Life

Life, just like writing in a piece of white paper. Everyone living just like writing their own story in the paper,some of us choose not to write but draw, that also a kind of way to live in this world. No one will care about the way you write or draw, they just care about the things you write or draw. So, do not shame with the way you live, but shame with you atitude!! Life is just that simple!! No need to to think about somethings you can't do to make yourself happy, sometime a little simple word or things that you did also will make you happy!!

Friends

Friends,a word that mean a lot to me!! I love my friends,i love them so much until i do anythings for them,but i just don't like them as school mate!!Because they all just not understandme as what i need for a school mate or friend! They just care about the things i don't like it at all, i just fel hopeless when i with them during the school time, so you will never see me smile truelly in school. They don;t have the same interest with me,I just can't commmunicate with them,sometime i do feel like i want to cry,i love my friends,but their just don't know what i need as a friend! I am sure none of them know! Maybe they all just too good for me,and i am too bad for them!so i can't get into their world!!i do feel like i am a stranger in between them when i with them.Sometime i just want to escape from them,just want to stay away from them. But i can't do it!! Cos their always beside me, no matter i'm happy,sad,stress,hopeless or frust!! that make me so touching!!Actually, my friends make me feel like i having friends but in the matter of fact i don't have friend!!Their all just live in one world and i'm in another world! i juz can't get in to their world!maybe is my fault,i know i am not good enough!! my friends juz won't remember of my exixting,maybe someday i lost or died, i think no one will know it,cos no one remember me!!i say with fact!! why do i say that?? because i have the experience b4!! do u ever do not contact by anyone in one or rwo month?? i having the handphone like having no handphone!!It won't juz ring by itself!!Although i m sad,but i try to overcome the sadness very hard but i still feel the impact!! Nevermind la,maybe being alone is my destiny!! I maybe just only act as a role that maybe just pass by one of their stage in their lifethat all!! No one will remember me after we finish school.I think that is because i am suck la!
I try so hard to go into their world, but they so far away, i just cannot near their world!! Eveyone in the world just alone and i not the only one!Although no one with me but i still need to face the world! Right?? I hope my friends can always be my friends although i don't know do their want me to be their friend, but i will always be their friend, no matter what happen!