Wat a day!!

Today i wake up at6.55 am. Than,i go out at 7.20 am. today is holidat leh! Why do i wake up sp early? That is because i need to go back to school to paint the scouts stor room! It is not i complain anything but i juz go there for 2 hour just for paint one side if the wall! WTF, i am angry enough leh!! i wake up so early in this holiday just for paint one side of the wall ya? They should just put the time duing 10 or 9, than, we no need to wake up so early!! After the painting finish, we all just go back home!! Before go home, Theng Hon say he want to go mid valley to meet cheryl, than, i just say i will follow them!!
Around 10 something i reach back my house, than i take my bath and eat something, than i go to KTM station by walking!! The sun shine is very strong, damn hot man!! i walk around 10 minutes,than i pay 1.60 to get there!! I think i am there about 1 something, than, i walk to find them! I saw Theng Hon, Hing Lun and Weng Hong oni, but never see Cheryl and Gim Aun! Than, they tell me cheryl is watching movie, and Weng Hong face is like shit, he is damn sad about he cannot see movie with cheryl, and he blame me for coming late! okie, I am sorry about that, but someone is even late than me! i damn worry about him, Gim Aun lo, live so far still wan to come, just make people worry only!! i very scare he is lost or something. After they all finish buy the computer things, than we go to eat! The chicken rice shop! i do not order anything because i already eat!! Weng Hong still talking about cheryl non-stop, and just blame me all the way to the shop, okie, i sorry again!! i understand his feeling about loving someone!!
Gim Aun not yet here, damn worry him man! Than he call and say he here! thank god, at last he is here!! After their eat, we all went to see movie. We watch Pirates Of The Carribean, it is a good movie, before the movie start, weng hong still talk about cheryl!!
After the movie, we go to find cheryl and she is waiting for us for 2 hours. OH MY GOD!! 2 hour! The reason she do not watch movie is she already bought ticket before we make the call! What to do?? We are just keep on apologise to her!! Than we go home lo!!
After i get home, around 6.30 pm lo, i started to write tis, but Gim aun call me around 7.30pm, he say he not yet reach home, damn worry that guy, hope he is ok! Already so late leh!! He still not yet home! sometime reallt think he is.... don't know how to say ya! Hope he will reachy home soon la!!
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I Am Sucks!!! Man!!!

Ya, i am sucks!! Do u know why? i don't know le! Can anyone can tell me?? I think is because of my atitude! I am the kind of people that like to do the things all by myself, i don't like teamwork, i don't like group study, i don't like to play game, so what? I really that sucks meh?? I think ya! At least my friends make me feel like i am suck!! why? i also don't know! Let me write some example to explain why i think i am sucks!!
First of all, my friend don't like to tell me things!! Everything also i am the last one to know! i am really frust! maybe they think someone will tell him(him is me), so i no need to tell him la or they think i already know, so no need to tell me la! But in the matter of fact, no one is telling me anything, so i don;t know anything, after that, i get scolded, they excuse is they thought i already knoe or i already tell you but u not listening to me and ba..ba...ba..(actually they do not tell me a single word) If enough to show i am suck andworst until they don't want to talk to me!! What to do?
then, they all just don't like to ask me go out! They planing never got me inside it! What to do?? i am suck ma! They always using the excuse that i am staying too far and don't want me so 'ma fan' and ba...ba...ba... again!! What to do? my house is far from school and their house!!Don't want to ask me just say so, no need to give so many excuse!! Maybe i don't like to follow them go for basketball, they just don't want to ask me go anyway again!! I not don't want to play basaketball, is because my leg injured before and i just lost my interest to play basketball again! What to do? Sometime, i need to ask them can i go with them! Shit man, do i really need to so'ji do'( do read as do ri me), to ask them like that. It proven i am suck again!!
third, my friends result all is better than me! exspecially math. They all like to 'chuan' me with their math result, what to do? i am not good in math ma! i just can't do well in math, don't know why? i am stupid rite?
okie la, so the conclusion is:
I AM SUCKS!!

Emily Fong PY and Jason Lim HY

Emily Fong, a very pretty girl!! She is my senior, a good senior! Not only pretty but smart also! She is good in mathematics which i really not good at all! so, i like to ask her many stupid question! How stupid am i! She is really good in take care of junior, at least she do not say any things to hurt my feeling, not like my friends, they all just like to take people weakness to make fun of it! I really damn hurt because of them! But she had give some really good advise to help me! I am working on it! Study for mathematics! Emily also a cool person, she always looks good no matter where she is! She is an icon! If u know her, u sure will impress by her! I am one of them! Let me just show her picture to prove my word about how pretty she is!!

Pretty ya?? 'Leng Lui' I'm sure you sure will like her when you meet her, she such a nice and friendly person! If you thought she is the kind of girl that just having the beauty and don't know anything, than you are wrong! She is smart and cute!! xD I like her so much! Damn like her, but not that kind of like your guys thinking right now!! She got Boy friend la!! She is the type of girl i like but we are just impossible cos i already hand out my heart to a girl! Let name her as HT! I like HT very much! Emily is good but she is my senior and she got bf lo!!! XD She is really damn good! Like my idol~ Avril lavigne. Some of my friends say she is so 'zi lian' because she like to take her own picture by she own self! All of the picture she take is just EMILY only! Actually i and her very alike. I also like to take my own picture by myself!! haha.... so funny right?? ok la, i just write until here for Emily! If u want to know more about her, leave me a comment and i will help you lo!! XD

Now, i going to start with Jason Lim! Jason........ i not really know many things about him cos i just know him for maybe two month?? or....... Don't know la!!! Do not obsees with the time la, cos time do not prove anything about friendship, Bond between a person with another person can be finished in few minutes , few days, few months or even few year, it is depend on you how much you trust your friends, the bond between me and him is just taking few day only.(my opinion only) Let talk about how we know each other. Actually i also don't know how do we know leh!! I just blur blur liao!! i kinda crazy!! We never meet each other before, we just chat in MSN few time only!! You sure will ask me why do i want to write about a guy that i just know for two month or maybe less and not write about the gang of friend in my scho0l! The reason is very simple, he is the one i can trust to tell everything, because he is damn good and nice person! I really enjoy to talk to him! Because he don't know me, i can be myself, no need to pretend the one that my want. i always want to be the one i want to be!! But the just no space for me to be me! hey.... why am i talking about myself ya?? I should write about jason! okie, let contiune with jason! where are we?? Oh ya, i not yet mention how he look like! He is a handsome man! Is damn handsome! THe kind of man of every ladies dream on! Let me just show his picture to prove my word about how handsome he is!

see? Handsome right?? 'Leng Chai' lo!! He is not just leng chai, he is smart too. From what he told me, i'm sure he is very good in mathamatics and art! I saw his art before, and i really like it! He is a artis, you should visit his art gallery. Inside got many good drawing. I think he not only good in drawing, taking picture also damn good! He got special skill to take picture. I like his drawing and picture! He is better than one of my friend that also like to draw! He is the only one who just say something good when i get my math result! that time i am really sad, but he had bring back me from the 'dead world'. I really want to thanks him for this. THANK YOU LO! JASON!! I will stop writing now! Hope u enjoy to read this!!

Love is painful!

Love is everything for me! I always hurt by love! No matter in relationship or friendship, i always get hurt because of i just care about them and just don't know how to say no! i just follow they wishes,and i never think about what i want! because of that i just want the best for them! For my friends and my lover! They are the most important people in my life!! My love story is painful! All i have with love is just the scar of love!! i never have any love story, cos everytime i fall in love,the girl always reject me with her way!!i feel so sad!!first is okay!! she is too good for me!!Than,i fall in love with a girl that my friend aso like her!!it make me to choose between friend and love!! it is a hard choice!! At last i choose my fren!!The thrid time is the most painful memory,i try twice to get her!!but everytime i wan to say i love u to her,she already got bf!!she juz don't wait 4 me to say tAT word!!now i wan to wait her but my fren all juz not agree with me!!They say i should not waste my time on her!!wat should i do?i can't juz let her go!! So, i will wait her! Love is painful! I just want to be inside the haeven with her, share everything i have with her! I want to give her everything i have, protect her, make her happy, when she is sad,i can say to her: "don't be sad, the world is full of happiness, just see with your heart, you will feel the love is always besides you!" But all of this is just a dream! Love is painful!! Who can tell me what to do with the love i have! who can save me from the love trap! i just hope she will always happy and think of me something even thought i know she won't do it!! Lastly, i want to say that although love is painful but i still will trust love will give me the happiness at the end!!

A happy moment

i m so happy today!! cos my teacher say something that really make me feel proud to myself!!
i am the kind of very quite student! Too quiet until no teacher realises the existing of me! but this teacher is different!! She know my name!! she call me for answer question!! i feel like i am real in school for the first time! For the first time i want to do the best in one thing! The teacher know the effort i put in to my homework, how much i want to getA !! How much i need to work to get the result i having now!! i really want to do the best but i am a very stupid person!! A simple thing i need to do it all over and over again to understand it!! Anyway, i am very happy with the compliment of teacher, i will try my best to do everything in best!! i really need it the campliment in this time cos i getting the worst result in this five year!! i hope i can do better next time!!
I do not hope to good in everything, but just math, just math!! All i need is just good in math!!
That all i need!!! i really really just want my math to be good!!
Good luck lo, ryan!! i know i can do it!!
xD

SAdness

Don't know why i always feel so sad!! Is because of my friend? I think ya! Don't know why i just care about how they think about me!! what they say to me! my friends always treat me like i am an outsider!! i think that is the reason i always feel sad!! At home,school,anyway remind me to them!! My life is just can't be separate from them!! The sadness is just like a virus, it just cannot be stop!! i always wonder'friend', does it really really important to me? I don't know, perhaps one of you can tell me!! They just make me fel like so stupid, make me sad, but sometime they make me smile, that make me happy! Hopefully someday the sadness will be gone!! Just gone!! Bye bye to my sadness!!!