On The Top

I cannot post it at my Facebook, so I write it here. Actually I am damn freaking happy to get the highest mark for the test in my class. If i wrote that at my fb, surely they will said I am showing off. but i do feel very happy. Long time do not get the highest mark already. It do feel good to be on the top. Actually for that test, actually is all about common sense, I not even study for it. When the day of test, I only read the note like 1 hours. Plus before the test, there are some tips for it but i not even bother to read the tips because I do not believe in tips and luckily i do not read it because none of it out. For others who only study the tips, it will be a hard time. So I always said you can follow the tips but also read other part, because no one know the tips is true or not. No need to put yourself on risk.

Everyone is living with different philosophy. We are holding different believe and thinking to live through our life. No need to judge other because they having different thinking with you, your not necessary right and them are not necessary wrong. There are no right or wrong for it. Just do whatever you want to do, as long it do not harm others and it is legal, then just do it. No need to worry so much, Life is short, if you keep think this and that, in the end, you will be ended your life with regret. If people want to talk bad about you, perhaps you just need to let them talk, because the reason they talk about you is because they are not good as you or they are jealous. As a wise man, there are no need to reply this kind of thing, because it will only waste your time and energy. That is my philosophy of life, what's yours?

Remember that, we only lived once. No matter do there got next life or not, do enjoy the life now. Don't do the thing you will be regretted after, Do do the thing you wanted to do. Love the people you love, as least you let him/her know you loved him/her.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Classmate

My classmate, yeah, is about my classmate again. The longer time I study with them, I notice that everyone is so great except got one la.. I don't think got other group in my course got that close as us. We having our trip for every semester break or during the semester period. It like our must do activity. And we all are having so much together. When we having break before the next class, we will go different place to lunch, I think we went to most of the place around our college, sometime will even go Cheras or even Klang. It is our class. At least the guy gang. There are only 7 guys in our class and we are like oligopoly. Everyone are mutual Independence, is like one getting A, everyone will work more hard, but if someone want to fail, no one will going to follow his step. and not forget to mention that our group is always the best group of DBU. It proven by our low fail rate and high passing and A rate. But sometime are kinda stress to be in this kind of group, because you need to keep work hard to keep the distance close. If not, you will be lifted far behind.

Today had a great day with my classmate. Although just 5 of us. But there are so many topics to talk about. We can talk from Facebook share. Lately lof of those funny video shared in Facebook. Then we talk about TVB drama. The latest and old one. Then we moved to Indian movie. We discussed how come they can suddenly sing and dance when having conversation. And every movie surely got that scene one. So, if u want to act at bollywood, you must know how to sing and dance, or not you cant survive. And how Dato Lee performance of the latest competition. Always lose to Lin Dan. We even take chance to tease about each other. Someone of us is stay on tree house, and his hometown got lot of chicken and duck. hahaha.. I gonna miss this life so much.

I love my classmate, and they are the best. And i hope everyone of us will be successful in our life. The dream come true.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random # 3

'Do you know hard work do not mean success? Do you know you might not get any pay back even you work so hard?'

'Yeah, I know. I know. But the problem is with all these expectation, it crash me down after know I can't get it.'

It happen to everyone. Included me. Life is a movie, you just need to play your own character well. you are always the leading role actor in your movie. Don't care about what others said, you are the best and no one going to bring you down.

Note to myself, love myself more, more my friends even more. Even there is no hand for me to hold, but there is always a shoulder to be borrowed. I know I will get it when I need it.

I hope I can go a trip alone.. go to some place that i dont know at all, take some nice picture and experience the different culture. I want to run away ...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Lion

Broga Trip

Once again, my class challenged Broga Hil. Last time was failed due to raining and the road are too slippy. And this time we successfully reached to the third hill. It is a great achievement. Not like we reached the highest hill or what, but together with my beloved classmate, it feels great. To stand on the top.

Let's start from the beginning. We are woke up around 3am. Some even never sleep. I took a smal nap from 12 to 2 something. Then woke up and facebook and get ready. After we reached to the place that we should gather, it was around 4 something, and we all are super excited for the trip. And we waited for everyone to come, and started our jounery to Broga Hill. This time we got 15 people go together. It was an amazing number because usually not more than 10 people. Although only 4 out of 7 guys went for this trip, but it was one of the best trip ever, and it was planned a day before. So last minute. Is our style la.

We reached broga around 5 something if i am not mistaken, and we started our journey by walking in the dark. If you never bring touch light, you cant see anything. The time we reached there, there already got kinda lot of people. But we all are so excited about it. But only started around 10 min, got some start to said tired. haha..

After we reached to first hill, only 7 people wanted to continue for the second and third one. The rest are taking some break and rest at the first hill. And we all make it to the third hill. Damn excited and happy. Of cos, photo session is a MUST and is my fav part of the trip.

Besides that, we also went to Outback Broga for Flying fox, Rock Climbing. It was fun, and it was the first time i tried this kind of extreme activity. I want to play it again... Although get some injured during the trip, but it worth for it. Ouch, my hand are pain..... and my leg too

Some of the photo taken of the day :

The sunrise of Broga Hill

This is the outback Broga.

This is when the time we at the top of Broga Hill

The Group Photo of DBU 7

We meet our lecturer... So surprised to see him

The F4

The only 7 who reached The top of the hill

Another photo of the great 7

Acting cool

7 again... before we up for flying fox

That's all for this post. Will update again soon.. I love my classmate and DBU 7

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Eat, Pray. Love

Since I missed this great movie - Eat, Pray, Love by Julia Roberts. I had decided to get myself a copy of the book before I watch the movie.

So, yeah.. the book I read now is Eat, Pray, Love. And guess what, Katy Perry is behind me. If you look closer, the lady who stand behind me wear like Katy Perry and i keep asking Lucas should I take photo with. But this photo included her in already. So happy. The heels are so high.

And one more thing is, my cutie also get the same book on the same day with me. I am so happy. We both going to read the same book together. I miss you a lot. Hope you take good care at UK. I think now is very cold. Do wear more cloth. We hang out when you back. :)

I already started to read some chapter of the book. And I notice that this is a good book. I love the way of the author describe the god. She have the same idea with me, We believe in God, but not any specific God.

" Do you believe in God"

"I believe in a Magnificent God"

This line touched my heart. And because of this line, I'm surely going to finish up the book. And I shall expect more from the book.

Actually I not really like to eat, And i do not pray. I not even know what is Love. Hope by reading this book will help me explore myself better.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sunway

I went to Sunway today. And had a long lunch with Lucas. I think we start our lunch around 1.45pm and we ended at 5pm. And it was raining outside. We got too many topic to talk about. From Glee, to movie to Korean drama and movie, and other stuff. Is good to have such friend that have this much of topic to talk about and have the same interest as you. It make you feel like there is someone who understand you. I glad I know Lucas. and enjoyed the lunchie together. It was the longest lunch I ever had.

Taken some photo at Sunway Pyramid:

Thanks to Andrew for the idea. I personally love this photo so much....

GLee... I too love glee too much. I even dream about glee. omg...

This is Lucas. My friend. :)

p/s: This is for Elroy. I know you might reading my post. So i just want to wish you Happy birthday again. Forever young ya... :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Friday

It is Friday again.. Is time to get back to my normal blog post - My life. But I think my life is kinda boring. Because just repeating the same routine everyday and every week. Today is Friday, so i got morning class. I went to college, and apologize to Mr. Chris. Because Mr.Chin and me make him so angry. I hope he not angry anymore la.... We already say sorry for many times. Even post Sorry on his FB wall let everyone know we are sorry. Then I am damn angry with someone also. I dont want to mention anything about that person here. Waste of my time and energy only. No need to do anything for him already. Bye Bye

Then, today is the day i can collect my pay cheque. Hurray... I been waited for this cheque for 4 months I guess.. When is the last PC fairs ya? I think from that time till now.. I was so poor and pity. But now is better with the pay cheque. So when I finished my class, thanks to my classmate buddy - Nic fetch us to Titiwangsa. Saved up lot of time. Then I took monorail to Raja Chulan to Wisma Genting. But when I reached there, I realized that it was lunch break. So, I think if i went up also need to wait, and i decided to walk around at Pavilion. It is nearby the Wisma Genting where I need to collect my Cheque.

When I walked to Pavilion, i notice that I got nothing to do at there, and I not yet take my lunch also. After stand in front of the Redbox stealing their Wireless axcess, I decided to go walk walk. And I passed Uniqlo.. The most hit topic of everyone lately. It seem like everyone is holding a piece of something from there. So I went in and take a look. It still kinda lot of crowd.. but no need to Q till no way... I walk in and look here and there. There is no nice looking person... Opps. I means nice cloth for me, but i saw some jeans that are not bad and it got my size - 28!! Yeah yeah.. I think is time to reward myself with someone after hard work for long time, so I get the jeans and tried on, but although it was a bit too long, but it fit on me... Do you know it is so hard to find a jeans for me? So i decided to just buy it. With no doubt. I took out my wallet and go to the cashier... Then, It is belong to me now... I am The HAPPY Boy now.

After that, I walked to McDonald. I already forget when is the last time I had McD. So I walk in and order my fav. And of cos, Fb with my lovely phone. Although it is just Nokia, but it already be with me 1 years. And i love it. But i still hope to get Iphone... I am sooo bad.. After the lunchie, I walk back to Wisma Genting from the McD Bukit Bintang. It not really far. So just took me around 10 min to reach there. Get into the building, checked the floor number and collected my cheque. Then bank in to my account and all done... After that, I walked back to Pavilion and window shoped for awhile. And I walked from pavilion to times square for monorail to KL Central. And I am so lucky to have the bus arrived just in time. I am the Lucky and Happy boy today..

And yah... That's all for today, and I am home sweet home at my PJ home... Tomorrow going to be a new day.. And i shall update again soon.. maybe tomorrow.. haha

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Teenage Dream

Teenage Dream is keep repeating in my Ipod... The song that I keep listening for the whole week. Especially Glee version by Darren Criss. That one is Damn damn cool. Yeah, Teenage Dream. I wish I had one. But let's think back, actually there are no regret in my life, at least for this 20 years. Perhaps some mistake, but no regret. Because everytime i do something or say anything I will make sure that I won't feel regret after that. Am I still a teenage, I wish I am, and I wish there are someone to hold my hand when I need it. I wish I am the same person as few years back, that boy that put so much expectation in love. But get nothing in the end. I know I am still very young, Indeed too young for love. But I do not give up all this time. But now.... I am tired. Perhaps I should stop. Stop everything in my mind.

Back to Teenage Dream. ( see, i am so random). I love the song. Don't know why. The first time I listen to it, already addicted to it. Maybe the lyrics is good. and it touched my heart. A teenage dream should be full of colour, and excited matter, dream about the future, the career, the car, the partner and everything. Teenage always is the most beautiful dream, but who will make the teenage dream, most of us can't do it. Because it is too fantasy. But mine is simple. A house, A car, A career and A partner. That's all in my life. No regret.

Today nothing much to write. Don't want to spread out the emo to my readers. Although not sure got people read or not, but thanks for reading, if you are reading it now. I love you guys.

Today I love myself more abit... Going to put my own picture. This one was snap in my room without the light on. I love it. Stay in the dark and think nothing.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Can I ?

I tried my best, can I give up now? Can I not to hold on my tear? Can I walk away just like that? The answer mostly is a NO. We are held on different kind of responsibility. As a student, to get a good result. As a son, must be good for your parents. As a friend, I do not wish to pretend but sometime a mask is necessary.

If life is a circle, eventually we all will come back to the same point. So, there is no need to feel sad about losing something or someone, because in the end, we all lost it. Because no one ever owned it before. It's like holding the string of a kite, sometime you just need to let it go, for the kite to fly higher. There is no use to keep holding on it, you only will get nothing in the end, let go sometime is a wise choice.

Life is too serious to be taken seriously. I just want to laugh when i want to laugh, Cry when i need to cry, jump when I am excited. No need to be the one that hide behind the wall and can't do anything.

I love the room without any light, just me and me. I can see clearly, think wisely, talk better. I enjoyed to talk to myself. Because the only one to know best about you is you. This will be another random post. Just feel like writing something after listen to a sad song. And I love to sit alone to watch sunset. I just into it so much...

I walk and walk, I fell down and I stand up and walk again

Ryan L

The Little Lion

The Perfect Life

Yesterday watched a great movie - Life as we know. Yeah, life as we know is always regulate in fixed cycle. We always hope it go as what we hoped it to be. But life is a surprise, it will give us unexpected event, for example, in the movie, they never expect their best friends will passed away and left the baby and the house to them. But the only choice they have is just accept it and live with it. Sometime, when we think from the other side, it actually not so bad when we facing unlucky thing or event, at least it teach us something, something that only we get to learn during this kind of thing happen. This is a great movie, highly recommended to watch it.

Life as we know, there is no perfect life. There is always something. Something missing from our life. But my perfect life is very simple. I just wanted a few thing in my life. And I think it is not hard to achieve it. First thing in my life, I want a stable career. I just hope I will get a high pay career to allow me to buy anything I want, to spend the money without worrying and there is always some extra money to donate it out. A career that I no need to worry about resign or get fired. I dont mind to work till very late or need to wake up early, cause my passion in my life is earning money. As now I am study hard for it, and making sure this will come true.

Second, I wish to buy a house. A big house. And it must be designed as I wanted. Actually I already got the plan for my house design. Even how the room looks like. I want a big closet like in the Sex and The City, The room is full with all my cloths and shoes and other collection. It is one of my dream to get such closet. and it got the yard I want, and the interior design must be modern one I dont mind spending money on it, so that's why I want to have a stable carrer first.

Third, A car. It is a norm for every guy having a car. I not really into those fancy sport car. I just want a car that are usable and look great. For now, not really having any car I want, but i guess i will get my car as time goes by. :)

Fourth, I want a dog. I am a dog person. And i heart big size dog. Since I am kinda small in size, i mean my height, so a big dog will make me feel more secure and safe. Sometime, when i lonely, i can hug him and he will lick my face. At least there is something to give me a hug when I need it. And the name of the doggie will be Derek. A name that I loved so much that if I not called Ryan, then I will be Derek. But I want to save Derek for my future doggie. My great companion.

Last but not least, we all need this. A partner. No matter how rich you are, how big the house and car u own, there is pointless wihout someone to share it with you. We are human, and we need someone. At least, i will need a hand or a shoulder when I am down. And I working hard to find for the right one... Wish me the best.

Ryan L

The Little Lion