Project Runaway 6 : Graduation Trip @ LangKawi 2

The second part of the Langkawi trip. This is an island where there are a legend about the lake. If you drink the water of the lake, you shall be pregnant.  Dont know is true or not but we had fun for swimming there. And it is 10meter deep and our feet cant touch the ground at all. kinda scary for me. 

The next is the beach part. Langkawi have the best beach in Malaysia. And the weather is great. I love sunny weather plus nice view of sea and beach.

That's all for this post. Next update is the last update of the trip. by the way, we had our last gathering yesterday and it was fun. Thanks guys for everything.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dog - Touching Story

Reading this make me cry non stop. Just want to share with you guys. Always appreciate the people or thing around you. Never wait till you lost it only start missing it. Don't take thing for granted cos you might regret for doing so. Everytime I watch Marley and me, I'm surely will cry non stop. I'll talk about that next time.

Hope you like the story. I love it a lot.
From Marley and me:
A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his.

 Ryan L
 The Little Lion

Project Runaway 6 : Graduation Trip @ LangKawi

Finally, I finished my diploma and the last trip with my beloved classmates is the langkawi trip. It was a 3days 4 nights trip. and it full of alcohol and crazy act. The whole trip is fun, exciting and non stop photo taking. I'm so lucky to know such great classmates. Hope the friendship will go on even we not longer see each other everyday. I'm gonna miss them so much. It surely is the best stage of my life and I gonna remember this stage of life forever. So many photo to upload but I'm just gonna pick a few to post at my blog. For more photo, perhaps you should view my Facebook because it got 800 plus photo. 

Model wannabe

Hi-Tea session

Hi-Tea Session 2

This one look silly

Group Photo 

Try look at the below one

look alike? Mr.Nic trying to learn the way I smile

Act Cool

The WaterFall. 

Posing

This is so funny

I think I should divide it to few post.. So this is the first post. First we went to Gunung Raya For hi-tea and too bad the fog are too thick and we can't see the full view of langkawi but still get the chance to camwhore and do a model wannabe photoshoot. It was fun although without the great view. The next destination is Waterfall. The water is clean and cold. Fresh air and nice to take photo also.

Next post will post more photo about the Langkawi trip.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

The Great KL

So, I was too bored and yesterday was Monday, everyone is working or study. And I decided to test out my phototaking skill by shooting my first model - Kuala Lumpur. The whole photoshooting just lasted for 2 hours cause I kinda tired to walk under the hot sun, but I think I still managed to get some great shoot. It is not as pro as the the professional photographer's photo and I also do not wish to compare to them. I just want to show the way I looked at the heart of Malaysia - KL.  So here are some of the photo I taken yesterday. Although not very nice, but for first timer, I think I did okay. Gonna just praise myself a bit for the hardwork. :) 

Malaysia National Flower -Hibiscus and  a notice board of reminding people not to litter. 

This is the place I started my shooting. Pasar Seni LRT Station.

Passed by the KL Hop on Hop off waiting area and also Taxi station. 

One of my favorite photo of the day

Arrived Destination

This kinda hard to take. And stand there for at least 20 min to get this photo.

Petaling Street aka Chinatown Malaysia.

 More picture to come after I back from my trip. Yea, I'm going to Langkawi for few days with my classmates for the last time. Gonna miss them so much. Already be with them for almost 3 years and I just love to be with them. I'm sure it gonna be a great trip.So the rest of the great KL photo will only be uploaded when I back from Langkawi.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dream Big

Why afraid to dream when it just a dream? If you want to dream, do try to dream something big and not dream of those small thing like leaving the town, get marry soon or wish to eat a piece of cake tomorrow. Dare to dream it, life is nothing without our dream. We live for our dream, and always try your best to achieve your dream. Do not left any regret behind. If you like someone,just tell that person, if you care about the person, just let the person know it, if you want to say hi to someone, just go ahead and say hi. Even you might get rejected, but at least you tried it. No regret right?

My dream is big. I wish one day I would touch the ground of New York and I want to buy a house at the highest condo of New York by having the best night view of new york. I want to become a CEO before age of 30 and by age of 40 I would have my own business and age of 50 I would retired and be somewhere of the world. Oh well, It just a dream, it might not come true forever but at least I dreamed about it. Don't take it too serious. You can dream anything you want. Unlock your imagination, let the little boy/girl out and start drawing your dream, Remember this, you build your dream, not him, not her. is You, yourself.

And now back to the reality. I should get a good job, and start saving money. As advised by Andrew and MK, I should start thinking about car and insurance. Then I would like to take my degree and master because I love study, study make me feel young, and I love the stress when you having exam and you notice that you don't know anything about the subject. That kind of feeling is great cos the your adrenaline will be increasing everyday and that's a good thing. It motivate me to prove that I can do it. And not to forget, owning a house is important for a man. No matter you plan to have a family or not, for me, a man must own a house. That's make a man complete.

I always want to be a normal guy, live a normal life. Work, study, eat, sleep, hang out with friend, walk my dog. That's the perfect life for me. Perhaps I still young, so that is just what I asking for now. I guess few years later when I read this post, I will think how naive I am back there, but for now I think that is more than enough. I love my life, nothing to complaint about, Good life, Good friend, Good music. I enjoying my life, and I know if i want something, I have to fight for it. Perhaps I should be more initiative to ask people.

I always say : We are young and we are here, why not we do something crazy and runaway. NEVER look back and never regret. Once you look back, you will see the police is chasing you.. (LAME...) I mean if you have the chance to make mistake, this is the moment where you can make all the mistake you want, and you'll learn from the mistake. Dont afraid to fall down, this is the time you should fall down and learn to get up by yourself. Try to imagine this, you are 30 years old now and your life before is just smooth and easy. Nothing big happen and you always live in the fairy tale life, but one day... everything you own is gone, serious. everything, your friend betrayed you, one of your family member passed away, you get fired or your business going down and your wife is gonna give birth to your third son. That's the time you are all alone and no one gonna help you for that. You will find yourself so helpless and useless. It also hard for you to get up again because you already 30 and you got nothing, who can help? But if you fall down when you are young, all you have is time. Learn from the mistake and move on. No commitment, no regret. Do you believe that I got no regret till today. Yea, I no regret for everything I did or said.

( and age of 30 is still young, old should only be used for above 45)

So dream big while you are young, make mistake while you are young, do something crazy when you are young, That's what we called life.

Everyone should listen to One and Only by Adele. It is my fav song and it is meaningful

Ryan L

The Little Lion

First Impression

First impression is important. It set the attitude of the people. Not only that, if the first impression is not good, perhaps can say bye bye to that person. So I always wonder what's other people think about me, the first impression about me. The few comments I always get is :

1. You do look short as you said.

2. So young already so many white hair, think a lot huh?

3. You look exactly same as your photo.

4. You do not look like 21, do not think like 21, do not act like 21 ( I take that as compliment)

And the top comment is :

You so quiet. Do you like to talk?

Yes. That's is my weakness. I know that. I hardly can stand out myself from a group conversation. That's just me. I just don't like to interrupt people when they are talking, I also dont like people interrupt my talk. There are always one philosophy in mind : What you want people do to you, you just do it to people; what you dont want people do it to you, you just dont do it. Sound like an excuses for myself huh?

People who know me I would say only my classmates or a very very few friends. I can be talk a lot. But when I with someone i dont know, or someone I just know, I just can't talk well. Perhaps that's just me. Many people missed the chance to know me more because I kinda protective and I not usually share my thought with people I barely know, not even my family, not my friends or my dog. oh gosh, I like to keep everything to myself. And I enjoyed to do so. For the people who dont know me, they might think I am selfish, arrogant, hard to be with, but actually I am like that. Just it take more time for me to accept a new people, a new friend. Too many bad experience and too many bad friend out there. So I have to protect myself and do not let anyone come closer and have any chance to hurt me. I hurt enough. There are enough wound and scar in my heart. So you no need come to add some new wound and scar to it. thanks

I dont mind to be alone. In the matter of fact, I always alone. I used to be alone. From a kids, I go school alone, I come back from school alone, I took the bus alone, I eat alone, till now I also eat alone. I read alone, I play alone. And I dont have child mates, I dont have neighbors friend, I not even have a friend can share my secret. But is okay. I told myself everything will be fine and I just need to love myself.

Suddenly this moment, saw a tweet and messaged a people. I hope he is okay. I know he will be fine.

Perhaps I need some changes. Start from learning how to join in a conversation, learn how to interactive with people and smile. When someone are smiling, the world become better. When I see someone smile, my mood become better. I am a pretender but I never fake my smile. I might fake my words, my act but never my smile.

Just want to say I am one of the most lucky person in the world for knowing some great friends. And I will try my best to play to role of a friend. I used to be a not so good friend and I promised myself I will change. Sometime I do need a friend. I just know I need it.

Playlist is playing : If I die Young. I wonder if I die young, will there be anyone come to my funeral? Will anyone will cry for me? Will anyone will hate me forever? Perhaps I just need to let it be..what will be will be ....

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Derek and Me

Finally I revealed who is Derek after one week keep asked by many people. Yes. Derek is my little boy and he is just 3 weeks old only. He such an adorable boy, but sometime is just too notti, when I try to put him to bed, he surely will make the begging and pity voice, if not he will just bark, and bark louder and louder each other. When I got no idea how to calm her down, just have to spank his small butt. Hope he learned his lesson cos I really don't like to spank his butt. Perhaps I just too spoil him. But he is just too cute and I promise will love him as long I'm here with him. I will not allow anyone or any dog to bully him.

One cute thing about him is he will follow you wherever you go, when I walk to kitchen, he will just follow, when I walk to toilet, he follow also. And the way his run is so cute, and when he walk to somewhere around the house, and you called his name, he will just run toward with a cute style. You really must see his way of running, Perhaps next time I can record some video to share on my blog.

The hard thing for me is to toilet train him. He just take the toilet as his playground and refuse to poo poo and pee pee there. But this only the first week we together, will spend more time to train the notti boy and perhaps next time can sleep together with him. Plus he not yet finish his 3 times vaccination. he only can stay home. So I will just stay home more to be with him. Or not he will be very bored when he alone.

Derek and me.. such a cute boy

The first time I hugged him and bring him home

How can you not love him? He is just my everything now .

I'm too lucky to have Derek in my life. Just hope he think that way too. I love you Derek. a

Today received company H call for interview. Means i might working soon. So must appreciate the time with Derek boy.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Food and The Little Lion

I noticed that I like to take food with food. Yea, take photo with the food, not take the photo of the food. Just looked through my facebook photo album and kinda lot of photo posing with food or drink. Actually I do love to take photo when I think my look is okay, so when people ask me to take photo, usually i wont reject. Some people if u want to take photo with them, I think is harder than meet the pm. They will give u lot of excuses. But just a photo won't cost you anything right? unless you are superstar and someone will misuse your photo, if not, just stand there and say : cheeeeeese. Done... it wont take you 1 minutes. Unless you want to try out different pose, then take a few photo and pick the nicest one.

My friends like to warn me : Please do not upload those ugly photo. Because sometime I just too lazy to filter the photo and just upload it all. But now I will do filter and only upload the nice nice one. Never let people to see your ugly sides. All human are realistic one, they might dont want talk to you after seeing your ugly picture.

If next time got chance to ask me out, do take a photo with me. I love to do so but too shy to ask. Perhaps I should practice my smile more. I need to smile better for my graduation photo in future. MUST learn how to show teeth when smile.

Here is some photo I grab from my facebook album :

But I do long time no take my own picture already. Perhaps getting older make me feel like should be more mature? But still got a lot of mature guy camwhore also. So is okay la. I will take more photo of myself. But hopefully wont hurt your eyes due to my ugliness and silliness.I think I do look like a small kids in those picture. but I'm little lion ma..... so is okay . ( sorry for my bad writing :P)

And if you noticed the changes in my blog, you will see there a youtube video at the side. Yeah, I think the song is cute. The song called : The Lion sleep tonight. I think it fit the theme of the blog, and I do love the song. Something special for me

That's all for now. As promised I will upload the Orange series photo next post. :)


Ryan L
The Little Lion

Good Luck

Yea. I am wishing myself good luck. And I also want to thanks for those who wished me good luck. I guess i needed it a lot. I guess just one week times to suffer for my finals and after that will be hurray. No more exam. At least for few months. if i decided to go for degree.

So. that's all for this post. will update more next time. now back to study. and some exclusive photo for my blog. Do need to reserve some photo for it. Perhaps the next post I will post the orange series since I already finished edit it.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Happy Birthday, Mum

Just want to wish my beloved mother - HAppy birthday, mum. I proud to be your son and I will always love you.I wish you will always be there and stay healthy and pretty. I always told my friends that my mum look very pretty, am I right ?

I'll be home always. No worry :) And I will always be a good boy.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Letter to Little Derek

To : Little Derek

Halo. Nice to know you, little Derek. When the first time I see you, I know i will fall in love with you. You make me smile and u had stolen my heart ever since the moment we met. Oh gosh, you are so cute and adorable. I just can't stop thinking about you now. Kinda sad when the moment i say goodbye to you but I'm sure one week is very fast only. We shall meet again and i want to hug u tightly.

I promise you to be a good daddy and I will take good care of you. Never let you to be alone, hungry, scare,hurt, sick or sad. Lion daddy promise to give u the best and never disappointed you when the time u need daddy.

I miss you Little Derek and I shall see u in one week plus. If not 2 week plus.

Love you

and p/s : Met someone nice this weekend. And thanks for the night :)

From : Lion Daddy