ACCRETION OF A LITTLE LION'S JOURNEY

Happy Chinese New Year

2012-01-30T15:04:00.003+08:00

I been away for too long andnow I am back. Like serious, I missed out lot of thing during this period. Thereason I been missng is because I working for the last 9 days. Included thefirst and second days of Chinese New Year. So yea, here I am now. Back to mynormal life. And I guess that’s so much to update and I not even know where tostart with.

Let’s just start with whathad I do for the past 9 days. A friend of mine asked me want to join him towork as tour guide or not and without thinking much I just promised him andattended a short and and obtain the temporary licenese for 15 days. So I beenworked as a part time tour guide during this CNY period. And for someone whodon’t like to talk like me, it was a huge challege for me. Because this job requirelot of talking and it need to introduce your country to the tourist. So this isone of the hardest part time job ever. I think I did a not bad job because mytourist like me very much and I want to thank them for giving me an unforgettableCNY eve. I think it is a good experience and I learned a lot from this job. Atleast I improved my communication skill and I know I need to talk more and Ican do that if I want. I been travel from JB to Melacca to Port Dickson toGenting to KL. But no photo taken because I need to guide them. So yea, for onetime, I travel without taking any photo. And I get to learn lot of thing ofthis tourism industry. And I know what to do or what not to do when I travelnext time with a tour guide.

And the bestpart is I earned a bit of pocket money for the 9 days of non stop working. (actually is 8.5 days). I think I just need to save a bit more to get the downpayment of my own car. Actually I still thinking and calculating what carshould I get for myself but I think no rushing because I just started my job andI think for this moment just save some money first before making any big plan.But I do hope to get a car for myself before the year end or the beginning ofnext year. I am considering between the cheapest Proton or slightly expensiveToyota. With my current salary, if I get Toyota, the commitment will be toohigh. But living in KL without a car is just so inconvenience. Becauseeverywhere is so far and actually I don’t like to ask people to fetch although Iknow some of them won’t mind but I just no like it. So getting a car is theplan and now the question is should I save longer for a better car or shouldget the cheapest car first and change it in future. Hmm… Let’s the time andmoney I have decide.

Although Iworked for the past 8.5 days, I manage to get 0.5 days to gather with somefriends. And I had a great time hanging out with them. This is what we calledlife. You need a group of friend that love the same thing with you and you feelcomfortable to hang out with. I been missed lot of times for the gathering andthis time finally I get to join. I was kinda happy because I do need a breakafter working for so many days.

And this isa special thanks to Calvin for nominated me in his GABLO. Actually fame is nothingbut it feels good when you see people voted for you. And I would like to sayThank you to Calvin and my reader. I don’t have any expectation so even onevote it make me feel happy for the whole day. And yea, sometime we just neednot to care about what other people said, some might just jealous of what you having. And itreally sad that some people are so childish and immature. Although I never meetCalvin before but I can feel he’s a good person and I will be on his side forthis matter. Just do what you feel is right and there’s always someone try topull us down when you are doing something good. It just because you at the positionwhere they never will make it and all they call do is just try to pull you downand destroy you. Just be who you are and I just want to say: I’m always a fansof Calvin blog and thanks to him, my blog got few more reader. We always loveyou Calvin

Last but notleast, Chinese New Year everyone. And I had decided to donate all my angpowmoney to SPCA and PAWS. It all about giving back to the society this year forme and I choose to help the homeless doggie. Ever since I have Derek in mylife, it been a good life for me. So I hope to help other doggie. So yea, that’sall for the update and hopefully it wont be long for my next post.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

New Challenge

2012-01-06T15:32:00.001+08:00

Life is not that hard if you see itin a positive way. Everyone got their own problem and pressure. As long youknow the way to handle it, you will be just fine. 2012 is a brand new year forme, from a student to working adult, I think that’s the biggest change in lastyear.

And I get my driving license also.And something weird happened yesterday. My boss suddenly ask me go to see him. FirstI tot I did something wrong or he found out that I always Facebook and readblog during office. But guess I worried too much because what he want to say istotally different from what in my mind. He want to promote me and do someadjustment to my salary. I was kinda shocked at first because I just workedhere for one month and still in the process of learning, and I not those verygood employee because I left office everyday at 5 sharp and I did some mistakealso.And I still got 2 months probation period But don’t know why boss want topass me a portfolio and want me to in charge of it. Actually I not really likethat because I still learning and there are lot of thing I still don’t know. Itis not a good news for me but a burden or pressure to me. Just because I’m new inthis company and there are lot of thing for me to learn.

I just hope I can do it. As I saidbefore, life is not that hard if you see it in another way. I just gonna takeit as a challenge and I gonna win it. Just gonna try my best for it and make itas a motivation to myself.

And my 2012 resolution got 5 things:

Family
Career
Derek
Gym
Friends

And I just gonna focus on this 5thing in this year. For travel part I think let’s see my pocket and my luck. IfI can get cheap flight ticket and a good destination, then it will be myOctober trip. And I need to start to a new plan for my life since everythingchanged already.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Passed

2012-01-05T09:56:00.003+08:00

I have a good news and a bad newsfor the beginning of the 2012. The good news is I finally resolved one of thelast year resolution which is get myself a car license. Although is late a bitbut yeah, I passed my driving test after three atempt. That’s suppose to be my21 years old present for myself but is okay. At least that’s the first goodnews happened in 2012. I’m sure this year gonna be a great year and I trulybelieve in that.

And the bad news is the road gonnahave another bad driving skill driver and I know my driving skill is reallybad. I think I won’t drive for this few year until I really ready for it. Evenduring practice or the test time I was so scare and can’t control it well. AndI still cannot see myself driving a car on the road. It just but scary to do soplus kl everywhere also jam. and accident rate in kl is just so high and Idon’t want to part of the rate. So I guess I just gonna put that license athome to display only. One of my achiement in life. I know for certain peopledriving is no big deal but for someone like me who not even know how to ride abicycle well, I considered myself make a big step in my life. And I do proud ofmyself.

The next post gonna set someresolution to be resolved in 2012. And hope everyone do have a good start ofthe year. And Chinese New year is coming soon. I’m gonna work for the wholeCNY. And I’m sure everyone is excited about it. I think is time to do someshopping too.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Belief

2012-01-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

I wanted to write this post long time ago. Now finally get the chance to write it. For those who don't as know anything about me, I'm a free thinker. And I do not believe in any religion in this world. People always ask : Do you believe in God? If you deny the existence of God, you will be burn in hell forever. First of all, I never say I do not believe in God. Just I choose not to involve myself into any religion. The reason is very simple, there are just one God and God cannot be defined, cannot be named. They no need our worship nor burn those paper. They are just there, and nothing else we need to do for them.They just wish human to be good and be nice to everyone. Maybe you think this is ridiculous but that's only my thought and it do not harm anyone, and I do not ask any people to quit or stop believe in their religion. Just myself choose not to have it but I still very respect every religion. and I still will join those religion activity to know more about it. Actually I'm very interest in religion because there are two thing gonna change the world and one of it is religion. The other one is culture and art. I always wonder how people live under the strong influence of religion such as people of Tibet, India, Italy or even Turkey or Arab. That's the reason why those places are my must visit destination. To understand more about their religion and culture.

For someone like me that do not have any religion, it is important to have some belief to make sure when I am down or helpless, i got something to hold on to. I got three thing or principal in my life. There are Myself, Money and Luck. I need to believe in myself a lot. I believe that no one will treat you nice, even your closest friend will have the probability to betray you one day. Life is a series of unpredictable and unfortunate event. I have the practice of never talk bad about someone, never angry when someone talked bad about you. It just life. When everyone left you, you just have yourself. So it is important to me to believe in myself. I just cannot give up on myself. and I always appreciated those people who treated me as friends and I will let it be for those who hate me. I know there are a lot of people hate me but guess what, I don't care. Life is like that, no one gonna live forever, and I no need to waste my time to care about those hater, I rather use the time to cherish those people who care for me.

Second is Money. Why money? You surely think i'm very materialistic. I will not deny I love money. If you know me for some period, you will know that I worked lot of part time before like promoter, those Pc fair, matta fair, concert crew, event crew, telemarketing, give flyer, data entry, club waiter, restaurant waiter and lot more.Actually I don't like the work, I just love the paid. I think money is just important to us. Don't ever say money is not important, you will regret for saying that when u got no money at all. There's a reason why all of us work so hard for. I think 99% is because of the money and 1% is fulfill their dream. I came from a consider poor family so I understand that earn lot of money is the main motivation for me to study and work. I think nothing wrong to admit you love money as long you earn it in a right and legal way.

Third is luck. I always believe in luck. In an old chinese saying, there are five element to be successful in life.
1. Fate - It cannot be changed. It already fixed for the moment you was born. We cannot choose our parents. We just have to accept the fate and live it.
2. Luck: - It cannot be changed too. Luck is around us. There are time we are good luck, there are time we are bad luck. We only can wish that bad luck time is short and you have longer period of good luck. Everyone will have bad luck. No need worry or complaint about that.
3. FengShui- This actually proven scientific will help us to improve our luck. and with the right feng shui, we will have a safe condition and have good fortune in our life.
4. Talent : Someone people born to sing, some born to act. Everyone have the talent and it depend on how individual to discover it and make good use of it
5. Effort - This is the most important one if you don't have the above. Hard work will be success just it take longer time than people who have these all 5 elements.
I just believe in luck is the key factor to be successful in life because you might have the right feng shui and talent and u been working so hard for everything, but the luck is not with you. You just gonna be normal for the whole life. I think my luck gonna be finished soon because I keep knowing some great people and Mr. Perfect. I think I never tell anyone, this Mr. Perfect or Mr. C is the most perfect guy I ever met. the everything about Mr. C is perfect and I think is the only person I know that are so perfect. But no need to ask me who are Mr. C. I just not gonna tell. :)

I believe that with this three thing in my life. I'm gonna be a good person. Of cos I still practice normal morale standard and won't do anything that I feel is wrong to do so. people like me without religion also gonna be live very good and people who have religion do hold on to the religion because it do helped certain people to passed through their hard time in life. Just life is not perfect and everyone got hard time, just do your part and life will get better if you believe it will be.

p/s: I don't eat banana.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

10 Most Memorable Moment of 2011

2011-12-29T14:49:00.002+08:00

1. This year continue to join my marathon. I think this year completed a few. and i think next year I should start challenge 21km since I joined 10km for last 3 years. But still gonna run while I can. Life is short, just do what you feel like doing.

2. Went to Hong Kong for the first time in my life. It also the my first travel by airplane and very excited.

3. Then I went to Taiwan.

4. And Singapore again.

5.Then I Becomea diploma holder and graduated from TARC.

6. Went Langkawi for the graduation trip with myclassmates. Miss them a lot

7. I finally turned 21 years old this year

8. And I get my lover of my life time - Derek

9. I get my job after the graduation. And i love my current job. Love about everything of it.

10. I joined gym and I am addicted to those cardio class.

Additional : This year get to know lot of great people like Andrew, Ming King, Gene, Alvin Loh, Victor,Vincent and lot more. Thanks guys for making 2011 so memorable and such a great year. I love you guys. Truly loving you guys. :)

Let's hope 2012 is a better and Happy new year everyone. Have a great new year courtdown and let's set some resolution for 2012 in next post. Enjoy the long weekend again :)

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Christmas Eve

2011-12-23T07:24:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna spend my Christmas eve alone and sleep. Not gonna join any party, club, dinner or etc. Just want to have some time to give myself a break.

Wishing everyone have a blessing Christmas and Happy Holiday.

Merry Christmas :)

Sincerely

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Delete

2011-12-18T21:35:00.002+08:00

I wish life can be like computer. When we dont need certain thing we just delete it. When we did something wrong, we just edit it. When we need something new, we just create it.

I wish I can delete everything, and everything

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Phone and Books

2011-12-16T11:05:00.001+08:00

15 days more 2011 gonna finish and I noticed that in my listof to do list still got a few not yet completed. But I think I should be feelhappy for I completed most of the thing I wanted to do when I set the listduring early of the year. Gonna just wait for one more week to see I can finishit or not and reveal my list on the last post of the year and now is time tothink new resolution for year 2012.

Actually I already got a few in my mind and don’t mind towrite it now. First is to get an Iphone 4s next time. Yes, I’m gonna get onenext year. Many people asked me why Iphone? I just simply love the phone, thename and everything about it. And it gonna be a small present for myself forstarting my long and dull working life. But I need to wait at least April forcertain reason. But if Iphone 5 gonna launch at October or November, I don’tmind to wait again. In the end, I keep waiting and get nothing. Should I justget Iphone 4s first then only change when 5 is launch. I still got lot of timeto think and gonna make wise decision.

I love getting present for myself because since I was just alittle kid, I seldom receive present even for birthday, or any other big day.Till today, I still no present to receive. Like this year birthday, 21 years I onlyget a gold key from my parents, a shirt from my classmates and Taiwan trip withsomeone. And I get myself a Gucci wallet during the trip to celebrate I amfinally 21 years and my wishes came true because I told myself when I was 18 yearsold, I want a Gucci wallet when I’m 21 years old and I did it. But the wallet Ijust kept at home and only used it for two times. I gonna use it only if withimportant people or friends. Otherwise I just use my AX wallet till it tearinto two part. Since I get Gucci this year and Iphone for next year, the nexttarget will be a pair of new Prada leather shoes. I’m not those who crazy aboutbranded item for I think fashion is not about the brand. It is all about howyou wear it. I do wear Bugis street shorts or free t shirt from friends, if youlook good in it, the brand already doesn’t matter. If you are look bad in it,LV, Prada also can’t make you look good. And one year one luxury item is nottoo over I guess. I still very young and should just save up to get myself acar and house in the future. So not gonna spend too much money on those luxuryitem. Just one in a year.

And I gonna spend RM50-100 to get a book every two monthsand will make sure I finish the book in two months. I love reading. A lot . Ido enjoy reading especially books. I love the touch of the physical with thebook. Not like I don’t like to read article from internet but the feeling isdifferent, I am kinda old-fashion guy and book is my thing. But I still readblog. It becomes my daily routine to check up certain blog like Calvin, Andrewand others’ blog. I enjoy reading book and blog. And I gonna start this nextmonth when I finish my Steve Jobs and Marley and Me. I not even read a page ofSteve Jobs as the book already bought for 1 month plus already. I love peoplewho read and people who read is just so sexy.

So another week is Christmas time, I hope everyone have planfor the Christmas to gather with family or friends. I love the spirit ofChristmas where everyone gather together and talk about everything. Hope I willhave a plan for this year. Any invitation for me? I guess I just gonna wait forit.

That’s why for now. Thanks . Gonna write more when I free atweekend.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Just Work

2011-12-13T13:52:00.002+08:00

Honestly speaking, I do got ask myself: Do I love my job? My answer is: why not? This is a easy job that require no travel, not much critical thinking, just need some problem solving skill and technical knowledge about company law and regulation. The job involves no calculation, just paperwork and paperwork. My boss said I am an introvert people. I just gonna sit there quietly and finish all my work by myself. That’s true because I don’t like people help me but I don’t mind helping people around. And I just no like to talk when I busy with something.

And what I love about my office is, everyone ciao on time. Hardly got people stay back to OT or just wondering around the office. The main entrance will be locked on time or most late is 15 min after the working hours. I think it is because of my office cannot browse any website from the internet like Facebook, Twitter, blog and not even Google. So there’s nothing to do here after finish work and you got no reason to stay back at the office. That’s good because it encourage people to get a life. Work is not your life. Work is just part of the life. Someone people tend to make work as their whole life and they just live for work. In here, work is just work. You still need to get a life after the working hours. And I just love to ciao on time so I will make sure I get all my thing done before 5pm. But there’s always a last minutes urgent case to handle, I just hate those client so much. Make me need to stay back. However it only happen once awhile so Is okay for me .

There’s one problem I been faced for long time. I tend to feel sleepy from 8am to 10am. In between this hours, I will feel very very sleepy and can’t focus with my work. And I no like to drink coffee also. So I have been finding some solution to overcome it because after 10am, I will be okay and more energetic during the evening time. I noticed that it will be better if I stand up so I just gonna try it for one week and see how it go. All because of I sitting facing my manager room and she can see what I am doing. So sometime is hard to press my phone. But still gonna find chance to check it once awhile.

I think this few day post is all about the work so I think the next post I should write about other thing. Till I figure out what to update, I gonna just update whatever happened daily. But I miss my study life, miss my friends and miss everything now.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Dead.

2011-12-09T07:33:00.001+08:00

From this moment, I will not blog, post.any update on Facebook,Twitter, reply any whatsapp, call, msg or other way of communications. You can treat me as a dead man. I'll get back when I feel better. Thanks. Ryan L The Little Lion

December

2011-12-06T10:12:00.001+08:00

December, final month of the year. And just like previous year, not really excited to end the year so fast. There are still few thing I need to be completed by this year but I still not yet got time to do it. Overall, this year is a great for for me. There's lot of thing happened in this year but now still not the time for the summary of 20111 yet;

Life is so far so good. Everyday I woke up at 5.30am, reach office around 7.30, supposed to start work at 7.45am but usually I will drag until 8.15am only open my folder. In between the time will just find someone to whatsapp with me. Then finish work at 5pm sharp and off to gym. After gym till 9pm reach home around 10 plus. Then I will do some book or blog reading, or online watch some funny taiwan show and never get to finish it in one day. Then sleep before 12am. That's my daily life now. I think that's not bad because I will force myself to sleep before 12 and if I sleep late than 12, the next day I gonna be zombie in the office.

And oh ya, finally I joined one combat class. and I feel good after I finish the class. Although some move are still can't catch up but I am happy with myself. But a bit sad because Davis asked me to join with him lots of time but I never make but I make it yesterday he fall sick. Hope he gonna get well soon and will join the class together. Surprisingly, no body pain or aching. Just bit tired after one day of the class. Perhaps not push hard enough. Next class gonna do it better. Now my life is all about work, gym and sleep. Luckily still got weekend slot for friends, movie,book and blog. Who want to date me for this weekend? Selangor got holiday for Monday.. Hurray.. another long weekend to kill.

And today is kinda bad day for me. My ipod no battery, Forget to bring my touch and go when I just purchased the monthly pass. Just hope for the rest of the day will be better.

p/s: My manager is very pretty and pretty. I think she the type of nice and sweet girl. And she pregnant and gonna leave for her maternity leave next month. I think if I stay at this office for long period mostly is because of I no need to face those irritating and annoying manager. She surely is the type of seldom scold people and treat her staff nicely one. Lucky me to be under her team. I think I better back to work now. So, blog again soon.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

New Job

2011-12-01T22:52:00.001+08:00

It is the final month of 2011. And this year happened lot of thing that changed me a lot. But i guess is still too early for me to write the summary of 2011,so I just gonna write something boring first. So today I started my new job. I need wake up at 5.30am and go out from the house before 6.10am. And I took one hour of LRT and change a bus to get to my workplace. Today was kinda smooth as I reached on time and there's not much traffic as now is school holiday. My manager gonna take her maternity leave in one month or less than a month and I will be abandoned to my colleague. But this job should be okay one because i like the environment, the working time, the people, the way the work and communicate. For now, I like about almost everything. Perhaps few more weeks you will see me start to complaint about everything. I guess that's the nature of human.

New job, new hope and new target. I set some target for myself to achieve with this job and hopefully I can do it. And please do not ask what I work as. I am so lazy to explain it anymore. 8 out of 10 people don't know what I do and they do not understand my explanation. Perhaps is my problem not their. But I can assure you it is a legal and sound job. Just if people really cannot understand what I do, perhaps I should tell them I work as admin and I got lot of paper work to do. That's what I do everyday - paperwork.

One of the benefit of my job :

Camwhore on my way to gym. Just out of suddenly want to take down the first day moment but I forgot. So yea. take this replace la..

That's all for today. Got to off to bed. Update again soon. And today received a surprise whatsapp. Never tot of it. Thanks Joe.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Like The Movie

2011-11-28T18:26:00.001+08:00

Describe yourself with a type of movie. My answer will be : Boring yet meaningful artistic movie. It will be nominated for Oscar but not good enough to win it. That's the only tweet I posted today. Life is a like the movie, some people like The Notebook, some people like the Sex and the City, some people like My Sister Keeper or Life as We know it. I try hard to think what movie should belong to me. I choose not to choose one. I shall create and direct my own movie. I don't know how many people watched Finding Neverland before. It is about the author of Peter Pan. How's he created Peter Pan. I think if must choose one movie to represent myself, I would go for this movie. This is one of the best movie of all times. I must be watched this movie more than 15 times. The storyline is very simple, the casting is good. I don't know why I like it but for liking something, there's no need always to have a reason to do so.

I consider myself as a very lucky boy. My family is not very wealthy but consider happy one. That's make me motivate myself to work harder, to earn more money, to get a better house for my family. It is one kind of motivation for me.Some people are very lucky to born at rich family but born at poor family do not mean you are unlucky. Poor doesn't mean the end of the world, it mean you been given the chance to create your own wealth. So now I'm gonna just work harder and save up all my money. Start to plan about my future. Actually in mind, there's a plan but I guess that plan won't work for now. Gonna come up with another one.

In term of friend, I also very lucky because I always to get know some great people. I always cherish the friendship. It not easy to build up a friendship. Hi-bye friend is everywhere but friend that really take you as friend and cherish you I think should not more than 5 to 10. I think you no need to have a lot of friends but a good one few is enough. I am super lucky to have Mr. Yap as my best friend of all time. We know each other almost 10 years. What make us such good friend? We always think alike, we always come out with the same words in the same time. It just like we can read each other mind. And our birthday just one day different so we celebrate our birthday together every year since form 1. He always support me and I always have his back for everything. Lately happened something and it show that our friendship is true and valuable. I okay with those backstab people, just not gonna waste my time to angry them. I'm appreciated what Mr. Yap did for me and if that happen to him, I'm gonna do that for him too. Besides Mr. Yap, I still got lot of friends that treat me very well and some even take me as their brother. As the eldest son, I always hope for have a brother that will take care of me and I just love that feeling when people treat me as their little brother, That's hard to get a true friend but I know I have you guys.

And I am super lucky and grateful for my outlook. I not those very handsome or cute guy and I think if I walked by you, you will never notice me at all. But I love the way I look and I need to thanks my parents for giving me this normal appearance. I don't have the charming double lidded eyes, but I love my sepet small eyes. I am not tall but this height do bring me some advantage which I do not plan to tell. I think my ears is big but that's make me look special. I'll never be the leading role but I think I good enough to be the supporting role, which already enough for me.

I got the storyline, the casting and the thing I need for my movie. I think this movie gonna be a great one and I'm not gonna have any regret in my life. Because I have the best people in my movie and I'm glad they in it. Thank You.

Thanks Ricky
http://rickycarter93.blogspot.com/2011/11/there-is-place-for-us.html

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Summary of Taiwan..

2011-11-27T00:43:00.001+08:00

Transportation

TRA

This is the train go to ShiFen

this Train is slight bigger than the ShiFen train

HSR

High Speed Railway.. around 300km/h

MRT

The MRT station.. almost same as HK and SG

Electrical Bike

This was a fun experiences because I not even know how to ride a bike properly

This is what happened I fall down more than 10 times at the roadside. Luckily that area not much car if not surely accident and I wont be here blog about that.. that really hurt a lot.

But you see. i can ride very well now. haha.. please do not believe the pic

AirAsia

My reading material at the plane

Premium Seat of AirAsia

Food

YangChun Mee

Chatime Taiwan

Western Breakfast

the meat ball is huge!!

This actually was taste nice

BIG HOTDOG!!!

Meat Rice

Mua Chi

This I get from 7-11. The 7-11 of taiwan really sell lot of food compare to malaysia.

The Parade

Jiu Fen and Shi Fen

Cin Jing Farm

KenTing Beach

Little Swiss Garden

I think this is the end of the update of my Taiwan trip. For more photo, Please do view my facebook. I had fun for the trip and hope to visit there again.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Let's Talk TW,HKG.SG

2011-11-25T11:55:00.001+08:00

Let's Talk about Taiwan. But before that, I think I never post about Hong Kong right? Actually Hong Kong, Taiwan and Singapore got something in common. That's the train system. Unlike Malaysia, they got lot of different line connect to different places. And you need to walk a distance to interchange train. But better than Malaysia, their train is convenient and you can get to anywhere by the train only. In Malaysia, you must have a car to able you to travel to a place, people like me that still cant drive just can stay home. That's the only thing I like about these three country.

Weather
There are only 2 kind of weather in Malaysia and Singapore. Either hot or rain. You no need to expect there are something besides that, unless it is the end of the world, then we might experience some snow falling. The weather is much more nicer at Hong Kong and Taiwan because they got 4 season and when it is around September to December because it is autumn and winter time. So the weather is chilling and not too hot. Just the air is bit dry and you need to apply more hand cream. But the winter of Taiwan and Hong Kong is without snow. So perhaps the temperature is cold and dry but no snowing. But there are huge different in temperature between the day time and night time. And when the time I was at HK and TW, It was kinda windy during the night and Taiwan is cold.

People
I think the most friendly people is from Taiwan. And the most unfriendly people is from Hong Kong. Hong Kong people is like more rude than Singaporean. I just don't like hk people. Plus the way the talk is rude, the customer services is bad and the footstep is bit fast for me. I just dont like my life to be rush this rush that but HK people walk so fast and no time to relax. You can actually feel the stress level even you are not the citizen of hk. Macau people is much more nicer and when I was at the bus and look very blur ( I always look blur if you know me), there was a nice lady tell me where to go down and she tell the driver to remind me when it reach to that station. How sweet is that? Thanks to my charm ( SYOK MYSELF!!) Compare to Taiwanese, is like super big different. For me, I just will not want to go hk again for the short period, but surely will revisit again because I missed Disneyland and I want to go Disneyland. Taiwanese is helpful, when you don't know a direction, you can just ask anyone on the street and they will tell u if they know. In my case, the uncle even walk us to the place and he was busy doing something that time. And I do get lost few times at tw but each time get help from the local and not even one dont know from them. Such a friendly and helpful citizen. For Malaysian and Singaporean, Ignorance is the word to describe us.

Accommodation
Hong Kong is really a small place. Even the hotel is damn freaking small. The property price of Hk is one of the most expensive in the world. So u can actually imagine that how small and expensive is hk hotel room. For Malaysian like me, I not those rich who stay at big house but my house is consider very small in Malaysia but guess what, that room I stayed at hk is smaller than my store room at Malaysia. Perhaps because of budgeted but I heard from my friends who said those famous hotel room also not really big. Taiwan is totally different. Taiwan hotel room is comfortable. At least there are space to put your luggages and a walkway to walk. Hk one just put your luggages and no place to walk already. Tw hotel is just nice and if you are lucky, you might get a cheap but big room. Plus there are home stay at taiwan and those home stay come with special theme. Highly recommended at least go for one home stay when you at Taiwan. For SG, if you got sg friend, do stay at their house, the rate is expensive and the room is also small. Not value for money.

Food
I not really big fan of food. I don't like to eat, so I just eat to live. I always think : Is there any pills that make me feel full and get the nutrition i need for my body and the grow of muscle. If got such medicine or pills, I surely gonna get one cos eating is just hassle and I simply lazy to think what to eat. How nice if there are someone to decide for me everyday. Let's go back to the topic. Food at hk is just okay. I not really like it. It just like Malaysia's Kim Gary Restaurant or Wong Kok. Nothing much special but you can try Macau food. There got pork bun and the steamed egg is nice. Must try when you at Macau. I never get to try Hong Kong Dim Sum but got try those light snack. Some are not bad. The price is slightly expensive if convert to our currency. So for me, food at hk is expensive and not really nice. Taiwan got lot of night market and small snack and milk tea. You can easily get something to eat at Taiwan. There are lots of different kind of food. You should try all the night market and the food is not bad. The taste is different from here one. Worth to try it. For SG, I think is not much different and Malaysia food is much more better than sg food. Serious.

Shopping.
Finally, there are something good about Hong Kong. If you are someone who love branded stuff, hk definitely is the place for u to shop. There are lot's of branded shop that you can't find at Malaysia such as D&G, H&M and etc. And I bought lot of H&M at hk before sg one open. I love H&M and I think it kinda cheap also. But I never get any other branded stuff at hk, just those casual brand like Esprit and Zara. Taiwan airport is cheap also. I get one Gucci wallet very cheap at tw airport. Taiwan is more to street brand and girls can get really cheap cloth at taiwan. And there got sell lot of dog cloth also. I get one for my Derek boy. The shopping mall and MRT are pet friendly. That's bit amazing. And you can see dog everywhere. Really like everywhere even in shopping mall. But for guys casual, I would prefer to shop at sg. My shorts all get from sg one and it from Bugis street. I just a poor kid, can't afford to get those expensive shorts and for me shorts is not really important so get it from Bugis is acceptable for me. Plus it really cheap compare to Malaysia. Malaysia shorts is just expensive. I rather spend it to buy a branded shirt or polo tee than buying an expensive shorts.

I think that's all for this post. But I gonna put some picture in this post when I get home. I just too bored at the office due to nothing to do. There will be another post about Taiwan and this time i gonna post all the photo. Sorry for the delay.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Goodbye,Graduated

2011-11-20T20:31:00.001+08:00

This weekend was fabulous. Early of the week I am sad about my shoes but end of the week I had a great time. I think everything come with a reason. I think if my shoes was not lost, I won't have the great weekend but still I prefer my shoes not gone.

Let's start with Friday. Friday suppose to tender my resignation letter but boss was not there so I gonna do it tomorrow. And after work went dinner with Andrew, MK, Alford, Joe,James and sorry for not knowing the last person name. Haha..It was a great one but serious the singapore hokkien mee in Malaysia is so wet... And I dont like to eat wet stuff. I not even eat soup stuff like Curry, Tom Yam, Laksa or anything other soup form food. If just soup still okay but not soup with something in it. I know I am weird, and i dont eat spicy food also. So I won't order those food. And watched TinTin for two times. Is okay for me to watch two times because it was a good movie and I like the dog-snowy. That's the reason that excited me throughout the movie.He just look alike with Derek. And it make me think of Derek. After movie was the drinking session. Actually ya, I love drinking session, cos it help to destress. And I do need that. But I totally no idea what to order cos I can't get drunk in front of new friends. But thanks Andrew for helped me make the order. It was just nice. Got alcohol but it won't make me drunk.

And saturday also had a great time also. I'm gonna miss Andrew a lot cos he is leaving to JB. And I just getting to know him. Is a bit sad cos I'm gonna less a friend at KL when I already not much friends. People always said I am still young, you can get more friend in future but guess what, with my personality, is not easy for me to start a new friendship so i appreciated every friend that I know. But I do wish him all the best and I know we surely will keep in touch cos I will be the muka tebal one and whatsapp or call him anytime anywhere and make sure he will be remember me. ( I know he will be reading this, just write it out to let him know I'm really gonna miss him a lot.)

And Finally ... I am graduated from Diploma but I'm going to degree soon but this was the convocation that I been anticipated for long time cos I get to meet up my classmates again. Oh gosh, when we back together, the crapping start again. I guess that's so called friendship. And thanks to them my college life is amazing, although is not a really good college but what make it so memorable is the people. And I believe I am the most lucky person in the planet because everyone I know is fabulous, including you. Yea, you.. the one who reading this post now. No matter who are you, I appreciated every friends, readers and even strangers. Even I am shy, but I know u know I love you all.

And I finally learn how to smile with TEETH!!! Hurray... I think that's a great achievement because is very hard to smile with teeth and look good. but i guess I did it.

And I promise next post gonna be the Taiwan post. I'm promise that for sure.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Some good, Some bad

2011-11-17T23:16:00.001+08:00

There are some good, some bad in our life. This week I experienced one of the worst week ever, but in the same time, god do love me. Although I do not believe in any specific god, but thanks for still loving me. There are some good thing happen to me too.

First I lost my shoes. YES,AGAIN! I really really upset with myself, how come I will lost my shoes. The shoes just won't walk by itself. Last time is my Tiger, this time is the Adidas from HK. I am really really angry of myself. I not even want to look at myself. Just need some time to understand why I am so stupid.

Second, I just keep make mistake this week. Not even want to talk about the mistake I made. Just let it be. I'm just helpless and hopeless. No need to say anything to make me feel better. I just need some time to cool myself down and I think gym is not bad, plus my body is getting much better shape.I think do got some different after going gym.

Third, here come something better, I get a better job offer and gonna just resign tomorrow i guess. This job offer is bit weird, they provide gym allowance, which mean my gym fees only need to pay half by myself. That's something new and fresh for me. But it located at DJ. But I guess still okay la, LRT and bus can reach there, just need to wake up early a bit. I think it will worth it. Plus I love PJ more cos everyone is speaking English which I think is more professional. I know with this job, I might get to somewhere I wanted to be but all depend.

Fourth, This weekend is my convocation. And i guess none of my friend are coming. IS okay. I take whatever it gonna be. Although bit disappointing but all is in expectation. Let's just not expect anything and be happy on that day. Gonna see some of friends that long time no see. I miss them la.. Miss the time we all fool around, play around, burn midnight oil just for the exam, joke about each other, let them to tease me about everything. I really miss my study time. So I decided I'm gonna study again in future. But perhaps just part time study.

Extra one : Tanya Chua and Chris Daughtry got new song.. Both of my idol come out with new song.. I am damn excited and keep repeating their song..... My taste of music might be bit weird but as long I happy then is okay la, cos most of the time, I listen to my ipod. I no need to share with anyone.. Who care about what u put inside your Ipod. Who knows I might put someone moaning voice in it. But that can't be. Unless anyone want to be my model.

Last one, the photo from taiwan still editing and filtering .. Sorry for the late, I really no mood to do it. Perhaps I just upload it only la.... Lazy already. Just ignore me okay? I know there wont be anyone but still, ignore me please

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Taiwan Part 1

2011-11-14T21:46:00.001+08:00

Today just lazy to write about anything.. so just post some photo from Taiwan... Next post gonna write some experiences for me at Taiwan. Just gonna head to bed now ..at 9.30pm.... Yesterday just rushed back from singapore and today happened something really bad and make my mood very very down. No one know cos I never tell anyone, or post it to my twitter or facebook. I just gonna face it myself.

Will tell my Taiwan story next post.. Do wait for it ya. :)

Ryan L
The Little Lion

I'm Back

2011-11-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

I'm back. Before I write anything, just want to wish myself happy belated birthday. 21 years old now. I am official 21 and I have a dream. And I want to live the fullest of my life.

Sorry for the absent for many days. I was at Taiwan and yea the following few post gonna be all about my taiwan trip. So now just a quick recap of what happened when I was not here.

I went to Taiwan, Celebrated my 21st years old birthday, drive a motor vehicle on the road for the first time in my life. Went to a gay pride parade.

So I'm just gonna filter the photo taken from Taiwan and post it in the next post.

And thanks everyone for wished me happy birthday. From Facebook, Twitter, Whatsapp, SMS or even my blog ( Thanks Calvin). I appreciated it. Every wishes mean something to me, A million thank you to you guys. I love you guys.

With Love
Ryan L
The Little Lion

Rainy Day

2011-10-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

Just a song to comfort myself. Thanks Andrew for introduce such great song. And I am listen to this song and Norah Jones also.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Birthday Celebration 1 and 2

2011-10-16T23:40:00.001+08:00

Today and Yesterday was a busy one. Had my first and second birthday celebration with my classmates. Both my secondary and college buddy. The first one is just a simple steamboat session with my college buddy at home. And thanks for the present and OverTime. I think I was kinda drunk because I love free beer and I don't mind drink much when there got free alcohol.

The Second one is went to Skytrex, Shah Alam. It was the usual October gathering for us. Although this year only 5 people included me joined but we had fun even without others. Just let them be. As time passed by,we get to know who are our real friend. The Skytrex was challenging but for the ex scout like us, that's not a big problem. The only problem was we are really bad luck, it rain during middle of the adventure, and we been forced to stop and wait for the rain to stop. and we get all wet due to the rain. Then we waited around half an hour rain only stop. But in the end we just finished all the station and no one is hurt. I just glad that they are love my planning because previous year we just had dinner but this year I want to do something special so I suggested this place to them and I just happy for they love it too. After that we went to SS3 for the kopitiam style western food. I think the food is not bad. It was the first time I was there. That's all for my busy weekend.

That's all for now. Let's see got anyone still want to have dinner with me for my birthday or not. Just hope this year birthday I no need to plan it myself again.. Is a bit tired.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Conflict

2011-10-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

When you with a group of friends, conflict will always be there. No matter how good between you and your friends, you just can't avoid the conflict. It just the matter of time where the conflict will arise. What do a friend mean to you? You can have lot of friends, but you might just don't have a true friend.

I seriously hate those typical chinese educated child. By saying this, I not stereotype or discriminate because I am chinese educated too, but serious, there are someone who really pissed me off last weekend. He never like me, we never able to see eye on eye on each other. Is okay for you to not like me, but do you have to go around and say something bad about me? He is just those typical old fashion chinese boy who cannot accept changes, criticism on everything, talk very very loud, not able to communicate well with others, narrow minded, or perhaps I should simplified that into two words - Ah Beng.

Everytime when i organize a gathering or meet up, I don't mind invite him because he still one of the gang but this time he is bit over. Don't want to go too detail about that but it just over my limit. I proudly to say I am a Mr. Nice and I not usually easy to get angry but this time I just cannot take it anymore. This time October gathering I decided not to see him again. Just gonna invite my best friend only. But if he want to come, I will still welcome him.

This post just nothing la.. Not gonna spoil my October mood because of him. I don't mind people no time for me, at least a call or message will make me very happy. Not gonna make any plan for the big day but just want to dinner with some friend. Hopefully this small wishes will come true. I want nothing but the best for my family and my friends.

That's all for today. And I kinda happy to see some comment in my previous post. Thanks guys. I appreciate it.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Someone Like Me

2011-10-07T03:11:00.003+08:00

Hi, My name is Ryan. Do you know me? Just want to write something about myself today. First of all, I do not take this as a blog, because this is just a place where I can write whatever I want. I not really my blog got no reader because this is just my life, I guess no one is interested with my life. But I also know that there are few people will read it, thanks guys. and I gonna show you why there are no one like me.

I'm short and shy. But there are no connection between short and shy.Just being random all the time. I don't mind people forget me, but I do mind people called my name wrong. I would correct anyone even my lecturer or superior when someone called me something else.I just simply don't like my name be called wrongly. Please do not ask what's my chinese name if you have no intention to remember it. I will be unhappy cos is bit rude for forgetting what people told you.

I love my friends. I do not need lot of friend around me. Just a few is good enough. I not good in talking, but I'll try my best to jump into the conversation. I love good music, movie and book. I listen to any music that touched my heart, from Chris Daughtry to Adele to Coldplay to Tanya Chua, I just love any nice music. And I just love to watch movie. Ask me go for a movie, I will be your best movie buddy. Life is meaningless without music and movie. Just like having sex without kissing, I seriously can't accept that. But sex are overrated. For me, the talk after sex is what make me motivated. Opps.. gone too far for that, come back to the topic.

I love to run. Run is the only sport I good at. Since I am short, basketball is so far away from me. And I just scare of water sometime. So running is the best and easiest sport for me. I love sunset more than sunrise. Because I simply too lazy to get up early to see the sunrise. But I believe that everything eventually will come to an ending point. Even love, there will be an ending point. Just depend on when you will reach that point. Some love manage to last till the death, but some only few years, few months, few days, or few hours. That's just the nature of human, we always believe there's a better one in the future. But when we lost it, we only know that the best already been here and now is gone.

I love when I received someone call. My phone seldom will ring. Not even message. So when someone messaged me or called me, I will feel happy for the rest of the day. Last week there are three person called me. One is Hui Hock who called me because he read my whatsapp about Derek. Then the second one is Andrew also called me because of Derek,That's the surprise one. I never tot he will call me. The third one is Ryan.This one more surprise. I was tot he called the wrong people because we never meet before, we seldom talk also. He called me and we had a long conversation because we are talking about our dog. I think I owe Derek a thank you because of him, I only get call from my friends. Believe it or not, I really appreciated those call and thanks guys for calling me.

I can sleep at anytime, anywhere and any public transport. I guess that trained since I was just a kid. I can sleep at car, bus, train, plane, lorry, ferry and name the whatever transportation. I can sleep at anywhere. I don't have sleeping problem unless when the time I think too much. Sometime I worry too much, I know is just too silly to think about someone that not even think about you.

I love small surprise. Still remember someone kissed me out of sudden during driving, That's a surprise cause i never expected that but I love it. I smiled and I feel happy and sweet. That just a memory that will always in my mind. Or someone hugged me and tell me everything gonna be okay and you are doing just good.

I am a blur person. I always need to find my keys, phone, wallet, or other stuff. And I always forget where I put those stuff. I just cannot remember it. And my sense of direction is very bad. I don't know how to differentiate right or left. I am a good secret keeper because I will forget the thing people told me if it is not important. People tell me secret because i will forget it the next day. I just don't like to gossip about people and I love to put more attention toward myself more than care about what others did.

I love photography. Not just viewing it, but also shooting it. I still learning and I hope I will be good in one day. Photo never lie (unless those portrait, photoshoped too much). There a story behind each photo, ( not the camwhore pic) and the story is depend on the viewer to interpret it. IT might be a sad story or a happy story in the same photo. And I want to be the one who write the story someday.

Everyone have different perspective about life. That's why we are breathing and living. We want to know what gonna happen next. Who don't want to be good looking, born in rich family, spoiled every moment of your life but that's only gonna happen in a few and you might not be the lucky one. But you should be grateful for who you are. You're amazing just the way you are.

Tell me, where do you find someone like me? Someone that are not good looking, not smart, not good in talking, simply not good in anything. But I still love myself no matter what others think about me cos this is my life and I living for myself.

Gonna write more next time. And I love people giving me feedback about my post. It make me feel like there are actually someone reading it. But if there are no reader, I still will continue to write it. Birthday is coming soon. Let's see anyone remember it

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Someone Like You

2011-10-03T18:31:00.001+08:00

You walked by and never noticed me. I know,I really know. I am nothing to you now. I think You already forget me. Is okay, I told myself everything gonna be okay but i guess not. The scene of you and me, flashed back like the old movie, black and white image, I try to remember the dialogue between the scene but I can't. The memory is fading, I no longer remember what you said to me, i no longer remember what you said when you holding my hand, i not remember why we hugged. I just do not remember it. But I still remember your the way you smell, I remember your smile to me when I did something stupid, and I remember the way you wish me good night. I know is sad that the one who stand next to you is other people now, but I guess that is the fate.

Adele said : Nevermind I'll find someone like you. But I wish I do not need to find it because you are the one and only I need. There will be no one as good as you, no one know me like you. Perhaps I should just let you go, and wipe off the moment we had. Let's everything go and not even the memory. How I wish I can delete you just like delete a file. Delete you and never restore back. Just like you never exist in my life.

The day I meet you I know you're the one. I love the way you talk, you always make me smile, I love the way you walk, you always lead the way. I love the way you make the decision and I no need to worry about anything. I remember the first time you hold my hand, and tell me everything gonna be fine. I remember the first time we kissed and you tell me you will never let go my hand. I promised you I won't cry, but i'm sorry i broke our promise. That's just too much for me.

I think I'm born to love you. and I really love you. I wish nothing but the best for you, so I let you go, even I love you. Who really truly wish your ex happy? I think not me. But everything gonna be fine. I must believe that everything gonna be fine.

p/s: that's not my story. just not belong to me anymore.
p/s 2 : And This really not my story

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Project Runaway 6 : Graduation Trip @ LangKawi 3

2011-09-15T22:59:00.001+08:00

The last part of my langkawi trip update... For the rest of the photo.. kindly visit my facebook page.

This is one of the fun part of the day. They hold me up and throw me down. The first try is damn pain because my butt hit the bottom of the sea. Then we walk further to deeper sea. And it feel great to dropped from this high. I love this kind of extreme act.

Ready to put me up

I already up

let's take a photo before i'm down

here we go

And they just throw me like that ... so fun

Friendship Forever

Although the trip ended, but our friendship will remain the same

and Happy Malaysia Day and Happy holiday

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Project Runaway 6 : Graduation Trip @ LangKawi 2

2011-09-14T16:49:00.001+08:00

The second part of the Langkawi trip. This is an island where there are a legend about the lake. If you drink the water of the lake, you shall be pregnant. Dont know is true or not but we had fun for swimming there. And it is 10meter deep and our feet cant touch the ground at all. kinda scary for me.

The next is the beach part. Langkawi have the best beach in Malaysia. And the weather is great. I love sunny weather plus nice view of sea and beach.

That's all for this post. Next update is the last update of the trip. by the way, we had our last gathering yesterday and it was fun. Thanks guys for everything.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dog - Touching Story

2011-09-13T00:10:00.003+08:00

Reading this make me cry non stop. Just want to share with you guys. Always appreciate the people or thing around you. Never wait till you lost it only start missing it. Don't take thing for granted cos you might regret for doing so. Everytime I watch Marley and me, I'm surely will cry non stop. I'll talk about that next time.

Hope you like the story. I love it a lot.
From Marley and me:
A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Project Runaway 6 : Graduation Trip @ LangKawi

2011-09-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, I finished my diploma and the last trip with my beloved classmates is the langkawi trip. It was a 3days 4 nights trip. and it full of alcohol and crazy act. The whole trip is fun, exciting and non stop photo taking. I'm so lucky to know such great classmates. Hope the friendship will go on even we not longer see each other everyday. I'm gonna miss them so much. It surely is the best stage of my life and I gonna remember this stage of life forever. So many photo to upload but I'm just gonna pick a few to post at my blog. For more photo, perhaps you should view my Facebook because it got 800 plus photo.

Model wannabe

Hi-Tea session

Hi-Tea Session 2

This one look silly

Group Photo

Try look at the below one

look alike? Mr.Nic trying to learn the way I smile

Act Cool

The WaterFall.

Posing

This is so funny

I think I should divide it to few post.. So this is the first post. First we went to Gunung Raya For hi-tea and too bad the fog are too thick and we can't see the full view of langkawi but still get the chance to camwhore and do a model wannabe photoshoot. It was fun although without the great view. The next destination is Waterfall. The water is clean and cold. Fresh air and nice to take photo also.

Next post will post more photo about the Langkawi trip.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

The Great KL

2011-09-06T09:26:00.001+08:00

So, I was too bored and yesterday was Monday, everyone is working or study. And I decided to test out my phototaking skill by shooting my first model - Kuala Lumpur. The whole photoshooting just lasted for 2 hours cause I kinda tired to walk under the hot sun, but I think I still managed to get some great shoot. It is not as pro as the the professional photographer's photo and I also do not wish to compare to them. I just want to show the way I looked at the heart of Malaysia - KL. So here are some of the photo I taken yesterday. Although not very nice, but for first timer, I think I did okay. Gonna just praise myself a bit for the hardwork. :)

Malaysia National Flower -Hibiscus and a notice board of reminding people not to litter.

This is the place I started my shooting. Pasar Seni LRT Station.

Passed by the KL Hop on Hop off waiting area and also Taxi station.

One of my favorite photo of the day

Arrived Destination

This kinda hard to take. And stand there for at least 20 min to get this photo.

Petaling Street aka Chinatown Malaysia.

More picture to come after I back from my trip. Yea, I'm going to Langkawi for few days with my classmates for the last time. Gonna miss them so much. Already be with them for almost 3 years and I just love to be with them. I'm sure it gonna be a great trip.So the rest of the great KL photo will only be uploaded when I back from Langkawi.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dream Big

2011-09-04T22:27:00.006+08:00

Why afraid to dream when it just a dream? If you want to dream, do try to dream something big and not dream of those small thing like leaving the town, get marry soon or wish to eat a piece of cake tomorrow. Dare to dream it, life is nothing without our dream. We live for our dream, and always try your best to achieve your dream. Do not left any regret behind. If you like someone,just tell that person, if you care about the person, just let the person know it, if you want to say hi to someone, just go ahead and say hi. Even you might get rejected, but at least you tried it. No regret right?

My dream is big. I wish one day I would touch the ground of New York and I want to buy a house at the highest condo of New York by having the best night view of new york. I want to become a CEO before age of 30 and by age of 40 I would have my own business and age of 50 I would retired and be somewhere of the world. Oh well, It just a dream, it might not come true forever but at least I dreamed about it. Don't take it too serious. You can dream anything you want. Unlock your imagination, let the little boy/girl out and start drawing your dream, Remember this, you build your dream, not him, not her. is You, yourself.

And now back to the reality. I should get a good job, and start saving money. As advised by Andrew and MK, I should start thinking about car and insurance. Then I would like to take my degree and master because I love study, study make me feel young, and I love the stress when you having exam and you notice that you don't know anything about the subject. That kind of feeling is great cos the your adrenaline will be increasing everyday and that's a good thing. It motivate me to prove that I can do it. And not to forget, owning a house is important for a man. No matter you plan to have a family or not, for me, a man must own a house. That's make a man complete.

I always want to be a normal guy, live a normal life. Work, study, eat, sleep, hang out with friend, walk my dog. That's the perfect life for me. Perhaps I still young, so that is just what I asking for now. I guess few years later when I read this post, I will think how naive I am back there, but for now I think that is more than enough. I love my life, nothing to complaint about, Good life, Good friend, Good music. I enjoying my life, and I know if i want something, I have to fight for it. Perhaps I should be more initiative to ask people.

I always say : We are young and we are here, why not we do something crazy and runaway. NEVER look back and never regret. Once you look back, you will see the police is chasing you.. (LAME...) I mean if you have the chance to make mistake, this is the moment where you can make all the mistake you want, and you'll learn from the mistake. Dont afraid to fall down, this is the time you should fall down and learn to get up by yourself. Try to imagine this, you are 30 years old now and your life before is just smooth and easy. Nothing big happen and you always live in the fairy tale life, but one day... everything you own is gone, serious. everything, your friend betrayed you, one of your family member passed away, you get fired or your business going down and your wife is gonna give birth to your third son. That's the time you are all alone and no one gonna help you for that. You will find yourself so helpless and useless. It also hard for you to get up again because you already 30 and you got nothing, who can help? But if you fall down when you are young, all you have is time. Learn from the mistake and move on. No commitment, no regret. Do you believe that I got no regret till today. Yea, I no regret for everything I did or said.

( and age of 30 is still young, old should only be used for above 45)

So dream big while you are young, make mistake while you are young, do something crazy when you are young, That's what we called life.

Everyone should listen to One and Only by Adele. It is my fav song and it is meaningful

Ryan L

The Little Lion

First Impression

2011-09-01T02:55:00.007+08:00

First impression is important. It set the attitude of the people. Not only that, if the first impression is not good, perhaps can say bye bye to that person. So I always wonder what's other people think about me, the first impression about me. The few comments I always get is :

1. You do look short as you said.

2. So young already so many white hair, think a lot huh?

3. You look exactly same as your photo.

4. You do not look like 21, do not think like 21, do not act like 21 ( I take that as compliment)

And the top comment is :

You so quiet. Do you like to talk?

Yes. That's is my weakness. I know that. I hardly can stand out myself from a group conversation. That's just me. I just don't like to interrupt people when they are talking, I also dont like people interrupt my talk. There are always one philosophy in mind : What you want people do to you, you just do it to people; what you dont want people do it to you, you just dont do it. Sound like an excuses for myself huh?

People who know me I would say only my classmates or a very very few friends. I can be talk a lot. But when I with someone i dont know, or someone I just know, I just can't talk well. Perhaps that's just me. Many people missed the chance to know me more because I kinda protective and I not usually share my thought with people I barely know, not even my family, not my friends or my dog. oh gosh, I like to keep everything to myself. And I enjoyed to do so. For the people who dont know me, they might think I am selfish, arrogant, hard to be with, but actually I am like that. Just it take more time for me to accept a new people, a new friend. Too many bad experience and too many bad friend out there. So I have to protect myself and do not let anyone come closer and have any chance to hurt me. I hurt enough. There are enough wound and scar in my heart. So you no need come to add some new wound and scar to it. thanks

I dont mind to be alone. In the matter of fact, I always alone. I used to be alone. From a kids, I go school alone, I come back from school alone, I took the bus alone, I eat alone, till now I also eat alone. I read alone, I play alone. And I dont have child mates, I dont have neighbors friend, I not even have a friend can share my secret. But is okay. I told myself everything will be fine and I just need to love myself.

Suddenly this moment, saw a tweet and messaged a people. I hope he is okay. I know he will be fine.

Perhaps I need some changes. Start from learning how to join in a conversation, learn how to interactive with people and smile. When someone are smiling, the world become better. When I see someone smile, my mood become better. I am a pretender but I never fake my smile. I might fake my words, my act but never my smile.

Just want to say I am one of the most lucky person in the world for knowing some great friends. And I will try my best to play to role of a friend. I used to be a not so good friend and I promised myself I will change. Sometime I do need a friend. I just know I need it.

Playlist is playing : If I die Young. I wonder if I die young, will there be anyone come to my funeral? Will anyone will cry for me? Will anyone will hate me forever? Perhaps I just need to let it be..what will be will be ....

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Derek and Me

2011-08-24T00:07:00.003+08:00

Finally I revealed who is Derek after one week keep asked by many people. Yes. Derek is my little boy and he is just 3 weeks old only. He such an adorable boy, but sometime is just too notti, when I try to put him to bed, he surely will make the begging and pity voice, if not he will just bark, and bark louder and louder each other. When I got no idea how to calm her down, just have to spank his small butt. Hope he learned his lesson cos I really don't like to spank his butt. Perhaps I just too spoil him. But he is just too cute and I promise will love him as long I'm here with him. I will not allow anyone or any dog to bully him.

One cute thing about him is he will follow you wherever you go, when I walk to kitchen, he will just follow, when I walk to toilet, he follow also. And the way his run is so cute, and when he walk to somewhere around the house, and you called his name, he will just run toward with a cute style. You really must see his way of running, Perhaps next time I can record some video to share on my blog.

The hard thing for me is to toilet train him. He just take the toilet as his playground and refuse to poo poo and pee pee there. But this only the first week we together, will spend more time to train the notti boy and perhaps next time can sleep together with him. Plus he not yet finish his 3 times vaccination. he only can stay home. So I will just stay home more to be with him. Or not he will be very bored when he alone.

Derek and me.. such a cute boy

The first time I hugged him and bring him home

How can you not love him? He is just my everything now .

I'm too lucky to have Derek in my life. Just hope he think that way too. I love you Derek. a

Today received company H call for interview. Means i might working soon. So must appreciate the time with Derek boy.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Food and The Little Lion

2011-08-19T15:18:00.007+08:00

I noticed that I like to take food with food. Yea, take photo with the food, not take the photo of the food. Just looked through my facebook photo album and kinda lot of photo posing with food or drink. Actually I do love to take photo when I think my look is okay, so when people ask me to take photo, usually i wont reject. Some people if u want to take photo with them, I think is harder than meet the pm. They will give u lot of excuses. But just a photo won't cost you anything right? unless you are superstar and someone will misuse your photo, if not, just stand there and say : cheeeeeese. Done... it wont take you 1 minutes. Unless you want to try out different pose, then take a few photo and pick the nicest one.

My friends like to warn me : Please do not upload those ugly photo. Because sometime I just too lazy to filter the photo and just upload it all. But now I will do filter and only upload the nice nice one. Never let people to see your ugly sides. All human are realistic one, they might dont want talk to you after seeing your ugly picture.

If next time got chance to ask me out, do take a photo with me. I love to do so but too shy to ask. Perhaps I should practice my smile more. I need to smile better for my graduation photo in future. MUST learn how to show teeth when smile.

Here is some photo I grab from my facebook album :

But I do long time no take my own picture already. Perhaps getting older make me feel like should be more mature? But still got a lot of mature guy camwhore also. So is okay la. I will take more photo of myself. But hopefully wont hurt your eyes due to my ugliness and silliness.I think I do look like a small kids in those picture. but I'm little lion ma..... so is okay . ( sorry for my bad writing :P)

And if you noticed the changes in my blog, you will see there a youtube video at the side. Yeah, I think the song is cute. The song called : The Lion sleep tonight. I think it fit the theme of the blog, and I do love the song. Something special for me

That's all for now. As promised I will upload the Orange series photo next post. :)

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Good Luck

2011-08-19T02:07:00.005+08:00

Yea. I am wishing myself good luck. And I also want to thanks for those who wished me good luck. I guess i needed it a lot. I guess just one week times to suffer for my finals and after that will be hurray. No more exam. At least for few months. if i decided to go for degree.

So. that's all for this post. will update more next time. now back to study. and some exclusive photo for my blog. Do need to reserve some photo for it. Perhaps the next post I will post the orange series since I already finished edit it.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Happy Birthday, Mum

2011-08-15T23:50:00.004+08:00

Just want to wish my beloved mother - HAppy birthday, mum. I proud to be your son and I will always love you.I wish you will always be there and stay healthy and pretty. I always told my friends that my mum look very pretty, am I right ?

I'll be home always. No worry :) And I will always be a good boy.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Letter to Little Derek

2011-08-14T23:18:00.004+08:00

To : Little Derek

Halo. Nice to know you, little Derek. When the first time I see you, I know i will fall in love with you. You make me smile and u had stolen my heart ever since the moment we met. Oh gosh, you are so cute and adorable. I just can't stop thinking about you now. Kinda sad when the moment i say goodbye to you but I'm sure one week is very fast only. We shall meet again and i want to hug u tightly.

I promise you to be a good daddy and I will take good care of you. Never let you to be alone, hungry, scare,hurt, sick or sad. Lion daddy promise to give u the best and never disappointed you when the time u need daddy.

I miss you Little Derek and I shall see u in one week plus. If not 2 week plus.

Love you

and p/s : Met someone nice this weekend. And thanks for the night :)

From : Lion Daddy

The Little Lion . Orange Part 2

2011-07-05T23:36:00.003+08:00

Can I stop editing my photo? I just so lazy .. For part 2 I just upload some of the photo taken with my friend Lucas Kong and Kevin Cheng. Had a great hang out session with them. And need to thanks to Lucas for help me to take such nice photo. Do love it a lot. :)

‎14 days for my L licences. 10 days for Hong Kong... 30 plus day for P licences... around 40 days for finals and 50 plus days for Langkawi :0

Ryan L

The Little Lion

The Little Lion . Orange

2011-07-03T01:20:00.004+08:00

The Little Lion . Orange is the new photo taken recently .. just want to share with you guys.

This is the two picture that I edited for the moment..

Just stay tuned for more.. I shall update one by one ... :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Ask

2011-07-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

Sometime what u need to do is just ask. Just do not assume anything for me. I don't like it.

If you want my number, Ask me, I usually will give my number unless u annoyed me.

If you want to go out with me, Just ask me. If i have the free time, i will go out for sure.

If you want to get something from me, all you need to do is just ask. If i can give it, i will give.

Just do not assume.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Song For You

2011-06-27T14:44:00.003+08:00

我們都別哭

當葉子隨著風離開了樹變成花的禮物
When the leaves left the trees as the wind, it turned into a gift of flowers

那只是你啟程了旅途不是結束

It just started your journey, not ending it.

時光比預料中來得殘酷愛得越深越匆促

Time is more brutal than expected in, Love more deeply the more hasty

教人不得不學會祝福你先走的那一步

Teach people to have to learn to bless, when you are the one who leaving first.

hmm~我們都別哭傷心會浪費你的呵護

We do not cry, sadness just will wasted your caring
愛~微笑著回顧有你那段路短暫卻幸福

Love ~ smile recalled the brief but happy period of road

當陽光帶走了露珠我的眼眶起了霧

When the sun dew my eyes away from the fog

看不見可是我真實感觸你輕撫我皮膚
The one that can't see is my real feeling when u stroking my skin

hmm~我們都別哭傷心會浪費你的呵護

We do not cry, sadness just will wasted your caring
愛~微笑著回顧有你那段路短暫卻幸福

Love ~ smile recalled the brief but happy period of road

不帶一絲哀傷緬懷比淡忘更需要勇敢

Without a trace of sadness nostalgia need more brave than the forgotten

把回憶隨身攜帶我相信是愛

Carry the memories along and I believe it is love

hmm~我們都別哭你要到更好的地方居住
We do not cry, you just going to a better place to stay

愛~再見面那天我們再散步一整個下午
Love. When the day we meet again, we shall walk for the whole afternoon
看一個人從生命淡出不哭因為很愛

When seeing someone is fading out from life. we do not cry because We loved once

Sorry for the poor translation. But this is a song for everyone when you are dealing with death or someone leaving... Is a great song.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Afraid of Losing

2011-06-18T01:41:00.003+08:00

Do you ever imagine to losing someone close or precious to you? I can't because I just not ready for it yet. Just heard a sad news from a friend. If you had read my previous post, I had mentioned that my friend's friend mother was sick. And sadly she passed away. I just no like sad or bad news. It make me feel sad and emo. I am keep thinking what to say to my friend, any words to comfort him, but suddenly my mind went blank and there is just nothing i can do for him.

Everyone is afraid of losing. I guess no one is exception. Don't think you are strong enough to take it, when the time is come, you will lose all your pride, confident, or what makes you proud. and the sadness will overcome you in just a second. Do appreciate people around you. You might losing them in another minutes. Love your parents and family. Love your beloved and your friends. Love the strangers and your pet. Love everything that are alive in this earth. Most important, remember to love yourself.

Life is too short. Now i gonna do what I need to do. never regret in your life

Hope my friend and his friend will be fine.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Question, Answer

2011-06-12T22:00:00.005+08:00

We always looking for answer, but do we asked the right question before looking for the answer? Most of the time, we just wish to listen or to get the answer that we desired, not the answer beyond the expectation. Ask yourself, is that true? I believe that is the human nature. I do that sometime. I just want to get the answer I want to listen. I hope for it. I pray for it, I even demand for it.

Few days back, a friend asked me a question. What would u say to a friend when his/her mother going to pass away soon. It make me think. and go blank for quite a long time. I just can't take it. I always tot I am very strong, but when come to my family. I just a little boy. I love my mother, father and my brothers. They are part of my life. I can't imagine someone going to lose their family. I'm sure that hurt a lot. And I no idea at all what to say if this happen to my friend. And I certainly do not wish that to happen to me. The question make me start think, how would I react if I am the one who going to lose any member of my family. I just could't take it. I guess I am too fragile in this matter.

We live, we died. It is the part of the life. We can't skip any part of it. But we can learn to deal with it. Not everyone live, but everyone do die. It is an important line to be remembered. Cos it help to bring us through the rough time when u need it.

Stop looking for the answer, just live your life and you shall get your answer. That's is so true. Don't be too easy to upset, cos sometime you will find that it not worth at all to waste all your time in such small matter. Be happy and optimistic.

Lately serious addicted to Heroes. There is one line I heart it so much.

‎"Death is the one thing that connects us all. Reminds us that what's really important is who we've touched, and... you know, how much we've given. Makes us realize that... we have to be good to one another."

Death is not scary, it just the matter of how do we deal with it and what we think about it. Enjoy your life while you are still breathing. And do not do thing you will regret because life is short, there is no time for u to live in regret.

*Pray hard for my friend's friend mother. Hope she shall be okay. As long you believe, there are always a miracle around you. Who knows?

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Smile

2011-06-05T01:24:00.004+08:00

Smile, important tool in our life. I always believe that any awkward moment can be resolved by just smiling. I love people smiling. And I love to smile. Sometime is abit over but yeah, that's me. What inspire me to write this post is because of my Girlfriend song - Smile. MY music player just playing that song and i repeated that song for many many times. Suddenly, tears dropped down. Don't know why, suddenly feel sad. I believe that behind every smile, there's a story. And I still no idea my story is happy or sad. I try to make it happy but dont know why sometime will feel kinda lonely for no one understand me well. Not even myself. I just don't know me well. Need some time for myself,

Just dont feel like writing much now.

If you dont know the song, you should listen to it.. Is a GREAT one . I love my Girlfriend always.

Smile

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
But you don't really give a shit
you don't let it go let it go with it
'cause you're fucking crazy rock'n'roll

[Bridge]
You said "Hey,
What's your name?"
it took one look
and now I'm not the same
Yeah you said "Hey."
and since that day
you stole my heart
and you're the one to blame

[Chorus]
Yeah
and that's why I smile
It's been a while
since every day and everything has
felt this right
and now you're turning all around
and suddenly you're all I need
The reason why I smile

Last night I blacked out I think
What did you, what did you put in my drink?
I remember making out and then, oh, oh
I woke up with a new tattoo
your name was on me and my name was on you
I will do it all over again

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control
You know that I'm a crazy bitch
I do what I want when I feel like it
All I wanna do is lose control

[Chorus]

SHe is just Simply fabtabulous.. LOVE ALL OF HER MUSIC.

Gonna Start practicing my smile for the graduation photo.... I need to have a great smile for the great moment in my life. And I notice that, many people are good in it. I think I had told some that they having a good smile and I shall learn from them. :)

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Inspiration

2011-06-01T23:17:00.005+08:00

This is my Inspiration I hope you like it.

This is Your Life, Do what you LOVE, and do it Often.

If you Dont Like something, Change it

If you Dont like your job, QUIT

If you Dont have enough time, Stop Watching Tv

If you are looking for the one of your life, STOP!! They will be waiting for you when you start doing things you love.

Stop over anaylzing, all emotion is beautiful

When you eat, appreciate every last bite

Life is Simple. Open your mind, arms and heart to new things

And people, We are united in our differences

Ask the next person what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them.

Travel often, Getting lost will help you find yourself.

Some opportunities only come once, seize it.

Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them. So going out and start creating

Life is short. So live your dream and share your passion

I read it everyday and I love it.It helped me live my life. I hope it help people that are in lost mind now. Do remember : always love yourself and treat yourself better. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Short Update

2011-05-25T23:37:00.004+08:00

Harlo, I'm feel bad for not updating my blog. Sorry for that. Gonna just briefly go through what happened in my life for last few days. First of all, result release. And I am not so happy with it, because I know I can do better than this, but is okay, last sem is here now. Gonna work hard and give the best of me to score the best.

Second, I decided to wait for next year to interview for cabin crew. I think I must at least finish up my study first. Cos this is the last semester now. I just dont want to give up now. So yeah, gonna chase my dream next year.

Third, just life is so complicated and yet so simple. What I get is never what I want. But I'm gonna just cope with it. Waiting is a long process but i guess the thing I can do is just wait. I dont like to wait but i'm used to wait.

Fourth, sometime all you need to do is just ask. If u wanna ask me out, just ask. If u wanna get my number, just ask, If you wanna see me, just ask.

Lastly, just gonna post one of my latest picture.

And I gonna love myself more before loving others :)

With Love, Ciao

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Respect

2011-05-08T05:39:00.008+08:00

You Don't Get Respect Because You Want it; You Get Respect Because You Earn It

Now is 5.40 am. Is almost morning. Most of the people are snoring now or have a great adventure in the dreamland. For me is a sleepless night. Just do not feel like sleeping at all. Perhaps lots of thing bother in my mind. Result releasing soon and I think I not really do so well so kinda nervous for it. And the important decision I need to make. Lots of pressure from certain people who not really support me for it. I think I just should keep all to myself first before I make any decision. Listen Nicki Minaj and Beyonce make me more awake. I love Nicki's Super Bass and Beyonce's Why Don't You Love Me. Plus some Glee song. Big glee fans here. You can call me Gleek.

If you never listen to that two song before, you can give a try. Both are addictive and once you love it, you just can't stop listen to it. Gonna download it and one of the song in my Ipod.

As the title of this post is about Respect. Would like to write about something about religion. What make me feel like writing about it? Is cos of just watched a video about religion and respect, I think is a good topic to discuss. I am a free thinker. But I kinda special. Because I believe in God. I just do not define my God. I believe there are only one God. But non of the existing God in this world is my God. Hope I do not offence anyone. It just my personal point of view and something that I believe in. I do not deny the existent of other God, it just I choose to believe my own God. Plus I am not so religious person, So religion not really playing big part in my life. Mostly I choose to believe in People, Money, Power. These three thing is the thing I believe in the most.

I do not choose any religion does not mean I anti them. I do respect every religion. I respect some people need to pray before eating, I respect some might can't eat beef. I respect we need to take off shoes before walk into a temple. Actually all of this is so easy to be done, but why still people can't do it. Mostly is because of Ego. People are proud of their own religion and think other religion is silly or useless. This shall bring conflict among people. One of the reason I choose to become a free thinker is because I read some article when I was small kid and it about war caused by religion. Although not so understand in that time, but I decided not to choose any religion for my life. Religion suppose to make people feel safe, comfortable and have something to hold on when they are helpless, something to be the guidance when they need one. And religion is not an excuse to start a war or any fight or any bad activity. I hate that a lot. I hate people using religion to get what they want. I just don't like it.

Learn to respect is important. Even they are holding different perspective for living with you, but is their choice. Do respect it. Everyone have the right to live their live in their own way, no one can judge or say anything about it. I learn to respect by accepting it. Never judge someone you don't know. Besides religion, it is important to respect people who are different from you such as disability people, homosexual, transgender and etc. Respect any race no matter black or white or asian or others. They are born this way and there are nothing wrong with that. Perhaps you can start listen to Lady Gaga - Born This Way.

Respect play the important role in our life, once you learn how to respect, your life will be much more better. Trust me on that. I respect people so that people will respect me. Bow when you need to bow, say sorry when you need to say sorry. Keep quiet when it need to be quiet. Life will be much more better when you know how to respect people, religion, race, sexuality and even animals.

One word - RESPECT.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Water For Elephants

2011-05-07T15:47:00.007+08:00

Water For Elephants starring by Robert Pattinson and Resse Witherspoon. This is a great movie. Out of 10, i will give 8.5. But I guess not everyone gonna like this movie as Twilight. Robert Pattinson was great in this movie. Totally better performance compare to Twilight Saga. And like always, Resse is a good actress. She look gorgeous in this movie. This definitely is one of the best movie of this year. Although I not yet watch Love and Other Drugs yet, but gonna watch it later. But still, I love No String Attached the most. Maybe the story of the movie is something I want but cannot want it. Perhaps in future, Perhaps only.

Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth

I love the tag line of the movie. Life is the most Spectacular show in the earth. Yeah, that's right. What is more interesting than our own life? We are the actor, director and script writer of our life. We decide how we gonna live our life . Life is a show, some people want it to be great and fun show, some might want to be dull and sad, it your choice to put on what show. For me, I would like a simple yet adventurous show. I always want to be someone simple and have a simple life. Wish to travel the world all by myself and record it with pictures and words. Will try something I would like to try but no chance to do it.

Favorite scene of the movie is when Robert dance with Resse, and the animals moments. The dance part is good. I love to do so when I got the chance. When u get into a relationship too long, sometime u forget that a small thing can be romantic, a slow dance can be captured someone heart again. We live so long , but we forget what we lived for.

Can I dance with you?

If you not yet watch the movie, I highly recommend this movie. Is entertaining, meaningful and Robert Pattinson is much more good looking in this movie. Love the way he look in this movie. Much more mature and handsome. Ciao now, gonna watch Love and Other Drugs.

And special thanks to my silent reader. You guys make me feel warm cos never thought someone gonna read my post. Thanks a lot. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Just A Dream

2011-05-05T01:04:00.005+08:00

Today would like to write something about my dream. Perhaps some don't know. I came from a not so rich family. I won't say is poor but just enough to survive at Kuala Lumpur. So certain thing for me is a luxury thing. For example going other place to vacation. My family never have family trip like other family. Even to Port Dickson also don't have. So, when the time I was a small kid, I quite jealous other kids can go travel with family. But I think is not important cos born in this family shaped who am I today. My friends always think I am so kiasu because I always want to take high mark for my exam, the matter of fact is I just want to get good result to make sure I got better future. And yeah, I still getting good mark and sometime will very sad if I never get the mark I want. Not because of I kiasu, is because of I used to it. I just want to compete with myself, not with others. Till now, I still try to make myself the best I can, sometime is very tired. Sometime I hope to just relax myself but hardly to do it.

Sometime we just work and work and work, till one day we stopped and ask ourself : Why must I work so hard? what for I want to suffer myself to do all of these? Actually we know it, just we already forgot. Remember the first time you walk into the company or college, you promised yourself to be the best. Somehow if that job or course not the one you like, you do it just because people asked or just for living. We forget the dream we dreamed, we no longer dare to dream because dreaming cost a lot. To survive, we need to put our dream behind and face the reality. It so pathetic. For those who can work they Favorite thing as job, they are the most lucky person in the world because most people work for work only, not work for achieve the dream they set. We no long remember the passion during the kid and defeated by the money and desire.

Opps,crap too far away. Back to the topic. I think people who know me in person know i am short. Only 165cm. So sad, sometime I wish I can still grow taller. Is that too late for 21 years old boy? I think so. The dream I dreamed is something related to my height. Is my dream job. Actually from a small kid till now, i dreamed to become a cabin crew. Yeah, I know it just a dream cos I am short. But lately I found out that MAS only required at least 165cm. So I am thinking should I go interview or not. But I missed the KL session and the last session of interview is at Penang which is two weeks later. I am wondering should I go and try it. There's nothing wrong to try i guess. I will use this week to think about it. And if I going, then I need to take good care my face and get a nice hair cut.

Cabin Crew, my dream job. To fly over the world and service people. I like doing customer service. And get compliment from customer. And I love uniform. IT look smart. And no need to think what to wear to work. I know this job wont last forever. For certain age you need to stop flying around but who cares, most important is I get to travel around the world and learn about the world culture. I always love knowing new thing and learn new language. Although not so good in language but I will try to learn and improve like my English. I will learning because I know I am not good in it. So I accept any comment or correction from my friend cos I am learning from it.

Perhaps if I can't make it this year, I can try it next year. but I think it is good for me to travel to penang because the last time I was at penang was just a kid. So I can take this chance for the interview and travel to penang again after so many years.

You see the cute small kid? Yeah, that's me. During that time u still can take photo at the penang bridge. I guess it was so long ago right? Perhaps I should visit Penang again. Will think about it.

Will the dream job only just a dream? or it gonna become real? Let's see what happen after two week.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Holiday and Weird Dream

2011-05-01T13:32:00.004+08:00

Yeah. I wasted my holiday by doing nothing. First of all, I sick for one week. Very sick that one. I had everything you can expect for sickness. Fever, flu, headache, body ache, vomit, diarrhea, dizzy and etc. So i just on my bed for one week. That goes one week of my holiday. Went to see doctor twice and took blood for test. My first time for blood test and cucuk twice somemore. It was kinda scary because I always scare injection. But i make it.

Let's see what I did for my holiday. NOTHING. omg. I think I need to plan out something for the one week that left. Gonna think about it. But still enjoying my relaxation at home, cos long time never really sit and lazying at home.

And I had a weird dream for few days. It is about I know a stranger girl and later she bought me one child and said is my baby boy. And he is sooooooooo cute. I love him so much, and i treat him as part of my life. Everyone in my family love him so much. But I do not get his name. I wonder what's his name. I started to miss him already. Such a cute little boy and he is my baby boy. I start to think, will I have my baby boy in the future? I dream about that baby boy for few days and I am happy with it. Aiyo, I am too young to be a father la. but he is simply so cute. If he is my son, i will do anything for him. And he do look like me. An adorable boy. Who knows someday I might really have my own child?

Thats all for this post. Shall update more soon. hope I figure out what to do for my holiday.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

To Mr Ryan L ( 31 years old)

2011-04-27T13:33:00.003+08:00

This is a letter to Mr.31 Years old Ryan L. What makes me feel like writing this, the reason is simple. just want myself to look back to back all the time.

Dear Mr. 31 years old Ryan,

Now, you must be a very successful guys. I wish you were a successful or not you will be someone who in the middle age with nothing and living in misery and complaint about everything everyday. I would imagine you as amazing as Mr J.O. Someone who are amazing in person. You will be more charming, manly, handsome and attractive now. No longer have the childlike look and grown up to be a real man. Having the strong arm you always wanted, height can't be change but at least you look great in your height. At least reached your ideal weight and no tummy please, please do not have any tummy. It surely look ugly on you. NO NO NO NO.

By the time you are 31, you are in the peak of your career, you very busy everyday. OT everyday, sometime weekend also need to work. Either u working in a big company or you already started your own company. The job selection is something you like and you wont regret you had choosen it. Do you remember your own quote of the life. I'm sure you do, because that's the way we both live the life. Never let go of the line, : NEVER REGRET NO MATTER WHAT. Your life will all about working and success. Other element must not in it. This time, there should be no one ever dare to down look on you again, no one will say anything bad thing behind you now.

You do know right? You dont need to be rich to gain any respect from people. You just need to prove yourself is the best. that's more than enough. You need to stand on the highest point but is okay to fall down. People fall, most of the time they stand back and be proud again. Is okay to be failed because we only learn from the mistake so dont cry for nothing, always do hold for something.

You should driving your dream car when you are 31 because your dream car is sooooooooooooooo achievable. Or u already passed your dream car stage and moved to the next higher level. You should already have your own condo and getting ready to buy the second one which is land house. that's important because owning three houses is your dream. make it work no matter what. but don't rob. okay?

Your fashion taste should still the same should moved to higher level and better taste. You love yourself more than ever. And that's the most important. Love part? Let the fate decided for me. I never plan for my love. that's stupid for planning it.

That's all for now.

Good luck to you Mr. 21 years old Ryan. 10 years for you to work on that.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Relax Movie Day

2011-04-07T08:11:00.004+08:00

So yeah, Finished one paper and lazy-ing around and reluctant to start my study for the next paper and headed for movie at Pavilion. Wednesday always is my movie day. I such a movie freak cause I love movie alooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot. I watch any good, bad, chinese, english even got one time watched a malay movie before and still enjoyed it.I'm such a Crazy movie fans. I can live without night activity but for hell not without movie. So, the best tool to ask me out is to ask me go for a movie. And yeah, mostly 9 out of 10 I promise to go out.

The day was like usual. Dinner, walk around then movie. The dating routine never change and nothing to change also. I enjoyed that way. Usually will buy ticket online then do the collection when I reach there. After that, walked awhile with date and dinner time. We walked to Fahrenheit 88 for sushi. OMG la.. Sushi again. I know right. Always sushi....... but any better suggestion for dinner? I just not too fancy about food, anything that are eatable is ok for me. Basically not willing to spend much money for food. Typical kiamsiap(stingy) guy. KEsian my date, always need to take photo for me. Cos I just love to record down the precious moment with photo. But I'm sure my date is ok one. No worry.

Nice Sushi @ Sushi Zanmai

Posing with the menu.. LAME!

The guy behind so sampat laaaaa... Is all about me okay? Just kidding.

Yesterday was watched Men suddenly in love. Typical Hong Kong comedy movie. Nothing so special about it. Hmm.. worth to watch on wednesday, Not recommended for weekend movie. For me, weekend movie should be something like Sucker Punch, Inception or Rango is good.

Don't Go Breaking My heart is strongly recommended for Chinese romantic comedy. I simply love that movie. Who would u choose? Daniel Wu? Louise Koo? The storyline is good. We are always loving someone and there always someone who love us. It depend on us to choose the love who love us or the one we love? I know that the one I love will not love me, the I should go for the one who loved me. I guess if I am that girl, I also will make the same decision as her. So who had she choosen? Watch it yourself. :) Each of us will have different perspective for love. Some might want a love that last forever, some might want dont wish to settle down and be playful. Actually no one is right or wrong. it depend on what in your mindset. As long you think that is okay to do it, then just go ahead and do it. I do not know love well as I consider myself still a young one and one day I shall know what love mean to me, and for now I will just be myself and do whatever I want. Love? something I don't know and wish to know her. So hell yeah, I always a love supporter. :)

So, that's all for today updates. I shall update more since I got a dinner for friday. See ya, Ciao. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random Me

2011-04-05T21:44:00.003+08:00

Today had finished one of my paper- moral paper. Actually not much theory, just all about your opinion. Hope I did well on that. No expectation, No dissapointment. I learn though mistake and I stand up again. This semester I must do well. Not for other but myself. After the exam, my crazy classmates go all the way to chow kit for chicken rice. Don't know how many time we went there for lunch but the great is all about we still very good to each other. Love my classmates.

During the lunch time, we talked about my 21st birthday. Yeah, I am turning 21 soon. But not soon as like next month. Still have few months to go, and this time during my birthday, everyone don't know at where already cos we will be graduated before my birthday. But I hope so much to celebrate my birthday with them since already 2 years celebrate with them, it make me feel great when having fun and joke with my classmates. Really do not hope to graduate so fast laaaaaa.....

Next paper up for is entrepreneurship which will at next tuesday. So I still got some time to study and do my study note. So, now just gonna relax and watch How I met your mother. Thanks to my brother, I kinda addicted to this drama.

Lastly I end my post with a random photo of me. :p Exclusive for my blog reader. I just uploaded to my bloggie only. Shall update again. Ciao

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Dinner + Exam

2011-04-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

Today went dinner with Shawny. Finally we get to dinner. I think the dinner was planed 3 or 4 years ago and now only get the chance to dinner together. Happy finally to dinner with him. We had spaghetti at Bangsar Village as the dinner. The environment is not bad and the food taste nice.

Gonna start my exam very soon. Stress and nervous but I going to do my best. Wish me Luck people. :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Giving Up, Let Go

2011-04-02T13:57:00.004+08:00

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go

I will be fine. Thanks. I will be strong again for myself and get over everything.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

The Chemical Bond

2011-03-31T23:52:00.003+08:00

The relationship of people is weird. We can know only for a short period, but the bonding are so strong till no one can break it. Some we know for 10 years yet there are nothing between it. We need some chemical bonding for it. The chemistry between each other is important and I'm glad my classmates and me have a good bonding. Is hard to gather a group of crazy people together and do crazy thing together. But I am soooooooo lucky to have a group of crazy and fun classmates who always stick together to do everything. I'm Lovin it..

If you dont have my facebook.. Then here is some photo for you to see how great is my classmates. I love my every moment with them. Is the great moment together.

I appreciated them a lot. And thanks for helping each other for the every assignment. Although , we got argument and fight sometime but in the end we still very close to each other. This kind of bond is already hard to break it. And I must say, the guy of DBU 7 all look great. And everyone is a good friend.

So that's all for today, and last thing to blog about is today went celebrated Lucas birthday at Sushi Zanmai and Snowflake. Happy Birthday Lucas and all the best to you. Must study hard and big boy now. One more year older now. Hope you enjoyed the dinner

The picture will be uploaded next time la

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sucker Punch

2011-03-30T23:51:00.004+08:00

Sucker Punch, another great movie and oouch, it's pain for that punch and it is a mind fucked movie. This is a worth-watching movie for this year. I'm love the story line and the colour for the movie. Although I not really get what it mean for the ending but overall is a great story and movie. It make people think : If you not stand for anything, You'll fall for everything. That is so true, we must have our faith and believe in what we are believe. It is the same why people will have religion, because it make them feel better. Although I do not really have a specific religion, but I still believe in something. Something I not even know is what, but surely not any religion in this world, the reason is kinda complicated. Wait i got chance i will post about it

My 6th sem is coming to the end soon. Gonna Miss my classmates very much. Been together with them for 2 years and we had lots of crazy moments together. I always love my college life and I am no regret for the choice I make. I think that is the best moments in my life. I guess I should be start working very soon after my graduation and gonna miss it so much. So i taking my time now to enjoy it.

And since I am back to blogging. I really enjoy reading other's blog. It make me feel like the world is so big and my life is good. Plus i get to improve my blog by reading and writing. I hope one day my blog will be good enough to view by everyone

That's all for today. I shall upload some photo for the next post. Because I haven get the card reader so lots of photo not yet uploaded to facebook or my blog. Shall wait for it kay?

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Small Update

2011-03-25T18:19:00.004+08:00

hey fellow, such a long time never update here. I am apologize for the late update. I do know is time to revive my lovely bloggie. Actually after chinese new year was my new sem to start. Was being busy for doing my assignment for the last 7 weeks. And it finally come to the final stage. One more presentation to go only. basically i think kinda lazy to update what happen before. And I guess i shall start with what happen now.

Now i am sitting at the Starsbucks at Berjaya Times Square and drinking my GreenTean Frappuccino without cream. Awww.. MY fav of all time at starbucks. The drink is great but the environment is bit noisy for me as everyone is talking very loud and walking here and there. I would prefer to sit at some place which are quiet and peaceful and i can enjoy my drink and sometime i will bring my book to read. But today I only bring out my lappy and so i start blogging now.

Time does files. And so fast I gonna have my finals soon and I hope i will do well for that. Last sem was not so well due to dont know what. This sem is much more easy because only 2 subject and i will excel it

That's all for now since i not really in mood of blog and so noisy here... Ciao

The Little Lion

Ryan L

Homecoming

2011-02-01T16:02:00.004+08:00

Few more days will be Chinese New year. Excited ? hmm... Kinda la.. For what? maybe because long time stayed at outside. So back to home is really feel good. Although not far, but sometime is kinda lazy lazy to travel. But it always good to be at home. And i love it alot. Lately watched two chinese new year movie - Great day and homecoming. For me, great day was just ok ok only. Not really as good as I expected. Many people said it was touching, but for me, maybe too cold blooded, i think it just normal only. I more prefer homecoming. Dont know why. I just think it is much more better.

So this is just a short update. Sunday went out with Daren and Wilson. Had a great hang out session with them. So this is the photo of the day :

Wilson and me

Daren and me

So I gonna wish all the Chinese have a prosperous Chinese new year. And for other enjoys the Holiday season and experience the great day... Hopefully I also get get more angpow this year, although i know still will the same

Ciao, xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

An Update

2011-01-31T01:38:00.007+08:00

Hey ya, I'm back. Sorry for the late update. Before this was busy with my exam, then just get my new lappy, but now kinda free to update my lovely bloggie. I should update it short and simple. First is the hang out part. Last few days went to few place. First is celebrated Alex birthday. We went to Sunway's Redbox and had some dessert together.

So. here is some picture

This is the handsome Alex

And he is holding the cupcake

Get to snap a photo with him...

More photo do view my facebook.

Next is went to KL tower with Alvin. First time been there, but did not manage to go up cos too expensive. Perhaps next time ? After that we walked to Pavilion for Snowflake and Carlos Jr. First time trying Carlos Jr, I think is not bad. Taste good and better than other burger. Should get to try it if u never try before. Price is slightly higher but it is worth for it.

Thanks Alvin for editing for the photo. Credit goes to Alvin.

KL Tower

Silly me

Pavilion CNY Decoration

Snowflake and busy with my phone

Carlos Jr. Taste good.. Yeah

That's all for today. Shall update more next time . see you guys next time... I will try to update more since is my holiday now... SEE ya

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

New for Everything

2011-01-13T00:24:00.005+08:00

So, 2011 is a brand new year. I had decided to change everything including the look of my lovely bloggie.Special Thanks to Alvin for the idea. I have the new name for my blog - Accretion Of A Little Lion Journey. And a new header picture for it. Everything is NEW!! Thanks to Alvin again for helped me to edit the picture. 100 times thanks to him. I super love it. So gonna use it for at least one year.

So, this is the original picture. The above one is after edited. Amazing huh? haha

And today is a good good day. Finally I get my Starbucks planner. Yeah.... Wish came true. Thanks to my friends that helped me to collect my stamps. Thanks a lot. Love my planner so much. Gonna try to utilize it. Write lot of rubbish in it, Opps, I mean information. Make down important days and practice my English writing. I know my grammar is suck. I do know, and I tried to improve. But seem like not working. Anyone can teach me grammer?

This is my lovely planner. Love it love it...

Today also went dinner with my sweetie friend - Eric. Happy Birthday in advance ya!! Long time never see him, and more thin already. Had a great dinner at Pasta Zanmai. Great foods and great conversation. Overall is a great one. Enjoyed the day.

Here are some picture :

We was dinner at Pasta Zanmai located at Mid Valley

This is the main course I order

The Pizza we order. Not bad. Worth to taste it

And the dessert. Love the ice cream but i am super full after eating that.

That's all for today. Hopefully you guys like my new look of the blog. And thanks for reading. All the best. Back to study. See ya

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Exam Fever Again

2011-01-11T04:47:00.003+08:00

If you are my royal reader, you will always see this title - exam fever. Yeah. This is one of it. Till today, 2 subjects was down, done badly and can't believe that I will so helpless during the exam. Actually now I am kinda emo and sad about the exam, but I need to control myself not to have that kind of feeling now because 3 more subjects to go and I need to do well for that. So, I gonna study more hard for the rest of the subjects and try to score the best. If I do not do well for it, I really will be screwed. Will be Damn sad after the exam but for now, all I need is focus,focus,focus....

Last few days was all about study. As usual, study group with my classmates at McDonald's. But this time bit different. I went to Starbucks to study. Actually I want to collect stamps for my planner. Just few more to go, I just can't quit in the middle of the way. So last 3 to go, hopefully I will get the planner I wanted so much. Trying to focus on my study but temptation are all over me, need to be strong in mind by telling myself study is much more important and A is the final target. Already did badly for that 2 subject. This time need to be better.

Last 3 to go.. Yeah...

Trying to focus on my study...

I guess I look terrible in this photo. But that is how I look like when I am studying... Ugly right? I know. :p

Wish me luck ba for the rest of the exam. I think I do need the luck now.

P/s : I had put a song playlist here, hopefully you guys will like my selection of song. But you can request to me any song you want to listen. I will take it into considerations.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Procrastination

2011-01-05T20:55:00.005+08:00

Yes.. I am Procrastinate... Damn la. I want to be focus on my study. Too many temptation. Less of determination. Too many reasons and excuses, too less of focus. Perhaps I should start thinking what will happen if I failed this paper. I need to resit again, Not only the money problem, but also the face problem. How can someone fail such easy paper!! Yeah... So I decided tomorrow morning will go to library. At home I just hardly can focus on my note. DECIDED. Library tomorrow.

Since this post nothing much to talk about, let me just share two photo with you guys.

Personally, I love this picture. This was taken using my phone apps. I love the retro feel. For me, this kind of lamp post is memorable. Although I do not live at that era, but I love the feel. The Shanghai feel. And This is only one of the picture. I shall share the other one next time...

Of cos, This is the handsome lion...( just kidding, Dont throw eggs on me). I love this pic... Although this not the latest one, but the lighting and the feeling is good. and most important, I look good... :) I am so vain.. someone please slap me

So that's all for today. Shall back to study.. thanks for reading. Although dont know anyone is reading or not...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Exam is Stress

2011-01-05T00:51:00.003+08:00

As my title already tell u the whole story. Exam is equal to stress and pressure. I Can't Focus la....

For this semester, I got lot of thing to catch up. First up is the stupid account paper that i rarely attend the lecture because the lecture is 8 am. WTF... 8am is like killing me, I most of the time can't wake up or wake up late for that lecture. So ended up, I no idea what to study. Pray pray that it will be a easy paper. Other subject I guess will be fine because memorising always not an issue for me, but i just lost some confident for it. Not really as passion as last time. I am a last min person. I always study last min but I still will get a not bad result. The reason is I need to memorise the day before the exam, if i do it early, i will forget about everything.

The exam will go on for around 2 weeks. It mean that I might not able to update my lovely bloggie. But is okay, I try my best to steal some time ( actually want to skip the study,such a lazy bum) to update it. I wish I will do well this time, so I must study hard for it.

Here come the random part : Actually I not really like to listen to that call, but no choice and I have to. I know I am still the winner. I know I am also the loser for letting that person to get you. But guess what, you are still here and I never lose anything yet. Although I know I have to let go someday, but at least you are mine before, and even now. So who cares what other thinks. I just want you to know about me. Even in the future, that person get you, I'm sure you will think of me. So yeah... nothing to sad about. I love you. and i always will.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Happy New Year!

2011-01-02T22:48:00.006+08:00

Happy New Year 2011... !! Hurray....

A whole new year for a better me and life. I Wish all my friend will have a great year ahead. You know I love you guys. Had a great countdown for the new year at One Utama. But din took much photo, but I do got food indulgence for you guys... Let's See what I had for the Last Dinner of 2010 and First Lunch of 2011.

My last dinner was at Sushi Zanmai, One Utama. I had a great night at there. Although not like other people head to club and jump around, but simple celebration is what I wanted as like this year resolution. Simple life for simple people.

yummy... That is just a part of the dinner. So, This is my Last Dinner of 2010.

This is my First Lunch of 2011. Ikea. Love the french Fries. Not really a big fans of the meatball cause I seldom eat meet.

Snowflake for my dessert... Yum yum....

So, here come the most important part - Resolution of 2011

Last year resolution, Out of 10, I achieved 8 thing I wanted to do the most... So Happy. So, let's hope this year will be better.

1. First and the most important, I want to graduate with good CGPA for my Diploma. This is important, I need put my focus into it.

2. Secondly, I hope I will be healthy. No need to be too good, but no too sick. Sometime, sick can make me think better. but please not too sick ya.

3. This one is suppose to finish in 2010, but nevermind. I bring forward to this year. To get my driving licences. I want to drive so much. Sometime is bit tired la.... to take public transport.

4. Next, I want to build a better body. This is different from the second one. I want six packs and strong arms. To wear my first singlet. Hehehe.. *evil smile.

5. I wish will get to travel to more places. No need to be other country. Perhaps just in Msia. Since I not yet been to lot of place yet. So, I hope to travel more to see further world.

6. I hope my 21 birthday bash will be a great great one. OMG... I love my birthday. Last two year was great . And I hope this year will be super great.

7. My luckily 7, I want to hope my beloved family and friends to be in good condition and always be nice to me.... I love you guys, kay?

8. I want to be bit greedy for no.8. I want Fred Perry, a bow tie, a new shoes, a new lappy, a new pants, and a new hope

9. I want to start collecting my idol album, My Tanya Chua and Chris Daughtry... Love the so much...

10. I just wish all this wish will come true.... Get to know more friends. Update my blog more, more handsome and good looking. Get richer and richer. Get loved by every of my friends. OMG, i am just too greedy.

That's all for now.. Thanks for reading.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sick

2010-12-28T19:00:00.004+08:00

Today. I am sick. And I notice that the last time I visited doctor was few year back.. Perhaps when I was 10 years old? I never like to walk into hospital or clinic. It make me feel bad. Actually I not really want to see doctor, my friend insists of bringing me there. So I am there. The other reason I dont like to visit doctor is I scare of injection. Yeah... I know you are laughing. Seriously, everyone seem like is a good liar and keep telling people injection is not pain. Actually it do pain a lot. And I not really this kind of pain lover. You can laugh as loud as you want, but i still strongly believe that injection is pain. Luckily my fever was not so serious. So the doctor just gave me some medicine and some advise that I listened from everyone : Drink more water and rest more. Like Duh... I knew you gonna say that. But what comfort me the most, is the caring from my friend and the one I most care. As long I listened to the snoring at the night time, I will be peaceful. It like a music for me, and I appreciated it. I know I gonna be fine

I hate being sick. Everytime before fever, I surely need to go to hell first. I think hell is cold. And each time before I get into my fever, I will freeze till I cant move or talk or walk.... I don't know why, but each time that happen, I know I gonna sick. The feeling is cant be described by words. I only can tell you it is damn freaking cold even I wear the thickest cloth and off the fans. It still cold. I not a fans of coldness. So it kinda annoying me.

Lastly, I wish I get well soon. It is a good thing to sick now because I having my finals soon. So it will be worst if i sick one week later. I surely cant focus on my exam. I dont want that to be happen. So, as the pro said, always look at the positive side of each thing, For this case, the positive side is I sick now, then wont be sick for a period anymore, at least not my exam period. So Yeah.. I am gladful.

I think my Christmas was not bad. Went dinner with Alec and finally get a chance to meet with Raymond. I think both of them is super nice. And I so glad I am sick after Christmas.

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Summary of 2010 Part 1

2010-12-27T14:17:00.003+08:00

I think is time for a short summary for my 2010. Overall, it was a great year. I love everything happened during this year. Although do got some sad thing happen but it still a great great year for me. Let see how much can I remember, I will put some photo and briefly see what have I done for past one year. Part 1 is college and Secondary school Buddy.

College Part :

We went to Langkawi as our first sem break trip

Genting for the second sem break trip

Port Dickson as our third sem break trip

This was at Seremban

Mr. Lee birthday

This was taken when Nic and Chris birthday

My birthday

With the pretty lady

Broga Hill

We make it to the top

Jess's Birthday

MY fav photo

Sekinchan again..

Secondary School Part :

Our big October gathering

Best friend forever

Genting trip

I think first time we have trip together

IT was fun to hang out with old friends

Went for Run

This is the terry fox run with Keith

That's all for this post.. Next post will more to my personal life...stay tuned to know more..

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Love Me, Love Me

2010-12-19T18:35:00.005+08:00

When Christmas are getting closer. just feel like wanted to be loved by someone.. So please just love me for one day... Even Just for one day please. Actually this post is totally no related to the title above. Just feel like want to put a different title and catch your attention. So you can love me more and more. So vain right? I know I am. But I do know I got a group of friends that love me, that's enough for me.

So I spended my weekend at Kuala Selangor with my lovely classmate. This was the second times I was there. And get the chance to visit Sekinchan again. I love the paddy field. It's so big and breathtaking when you see it. It just like you look into a place that are so green and lovely peaceful. Snapped some photo again. Sorry for the weak photo shoot technique. Will try to improve on it.

Here are the photo taken that day :

Some of the scenery shoot I take
At the Bukit Melawati
Try to be creative
Sekinchan with the nice paddy field
Four guys with big dream in the future
And surely is a good looking one
Paddy Field and me

Photo of the day :

I super love this one, this is the shoot we try to jump but do not manage to jump, but everyone expression is so funny...

Shall keep some photo for my next few posts. So, Thanks for reading and don't forget to love me..

xoxo

Ryan L

The Litte Lion

Great Movie of 2010

2010-12-18T00:50:00.004+08:00

Yeah... I want to write about some great movie I watched for the year 2010... It been a long year and I had a great time with my friends and myself. As you know, I am a huge movie fans. I enjoy watching movie. It feel great when siting inside cinema and watching good movie. It just a enjoyable moment.

The best movie of the year, Indeed with no doubt - Inception

It is a great movie. With great storyline, nice arranged plot, great casting. It is a brand new idea and new movie concept. Everything start with a small thought, small thought involved into idea and eventually it will change the person or even the mind. The mission is to put this small thought into the person mind. It is a excited movie, If want to rate from 1 to 10, this movie will get 9 1/2. All time fav... Would like to watch it again when got chance.

Second movie that I love so much is a chinese movie. Nowadays I very seldom to watch chinese movie at cinema because i think it is not worth to pay so much to watch in the cinema with such production, but Bruce Lee, My Brother was an exception. It was a Damn freaking good movie. I all everything about it. From the story, casting, music, and even the fashion and the colour. It is a colourful movie. I also want to dance anytime I want, cha cha all the way. The way the director direct this movie is so artisic. I love the retro and vantage style of it. It just a damn good movie.

Third one would be the 3D movie - Tron Legacy. Although many people said it not as good as expectation. But for me, it is great. The visual effect, the story is new. And it just on cinema, If you haven watch it, do find a chance to watch it, for me, this is a worth to watch movie. For you? I dont know. But just give yourself a chance for this great movie.

Fourth will be a very sensible movie. Eat, Pray, Love. This movie talk about how a lady finding herself. She lost herself in the unhappy marriage and she wish to be happy again so she decided to travel to Italy, India and Indonesia ( Bali). In Italy, she learn the language she like and eat the food with no worry about the calories and enjoyed it. In India, she found the spiritual way to peace. She learn that everything actually will be fine if you accepted it with a open heart. And she found Love at Bali. Once again, she love again. Only with love, Life is completed. This is a meaningful movie. I even bought the book to read. Kinda gaynish? Who cares?

Fifth is Step Up 3. I simply love the music, love the dance movie, love the typical love story. And the main character pursue his dream and never let go of it. It was a typical US movie but it touched my heart. And this surely will be in my list of top 5. I simply Love this movie.

Worst movie of the year ? Actually got a lot but I would choose child's Eyes and Skyline. This both movie are damn freaking stupid. Others? I not really remember it so it might not bad as this two.

So, that's all for this post. This is just my personal view. So no need to take it so serious about it..

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Christmas Mood

2010-12-16T23:43:00.002+08:00

For this post, I would like to write about Christmas mood... sorry for not writing the movie, but I will make it to the next post. I promise. Christmas is just around the corner. I can feel it from the street, people around me. Not forget to mention that Christmas actually is one of my fav holiday season. Although I not a Christian, but I love the spirit of Christmas . It is so much fun for family or friend gather together and have a dinner and chit chatting with each other. This is what I like about it. Last Christmas I celebrated with myself by watching nightmare before Christmas . It is a Damn good movie. Watched few times but still love it a lot. For this year Christmas? I don't know yet. Not yet make any plan for it. Perhaps also just stay at home. For Christmas, I prefer a peaceful night of the eve. Don't want join any countdown or clubbing. Maybe just a dinner with some friends is simple enough for me. Let see what will I get.

Last few days, my cutie had sent me some photo from UK. I love it a lot. After asking for his permissions . I decided to share it with you guys.

The ice is so nice. I wish to see it in real and have a cold Christmas.

As u can see, the grass was crystallized ... it is so beautiful... I love it so much.....

So, that's all for this post. Shall update more next.

Xoxo
Ryan L
The Little Lion

Jess's Birthday

2010-12-11T15:30:00.004+08:00

This week nothing much happen. Just celebrated Jess's birthday. This time almost whole class went to the lunch session. Not bad. Because mostly sure won't be that much of people attend. So this post is mostly just photo. Nothing much to update about. But next post i would like to talk about the best movie that i watched this year. I already started to think the list.

Me, Chris and Yannie...

Nic and me and the MONEY.. How i wish all is mine..... :p

A group photo with the birthday girl - Jess

Another group pic with her....

My fav photo of the day... Do i look good?

So, Christmas is coming soooooon. I am so excited about it. Although no plan yet, but guess what, Christmas is my fav holiday and i just so cant wait for it already..

Great christmas song : Glee- Last Christmas

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random #4

2010-12-07T12:06:00.003+08:00

Again and again. I warned myself not to get involve with that person. But still lose to the feeling and my own desire. My heart wanted it so much but my brain said you know it is wrong, be rational and move on. Blah Blah Blahhhhhh... same story from over and over again. So sick to listen to it already. Be smart this time, and just let it go.

I want to go out and snap some nice photo. desperately lack of good photo for my blog. so ya, is time for me to hunt for good photo. With my new gadget. Although so sad to say bye bye to my lovely nokia, Baby, i will always remember you. Now I passed to my brother, hope he will take good care my baby. Now I got a new baby, so yeah, is time to play with it and bring some nice shoot. My nokia baby had bring me lot of memory and great shoot of sunset.

Actually this is a random post again, I no idea what to write but just feel like want to write something, Sometime life is not all about purpose, sometime we need to do something outrages, dont be so serious all the time,

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

2010-12-06T18:23:00.006+08:00

Long time no update already. Is because I no comp to use and busy with my exam. Luckily Is temporary over for now. Is time to get some break and get ready for my finals. I notice that I not getting better but worst. I really should focus more on my study rather than other thing. This is the most important thing in my stage of life now.I really need to set my mind clear now. Just too tired and sick of everything else. I dont want to talk about it, dont want to think about it.. not even want to see it. Just give me a break, and i will be fine

Last weekend went genting with my secondary school buddy. I kinda enjoyed it because is with my best buddy and a whole group of great friends. If it is a trip, there are surely got photo.

I love to go trip with my friends. But perhaps someday, I will go myself. I need to go on myself.

Telling myself : just let it go.. You will be fine.. I will still love you even no one going to love you. is alright dear. Is already.

xoxo
Ryan L
The Little Lion

On The Top

2010-11-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

I cannot post it at my Facebook, so I write it here. Actually I am damn freaking happy to get the highest mark for the test in my class. If i wrote that at my fb, surely they will said I am showing off. but i do feel very happy. Long time do not get the highest mark already. It do feel good to be on the top. Actually for that test, actually is all about common sense, I not even study for it. When the day of test, I only read the note like 1 hours. Plus before the test, there are some tips for it but i not even bother to read the tips because I do not believe in tips and luckily i do not read it because none of it out. For others who only study the tips, it will be a hard time. So I always said you can follow the tips but also read other part, because no one know the tips is true or not. No need to put yourself on risk.

Everyone is living with different philosophy. We are holding different believe and thinking to live through our life. No need to judge other because they having different thinking with you, your not necessary right and them are not necessary wrong. There are no right or wrong for it. Just do whatever you want to do, as long it do not harm others and it is legal, then just do it. No need to worry so much, Life is short, if you keep think this and that, in the end, you will be ended your life with regret. If people want to talk bad about you, perhaps you just need to let them talk, because the reason they talk about you is because they are not good as you or they are jealous. As a wise man, there are no need to reply this kind of thing, because it will only waste your time and energy. That is my philosophy of life, what's yours?

Remember that, we only lived once. No matter do there got next life or not, do enjoy the life now. Don't do the thing you will be regretted after, Do do the thing you wanted to do. Love the people you love, as least you let him/her know you loved him/her.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Classmate

2010-11-23T22:25:00.005+08:00

My classmate, yeah, is about my classmate again. The longer time I study with them, I notice that everyone is so great except got one la.. I don't think got other group in my course got that close as us. We having our trip for every semester break or during the semester period. It like our must do activity. And we all are having so much together. When we having break before the next class, we will go different place to lunch, I think we went to most of the place around our college, sometime will even go Cheras or even Klang. It is our class. At least the guy gang. There are only 7 guys in our class and we are like oligopoly. Everyone are mutual Independence, is like one getting A, everyone will work more hard, but if someone want to fail, no one will going to follow his step. and not forget to mention that our group is always the best group of DBU. It proven by our low fail rate and high passing and A rate. But sometime are kinda stress to be in this kind of group, because you need to keep work hard to keep the distance close. If not, you will be lifted far behind.

Today had a great day with my classmate. Although just 5 of us. But there are so many topics to talk about. We can talk from Facebook share. Lately lof of those funny video shared in Facebook. Then we talk about TVB drama. The latest and old one. Then we moved to Indian movie. We discussed how come they can suddenly sing and dance when having conversation. And every movie surely got that scene one. So, if u want to act at bollywood, you must know how to sing and dance, or not you cant survive. And how Dato Lee performance of the latest competition. Always lose to Lin Dan. We even take chance to tease about each other. Someone of us is stay on tree house, and his hometown got lot of chicken and duck. hahaha.. I gonna miss this life so much.

I love my classmate, and they are the best. And i hope everyone of us will be successful in our life. The dream come true.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Random # 3

2010-11-22T18:20:00.004+08:00

'Do you know hard work do not mean success? Do you know you might not get any pay back even you work so hard?'

'Yeah, I know. I know. But the problem is with all these expectation, it crash me down after know I can't get it.'

It happen to everyone. Included me. Life is a movie, you just need to play your own character well. you are always the leading role actor in your movie. Don't care about what others said, you are the best and no one going to bring you down.

Note to myself, love myself more, more my friends even more. Even there is no hand for me to hold, but there is always a shoulder to be borrowed. I know I will get it when I need it.

I hope I can go a trip alone.. go to some place that i dont know at all, take some nice picture and experience the different culture. I want to run away ...

xoxo

Ryan L

The Lion

Broga Trip

2010-11-19T15:34:00.005+08:00

Once again, my class challenged Broga Hil. Last time was failed due to raining and the road are too slippy. And this time we successfully reached to the third hill. It is a great achievement. Not like we reached the highest hill or what, but together with my beloved classmate, it feels great. To stand on the top.

Let's start from the beginning. We are woke up around 3am. Some even never sleep. I took a smal nap from 12 to 2 something. Then woke up and facebook and get ready. After we reached to the place that we should gather, it was around 4 something, and we all are super excited for the trip. And we waited for everyone to come, and started our jounery to Broga Hill. This time we got 15 people go together. It was an amazing number because usually not more than 10 people. Although only 4 out of 7 guys went for this trip, but it was one of the best trip ever, and it was planned a day before. So last minute. Is our style la.

We reached broga around 5 something if i am not mistaken, and we started our journey by walking in the dark. If you never bring touch light, you cant see anything. The time we reached there, there already got kinda lot of people. But we all are so excited about it. But only started around 10 min, got some start to said tired. haha..

After we reached to first hill, only 7 people wanted to continue for the second and third one. The rest are taking some break and rest at the first hill. And we all make it to the third hill. Damn excited and happy. Of cos, photo session is a MUST and is my fav part of the trip.

Besides that, we also went to Outback Broga for Flying fox, Rock Climbing. It was fun, and it was the first time i tried this kind of extreme activity. I want to play it again... Although get some injured during the trip, but it worth for it. Ouch, my hand are pain..... and my leg too

Some of the photo taken of the day :

The sunrise of Broga Hill

This is the outback Broga.

This is when the time we at the top of Broga Hill

The Group Photo of DBU 7

We meet our lecturer... So surprised to see him

The F4

The only 7 who reached The top of the hill

Another photo of the great 7

Acting cool

7 again... before we up for flying fox

That's all for this post. Will update again soon.. I love my classmate and DBU 7

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Eat, Pray. Love

2010-11-15T23:00:00.004+08:00

Since I missed this great movie - Eat, Pray, Love by Julia Roberts. I had decided to get myself a copy of the book before I watch the movie.

So, yeah.. the book I read now is Eat, Pray, Love. And guess what, Katy Perry is behind me. If you look closer, the lady who stand behind me wear like Katy Perry and i keep asking Lucas should I take photo with. But this photo included her in already. So happy. The heels are so high.

And one more thing is, my cutie also get the same book on the same day with me. I am so happy. We both going to read the same book together. I miss you a lot. Hope you take good care at UK. I think now is very cold. Do wear more cloth. We hang out when you back. :)

I already started to read some chapter of the book. And I notice that this is a good book. I love the way of the author describe the god. She have the same idea with me, We believe in God, but not any specific God.

" Do you believe in God"

"I believe in a Magnificent God"

This line touched my heart. And because of this line, I'm surely going to finish up the book. And I shall expect more from the book.

Actually I not really like to eat, And i do not pray. I not even know what is Love. Hope by reading this book will help me explore myself better.

xoxo

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Sunway

2010-11-14T23:29:00.004+08:00

I went to Sunway today. And had a long lunch with Lucas. I think we start our lunch around 1.45pm and we ended at 5pm. And it was raining outside. We got too many topic to talk about. From Glee, to movie to Korean drama and movie, and other stuff. Is good to have such friend that have this much of topic to talk about and have the same interest as you. It make you feel like there is someone who understand you. I glad I know Lucas. and enjoyed the lunchie together. It was the longest lunch I ever had.

Taken some photo at Sunway Pyramid:

Thanks to Andrew for the idea. I personally love this photo so much....

GLee... I too love glee too much. I even dream about glee. omg...

This is Lucas. My friend. :)

p/s: This is for Elroy. I know you might reading my post. So i just want to wish you Happy birthday again. Forever young ya... :)

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Friday

2010-11-12T16:47:00.004+08:00

It is Friday again.. Is time to get back to my normal blog post - My life. But I think my life is kinda boring. Because just repeating the same routine everyday and every week. Today is Friday, so i got morning class. I went to college, and apologize to Mr. Chris. Because Mr.Chin and me make him so angry. I hope he not angry anymore la.... We already say sorry for many times. Even post Sorry on his FB wall let everyone know we are sorry. Then I am damn angry with someone also. I dont want to mention anything about that person here. Waste of my time and energy only. No need to do anything for him already. Bye Bye

Then, today is the day i can collect my pay cheque. Hurray... I been waited for this cheque for 4 months I guess.. When is the last PC fairs ya? I think from that time till now.. I was so poor and pity. But now is better with the pay cheque. So when I finished my class, thanks to my classmate buddy - Nic fetch us to Titiwangsa. Saved up lot of time. Then I took monorail to Raja Chulan to Wisma Genting. But when I reached there, I realized that it was lunch break. So, I think if i went up also need to wait, and i decided to walk around at Pavilion. It is nearby the Wisma Genting where I need to collect my Cheque.

When I walked to Pavilion, i notice that I got nothing to do at there, and I not yet take my lunch also. After stand in front of the Redbox stealing their Wireless axcess, I decided to go walk walk. And I passed Uniqlo.. The most hit topic of everyone lately. It seem like everyone is holding a piece of something from there. So I went in and take a look. It still kinda lot of crowd.. but no need to Q till no way... I walk in and look here and there. There is no nice looking person... Opps. I means nice cloth for me, but i saw some jeans that are not bad and it got my size - 28!! Yeah yeah.. I think is time to reward myself with someone after hard work for long time, so I get the jeans and tried on, but although it was a bit too long, but it fit on me... Do you know it is so hard to find a jeans for me? So i decided to just buy it. With no doubt. I took out my wallet and go to the cashier... Then, It is belong to me now... I am The HAPPY Boy now.

After that, I walked to McDonald. I already forget when is the last time I had McD. So I walk in and order my fav. And of cos, Fb with my lovely phone. Although it is just Nokia, but it already be with me 1 years. And i love it. But i still hope to get Iphone... I am sooo bad.. After the lunchie, I walk back to Wisma Genting from the McD Bukit Bintang. It not really far. So just took me around 10 min to reach there. Get into the building, checked the floor number and collected my cheque. Then bank in to my account and all done... After that, I walked back to Pavilion and window shoped for awhile. And I walked from pavilion to times square for monorail to KL Central. And I am so lucky to have the bus arrived just in time. I am the Lucky and Happy boy today..

And yah... That's all for today, and I am home sweet home at my PJ home... Tomorrow going to be a new day.. And i shall update again soon.. maybe tomorrow.. haha

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Teenage Dream

2010-11-10T19:14:00.004+08:00

Teenage Dream is keep repeating in my Ipod... The song that I keep listening for the whole week. Especially Glee version by Darren Criss. That one is Damn damn cool. Yeah, Teenage Dream. I wish I had one. But let's think back, actually there are no regret in my life, at least for this 20 years. Perhaps some mistake, but no regret. Because everytime i do something or say anything I will make sure that I won't feel regret after that. Am I still a teenage, I wish I am, and I wish there are someone to hold my hand when I need it. I wish I am the same person as few years back, that boy that put so much expectation in love. But get nothing in the end. I know I am still very young, Indeed too young for love. But I do not give up all this time. But now.... I am tired. Perhaps I should stop. Stop everything in my mind.

Back to Teenage Dream. ( see, i am so random). I love the song. Don't know why. The first time I listen to it, already addicted to it. Maybe the lyrics is good. and it touched my heart. A teenage dream should be full of colour, and excited matter, dream about the future, the career, the car, the partner and everything. Teenage always is the most beautiful dream, but who will make the teenage dream, most of us can't do it. Because it is too fantasy. But mine is simple. A house, A car, A career and A partner. That's all in my life. No regret.

Today nothing much to write. Don't want to spread out the emo to my readers. Although not sure got people read or not, but thanks for reading, if you are reading it now. I love you guys.

Today I love myself more abit... Going to put my own picture. This one was snap in my room without the light on. I love it. Stay in the dark and think nothing.

Ryan L

The Little Lion