Short Update

Harlo, I'm feel bad for not updating my blog. Sorry for that. Gonna just briefly go through what happened in my life for last few days. First of all, result release. And I am not so happy with it, because I know I can do better than this, but is okay, last sem is here now. Gonna work hard and give the best of me to score the best.

Second, I decided to wait for next year to interview for cabin crew. I think I must at least finish up my study first. Cos this is the last semester now. I just dont want to give up now. So yeah, gonna chase my dream next year.

Third, just life is so complicated and yet so simple. What I get is never what I want. But I'm gonna just cope with it. Waiting is a long process but i guess the thing I can do is just wait. I dont like to wait but i'm used to wait.

Fourth, sometime all you need to do is just ask. If u wanna ask me out, just ask. If u wanna get my number, just ask, If you wanna see me, just ask.

Lastly, just gonna post one of my latest picture.

And I gonna love myself more before loving others :)

With Love, Ciao

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Respect

You Don't Get Respect Because You Want it; You Get Respect Because You Earn It

Now is 5.40 am. Is almost morning. Most of the people are snoring now or have a great adventure in the dreamland. For me is a sleepless night. Just do not feel like sleeping at all. Perhaps lots of thing bother in my mind. Result releasing soon and I think I not really do so well so kinda nervous for it. And the important decision I need to make. Lots of pressure from certain people who not really support me for it. I think I just should keep all to myself first before I make any decision. Listen Nicki Minaj and Beyonce make me more awake. I love Nicki's Super Bass and Beyonce's Why Don't You Love Me. Plus some Glee song. Big glee fans here. You can call me Gleek.

If you never listen to that two song before, you can give a try. Both are addictive and once you love it, you just can't stop listen to it. Gonna download it and one of the song in my Ipod.

As the title of this post is about Respect. Would like to write about something about religion. What make me feel like writing about it? Is cos of just watched a video about religion and respect, I think is a good topic to discuss. I am a free thinker. But I kinda special. Because I believe in God. I just do not define my God. I believe there are only one God. But non of the existing God in this world is my God. Hope I do not offence anyone. It just my personal point of view and something that I believe in. I do not deny the existent of other God, it just I choose to believe my own God. Plus I am not so religious person, So religion not really playing big part in my life. Mostly I choose to believe in People, Money, Power. These three thing is the thing I believe in the most.

I do not choose any religion does not mean I anti them. I do respect every religion. I respect some people need to pray before eating, I respect some might can't eat beef. I respect we need to take off shoes before walk into a temple. Actually all of this is so easy to be done, but why still people can't do it. Mostly is because of Ego. People are proud of their own religion and think other religion is silly or useless. This shall bring conflict among people. One of the reason I choose to become a free thinker is because I read some article when I was small kid and it about war caused by religion. Although not so understand in that time, but I decided not to choose any religion for my life. Religion suppose to make people feel safe, comfortable and have something to hold on when they are helpless, something to be the guidance when they need one. And religion is not an excuse to start a war or any fight or any bad activity. I hate that a lot. I hate people using religion to get what they want. I just don't like it.

Learn to respect is important. Even they are holding different perspective for living with you, but is their choice. Do respect it. Everyone have the right to live their live in their own way, no one can judge or say anything about it. I learn to respect by accepting it. Never judge someone you don't know. Besides religion, it is important to respect people who are different from you such as disability people, homosexual, transgender and etc. Respect any race no matter black or white or asian or others. They are born this way and there are nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you can start listen to Lady Gaga - Born This Way.

Respect play the important role in our life, once you learn how to respect, your life will be much more better. Trust me on that. I respect people so that people will respect me. Bow when you need to bow, say sorry when you need to say sorry. Keep quiet when it need to be quiet. Life will be much more better when you know how to respect people, religion, race, sexuality and even animals.

One word - RESPECT.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Water For Elephants

Water For Elephants starring by Robert Pattinson and Resse Witherspoon. This is a great movie. Out of 10, i will give 8.5. But I guess not everyone gonna like this movie as Twilight. Robert Pattinson was great in this movie. Totally better performance compare to Twilight Saga. And like always, Resse is a good actress. She look gorgeous in this movie. This definitely is one of the best movie of this year. Although I not yet watch Love and Other Drugs yet, but gonna watch it later. But still, I love No String Attached the most. Maybe the story of the movie is something I want but cannot want it. Perhaps in future, Perhaps only.

Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth

I love the tag line of the movie. Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth. Yeah, that's right. What is more interesting than our own life? We are the actor, director and script writer of our life. We decide how we gonna live our life . Life is a show, some people want it to be great and fun show, some might want to be dull and sad, it your choice to put on what show. For me, I would like a simple yet adventurous show. I always want to be someone simple and have a simple life. Wish to travel the world all by myself and record it with pictures and words. Will try something I would like to try but no chance to do it.

Favorite scene of the movie is when Robert dance with Resse, and the animals moments. The dance part is good. I love to do so when I got the chance. When u get into a relationship too long, sometime u forget that a small thing can be romantic, a slow dance can be captured someone heart again. We live so long , but we forget what we lived for.

Can I dance with you?

If you not yet watch the movie, I highly recommend this movie. Is entertaining, meaningful and Robert Pattinson is much more good looking in this movie. Love the way he look in this movie. Much more mature and handsome. Ciao now, gonna watch Love and Other Drugs.

And special thanks to my silent reader. You guys make me feel warm cos never thought someone gonna read my post. Thanks a lot. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Just A Dream

Today would like to write something about my dream. Perhaps some don't know. I came from a not so rich family. I won't say is poor but just enough to survive at Kuala Lumpur. So certain thing for me is a luxury thing. For example going other place to vacation. My family never have family trip like other family. Even to Port Dickson also don't have. So, when the time I was a small kid, I quite jealous other kids can go travel with family. But I think is not important cos born in this family shaped who am I today. My friends always think I am so kiasu because I always want to take high mark for my exam, the matter of fact is I just want to get good result to make sure I got better future. And yeah, I still getting good mark and sometime will very sad if I never get the mark I want. Not because of I kiasu, is because of I used to it. I just want to compete with myself, not with others. Till now, I still try to make myself the best I can, sometime is very tired. Sometime I hope to just relax myself but hardly to do it.

Sometime we just work and work and work, till one day we stopped and ask ourself : Why must I work so hard? what for I want to suffer myself to do all of these? Actually we know it, just we already forgot. Remember the first time you walk into the company or college, you promised yourself to be the best. Somehow if that job or course not the one you like, you do it just because people asked or just for living. We forget the dream we dreamed, we no longer dare to dream because dreaming cost a lot. To survive, we need to put our dream behind and face the reality. It so pathetic. For those who can work they Favorite thing as job, they are the most lucky person in the world because most people work for work only, not work for achieve the dream they set. We no long remember the passion during the kid and defeated by the money and desire.

Opps,crap too far away. Back to the topic. I think people who know me in person know i am short. Only 165cm. So sad, sometime I wish I can still grow taller. Is that too late for 21 years old boy? I think so. The dream I dreamed is something related to my height. Is my dream job. Actually from a small kid till now, i dreamed to become a cabin crew. Yeah, I know it just a dream cos I am short. But lately I found out that MAS only required at least 165cm. So I am thinking should I go interview or not. But I missed the KL session and the last session of interview is at Penang which is two weeks later. I am wondering should I go and try it. There's nothing wrong to try i guess. I will use this week to think about it. And if I going, then I need to take good care my face and get a nice hair cut.

Cabin Crew, my dream job. To fly over the world and service people. I like doing customer service. And get compliment from customer. And I love uniform. IT look smart. And no need to think what to wear to work. I know this job wont last forever. For certain age you need to stop flying around but who cares, most important is I get to travel around the world and learn about the world culture. I always love knowing new thing and learn new language. Although not so good in language but I will try to learn and improve like my English. I will learning because I know I am not good in it. So I accept any comment or correction from my friend cos I am learning from it.

Perhaps if I can't make it this year, I can try it next year. but I think it is good for me to travel to penang because the last time I was at penang was just a kid. So I can take this chance for the interview and travel to penang again after so many years.

You see the cute small kid? Yeah, that's me. During that time u still can take photo at the penang bridge. I guess it was so long ago right? Perhaps I should visit Penang again. Will think about it.

Will the dream job only just a dream? or it gonna become real? Let's see what happen after two week.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Holiday and Weird Dream

Yeah. I wasted my holiday by doing nothing. First of all, I sick for one week. Very sick that one. I had everything you can expect for sickness. Fever, flu, headache, body ache, vomit, diarrhea, dizzy and etc. So i just on my bed for one week. That goes one week of my holiday. Went to see doctor twice and took blood for test. My first time for blood test and cucuk twice somemore. It was kinda scary because I always scare injection. But i make it.

Let's see what I did for my holiday. NOTHING. omg. I think I need to plan out something for the one week that left. Gonna think about it. But still enjoying my relaxation at home, cos long time never really sit and lazying at home.

And I had a weird dream for few days. It is about I know a stranger girl and later she bought me one child and said is my baby boy. And he is sooooooooo cute. I love him so much, and i treat him as part of my life. Everyone in my family love him so much. But I do not get his name. I wonder what's his name. I started to miss him already. Such a cute little boy and he is my baby boy. I start to think, will I have my baby boy in the future? I dream about that baby boy for few days and I am happy with it. Aiyo, I am too young to be a father la. but he is simply so cute. If he is my son, i will do anything for him. And he do look like me. An adorable boy. Who knows someday I might really have my own child?

Thats all for this post. Shall update more soon. hope I figure out what to do for my holiday.

Ryan L

The Little Lion