Age

Although I always say age is nothing but a boring number that trap people into a certain pattern, but actually recently I found out that age does matter in lot of thing. Recently I meet up with some of my old friends and we had a great gathering and conversation. As the time passed by, our topic of conversation had changed tramandously. We no longer start to talk about dream, we talk about reality, we no longer talk about what you did yesterday or the past but we talked about what we gonna do for tomorrow and future. The topic mostly about work, love, friendship and gossip a bit. Although seem like nothing has change, but everything had changed.

As the age increased, we become more mature and the way of thinking also changed. We no longer a kid anymore, we have to admit that we have to saying goodbye to our awesome teenage time and say hallo to the miserable adult time. I think that age is really important in this stage, and every decision we made during teenage time actually leave a big impact to our future life. For example, when u are deciding what course you gonna take during the college intake, it will affect your life. I experienced it now. Cos I noticed that my dream job require another field degree and I had choosen the harder way to join the dream job. But it is too late for me to take up another course to start all over again because I reached the age of working. And I need to start think more about my career more than my study. So it consider a hard time for me now. Therefore, think twice before make any decision that will significantly change your life

Besides that, when come to making friend, age do matter somtime. Some people would prefer get to know younger people, some people like to hangout with their same age group or some people like mature thinking friend. It is very subjective and vary from individual. I would say everyone will have bias toward certain age group and this is unavoidable. I think that is the reality of life.

For now I guess I just need work hard for my study, and hope my work will be smooth and people around me is safe and sound.

Ryan L  

Hazy KL

Hazy KL. That’s the hottest topic now. Yeah, with no surprise, the haze come back to visit KL and this time seem to be more serious than previous other year and friends around me are not feeling well due to the haze problem. I hope everyone do drink lot of water and take good care. Try to stay indoor and try not to go out too often. If really need to go out do get a mask.

Move to another topic, I noticed that recently I gained some weight. It must be I always skip gym due to class, work and the most obvious factor – laziness. I need to back to gym but sometime is just because of all those work and study thing make me feel very tired. Sometime I would just feel like go home to get a good sleep instead of go gym. I need to find my motivation and motivation is hard to find. Plus I do not control my diet and I just eat whatever I want to eat. I think is time to set a target for myself to look good at least for myself.

Next month gonna on a tight budget and I think that’s the chance I get to control my diet by bring home cooked food to office. Need to save up for next month. Hard life? yeah.  Regretted ? NO. Just hope that I can survive next month. 

Take care peeps. Drink more water and don't fall sick

Love ya

Ryan L 

Time Management

Always tell myself not to do last minutes work but procrastination is too powerful. And yesterday was the first time I unable to submit my work on time. Really freak out of me. I must learn from this lesson. Never do work last minutes and need to monitor the progress of my work. The lucky thing is lecturer promised to extend one more day for me and it was a simple assignment. so I managed to finish the writing on time but not the research part. Hope that I will get the approval letter soon from the management level.

Time management, really is very important to everyone. Nowadays everyone Is busy with lot of thing. For example, a working adult not only need to focus on the work, he/she need to spend time with family, friends, loved one, even some alone time. For me, sometime 24 hours is not enough, I need to work, I got class after work, then I need to spend some time for my friends on weekend, I need to spend time with Derek, I need to sleep early during weekdays. Actually I almost don’t have any “me” time recently. And I miss the “me” time. I think that it is important to spend time alone, maybe read a book at café alone, or go to gym and workout alone. I appreciate some alone time. It helped me to relax my mind and release my stress.

Sometime, I don’t think I’m stress, but from my action, I do know I just telling myself that I am not stress but actually I do feel stress and I don’t want to admit that. That’s just typical me huh? Don’t want to face the reality. Sometime is quite tired actually but I gonna just do my best for now.

Better time management next time. Someone please make sure i am not procrastinate. I need more hours in a day and better energy. Recently just too easy to get tired and need to rest early. 

Ryan L 

Luck

Sometime, I really believe in luck. I believe that I am always blessed with luck. As I am someone who do not belong to in any religion in this world, so I think is important to have some other faith which I had choosen luck. Besides myself, I believe in luck the most. Everyone got their good luck and bad luck moment. I don’t know how luck is working but I do think that I am born with good luck.

From primary school, I get to do what I want, join the school band, know some great friends and make my primary school life so meaningful and fun. Yeah, I love to go school during my primary school time, even on weekend just to get with my friends and practice. Best time of school life.

When come to secondary school to my college time, all the people I know is great people and great friends. I really enjoyed my time with them. And I am so lucky to be in the class where everyone is good to each other. During college time, I always see other class student just will do their own thing after class but our class is different. We will plan something or trip together. What a life, I miss my college time la. Can go anywhere anytime without worry deduction of salary or what.

Till now, I am still blessed with luck and get to know great people. Some people say thing that just to get me on bed, but some people I know they do mean it. I am lucky to join a group of great people. Still remember last time I always wanted to belong to a group of friends that understand and good to each other. And I’m glad that I found it. And I also have Derek, a great dog that make my life better although sometime he did pissed me off, but he still the best dog ever. You will never run out of topic if you have a dog.

I think get to know so many great people sometime not only depend on luck, I also need to work on my personality, my physical look, the way I interact with people, the way I speak and many other factors.

People nowadays are too shallow, there’s no longer inner beauty come first, everyone only focus on how do you look like, how much you earn, what car u drive. Bit tired to live in such society but that’s the way it is now.

Hope my luck will always with me and I do love my life now excepts for my job. I need to change job  laaaa. Need to work hard toward that target. 

Ryan L

Cherating with Derek

 Went Cherating with my Derek boy. He seem happy and Me also happy. I think we are same type, both of us love beach and sea. And he is more excited than me because his fur friends are all going like Sophie, Jack, Coby and Jamie. He such a happy boy. Love to see he run with freedom and swim inside the sea, make me feel happy

Definitely will visit again. Wait for us Cherating.

Regards,
Ryan L

June

I hope you treat me good. Ms. June