One day

I always believe there’s a moment in life, where we worked for so hard every day, and finally we get tired and we will start to wonder why I am doing this. I think this is an important stage of life. Where we really tired of everything and everyone, some people choose the hang on there, some people choose to leave, some people just pretend nothing is happened, pick up the exhausted heart and mind and continue to do what they should do. I think I would choose the second opinion which is runaway from everything. Perhaps I will disappear 3 to 6 months. And no one will even notice that I not around anymore.

I would travel around and see thing and people. Meet different kind of people, learn different kind of language. People should do that. We can commit ourself into workplace maybe for few years, but not forever.

Just give me some time, I will do it one day. Yeah, one day

Ryan L
The Little Lion

October

October, my favorite month.

The weather are just nice, 

the wind is just fine,

People look more petty and handsome,

Doggie look more cute,

Food taste better,

Working seem like not so boring,

Assignment feel like very easy,

It make me feel like miracle can be happened anytime

I do not make a wish, I just hope it will be a good month. 

October simply feel good.

Hopefully it really will be a good month 

Cheer 

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Jom Botak

Jom Botak is a campaign by MAKNA to create awareness of cancer and what are the feeling of the cancer patient bald for undergo chemotherapy.

please visit : http://jombotak.makna.my/ for more info.

 Before and After 

Happy Derek and Botak me 

Although is not something big, but i do hope people will care more about the cancer patient and understand what they are going though. 

The Little Lion

Ryan L

Hello & Goodbye

Life is a series of hellos and goodbye. People come and people go. Some people stay, some people left, some people come and stay for a short period but yet it is the most amazing moments. The important is not the time frame, but is the moment shared together. 

Some people hurt you, some people love you, some people make you laugh, some people make you sad, the important not what they did, it is the emotion and memory they gave it you. Quote from my friend MK: Happiness isn't something you experience; it's something you remember.

In the end, you will be thankful to everyone that ever appear in your life. Because of them, it shaped what you are today. Life is about people you meet and the things you create with them. Be nice and a smile won’t harm you or anyone. 

You can feel sad, but don’t sad for too long. You deserve to be happy. You can cry out, but remember to be strong after the tearsdrop, make it every drop worth. Promise to take good care yourself, never let anyone take control of your life.                      

Say hello to the new friend and welcome them warmly, say goodbye to old friend or the people who want to leave and wish them all the best. A hug better than any word to express the feeling. Hug is free, so do not hesitate to give it to people who need it.

  You Bite Me, I Bite You, That's called Love Bite

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Second Half

First half of the year is gone. Do you resolve any resolution that you set on the beginning of the year?

My first half of 2012 was great for me. I get to know some great people, started my degree, working life is stress but still manageable, went to Bangkok, and now starting to plan to get a car for myself. Always wanted to get myself a car but still taking myself some time to consider that am I able to commit myself into such big commitment in such age and such pay? I guess I still need some time to think about it.

Life should not be so easy, that’s what I am telling myself so easy. We tend to be lazy if life gets easy. I think the second half of the year gonna be very busy as assignment and workload getting more and more. No complaint but just hope to get a short break for myself.

Let’s hope better for the rest of the year 2012.

And finally talked to the Famous Calvin. Good start of the second half year i guess 

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Unpredictable

Life is a series of unpredictable event that happen together to make us have all kind of feeling. Today morning I was thinking about someone and someone messaged me. Oh gosh, it has been almost one year since the last time I get in touch with him. It was a pleasant surprise to me and it makes my day. It also show that people do remember me.

I met some great people. Some are just hi and bye. Some become friend and some even not remember who I am. But I always consider myself as a very lucky person for get to have such great friends in my life. Although I not those super good looking guy, but I take myself as the normal boy with average look. I like the way i look (okay, not my ears), already accepted the fact that I only can be 165. Met people who have same height as me but still can be great, so it no longer about the height. I love my small eyes.

I don’t mind people don’t know me. Just want to keep myself as low as I can. No need to know everyone, know a few that are good to you and you feel comfortable with them is good enough.

And once again, I proved myself is not bad in presenting. Compliment from the lecturer saying that I’m the best presenter of the class because I memorize the fact, I do not read from the slide, and I explained everything clearly and example provided. But because of this presentation no mark is given, actually I just simply do. I not even practice for it. And I did last minutes preparation by thinking what to say and the example during others presentation. But I still feel happy for that. The only reason I write this in my blog is because this is the only place I can show off as not many people will read it and I don’t plan to tell everyone that. But it just the feeling want writing it out, if not facebook, not twitter then just left my blog. Gonna do some preparation for the next presentation as it is part of the assignment. Not every time is so lucky for me.

Life is unpredictable. Just take everyday like your last day you gonna live in this world. Do the thing you like and want. That’s all I want to say. 

Dear Calvin : R.I.P Poco :(  Just be strong. hugs

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Dark Side

Life is like a silent movie. Only you, yourself know the dialogue of your heart. It is not hard to get to know someone but it is hard to guess someone’s thinking. Mind is a very scary yet powerful thing, it creates thought and thought evolve into idea. Idea transform into action and the action lead to success or failure. I used to like to watch silent movie. I like to guess what they actually saying in the movie. Imagination is borderless; it can be higher than any sky, deeper than any sea.

I am the person who very enjoy of the silent moment. I’m alone but not lonely. I wish to travel to the place that away from the big city and people and get closer with the nature. Should plan one day off to mount kinabalu and conquer the big guy, but now just need to focus more on my study and work. I need to balance my life. Lately just too tired and can’t focus in work or class. Perhaps I am pushing myself too hard.

Love this song very much lately :-

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

5 more days to SCMKL. Cant wait for that

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Silent

Silence is the strongest word uttered when needed having the most deadend effect the harshest of words
~Ryan LeRoux

Beautiful Life

Appreciate Life
Enjoy every moment
Love your family, friends, enemy and/or your dog,cat,hamster..
Have faith in something such as God or anything that make u feel calm and peace.
You never know you will need to hold on something in one day
 Be nice to everyone
Always smile and say good words
Life is hash but at least you are breathing and alive so nothing in this life in better that that
Nothing is impossible, you just need to take the first step
Trying is no harm, keep try until you success
Open your mind and heart to accept something new or special
Do not discriminate, no one is perfect
If can, travel often. Getting lost will help you find yourself.
Mediation for 10 minutes a day. It help to balance your life.
Spend another 10 to 30 minutes to read everyday. Do not stop reading.

Life is beautiful, and always love yourself.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Food

My friend lately is complaining to me that I am too picky for food. But that is not true. I always being asked this question : You eat to live or live to eat? Without doubt, my answer is eat to live. Actually I not really like to eat, if can, I dont want to eat. I just eat to survive, so actually I don't mind the food is nice or not nice, as long is acceptable then i am okay with it. But here come the problem, my acceptable level is kinda weird which people thought i am very picky and choosy. But I got my own reason for that.

First of all, I don't eat lamb and beef as my family don't eat beef and lamb taste gamey. I will vomit if I take lamb. The smell and taste of lamb is unacceptable for me. Still remember the first time i tried a lamb dishes and I vomited all out in 10 minutes. After since that I dare not to eat any lamb anymore. and I will dare not to try those deer, rabbit meat also.

Secondly, I don't eat funny part of animal such as leg. I can't accept chicken leg, pork leg, duck leg or any kind of leg. and also any kind of organ such as heart, stomach, intestine. So if i go pak kut teh with my friends, i will try to stop them from adding those part inside but each time failed. They all really happy to see i'm not eating those part because they can eat more. Sometime I just don't understand why people like to eat that kind of thing. But I won't ask them not to eat when with me, I can just choose the part I will eat.

Third, is the kind of vegetable that got strong smell such as bell pepper, petai, egg plant and a few more. In short, I just no likely anything with funny smell and funny texture. And I love sweet thing. Dessert lover. can I have dessert for my breakfast, lunch and dinner?

Yea, that's why. See, I am not picky. I just dont eat weird stuff. So next time eat with me, no need to worry so much, cos I can find anything to eat in the menu, except you want to pre-oder for me, but no one do that for me so is okay.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Sad Story

Yesterday, I went out with a friend that he told me a sad story. In one usual day, he met a friend at one of the neighborhood nearby his house and he saw a moving box in that person. Out of curious he asked that person what’s that in the dog and that person told him in that is a dog and he plan to throw it away. My friend was shocked when that person say that and with no emotion and my friend asked him why. He answer was : I am so sick of taking the dog and it was too naughty and troublesome to raise dog. It no longer fun to having a dog like the expectation. What kind of people will say this kind of thing? My friend take over the dog from that person and take back to his house and the sad thing is the dog should be in pairs but my friend only manage to save the female because the male one that person put it in somewhere far few day back and when my friend try to locate it, that male dog cant be found.  And the female dog body is all with wound and scar. My friend believes that person had been abusing the dog also. The good thing is my friend manages to get the dog from that person and now she is in my friend house.

I do not get the point here. Dog is not a toy. You cannot have a pet just for fun and when you feel bored of it and you just throw it away just like that. That’s the problem of nowadays people, people never think of consequence. Do they ever think about all the responsibility before getting a pet? I think they just think it is cute and they must have it and when they have it they  start to feel tired of taking care it and eventually just throw that into somewhere. It not suppose to be like that, animal also have feeling like we do, if you not happy, you can release your anger in many ways, why abuse your pet by hitting them or torture them? This society is sick. As a dog owner, I always advise people when you plan to get a dog, you must think about a few things:

1. Do you have the time to take care the dog, bath the dog, feed the dog?

2. Will you willing to sacrifice some of your time to play with the dog or bring it out for walk?

3. Can you make sure that you will be with your dog whenever he need you?

4. Do you really can take up the responsibility and have the patient to train and teach the dog?

5. Will you love your dog just like love your friend because you got lot of friends and the dog only got you as their friend.

I really hope people get the pets just because it seem cool and fun to have one as everyone is having one and expect the pet having good behavior without any training. Think before you buy and if can, don’t buy, adopt one from SPCA or PAWS. Help the homeless animal and it will love you more than anyone do.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Busy Life

I been so busy lately. Lot of good thing and bad thing happened for the last few months. The worst is I dropped my laptop and now it need to admit to hospital No pc from now to next few weeks. And then life is been so busy after since I started my class. Now my life is just work and study. I get up from my bed, go to work, then off work and then go class, finish my class and if not so tired will hit the gym for one hour but if very tired will just back home and sleep and the next day is the same thing again. Now I’m totally lifeless and hard to catch up with my friends also.

This kind of life should be last for at least 2 years plus I think. And I got lot of assignment to do and yet I my laptop is still dying there. It gonna be a struggle semester for me, but just gonna try to do my best and get a good grade for my degree.

I am so sorry for long time never update my blog. I not even got time to update my twitter and facebook. Less time for me to whatsapp also. Friends is complaining about me getting too busy and no time for them. I think is time for me to do some time management between work, study and friends. Just gonna make some call within this few week and catch up with friends.

And after started my degree, it also mean no more running around for me. I just gonna stop it for 2 years and fully focus on my study.(bye bye for Vietnam, siam reap and Bali) But I still will go for the Company trip cos it is free and I can skip work for few days. Hopefully no coursework to rush for that period. However, during the weekend I should think of have a short getaway in the country to continue my Project Runaway such as Penang as the last time I was there and I’m just 3 years old. Totally not remember anything about Penang.

And I just need to get drunk at least one time. Not typical reason but just feel like doing it. 

That’s all for now. Hopefully my lappy recover soon and want to play Diablo 3 and watch my Japanese Anime. Naruto story is getting more excited and I cant wait it... Ish. That's Life.

Ryan L

The Little Lion