the top

Jess's Birthday

MY fav photo

Sekinchan again..

Secondary School Part :

Our big October gathering

Best friend forever

Genting trip

I think first time we have trip together

IT was fun to hang out with old friends

Went for Run

This is the terry fox run with Keith

That's all for this post.. Next post will more to my personal life...stay tuned to know more..

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion