Unpredictable

Life is a series of unpredictable event that happen together to make us have all kind of feeling. Today morning I was thinking about someone and someone messaged me. Oh gosh, it has been almost one year since the last time I get in touch with him. It was a pleasant surprise to me and it makes my day. It also show that people do remember me.

I met some great people. Some are just hi and bye. Some become friend and some even not remember who I am. But I always consider myself as a very lucky person for get to have such great friends in my life. Although I not those super good looking guy, but I take myself as the normal boy with average look. I like the way i look (okay, not my ears), already accepted the fact that I only can be 165. Met people who have same height as me but still can be great, so it no longer about the height. I love my small eyes.

I don’t mind people don’t know me. Just want to keep myself as low as I can. No need to know everyone, know a few that are good to you and you feel comfortable with them is good enough.

And once again, I proved myself is not bad in presenting. Compliment from the lecturer saying that I’m the best presenter of the class because I memorize the fact, I do not read from the slide, and I explained everything clearly and example provided. But because of this presentation no mark is given, actually I just simply do. I not even practice for it. And I did last minutes preparation by thinking what to say and the example during others presentation. But I still feel happy for that. The only reason I write this in my blog is because this is the only place I can show off as not many people will read it and I don’t plan to tell everyone that. But it just the feeling want writing it out, if not facebook, not twitter then just left my blog. Gonna do some preparation for the next presentation as it is part of the assignment. Not every time is so lucky for me.

Life is unpredictable. Just take everyday like your last day you gonna live in this world. Do the thing you like and want. That’s all I want to say. 

Dear Calvin : R.I.P Poco :(  Just be strong. hugs

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Dark Side

Life is like a silent movie. Only you, yourself know the dialogue of your heart. It is not hard to get to know someone but it is hard to guess someone’s thinking. Mind is a very scary yet powerful thing, it creates thought and thought evolve into idea. Idea transform into action and the action lead to success or failure. I used to like to watch silent movie. I like to guess what they actually saying in the movie. Imagination is borderless; it can be higher than any sky, deeper than any sea.

I am the person who very enjoy of the silent moment. I’m alone but not lonely. I wish to travel to the place that away from the big city and people and get closer with the nature. Should plan one day off to mount kinabalu and conquer the big guy, but now just need to focus more on my study and work. I need to balance my life. Lately just too tired and can’t focus in work or class. Perhaps I am pushing myself too hard.

Love this song very much lately :-

There's a place that I know
It's not pretty there and few have ever gone
If I show it to you now
Will it make you run away

Or will you stay
Even if it hurts
Even if I try to push you out
Will you return?
And remind me who I really am
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond
From black dust
It's hard to know
It can become
A few give up
So don't give up on me
Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

Don't run away
Don't run away
Just tell me that you will stay
Promise me you will stay
Don't run away
Don't run away
Just promise me you will stay
Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh
Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?

5 more days to SCMKL. Cant wait for that

Ryan L

The Little Lion

Silent

Silence is the strongest word uttered when needed having the most deadend effect the harshest of words
~Ryan LeRoux

Beautiful Life

Appreciate Life
Enjoy every moment
Love your family, friends, enemy and/or your dog,cat,hamster..
Have faith in something such as God or anything that make u feel calm and peace.
You never know you will need to hold on something in one day
 Be nice to everyone
Always smile and say good words
Life is hash but at least you are breathing and alive so nothing in this life in better that that
Nothing is impossible, you just need to take the first step
Trying is no harm, keep try until you success
Open your mind and heart to accept something new or special
Do not discriminate, no one is perfect
If can, travel often. Getting lost will help you find yourself.
Mediation for 10 minutes a day. It help to balance your life.
Spend another 10 to 30 minutes to read everyday. Do not stop reading.

Life is beautiful, and always love yourself.

Ryan L
The Little Lion

Food

My friend lately is complaining to me that I am too picky for food. But that is not true. I always being asked this question : You eat to live or live to eat? Without doubt, my answer is eat to live. Actually I not really like to eat, if can, I dont want to eat. I just eat to survive, so actually I don't mind the food is nice or not nice, as long is acceptable then i am okay with it. But here come the problem, my acceptable level is kinda weird which people thought i am very picky and choosy. But I got my own reason for that.

First of all, I don't eat lamb and beef as my family don't eat beef and lamb taste gamey. I will vomit if I take lamb. The smell and taste of lamb is unacceptable for me. Still remember the first time i tried a lamb dishes and I vomited all out in 10 minutes. After since that I dare not to eat any lamb anymore. and I will dare not to try those deer, rabbit meat also.

Secondly, I don't eat funny part of animal such as leg. I can't accept chicken leg, pork leg, duck leg or any kind of leg. and also any kind of organ such as heart, stomach, intestine. So if i go pak kut teh with my friends, i will try to stop them from adding those part inside but each time failed. They all really happy to see i'm not eating those part because they can eat more. Sometime I just don't understand why people like to eat that kind of thing. But I won't ask them not to eat when with me, I can just choose the part I will eat.

Third, is the kind of vegetable that got strong smell such as bell pepper, petai, egg plant and a few more. In short, I just no likely anything with funny smell and funny texture. And I love sweet thing. Dessert lover. can I have dessert for my breakfast, lunch and dinner?

Yea, that's why. See, I am not picky. I just dont eat weird stuff. So next time eat with me, no need to worry so much, cos I can find anything to eat in the menu, except you want to pre-oder for me, but no one do that for me so is okay.

Ryan L
The Little Lion