Some good, Some bad

There are some good, some bad in our life. This week I experienced one of the worst week ever, but in the same time, god do love me. Although I do not believe in any specific god, but thanks for still loving me. There are some good thing happen to me too.

First I lost my shoes. YES,AGAIN! I really really upset with myself, how come I will lost my shoes. The shoes just won't walk by itself. Last time is my Tiger, this time is the Adidas from HK. I am really really angry of myself. I not even want to look at myself. Just need some time to understand why I am so stupid.

Second, I just keep make mistake this week. Not even want to talk about the mistake I made. Just let it be. I'm just helpless and hopeless. No need to say anything to make me feel better. I just need some time to cool myself down and I think gym is not bad, plus my body is getting much better shape.I think do got some different after going gym.

Third, here come something better, I get a better job offer and gonna just resign tomorrow i guess. This job offer is bit weird, they provide gym allowance, which mean my gym fees only need to pay half by myself. That's something new and fresh for me. But it located at DJ. But I guess still okay la, LRT and bus can reach there, just need to wake up early a bit. I think it will worth it. Plus I love PJ more cos everyone is speaking English which I think is more professional. I know with this job, I might get to somewhere I wanted to be but  all depend.

Fourth, This weekend is my convocation. And i guess none of my friend are coming. IS okay. I take whatever it gonna be. Although bit disappointing but all is in expectation. Let's just not expect anything and be happy on that day. Gonna see some of friends that long time no see. I miss them la.. Miss the time we all fool around, play around, burn midnight oil just for the exam, joke about each other, let them to tease me about everything. I really miss my study time. So I decided I'm gonna study again in future. But perhaps just part time study.

Extra one : Tanya Chua and Chris Daughtry got new song.. Both of my idol come out with new song.. I am damn excited and keep repeating their song..... My taste of music might be bit weird but as long I happy then is okay la, cos most of the time, I listen to my ipod. I no need to share with anyone.. Who care about what u put inside your Ipod. Who knows I might put someone moaning voice in it. But that can't be. Unless anyone want to be my model.

Last one, the photo from taiwan still editing and filtering .. Sorry for the late, I really no mood to do it. Perhaps I just upload it only la.... Lazy already. Just ignore me okay? I know there wont be anyone but still, ignore me please

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Holiday and Weird Dream

Yeah. I wasted my holiday by doing nothing. First of all, I sick for one week. Very sick that one. I had everything you can expect for sickness. Fever, flu, headache, body ache, vomit, diarrhea, dizzy and etc. So i just on my bed for one week. That goes one week of my holiday. Went to see doctor twice and took blood for test. My first time for blood test and cucuk twice somemore. It was kinda scary because I always scare injection. But i make it.

Let's see what I did for my holiday. NOTHING. omg. I think I need to plan out something for the one week that left. Gonna think about it. But still enjoying my relaxation at home, cos long time never really sit and lazying at home.

And I had a weird dream for few days. It is about I know a stranger girl and later she bought me one child and said is my baby boy. And he is sooooooooo cute. I love him so much, and i treat him as part of my life. Everyone in my family love him so much. But I do not get his name. I wonder what's his name. I started to miss him already. Such a cute little boy and he is my baby boy. I start to think, will I have my baby boy in the future? I dream about that baby boy for few days and I am happy with it. Aiyo, I am too young to be a father la. but he is simply so cute. If he is my son, i will do anything for him. And he do look like me. An adorable boy. Who knows someday I might really have my own child?

Thats all for this post. Shall update more soon. hope I figure out what to do for my holiday.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sick

Today. I am sick. And I notice that the last time I visited doctor was few year back.. Perhaps when I was 10 years old? I never like to walk into hospital or clinic. It make me feel bad. Actually I not really want to see doctor, my friend insists of bringing me there. So I am there. The other reason I dont like to visit doctor is I scare of injection. Yeah... I know you are laughing. Seriously, everyone seem like is a good liar and keep telling people injection is not pain. Actually it do pain a lot. And I not really this kind of pain lover. You can laugh as loud as you want, but i still strongly believe that injection is pain. Luckily my fever was not so serious. So the doctor just gave me some medicine and some advise that I listened from everyone : Drink more water and rest more. Like Duh... I knew you gonna say that. But what comfort me the most, is the caring from my friend and the one I most care. As long I listened to the snoring at the night time, I will be peaceful. It like a music for me, and I appreciated it. I know I gonna be fine

I hate being sick. Everytime before fever, I surely need to go to hell first. I think hell is cold. And each time before I get into my fever, I will freeze till I cant move or talk or walk.... I don't know why, but each time that happen, I know I gonna sick. The feeling is cant be described by words. I only can tell you it is damn freaking cold even I wear the thickest cloth and off the fans. It still cold. I not a fans of coldness. So it kinda annoying me.

Lastly, I wish I get well soon. It is a good thing to sick now because I having my finals soon. So it will be worst if i sick one week later. I surely cant focus on my exam. I dont want that to be happen. So, as the pro said, always look at the positive side of each thing, For this case, the positive side is I sick now, then wont be sick for a period anymore, at least not my exam period. So Yeah.. I am gladful.

I think my Christmas was not bad. Went dinner with Alec and finally get a chance to meet with Raymond. I think both of them is super nice. And I so glad I am sick after Christmas.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Classmate

My classmate, yeah, is about my classmate again. The longer time I study with them, I notice that everyone is so great except got one la.. I don't think got other group in my course got that close as us. We having our trip for every semester break or during the semester period. It like our must do activity. And we all are having so much together. When we having break before the next class, we will go different place to lunch, I think we went to most of the place around our college, sometime will even go Cheras or even Klang. It is our class. At least the guy gang. There are only 7 guys in our class and we are like oligopoly. Everyone are mutual Independence, is like one getting A, everyone will work more hard, but if someone want to fail, no one will going to follow his step. and not forget to mention that our group is always the best group of DBU. It proven by our low fail rate and high passing and A rate. But sometime are kinda stress to be in this kind of group, because you need to keep work hard to keep the distance close. If not, you will be lifted far behind.

Today had a great day with my classmate. Although just 5 of us. But there are so many topics to talk about. We can talk from Facebook share. Lately lof of those funny video shared in Facebook. Then we talk about TVB drama. The latest and old one. Then we moved to Indian movie. We discussed how come they can suddenly sing and dance when having conversation. And every movie surely got that scene one. So, if u want to act at bollywood, you must know how to sing and dance, or not you cant survive. And how Dato Lee performance of the latest competition. Always lose to Lin Dan. We even take chance to tease about each other. Someone of us is stay on tree house, and his hometown got lot of chicken and duck. hahaha.. I gonna miss this life so much.

I love my classmate, and they are the best. And i hope everyone of us will be successful in our life. The dream come true.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sunway

I went to Sunway today. And had a long lunch with Lucas. I think we start our lunch around 1.45pm and we ended at 5pm. And it was raining outside. We got too many topic to talk about. From Glee, to movie to Korean drama and movie, and other stuff. Is good to have such friend that have this much of topic to talk about and have the same interest as you. It make you feel like there is someone who understand you. I glad I know Lucas. and enjoyed the lunchie together. It was the longest lunch I ever had.

Taken some photo at Sunway Pyramid:

Thanks to Andrew for the idea. I personally love this photo so much....

GLee... I too love glee too much. I even dream about glee. omg...

This is Lucas. My friend. :)

p/s: This is for Elroy. I know you might reading my post. So i just want to wish you Happy birthday again. Forever young ya... :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Friday

It is Friday again.. Is time to get back to my normal blog post - My life. But I think my life is kinda boring. Because just repeating the same routine everyday and every week. Today is Friday, so i got morning class. I went to college, and apologize to Mr. Chris. Because Mr.Chin and me make him so angry. I hope he not angry anymore la.... We already say sorry for many times. Even post Sorry on his FB wall let everyone know we are sorry. Then I am damn angry with someone also. I dont want to mention anything about that person here. Waste of my time and energy only. No need to do anything for him already. Bye Bye

Then, today is the day i can collect my pay cheque. Hurray... I been waited for this cheque for 4 months I guess.. When is the last PC fairs ya? I think from that time till now.. I was so poor and pity. But now is better with the pay cheque. So when I finished my class, thanks to my classmate buddy - Nic fetch us to Titiwangsa. Saved up lot of time. Then I took monorail to Raja Chulan to Wisma Genting. But when I reached there, I realized that it was lunch break. So, I think if i went up also need to wait, and i decided to walk around at Pavilion. It is nearby the Wisma Genting where I need to collect my Cheque.

When I walked to Pavilion, i notice that I got nothing to do at there, and I not yet take my lunch also. After stand in front of the Redbox stealing their Wireless axcess, I decided to go walk walk. And I passed Uniqlo.. The most hit topic of everyone lately. It seem like everyone is holding a piece of something from there. So I went in and take a look. It still kinda lot of crowd.. but no need to Q till no way... I walk in and look here and there. There is no nice looking person... Opps. I means nice cloth for me, but i saw some jeans that are not bad and it got my size - 28!! Yeah yeah.. I think is time to reward myself with someone after hard work for long time, so I get the jeans and tried on, but although it was a bit too long, but it fit on me... Do you know it is so hard to find a jeans for me? So i decided to just buy it. With no doubt. I took out my wallet and go to the cashier... Then, It is belong to me now... I am The HAPPY Boy now.

After that, I walked to McDonald. I already forget when is the last time I had McD. So I walk in and order my fav. And of cos, Fb with my lovely phone. Although it is just Nokia, but it already be with me 1 years. And i love it. But i still hope to get Iphone... I am sooo bad.. After the lunchie, I walk back to Wisma Genting from the McD Bukit Bintang. It not really far. So just took me around 10 min to reach there. Get into the building, checked the floor number and collected my cheque. Then bank in to my account and all done... After that, I walked back to Pavilion and window shoped for awhile. And I walked from pavilion to times square for monorail to KL Central. And I am so lucky to have the bus arrived just in time. I am the Lucky and Happy boy today..

And yah... That's all for today, and I am home sweet home at my PJ home... Tomorrow going to be a new day.. And i shall update again soon.. maybe tomorrow.. haha

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Internet Down

Hey peeps, sorry for the late update. My house's Internet was down for almost 5 days till today, and I have to do this post at library. Actually I was suppose to do my revision for my test tomorrow but ended up here to update my blog. But I guess this is not an excuse for not updating my blog. I had experienced the life without Internet for 5 days and guess what, I am fine with it. I think is because of I only start using the net service around age 18, and i knew it was kinda late, life before 18 is just staying at home everyday and studying and TV is my best friend of all time. I so used to that kind of life until the computer is invaded my life when I was 18. That is the time I get my own computer and the broadband. But before that, my blog already exist. My passion toward blogging never stop although last year is a downturn for my blog post, I blame it to the global economic that make me no mood to blog but I guess with the economic getting better, my mood to blog also getting much more greater.

Lots of theory to study, lots of section to memorise also.. But for somehow I love exam, exam bring me much more excitement and fun.. I love that kind of stress level and the result I get after all those stress, I am very happy to see what I get back after I work so hard for it. I always enjoy what am I doing. Even I in pain, i will enjoy the pain, because it is seldom for us to have such pain. I indulge into pain and stress but I wont put myself into that kind of situation purposely, let it come by naturually.
*Start singing :
You are the thunder and I am the lightning
And I love the way you
Know who you are and to me it's exciting
When you know it's meant to be
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
When you're with me, baby
Everything comes naturally, it comes naturally
Bay-bay-baby*

Hope my result of exam also good in naturally. pray pray pray

And my stupid internet connection faster back in action. I need it!!!!!!!

This is another great sunset shoot by me *blush ( tidak tau malu de boy). The colour of the sky is from black to dark blue to blue to orange to some yellowish. I love this kind of sky. The feeling is great when you looking into it and empty your mind. You will feel very peaceful and started your day dream or i should said night dream since it is sunset. :p

P/s : i failed my grammar test today. OMG..someone with the age of 20 still cant pass the grammar test. I feel ashamed. I better go back and study. Stupid me. I hate Grammar since i am stardard one till now I am 20.

Ryan L
The Little Lion